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@sir-fenris

โ—† ๐‘Šโ„Ž๐‘œ ๐‘Ž๐‘š ๐ผ? ๐ผ ๐‘Ž๐‘š ๐‘š๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘™๐‘ฆ ๐‘Ž ๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘™๐‘’๐‘Ÿ. ๐‘Šโ„Ž๐‘œ ๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข? โ—† ๐“๐ก๐ž๐ฒ/๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฆ - ๐๐จ๐ญ ๐š ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐จ๐ซ

โžค Hello, fellow travelers!

I am called Fenris, and although the title "sir" has been somehow bestowed upon me during my travels, I do not frequently use it. I am but a spectral being, simply traveling around the Limbo to find new content to study and entertain myself with.

I'm not well acquainted with the concept of age, but I've been considered a full adult in most places I've travelled in Limbo. And about pronouns? Any would be fine, I am not a being of genders, but usually I go by they/them.

English was not the first language I encountered in my travels, so I ask for patience if you find grammatical errors in my writing.

(This is a whump blog. You can always send asks, requests, or leave messages, if respectful)

Tropes, dislikes, and warnings under the cut... โ†“

I'm sick ๐Ÿ˜ญ, hate fevers, hate having to take six medications multiple times per day AAAAAA. I can barely stand up to get food, this sucks.

As to not lose my mind, I'm writing down (when I muster the energy to hold the phone to write) the symtoms to remember how they feel when I have to sick whump a whumpee. Choosing Cyrus. If I suffer, so does he.

Yay. (Not fucking yay, I hate getting sick so fucking much-)

Hiii!

Cyrus looks very cute! He has a really unique style, I like his hair and horns :3

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Hiii :D Thank you, I'm glad to know! <333

You sent this a while ago, but I'm always late with answering stuff ๐Ÿ˜ญ I'm so so sorry <3

Cyrus's appearance was really chosen without any planning, I just followed my heart and thought, "Yeah, I like this." And once that was done, I decided his species's traits.

I'll be using this ask to show some details about his fangs (teeth structure) and eyes (pupil shape) that might never be really shown otherwise, if that's okay :D

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did not mention this in destroyer at any point but my headcanon now is that all the imperial battleships are bright red, with the exception of the thorn, which is hot pink.

meanwhile most of galatea's ship are all painted with dazzle camouflage :D

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triage

little bonus destroyer scene. set early-ish into the series. ive been wanting to write this for a while im surprised i didnt get to it sooner. martino decent moments?

(Content: blood, seizure, implied dehumanization, medical whump)

The clatter of footsteps over the metal grate of the catwalk made a pleasing sound, one that Paris never appreciated, especially not now. He was at a dead sprint. He didnโ€™t appreciate the feeling of being able to run with both lungs still working as intended. He did not know at the time that he only had a precious few months left to experience this. He didnโ€™t appreciate the sound and the sweet vestibular motion that came with jumping off the platform, into the chaos below.

โ€œWhat the fuck,โ€ he said as he pushed the doors open. The light inside spilled out โ€” jetted out, like it wanted to run. All bright blue and hungry. Delta convulsed mindlessly upon the bench.

โ€œWhat the fuck happened?!โ€ he repeated, yelling this time, which didnโ€™t help to ease the roomโ€™s crescendoing energy.ย 

โ€œMy fault,โ€ Simon admitted readily, a rarity.

โ€œItย isย your fault,โ€ Martino confirmed.

This clarified nothing. High voltage electricity lashed out at everything metal it could find. It all drew out of the collar. Deltaโ€™s hair fell in loose strands around his face, obscuring his expression, but doing nothing to obscure the shuttering gasp as the lightning wracked him again.ย 

One of the med students, doe-eyed and stupid, moved closer to the bench.ย 

โ€œAht!โ€ Martino snapped, physically, stopping her dead in her tracks. He shooed her away. โ€œNo.โ€

She retreated. Simon had already moved to the absolute outskirts of the room, practically pressed against the wall for all the calamity. Paris, stupidly, kept his middle distance out of a sheer and morbid curiosity.

Blood was pooling right by Deltaโ€™s head. It stained and soaked through the thin white paper of the medical bench.ย 

Cursing, muttering beneath his breath, Martino adjusted the insulating gloves over the sleeves of his white coat.

โ€œStep back,โ€ he told Paris just as soon as he stepped forward, clearly exasperated that this much even needed saying. The prince did as he was told, though not by much.

The convulsions made Delta helpless, but they did not make himย limp. When Martino wrested his wrists into the cloth to restrain them, he twitched and resisted like machinery pulled out of its resting position. He tried to yank himself free. It was the most resistance Paris had ever witnessed from him. For a second, he thought Martino would try and punish him for that alone. But even he seemed to cut Delta a break this time. He had no control over his body, through no fault of his own.

โ€œWhatโ€™s happening?โ€ Paris asked again, watching as Deltaโ€™s wrists were tied up at the head of the bench. Another one of the med students dared to approach, trying to be helpful. Martino slammed both hands down on the table.

โ€œOut. All of you. Youโ€™re all nuisances, I canโ€™t even hear myself think, and I donโ€™t need to treat two fucking people if youโ€™re dumb enough to crowd the live wire,โ€ he yelled. Delta flinched, whining a little. Blood dripped down onto the tile.

It was Simon that ended up pulling Paris away, because heโ€™d frozen, and was never good at following instructions in the first place. But he didnโ€™t look away from the scene, the way the needles and wires were stuck into Deltaโ€™s skin. He watched until the door shut in his face.

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โ€œJust a spasm,โ€ Simon explained later in the hallway. โ€œItย isย my fault. Poor thing.โ€

โ€œA spasm?โ€ Paris repeated incredulously.

โ€œHeโ€™s already a seizure risk. It happens if heโ€™s not warmed up properly. I didnโ€™t prepare him well enough,โ€ he hummed in contemplation. After a pause, he added: โ€œThe whole work is a lot more delicate than you might expect.โ€

Paris rolled his eyes.

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When he went to check a few hours later, he was dismayed to find the room still occupied, the both of them in roughly the same arrangement. It seemed to be the tail end of it, though. Paris didnโ€™t knock before entering โ€” and hardly entered. He leaned against the doorframe as if he didnโ€™t want to be there at all.

Delta had been untied. The convulsions had stopped, and the rubber gloves had been swapped out for the typical nitrile. He was sitting upright, with what was still a fair amount of blood coating his face and his neck and his clothes.ย 

Martino pressed the cloth against his patientโ€™s eyes. In an oddly tender motion, Delta clung onto his wrist, as if scared the pressure might let up if he didnโ€™t. Silence was a language they both spoke.

โ€œThat was fucking freaky,โ€ Paris shattered it. โ€œIs he still, like, crying blood? Is this a normal thing with you?โ€

โ€œโ€ฆHeโ€™s not crying. Itโ€™s just blood,โ€ Martino answered, an odd sort of defensiveness at the bottom of his voice.

Delta took another shuddering exhale.

โ€œCan he hear me?โ€ Paris asked.

Another irritated sigh, from the both of them, simultaneously.

โ€œYes, he can hear you,โ€ Martino answered.

Paris tilted his head. As he watched the med student mopping up blue blood from the floor, he realized there was nothing in particular he could even think to say.

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โค๏ธŽ Just wanted to say thank you to the whump community for...

  • Telling stories that make us feel deeply
  • Showing recovery as the messy, nonlinear process that it is
  • Offering hope for recovery at all
  • Acknowledging the cycles of pain, fear, anger, and hate
  • Loving bodies that aren't perfectly abled and personalities that aren't perfectly agreeable
  • Honoring vulnerability
  • Giving us imperfect victims and villains who are still worth something
  • Portraying the beauty to be found in supposed ugliness (very goth of you)
  • Admitting that not all ugly moments can be made beautiful. Sometimes they just hurt.
  • Sitting with the pain that all of us will feel at some point in our lives, so that we all feel less alone.
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one of my all time favorite whump tropes is when someone with superpowers is experimented on. the impossibility of it โ€“ someone so strong, so powerful, is being restrained and hurt. maybe they're being cut into. maybe they're being drained. maybe they're being forced to use their power in a way that hurts themself or others. and oh the restraints that have to be specific to their powers. extremely heavy chains for someone with super strength, a gag for someone who's power comes from their voice, burning restraints for someone with water or ice powers. and collars โ€“ power suppressors, shock collars, you name it. there's just so much you can do with this

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delta having no pupils is such an important design choice in terms of how his emotions are registered like he just looks constantly zoned out. even if he wasnt totally stoic his eyes alone would make it really hard to parse any particular emotion from him and its just another thing working against him when it comes to his own humanization. eerily blank stare.

also constantly getting hit w the look at me when he is ALREADY looking he just didnt turn his head enough or whatever. lol.

I love when whumpee and caretakers fight, but what I need is a whumpee that's annoyed with caretaker. They're not scared and falling back into compliance, they're not overly aggressive about it, just... a "normal" amount of frustration. And from an outside perspective, it's just a normal argument to any outside observer. And it is.... until later

later, whumpee feels awful. They were so mean and rude and ungrateful! Caretaker gives them patience and kindness and understanding and whumpee.... well what has whumpee ever given them? Anger? Stress? Whumpee doesn't deserve... they really are the worst, aren't they?

Please help me make art again

TL:DR I wish my iPad would work but it donโ€™t. And I canโ€™t make the art until it do.

My iPad was a used discounted model when I bought it in 2019. It is now 2025 and the thing wonโ€™t even load a single procreate project without crashing the whole procreate app.

My gf recently updated her iPad iOS and lost all her procreate projects. Iโ€™m terrified of that happening. I canโ€™t lose everything. Iโ€™ve backed up a lot but not all of it, especially all my recent drawings from the past year or two.

So I need a new iPad if I want to continue creating art for his community. I know this is asking a lot, and I donโ€™t want to ask too much, but if you have ever liked my art in the past, Iโ€™d be honored if you could donate what you can or share this link with those in your network.

:readmore:

Me every time I try and load any piece of art:

Huge shoutout to the person who just sent me $50, thank you Johnelle, idk your handle on here but you are my hero thank you so so much.

If anyone donates tell me your handle in the description so I can thank you personally!

Thank you so so much. To everyone who shares or reblogs. You mean everything to me, especially right now.

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lun + iza picrews cause im procrastinating :>

younger constantine + levon. picrew doesnt really do either of them justice but anyway please fund my destroyer prequel films i promise it will be all cgi and im this close to getting hayden christensen to sign on weโ€™re about to close

rip sabina. i would have done a ton of coke with you. and kept you alive forever </3

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I've been away for quite a little while, I'm sorry. I'll probably be half-active again soon enough :)

But as a gift, since it's been too long since I spoke about Cyrus, I'll give a little spoiler.

Cyrus has a twin brother, and he'll be the one saving Cyrus by the end of his whump arc <3 He also has withering magic and will kill everyone on the military camp before getting Cyrus out.

I'll be back soon :)

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Oh fuck, I went to sleep and forgot about this. It was April fools ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ I was just trying to be goofy, but now I feel bad cause I tried to make it obvious, and it wasn't. SORRY ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Cyrus doesn't have a twin, and he's the only wither the story will have as protagonist </3... sorry for lying!!

But hey, now I'll give a true spoiler gift, okay? Promise this one is true!!

^^^ This is one of Cyrus's caretakers :D, she actually was the second picrew for Curse of Withering I did (Cyrus was the first), so she came to life before Wilson.

Cyrus has two different groups of caretakers (two and a half perhaps), so don't worry, baby might not have a twin to get him out, but he'll have a lot of people fighting for his safety and recovery!!! :D

Did I redeem myself? <33333

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Posted once, put one moot up to date (and accidently erased my tumblr notifications, will have to search my following list for everyone I had notifs on ๐Ÿ˜ญ) and left some reblogs and asks's answers on my drafts for me to check and post later.

My boost of energy is quickly leaving me, it had a 2 hour battery life.

Going back to silence, will probably be back in a few hours, then back to silence again for a little.

I'm coming back, slowly... :)

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I've been away for quite a little while, I'm sorry. I'll probably be half-active again soon enough :)

But as a gift, since it's been too long since I spoke about Cyrus, I'll give a little spoiler.

Cyrus has a twin brother, and he'll be the one saving Cyrus by the end of his whump arc <3 He also has withering magic and will kill everyone on the military camp before getting Cyrus out.

I'll be back soon :)

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