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*Commissions are closed until I finish a good amount of the existing ones. I don't know when I'll open them again. :)
I want to. make hair
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#(sorry the tags are weird i just need to get those little thoughts out. dont mind me)#letmemakehair!#free me from college prision!!!#literally the weirdest semester ever i want it to be over#head hurts hands hurt legs gone#i need new glasses#why do i have a *********. you weren't here before where did you came from. you're so smart and strong oh wow~#so.... many.... projects.....#i want to write and draw too#and i actually think im going insane because of the new *********. this wasn't planned and i don't know how did i end here#i cant even say what he is. this feels weird. who are you what are you doing in my house. your eyes are pretty#i miss Rael. and Alex. and Ayden. and... I miss Sen#this is weird. don't like that#anyway#[goes to sleep] goodnight
"Don't ask for help, just die instead. It will look pretty and heroic on your grave"
This is so funny for me to read and it SO screams "i came from a privileged family in a first world country", because I was born in the 90s and also raised in the 2000s, but in a poor family who always had to fight it's way to survival. So I'm sorry I'm not considering myself a "failure in life" because I'm 26 and struggling to survive as a disabled person. I'll do you one better the next time and just die so you can praise me as a martyr of our generation, "I guess".
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Needing urgent help again :(
Hey, guys. I know I've faded out of existence recently because of my personal issues and the shadowban, but MAINLY because of the current issues. I had extra expenses this month, with public transportation and food (since I have to eat out half of the week) and to buy medical equipment for my house, to care for my declining health. I'm once again having trouble to pay my college tuition, me and my brother's healthcare plan and my meds. I'm worried this post won't be seen because of the shadowban, so I'll ask my friends to reblog this as much as possible, please. It's my only hope for the next months. I have 4 patients and I'm scared to meet them with no meds and, you know, say something risky... I just want them to be fine, this isn't psychological pressure, I just trust you guys with my insecurities TuT. I love you, and I miss you. I will be back, I promise.
I really need: US$ 351,00
You can help me via:
355 / 351
Reblogs are very welcome <3
Edit: thank you guys! I'm sorry for not being able to reply to your comments :( it's the shadowban!! But i love you!!! Thank you so much!!!
YOU GUYS.
[Cries a giant river] JESUS CHRIST. Thank you SO FREAKING MUCH. You saved me!!! Once again!!! Thank you!!!!! Thank you thank you!!!!!!!
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Needing urgent help again :(
Hey, guys. I know I've faded out of existence recently because of my personal issues and the shadowban, but MAINLY because of the current issues. I had extra expenses this month, with public transportation and food (since I have to eat out half of the week) and to buy medical equipment for my house, to care for my declining health. I'm once again having trouble to pay my college tuition, me and my brother's healthcare plan and my meds. I'm worried this post won't be seen because of the shadowban, so I'll ask my friends to reblog this as much as possible, please. It's my only hope for the next months. I have 4 patients and I'm scared to meet them with no meds and, you know, say something risky... I just want them to be fine, this isn't psychological pressure, I just trust you guys with my insecurities TuT. I love you, and I miss you. I will be back, I promise.
I really need: US$ 351,00
You can help me via:
150 / 351
Reblogs are very welcome <3
Edit: thank you guys! I'm sorry for not being able to reply to your comments :( it's the shadowban!! But i love you!!! Thank you so much!!!
Answering to @misscherrie78 , patreon isn't direct, but since tomorrow is day 1 of a month, Patreon does a round up! So yes you can help me through there if you want to.
Needing urgent help again :(
Hey, guys. I know I've faded out of existence recently because of my personal issues and the shadowban, but MAINLY because of the current issues. I had extra expenses this month, with public transportation and food (since I have to eat out half of the week) and to buy medical equipment for my house, to care for my declining health. I'm once again having trouble to pay my college tuition, me and my brother's healthcare plan and my meds. I'm worried this post won't be seen because of the shadowban, so I'll ask my friends to reblog this as much as possible, please. It's my only hope for the next months. I have 4 patients and I'm scared to meet them with no meds and, you know, say something risky... I just want them to be fine, this isn't psychological pressure, I just trust you guys with my insecurities TuT. I love you, and I miss you. I will be back, I promise.
I really need: US$ 351,00
You can help me via:
355 / 351
Reblogs are very welcome <3
Edit: thank you guys! I'm sorry for not being able to reply to your comments :( it's the shadowban!! But i love you!!! Thank you so much!!!
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Omg this account is shadowbanned. I can't believe it oh my God
I CAN'T ANSWER ANYONE UNDER THIS POST 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Guys for real what do i do to be free?? Sorry i wont answer you but i will be reading
Guys if you need to talk to me for any reason, you can always message me on patreon. I still need to solve this thing so, meanwhile, I'm there 🙃
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#the rage persists btw.#for the record. there hasn't been one single day in this week where i wasn't hit with ableism.#got my dose for today too!#you can leave a peaceful life as a disabled person just don't feel any pain ever#don't tell people about your limitations because they simply cannot hold themselves#they MUST!!!! say something ableist#nonsims#non sims#personal
Ableists in psychology project group what will they achieve
#and on top of all that. we have ableism. yeah.#imagine being ableist in the ableism bad course.#that's an effort#but that's what i get for so many transferences. classes with freshmen.#1 adhd (me) and 1 autistic (friend) versus 3 ableists who hate our guts because we...#[reads script again to see if i got it right]#because we're not able to travel for 2 hours to a place one of the members chose to be our intervention target#(the professor didn't like the place. they're doing it anyway)#aaaaaand..... because we reacted to their messages and didn't say words.#just so you know. words weren't needed.#the girl was really just getting in contact with the place's therapist. because she was the only one who could do it#so we were just ❤ing whatever she said because WE DON'T KNOW THE PLACE AND WE DON'T KNOW THAT PERSON#we have NOTHING to add. she literally was just asking for the therapist's permission to go there#what were we supposed to do?? cheer for her or something?#'yaaay good job in basic communication skills with your ex boss!!!!'???#shut the fuck up#this is going to my final report to the professor. i hope they get scolded or fail the class#you can't graduate with that attitude.#but it's fine. just wait until they reach the internships. oh my professors will EAT GOOD 🥰🥰🥰#nonsims#non sims
