NOTHING BUT YOUR COLOUR
2022・ 18+ ・4k ・ oneshot — yandere trope
What colour do you first thought of when you heard the word 'love'?
CAST: PARK SUNGHOON X FEM! READER
WARNING: utter delusional and emotionally unstable! sunghoon, self harming; biting tongue, cuts w knives, Sunghoon slapping himself, murder thoughts, extremely possessive & obsession over reader, Sunghoon having a sexual fantasy for reader, hysterical reaction, trespassing territory, graphic scene; tongue mutilation with knife, blood, implied murder, smut, noncon (SA) - dubcon; nipple play, oral sex (female receiving), Sunghoon spitting saliva in reader's mouth, cockwarming, impregnation
"What's your favourite colour?"
Wouldn't that be the first question anyone would ask you whenever they first get to know you? Or when someone pick a gift for you?
Your favourite colour has to be the first thing you could've think of amongst the other colour, but why were they your favourite colour?
What makes them stand out amongst other colour?
Was it because of how pleasing they look? Was it because of how they made you feel when you gazed upon that colour? Does it give you a serene feeling? Bliss? Comfort?
Sunghoon never knew what was his favourite colour however it wasn't until then when his lovely step-mother brought him with her to the clothing store, picking a numerous attire fitting for the merry and joyous occasion but to her dismay — the little boy doesn't look at all pleased with the material on his tiny palms.
His step-mother could only bend down to the boy's height, stroking the boy's face as she fixes his little bangs and asked him what colour does he like.
His face could only frown mirroring his thoughts scattered all over the place thinking what could be his favourite colour?
His ears were met with a low chuckle as he raised his head up only to be met with an amused expression splattered on his step-mother's face while she says, "Take your time, honey."
And as those words left her mouth, there he was strike with an epiphany — a sudden love for the colour adorning his step-mother's lips.
The colour that resembles the fruit on the shiny plate on the round table. The colour that appears on his father's cheeks whenever his step-mother mouthed something the little boy couldn't comprehend himself. The colour he sees when he stumbles upon a thorned flower laid on the wet street on his way back home.
There he received his first present covered in a colour he likes and for the many years to come — it was his sole pick for the presents he was about to receive.
For the many years to come, he thought that colour only exists in among the objects he had encountered; whether it was the face of his teacher contorting into that colour when one of the students behind him were lacking manners during class, or when the female students almost tripped before him as she placed the heart-shaped letter on his hands and the very last thing he could remember was the face the girl had before running off, or when he sat on the bench among his friends and one of them has tears running down their cheek and that colour was present again.
The colour somehow exists everywhere.
He knew it was beautiful but he didn't knew it could be more exhilarating as the stars on the sky when his eyes gazed upon you.
It wasn't like you had the colour on you but it was how everything before you was submerged in that colour and at times it was deeper in shade and in other times it was a brighter shade.
The colour on you wasn't consistent.
It was wild, changing, quick, and exhilarating.
Before he knew it, his pale hands had been bathed in that same colour; flipping it up and down and as he look at himself in the mirror, his face has resembled those who had laid their eyes on him before — it was rushing up to his veins, his cheeks and his heart pounding inside his caged ribs.
It was his first time to felt that colour in his veins, but he knew it was you who had that colour. You made him felt that colour.
Everytime you were in his presence, that contagious colour you had on you had infected him each passing minute — it was like he was no longer his own colour but you.
He couldn't think of anyone but you.
But for the nth time, he didn't knew that colour could mean something else; something more sinister and evil.
His lungs was suffocating to it's core, tightening with each breathe to the point sweat trailed down forehead to his cheek and neck.
It was painful. It was humiliating and he couldn't believe that you were betraying him.
You. The girl he absolutely adore to the point he knelt down to kiss the ground for you and even thank the God he never believed exist in the first place.
But at the same time he loathes the God. He couldn't bring himself to stop vigorously shaking that he had to tighten the grip on his wrist with his other hand, but the metallic taste inside his tongue says otherwise as he had been biting it with his teeth — almost devouring it because if he didn't, then this place; this cafeteria would've become stained with that colour.
And that guy beside you having the words of joy written all over his face had his imagination run wild of how delightful it would be for him to end up on that colour someday but just a tiny messy and a tiny bit sinister.
His room was bathed in that colour as well and whenever he had a rough day because of homework or whatever that could've ruin his day — that colour never fails to bring him bliss but today was different.
It only reminds him of you and that guy beside you; a canvas he wishes to tore apart and dig his skin on that bastard.
The excruciating pain on his arm had him looking down to it, eyes dilating larger than it was before as he takes in the colour dripping down from his skin — gracing the floor with every drop it had along with the gleaming stained object laying on the carpeted floor.
Stroking the body of the knife with his dainty fingers, polishing it in a leisurely pace with the handkerchief his grandmother once bought for him as a present a few years ago.
Sunghoon let out a slow sigh as he pressed the tip of the knife still stained with the bits of the colour on his wet tongue, licking it off as he tasted the metallic taste but with each passings second — it turn out sugary along with the thoughts surfacing in his mind.
An eerie smirk adorned his face at last.
"No-.. No! Sunghoon! What the hell are you doing? Get away from me!" the agonizing scream coming out from the male desperately getting away from him had Sunghoon baffled, his menacing grin never leaving his face as he approached with every step he takes. "Please! Weren't we friends? We were doing all fine all this time! So why? Why?. .—"
A choke emits in the air along with tears streaming down Jay's face. "At least tell me what I have done wrong! We could talk this out! Please!—"
"Shut up, will you?" Sunghoon's maniacal glare had him shut his mouth instantly, lowering his head as he trembled in the deafening silence to avoid that empty soul inside the boy's eyes from devouring him.
"Why, why? You really got some guts to talk with my lover, aren't you?"
"W-what lover? Who— wait.. don't tell me it's (Name)—" the boy let out a gut wrenching scream as Sunghoon closes the distance between them in a swift speed, digging his nails in the Jay's jaw as he fiercely pried it open and despite the agonizing protests from the older boy. .
His cries of pain were only met with the colour draining away from his face and tongue while it contorts into the most excruciating pain mixed with the melodic sound through Sunghoon's ear and his face were graced with that colour although messy and filthy, it was a breathtaking sight as the wet slimy organ fell onto the rough ground.
"Don't you fucking dare say her name with that filthy tongue of yours. But oh well, guess you can't anymore—" Jay fell down on the ground with a loud thud, writhing in agonizing pain as he cupped his mouth with his hands — another maniacal grin graced Sunghoon's lips as he stand before him, his favourite colour dripped in numerous amount from the boy.
Sunghoon bend down in a leisure pace grabbing a handful of hair on Jay's head, forcing the boy to look into his soulless eyes that was once the beaming and innocent boba long time ago.
"Yah. Can't you just mind your own business without ogling your eyes to her direction? Without being so fucking nosy whenever she's around? Just why. Just why you're so fucking dumb, Jay?" a disappointed chuckle emits in the air as Sunghoon shakes his head, ruffling his dark hair in annoyance.
Everything the older male was force to witnessed were too much for him to take; the excruciating pain from the inside of his mouth mixed with the blood stench staining his shirt and splattered on Sunghoon's face.
All he could do was mumble and scream to his core for he could no longer make out words to say, not anymore.
Sunghoon giggles once again, his eyes turning into a second of innocence, "After I'm done with you, I'm going to take her with me.
Run. Run as fast as you could, farther and away as you can from him.
Your face was drained from blood, all white as soul left your body when you heard those last words from Sunghoon on the other line.
Jay's phone inside his pockets was on call the entire time and you heard it all. The gut-wrenching scream that had you shivered and Sunghoon's maniacal giggles.
He's coming. He's coming for you. He knows where you live and anytime now, that window to your room are bound to get broken by him.
Because if he catch you, who knows what can he do to you.
And here you are now, inside the high school under the young and silent night sky — with no one to accompany you but the sole moonlight from the window as it reflects on the wooden floor.
It was eerily silent but you could hold on to this as best as you could if it meant he could never find you.
But you were all proven wrong when you heard a spine-chilling melodic whistle across the dark hallways of the school.
How—? How did he knew you were here?!
"(Name), I know you're here. My dumb little lover, how dense do you think I would be to not found out about that petty call you had with that bastard? . ."
Your eyes immediately welled up in tears upon hearing him from behind the doors.
"Knowing you, I knew when you were having a bad day or just wanting to have a day all by yourself — you won't be at home, in your room." Sunghoon's shoes playfully hops across the floor, taking a quick peek inside the windows. "You would be at our school, am I right?"
Your soul left your body as you clenched your fists in utter fear with each confession he made, how did he knew? He couldn't have been?— stalking you? . .
"Love, can you show yourself now? It's getting a bit late. We could've use this time to go on a date you know?"
"The night is still young . . Though if you wish to continue this further then I wouldn't mind. But there would be consequences if you don't show up right now." that last words had goosebumps run through your veins, there was no way you would come out and show yourself to him. No way.
Silence it was, and you wished nothing but for him to disappear — but it made Sunghoon more bitter as he waited. "Ah, have I gone far too rude? I'm sorry. ."
Huh? You trembled slightly when you heard pained cries from the hallway.
"Love, let me show you how I love you! How could you do this to me? How could you think of other man when I'm here ready to sacrifice my love for you, to kiss the ground graced with each step you took, to give you anything you could think of?" Sunghoon punched his chest in desperation as tears streamed down his clenched jaw, agonizing bawls of tears escaping from his mouth.
Blood drained from your face as you hid behind the classroom, curling your body to the extent it could get. You were getting tired. It was painful. You wanted all of it to end already. You wanted to go home! You don't want to be here, this is not what you wanted!
"Darling, show yourself! Please! You don't realise how much you're hurting me by acting like this. ."
"All I'm asking is to show yourself to me, is it too much to ask for?"
Heels halting it's step behind every door, crashing them open which was a complete contrast to the affection deep in Sunghoon's voice, "Where are you, love? Stop hiding, will you? I fear you might get hurt and I couldn't bear to see you in such state. Please. ."
You stayed as silent as you could, hiding behind the teacher's desk however everything happens in a split second when the door to the classroom crashes open, revealing the psychotic boy with his wide big grin.
You screamed in agonizing pain as he pulled you out from the teacher's desk, almost dragging you on your feet due to your protests.
"Love, stop acting like this! This is not you!" His eyes having pure affection mixed with pain in it had your heart swell in pain within a split second but ultimately turn into disgust when this isn't how you wanted your romantic life to turn out, unfortunately.
It could've been romantic in the sugary way possible, it could've made you blushed in utter mess if you weren't being dragged out by the tight grip this young boy had on you — if it wasn't because of his eyes holding so much craze and lovesick gaze on you–
You would've instantly went into his embrace and gladly accepted him.
"You're fucking delusional! You—" utter disgust engulfed your being up to your throat, "Y-you did s-something to Jay! Wha- What did you do?!"
His pained expression were suddenly replaced with something you couldn't comprehend.
"Why are you asking about that bastard when I'm here with you? Honey, look at me. I'm here for you and you're looking for that bastard?!" an irritated scoff escaped from Sunghoon's wet orange lips, rolling his eyes filled with tears and you winced in fear and he took notice of that, and suddenly his voice switched back to being sickeningly affectionate, "I told you right? That bastard is ruining my name in front of you while sweetening up his name and raising himself up— fucking bastard."
The last words made you tremble in fear. You knew he was insane but having to witness such psychotic tendencies of him mumbling nonsenses to himself in this dimly light classroom makes you wanna turn on your heels to the exit just right beside you.
To the hallways, to the street where there's people. Someone. Someone just please appear and save you from this nonsense!
"But don't worry, don't worry! He's gone now. There will be no one to ruin our love story anymore, no one to ruin your love for me. . Fuck. Nothing can take my love away from you, darling. .—" his softened eyes narrowed instantly when he realise what you were doing; taking small steps backwards while he was in his world. "Darling?"
Turning your heels around, you sprint towards the doorway with all your might as quick as you can — run, run! However your stomach sank to your core when you felt a harsh tug to your cardigan, pulling you to his direction. "(Name)! Stop struggling! You're making it so hard for us!"
"Fucking let me go— Agh!" you fell backwards to the floor in a loud thud; accidentally hitting your arm right to the desk next to you when you were thrashing around in his iron grip claws, hissing in pain as you blood dripping from the fresh cut but that didn't last long when Sunghoon quickly bend down to your level with that same expression once again.
"(Name)! I'm so sorry! I'm so sorry please forgive me!" You wince in fear when he lowered his head to your arm, peppering it with soft kisses that had you whimpering. "I didn't meant to be harsh, it wasn't my intention. . Where? Did it hurt? Fuck, forgive me!"
Horrified you were when he began to slap himself, the loud and painful sound echoing through the classroom with each action — the atmosphere so unsettling and grim that you couldn't bear to watch him do it any further, "Stop—. .! No! Stop! Sunghoon!"
You could only call out for him but he didn't stop, he won't stop despite you screaming for him to quit it. But you realise this was the chance, you have to escape.
Pulling your legs in a slow pace down his legs while you turned your torso with the help of your palms had your left arm stinging in agonising pain with the fresh bruise from the previous accident.
Your breath got caught up in your throat when a firm grip get ahold of your leg — pinning it down to the floor preventing you from escaping.
Turning to look at his face was something you couldn't dare to do but his once desperate and soft voice turned into a cold and spine chilling one as it echoes through your ears, "Darling, where do you think you're going?"
"Fucking hell . . Why are you so stubborn?" He leans forward to your face that refused to look at him which made him irritated as he grabbed ahold of your jaw, forcing you to look at him through his eyes once again.
"Why won't you give me a chance? A chance to show you how much I love you and how much I really wanted to be the one who's by your side? Not anyone, not anyone but me!"
"Ugh— fuck. I know it was my fault that I chose to stay behind not making sure to etched it in everyone's mind that you were mine. . Yes it was my fault however . . Today would be different."
You gulped nervously as your lips tightened with each words coming out from his mouth.
"Today I'm going to make you mine."
"No. . No! No! Get away! Get off me!"
"—Show you the world. Show you a whole new world you deserve, show you the love I had for you. It's okay if you won't understand, that's why I'll make you understand it. You'll know after this. The love you deserve."
You bawl in desperate tears as he hovered on you with his hands grip you on your either side — his eyes welling up in endless tears as he blinked in a quick pace, eyebrows furrowed and his once pale orange lips are now chapped and dry, getting wet with each lick from his tongue. His body shaking vigorously as he tries to reasoned with you but you don't want to, mirroring his reaction with you shaking your head in desperation as well.
And that made him more bitter, his heart getting torn apart by your every rejection leaving your lips that he would love to taste since then.
However he isn't going to let that change his mind today.
Sunghoon tugged your skirt down despite your protests. This can't be happening! Please!
"Stop! Please stop! Sunghoon!" You keep slapping and pushing his arms away with your right hand while your left hand tried it's best to pull your skirt but it was a useless attempt as he immediately hovered on you, his nose touching yours and you were met with his devouring glare.
"Shh . . You're only making it hard for yourself, princess." you choked on your saliva when his icy fingers slipped inside your shirt, stroking your bare skin in a gentle manner and trailed it down to the line of your panties. "Don't worry, you'll like it."
With that one word, he pulled your panties down and latched his lips to your clit and that sent an electrifying fire to your veins making your back arched so hard, your cries of pain were replaced with loud and lewd moans. You didn't want this and yet you couldn't stop that pathetic sound coming out from your mouth, it's making you so ashamed that your body were betraying you like this.
The sounds you make were a melody like honey to Sunghoon's ears that it made him chuckle with his lips attached to your clit — that action of his sent vibrations to your belly which has you grip your hands so tight your nails were digging it.
You have to hold something, anything but him. The sickly-sweet pleasure engulfing your body was clouding your mind to the point your legs had wrapped around his shoulder and head.
His lips switched from rough suck and hard wet kisses from licking your clit aggressively, circling his tongue on your hole and giving soft kiss all over your pussy.
He was devouring you, not leaving any bit untainted from his sugary lips.
The classroom were filled with wet lewd sounds for what seems like an eternity and even when you were all done on his face, he was still sucking you off like a hungry animal. The pleasure was starting to turn into overstimulation which had your eyes welling up in tears.
It was a moment later when he finally raised himself up, your legs freed as it fell on the floor with wet and sticky cum staining your inner thighs and the wooden floor.
"S-stop— p-please! I can't. . This is too much. ." you bawled in tears, gritting your teeth as you shut your eyes tight however Sunghoon ignores your pleas, his determination to make you his was even more proven when you heard the sound of belt unbuckling.
"Just let me show you how much I love you, let you know how you deserve the world, let you know how you made me feel. ."
Your lips were devoured by his as you grabbed your neck, positioning it to match his lips perfectly. The way he kisses you was so rough and sensual, so hungry and lovesick that he keeps pushing his tongue inside you almost making you choke. Your saliva were dripping down to the edge of your mouth as he did all the work himself.
Sunghoon was exhilarated, satisfied and yet still craving more of you. You. You. You. All of you. He wants you and he's going to take everything from you.
The sight of your saliva dripping from your mouth with your fucked up expression had him moaning in pleasure, he haven't even shove himself inside you yet but that exquisite sight was enough to make him cum. He wanted to pull out his phone to capture that beauty of yours however that should be awhile later. Not now, not yet.
He stroked his wet tongue across your saliva, licking the liquid and tasting them on his tongue which made him sigh in bliss.
Next he spat his saliva inside your tongue and watched it mixed with yours. It was a breathtaking sight for Sunghoon as his psychotic eyes grew more lovesick, observing you with the utmost affection.
"Fuck. So fucking gorgeous. All mine. You're all mine." With that, he devoured your lips once again. Staining your face and neck with his tongue, teeth and lips.
All red. He's returning all that colour he receive from you. Red. All he see is red. The deepest shade of red ignited and ablaze in the brightest fire.
At last, he shoved himself deep inside you. As expected, he fits perfectly inside you — there was no pain evident in your face but utter bliss as both of you sighed in contentment.
You were one with him right now. He was inside you.
"Fuck, look at us. I'm inside you right now. Look how perfectly we fit together, my love."
And you were ashamed to your core, your mind was saying to ignore it all while begging it to be excruciatingly painful and not this intense arousal engulfing your entire body.
Sunghoon finally pushed all his length inside the deepest depths inside you and you felt so full as your pussy sucked everything he got. Your mind was now filled with nothing but him, only him.
With that, he thrusted and your body pushed up slightly in sync with his. That one action of his hits the sweet spot inside you which made you let out another sweetened like moan to Sunghoon's ears.
Another thrust, and you yelped.
"I've been wanting to do this to you ever since, fuck. Fuck. Doesn't it feel amazing?"
He thrusted again and deeper this time, you yelped a bit louder than before.
"Doesn't it? Love? Tell me how much you love it!" He chuckled innocently, his chest vibrating with your skin pressed against his. "Well, I guess I don't have to ask. . You're so fucking gorgeous, my love."
You don't want it but at the same time you wanted it, your body was begging for Sunghoon to go deeper and rougher.
The filthy and impure slaps keeps echoing throughout the dimly light classroom, roughed breathing mixed with vulgar words and sugar coated moans sent the both of you into a new entire world which only had the both of you.
Only the two of you exists at this moment.
Skin pressed against skin, his sweat dropping down to your flushed cheeks as he leans in brushing his nose against yours whispering sweet nothings to you of how you would look so beautiful with his child.
That alone was enough to sent you into panic but all of that was dissolved into nothing when you were beginning to get close to your high.
However you were still trying to make out words to stop him from filling you up with his seeds but your pleas were only met with his birdsweet hush.
"Our child would be so wonderful as you, would it be a girl or a boy — I have no fucking idea, but having a child with you would be my greatest present ever. It's only wise I ask you that now I'm your boyfriend, hm?"
Sunghoon kissed away the tears streaming down your fucked up face and you knew at that point, you could no longer escape.
He's going somehow more faster and harder and with all his last bits of strength to cum with you had your boobs bouncing up and down, and witnessing that made Sunghoon's mouth watered with saliva and he didn't miss a chance to suck your tits — popping it in and out with a lewd pop.
It was all wet and rough and all your conscience was thrown out the window when you finally released yourself together with him filling you up with his hot load, your belly and leg and all of you were electrified; shaking and quivering in complete euphoria.
Numerous wet and hot liquid dripped from your swollen hole to your inner thighs as you were still clouded with the immense orgasm you had and Sunghoon's worn out but satisfied grin says the same thing as well as his head fell on your chests.
He didn't pull out and rather he settled inside you, cock warming your delicious insides as he let out little moans still hungry as he sucked your tits in a slow pace.
His body pressed against yours formed a bearable weight and a hot sticky temperature under your belly as he still thrusted inside you but in a sensual way, you were tired and you could only let him do as he pleases as he keep voicing the future with you in a gleeful voice, "I wonder what should we name our child?"
You don't know, and he sure as hell don't know either.
But one thing he knew is that he didn't have an ounce of regret in his heart as he's now in utter bliss and if he was given a chance to do it again, he would — even if it means to bathed in your colour that he absolutely adores and even if it means it would also take the same filthy colour to suck out from others soul as well.
Red was his favourite colour but it has turned out to be a whole new different meaning when he met you; his personal sickeningly sweet obsession —
His darling and his lover.
© sweetpieceofnightmarez, 2022
📌author's note: this is my first smut and I'm embarrassed to write some of the words LMAOO. alright brb gotta drink holy water. hope its not that bad! feedbacks and reblogs r highly appreciated ! ~<3