utopia ♡ ot8 series masterlist

Summary: Luna has been hired by KQ to be Ateez full-time English tutor and translator. It doesn't take long before Luna is given a proposition to live with them and embark on a polyamorous relationship with the members. What happens when she agrees to the proposal?

Chapters: ☆ ONE ☆ TWO ☆ THREE ☆ FOUR ☆ FIVE ☆ SIX ☆ SEVEN ☆ EIGHT ☆ NINE ☆ TEN ☆ ELEVEN ☆ TWELVE ☆ THIRTEEN ☆ FOURTEEN ☆ FIFTEEN ☆ SIXTEEN ☆ SEVENTEEN ☆ EIGHTEEN ☆ NINETEEN ☆ TWENTY ☆ TWENTY-ONE ☆ TWENTY-TWO ☆ TWENTY-THREE ☆ TWENTY-FOUR ☆ more to come...

Genre: romance, fluff, smut, angst, polyamory, ateez OT8 x Fem!OC, non-idol!OC

Pairing: OT8 x Fem!OC

Warnings: All chapters will have a warning at the beginning to highlight any sensitive and/or mature content.

⭑I Can See You⭑

THREE: secret messages

Warnings: angst, online bullying, body shaming, arguing, mental health struggles, brief mention of a suicide attempt but no explicit details, excessive drinking, mentions of company manipulation and mistreatment

Word count: 11.9k

⭑2016⭑

The day of Moonlight's comeback had arrived, and as expected, Yeonghwa was absent from school. Without her, class felt dull, and Yunho occasionally glanced at the empty seat next to him. However, he concentrated on his studies, eagerly counting down the minutes until lunchtime when he could finally watch her music video for "Cosmic Rush." He had enjoyed the teaser clips and concept photos that had been released. Although he had already heard the song and seen the choreography, he was excited to watch the full music video.

The second the school bell rang out and everyone started packing their books, he pulled out his phone and opened his YouTube app. His fingers desperately searching for the music video. A massive smile coming to his face when he sees Yeonghwa is the thumbnail for it. Her white hair with pastel streaks, pink and silver gemstones on her face beside her eyes.

TWENTY-FOUR: worries and truths told

Warnings: talks of anxiety, bipolar disorder, mental health, medication, no explicit details but one mention of past suicide attempt and self harm scars, swearing, suggestive language, brief description of sex

Word Count: 13.7k

Summary: The 9 of them return from LA, and while they are all happy to be home, Luna is worried about her relationship with one of them, prompting another member to reveal his past to her. The following day, her anxiety increases when Hongjoong, Yunho, and Seonghwa want to talk to her.

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The apartment was a welcome sight as the 9 of them walked into it. The flight home had gone without issues, no panic attacks. Luna took her medication as promised, she sat beside Wooyoung who kept her distracted with games on his ipad, food and movies.

“I’m so hungry!” groans San making his way straight to the pantry to get a snack

“Me too,” Mingi agrees, flopping down onto the sofa. “I could eat an entire pizza by myself.”

“Pizza sounds amazing,” Luna says, dropping her bag onto the floor and face planting onto her now favourite corner on the sofa, the one that is closest to her bedroom door. “But it’s so late. Are places even still delivering?”

“Leave that to me,” Hongjoong says with a smirk, pulling out his phone. “I know a place that delivers 24/7. What do you guys want?”

Everyone starts shouting what they want as Hongjoong tries to write it down on his phone. Hongjoong nods as he types away, jotting down everyone's orders. "So we have 3 large pizzas, Kimchi stew, tteokbokki, japchae, pajeon, and fried chicken... anything else?" He glances around at the group.

⭐️UTOPIA UPDATE & PREVIEW⭐️

I am so sorry! This chapter has took me so long to write as I kept scrapping it and restarting it again! After like 5 restarts I am happy with it now. All I have left to do is the ending and then final edit which I aim to do tomorrow (it is currently 3.05am so technically it is already tomorrow but I still need to sleep first!) and hopefully have it published either Sunday night or Monday!

As a thank you for waiting so long for this one here is a little preview of it!

⭑I Can See You⭑

TWO: cosmic rush

Warnings: angst, arguing, fighting (one physical push between 2 members), name calling, swearing Word count: 8.5k

⭑2016⭑

“Hello stranger!” Yunho greets her as Yeonghwa walks into the classroom

“Hey Yunho!” she laughs taking off her backpack

Yeonghwa hadn’t been at school for the past 3 days as she was in Japan working with Moonlight. They had a performance there plus were filming the MV for their new song ‘Cosmic Rush’.

“How was Japan?” he asks as she sits down

“Busy!” she simply answers. “How was school?”

“Boring! Mr Nams satellite ears weren’t as funny without you here!” he replies. He looks at her as she sets up her school stuff on the desk, “There is something different about you!” he says, not sure what it is

“Probably my hair!” she says not batting an eyelid

“Did you get a hair cut?” he asks looking at it more closely

“Not quite.” she laughs looking at him, “I am wearing a wig, Yunho!”

"A wig?" Yunho's eyes widen comically as he leans closer to inspect her hair. "No way! It looks so real!"

"Well yeah, that's kinda the point," Yeonghwa snorts, swatting his hand away as he reaches out to touch it. "And don't pull on it, I spent forever getting it to sit right this morning."

"But why are you wearing a wig?"

Updates:

Chapter 2 of I Can See You is nearly done. I was unsure of this one as there is a lot of angst in it and wasn’t sure if it was too early for that but reasoned it is needed now to set the tone! I should be uploading it at some point today.

Chapter 24 of Utopia is taking a little longer. There will be a lot of smut incoming after this one and also angst so be warned. This one should be uploaded by Friday! That’s my personal deadline for it anyway!

I have Ateez in Manchester tonight then home tomorrow! I’ve gotten so many ideas for Utopia when the guys go on tour in the story 😏

So hopefully chapter 2 of I Can See You and chapter 24 of Utopia will be uploaded within a week.

I’ve spent the last 2 nights with Ateez. 🥰 and off to Manchester tomorrow to see them on Thursday. It has been a manic few days but I’ll be home on Friday night and plan to finish off chapter 2 of I Can See You and chapter 24 of Utopia over the weekend.

I was hoping to get chapter 2 of I Can See You and Chapter 24 of Utopia published before Sunday but I don’t think I will manage it.

I fly to London on Sunday morning and will be gone all week for the Ateez tour in London and Manchester. Once I am home I will finish both chapters and get them published as soon as I can. 🩶

I Can See You ♡ masterlist

Summary: Since she was young, everyone knew her as Aria, the youngest and most versatile member of the K-pop group Moonlight, and their ‘queen maknae’. She was adored by fans all over Korea, but no one saw her as Kim Yeonghwa, a girl from a small coastal town. That is until she meets 17-year-old Jeong Yunho at SOPA, and they form an instant friendship that soon turns into love. Despite their strong bond, Yeonghwa makes the difficult decision to break his heart and let him go in order to give his career a chance. But as time passes, their paths continue to cross and fate keeps bringing them together, they struggle to resist the undeniable connection between them.

Pairing: idol!Yunho x IdolFem!OC

Genre: romance, angst, fluff, smut, young love, forbidden love, childhood sweethearts

Chapters: ONE ☾ TWO ☾ THREE ☾ …more to come

ONE: i can see you...

Warnings: bullying, implied eating disorder and mentions of controlled eating but no details

Word count: 4.6k

⭑2016⭑

Yeonghwa let out a heavy sigh as she plopped into her usual seat at the back of the classroom. The School of Performing Arts Seoul was both a blessing and a curse for Yeonghwa, being the youngest member of the popular 5 member K-pop girl group Moonlight. Not only was she the maknae of the group, she was also the main dancer and lead rapper but also a vocalist too, and had been dubbed ‘Koreas princess’ by the media too.

As she gazes around the room, she could feel the weight of the judgemental stares and hushed whispers following her every move. Despite her fame, high school was still a daily struggle for Yeonghwa. Even though she had debuted two years earlier and found success, she was still only 17 years old and had to attend high school in Korea. Her hectic schedule often kept her from attending class on a regular basis and made it difficult for her to keep up with her studies compared to her peers. She was also the only member of her group who was still in school.

A mini preview of an upcoming fic I am going to start working on.

I Can See You

Pairing: Idol!Yunho x Idol!FemOC

Genre: romance, smut, angst, forbidden love,

Preview:

--2016--

Yeonghwa let out a heavy sigh as she plopped into her usual seat at the back of the classroom. The School of Performing Arts Seoul was both a blessing and a curse for Yeonghwa, being the youngest member of the popular K-pop girl group Moonlight. As she gazes around the room, she could feel the weight of the judgemental stares and harsh whispers following her every move which was a daily occurrence when she attended school. Despite her fame, high school was still a daily struggle for Yeonghwa.

Even though she had debuted two years earlier and found success, she was still only 17 years old and had to attend high school in Korea. Her hectic schedule often kept her from attending class and made it difficult for her to keep up with her studies compared to her peers. She was also the only member of her group who was still in school. The pressure of being a popular idol while also trying to maintain her education was overwhelming. However, it was a requirement set by her parents when they allowed her to move from Yeosu-si to Seoul at the age of 13 to become a trainee. "Don't forget about your education," they told her, and she was determined to make them proud by excelling in both areas.

As she pulls out her textbooks, she feels the weight of dozens of eyes on her.

"Did you see her performance last night?" “What was she even wearing? It was hideous!” “Her ass is way too big to be wearing that skirt last night! It would have looked much better on Jinni instead.” “No way, Haneul would have rocked that outfit! Don’t know why they give it to her!” “Probably because she would have had a tantrum at someone else being centre of attention. Little Miss Attention Seeking once again!” "They need to kick her out of the band, Areum is a much better dancer and she can actually rap too.”

The murmurs swirl around her, a constant reminder that she didn't belong here. Yeonghwa keeps her head down, trying to focus on the lesson ahead. Just as the teacher was about to begin, the classroom door swung open.

"Sorry I'm late!" A tall boy with a kind smile rushes in, bowing apologetically to the teacher.

“You must be the new transfer student to my class!” The teacher says

“That’s me!” he grins

“Everyone…. this young man…” the teacher says awkwardly, clearly not knowing the young mans name, “will be joining our class. Be nice to him!”

“He is so handsome!” Yeonghwa hears from the girl infront of her

“You can sit over there, beside Aria!” the teacher points at the empty seat beside her

Yeonghwa feels her chest tighten as some quiet laughs are heard around the room. She hated people calling her by her stage name. As he makes his way to his seat, his eyes meet Yeonghwas. Instead of the usual judgement or disdain she was used to, she saw warmth.

The boy slides into the empty desk beside her. "Hi," he whispers, offering a friendly grin. "You're Yeonghwa, right?"

Yeonghwa nods cautiously, waiting for the other shoe to drop. But his smile only widens. "It is nice to meet you! I'm Yunho!"