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Sleepy and Gay

@sleepyburito / sleepyburito.tumblr.com

I'm here for pretty girls, the eyebags are just to hide my sadness :3 they/she/he/xe Sleepy_Burito on AO3
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Stupid comic not related to my AU! I wrote It half asleep so a lot of words are repeated.

If you are silent about your pain they'll kill you and say you enjoyed it - Zora Neale Hurston

This is one of those posts where I feel like I'm doing others and myself a disservice by not sharing. I wish someone had shown me this a long time ago.

Maybe I'd be having to do less work to break out of this shell, now.

...All of the above.

Tell your truth, and don't be afraid to have it be heard... because this is not a dress rehearsal.

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mochagabu-deactivated20231118

It's difficult when you've spent years being a "good person", a "exceptional one" and the first time you complain, people left you. Even some of the ones who say they loved you. But once the fake people leave you, the trustful ones will be able to enter.

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wodneswynn-deactivated-deactiva

Man, when I was like 16 I got so sick of being made fun of for being the fat kid that I took an axe down inna woods, chopped down a tree, and started doing log-lifts all the time. I got strong as fuck, but I didn’t lose no weight. I actually got bigger.

Same thing happened when I got into fighting. I got even stronger, and I got *fast*, man, and nimble, like a cat. Still chubby.

Body-building culture is a bunch of crap, my dude. Functional muscle is not necessarily toned or lean. You can be swole as hell and still be heavy. And that’s cool.

Embrace your inner barbarian. And when fatphobic little gym twinks try to body shame you, you should DESTROY THEM with your MIGHTY AXE

Can comfirm, i am Quite Fat ™ but i still hit my punching bag hard enough last week make it touch the ceiling and broke a finger in the process

You know, I train with (martial arts) a bunch of dudes, and a few bodybuilders have showed up over the years. 

And every damn one of those huge shredded motherfuckers has the endurance of a fucking newborn puppy. Fifteen minutes into warmups and they’re panting for air like like they’re about to die. I’ve sparred them and every one of them telegraphs their moves about two weeks in advance, and are slower than my dead grandpa because their huge useless muscles get in the damn way. 

Now. I also work with a couple of guys who are not weightlifters. They do, however, do very physical jobs and are Big Dudes. Picture this sort of build. 

No abs to speak of, a bit of a tummy, and those motherfuckers can pick up one of the weightlifters and throw them. 

And they’re fast. Like, unfair fast. 

Bodybuilding culture is bullshit. Embrace your status as a giant barbarian and if anyone gives you crap throw them off a mountain. 

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glitterandgoo

i love and support all strong, fat people

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My most important Phaidei headcanon is that Mydei is proud of his physique but only really from a warrior's standpoint--his form is an indication that he eats healthy, maintains his physical fitness, and cares for hygeine, but Mydei doesn't really register himself as especially attractive and isn't very aware of people in Okhema perceiving him as a sex symbol. (First, he grew up around the Kremnoan Detachment, and they looked at their prince Respectfully™. Second, Kremnoans just have different standards for dress; it wasn't remotely a sexual thing for men to walk around with their chests exposed in Kremnos.)

Phainon, on the other hand, is very aware of the effect Mydei has on the Okheman population and is working overtime to make sure Mydei doesn't figure out the real reason people are staring. Because if Mydei notices people aren't eying his muscles from envy of his battle prowess, he's going to get embarrassed, and then Mydei'll cover himself up, and that would be a crime against humanity.

(Phainon is doing a public service here, okay? He is simply safeguarding the prince's ability to practice Kremnos's sacred cultural traditions, obviously!)

pureshadowlily human college au idea

so. PV is friend with WL & SMC, with both of them having feelings for him, they discover this fact and bond over it thinking their feelings are unrequited and so they decide to either fake date or actually date to try get over him

meanwhile PV is realising his feelings for the other two and is trying to figure out what to do only for them to start dating and he's left wondering what to do

and slowly overtime they realise they're hanging out more the three of them rather than one on one

and maybe some kinda event happens like… that one post of a person kissing a girl then their boyfriend when drunk? like something like that happens with PV and so their feelings are confronted finally?

that's all me tired

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yagamimi-aka-mimi-deactivated20

Something like this would be so colossally helpful. I'm sick and tired of trying to research specific clothing from any given culture and being met with either racist stereotypical costumes worn by yt people or ai generated garbage nonsense, and trying to be hyper specific with searches yields fuck all. Like I generally just cannot trust the legitimacy of most search results at this point. It's extremely frustrating. If there are good resources for this then they're buried deep under all the other bullshit, and idk where to start looking.

>:)c

May I present to you, nationalclothing.org?

It doesn't have everything, but it's still my first source when researching traditional clothing from other cultures.

There's also this resource on historical fashion: Claire’s Historical Fashion Reference & Resources

another addition as far as physical media goes there is the encyclopedia of national dress (that i still need to buy myself bc this kind of thing is super important to my sort of fantasy designing) but yes i do agree i wish there was EVEN MORE documentation on this

Reblogging to spread awareness

the goldmine folks

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guh… the new girlies are so cute…

i think they should kiss

saw some people on twt shipping black forest with the first cookies from witches castle and i think it’s peak… might have to draw cookie yuri……. for the betterment of mankind

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I think I’m generally really compelled by characters that have a conflicting or confused relationship with their own emotions/sense of self

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