My truly ideal relationship fantasy is a boy Iโm genuinely best friends with. And we are very much BOY best friends. Itโs all video games and late night McDonaldโs runs. Blasting music and smoking weed in his car. Getting drunk after work and smoking cigarettes in the cold in too light jackets, huddling a bit closer together for warmth. Itโs loud voices and joking around and dude, cmon bro, roasting each other and egging each other on. Playful shoves that are a little too gentle. Gazes that linger a little too long.
One night weโre playing video games in my room, halfway through a case of beer. Iโm teasing him, making fun of him for losing, cracking jokes like I always do. Something in his eyes changes, he gets this little smirk Iโve never seen before and suddenly heโs grabbing me by the back of the neck, kissing me. โShut up,โ he murmurs against my lips. And suddenly Iโm melting. Heโs kissing me deep and possessive, pulling me into his lap. His hands roaming my body as I start to get flushed, my head falling back and I let out a breath.
โYouโre so fucking hot,โ he tells me, his thumb running over my bottom lip, pushing into my mouth. I suck on it happily, gratefully. I can feel how much he likes it, how it excites him. He has to kiss me, taste my mouth before shoving his fingers back in. I move slowly on his lap, his other hand slipping under my shirt, rubbing soothing circles on my lower back.
โGood, baby.โ He kisses and then sucks on my neck, making hickeys as I bob my mouth on his fingers, moaning around them. His hand slips under my pants, cups me over my boxers.
โYouโre so wet,โ he mutters almost incredulously. โIs that for me?โ
I nod eagerly. Bucking my hips against him desperately. His hand slips into my boxers, gently rubbing slow teasing circles on my clit with a single finger. I moan and he holds me tighter.
He nips at my ear, takes his fingers out of my mouth, rubbing the spit onto my lips. Grips the back of my head by the hair to get better access to my neck, while i rut against him, all tough-guy, playing it cool pretense completely lost. I am his, and have been for a long time, whether he knew it or not.
He breathes agains my neck, โYou have no idea how long Iโve been waiting for this.โ