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to those who can see this</3 my new writing blog is @roomsofangel for now until i can hopefully get this blog unshadowbanned </3 i plan on reposting and moving all my ongoing works there!
Anonymous asked:
i just randomly clicked on your blog when i noticed the name change, and oh my god! this is so sick and twisted!
i hope you are doing well and getting endless support❤️
thank you:( i appreciate it a lot and i’m doing a lot better than i was!
definitely was hard to process it all but it’s gotten easier and hopefully now i can just be writing and updating my little fics for you all ^_^ it sucked a lot since its one of my escapes and passions so to see my blog and everything was ripped away for a while had me so upset
Anonymous asked:
Got even more scared reading your hacking situation but thank god that’s sorted now
oh trust me it was definitely terrifying especially since the person was close to me and never said anything while i panicked:( it’s definitely all sorted out thank god but having to email tumblr and everything to get this blog unshadowbanned has been raahhh😢😢
Anonymous asked:
I got so scared when I couldn’t open any of the links to So It Goes 😭😭😭
OHNOO:( i’m sorry! links definitely have been so iffy recently </3 now with being shadowbanned especially, i’m hoping to post all my works including ‘so it goes’ on my new blog @roomsofangel ! definitely not done with that chaotic little smau <3
GROWING PAINS . . . # CHAPTER ONE !
synposis you hated christmas. simple. this year was no different, the only thing changing was the scenery when you decide to let your older brother, yunho convince you to visit your grandmother who neither of you had met but hoped it would do some good. everything was still the same — writer’s block, the winter loneliness, the way yunho won’t stop singing jingle bell rock, yeah, everything was the same. at least, until a certain blonde haired boy made it his mission to melt your iced heart.
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your hand held the pen with a firm grip, shakily tracing a few squiggled lines on your clean sheet of paper that wouldn’t be for much longer, teeth sinking into your bottom lip enough to draw the taste of metallic. “this is bullshit.” you set the pen down on the desk, running your fingers through the strands of your hair with a slight tug at your scalp, “do you think i’m allowed to fail?” you called out to your brother who walked in with his hands to his head, towel being used to dry his fresh out the shower hair
“you can just finish it after the trip,” yunho shrugged, aiming the towel to the side while you heard him mumble that he’d get that later and hurried to raid the refrigerator for orange juice, “need apple by the way,” he voiced while scavenging for a glass
you groaned, scrunching the paper into a ball and throwing it into—missing—the garbage can. “i want to do it now though,” you leaned your head back to watch your brother who looked as if he was a kid on a sugar rush, pouring his juice and grabbing a quick granola bar before slipping on his jacket and shoes while stumbling
“who knows, maybe you’ll find muse there,” he replied with a teasing tone, a kissy face being cut short by you aiming a pencil to his chest, “hey! i’m sensitive, ya know!” exaggerating a few of the words before laughing it off, “but come on, we need to get going, you got your bag?”
you scoffed, “of course i do,” leaning to the side to grab your drawstring bag before standing, “you ready?”
yunho hummed, and that was enough of a response for you. both of you sharing the same mutual thought.
no, the fuck not.
“do you think she’ll like us?” you couldn’t help but ask outloud, kicking a small rock on the ground while you walked alongside your brother up the driveway of your grandma’s house, glancing at yunho who shrugged, hands shoved into his jacket’s pockets
ears red and nose rosy, yunho cleared his throat, “she didn’t even like dad,” he amused, but you saw right through it. he was worried about the same thing.
three knocks on the door were made while you looked around the unfamiliar neighborhood that made you feel small. compared to the small overloaded home you and yunho were raised in, this seemed like a five star resort.
“is she even here?” you asked, and yunho pulled out his phone in a haste, checking the time and dialing a number
“let me check.”
“you mean we came here and you don’t even know if she’s home, yunho?!” you shrieked, your bag falling onto the ground as you found yourself running your fingers through your hair, hands on your head before you sat on the benches that resided on her patio, messing with the strings from your worn out jeans
your eyes scanned the neighborhood while you blocked and muffled out yunho’s ranting and worrying, gaze locking on a guy who had his hair tucked into a beanie and hands stuffed into his pockets while he had a mask covering most of his features. his eyes were pretty, catlike even.
messing with your chipped nail polish, you froze at the sudden turn he had done, eyes locking with yours. the cold winter air suddenly felt like summer heat and you blinked a few times to look at the ground, more-so at your hands that were getting a bit too cold
“okay, key’s under the mat, she’s out grocery shopping,” yunho ended the call and aimed the next conversation with you who nodded in response, standing and dusting yourself off while he kneeled down and lifted the corner of the WELCOME doormat to see a silver key. an extra. thank god.
hearing the click and the door opening, “thank fuck,” yunho muttered before entering, you walked up to the doorway and turned to look at where you remember seeing the pretty stranger
and much to your bittersweet dismay, he wasn’t still looking at you. instead— he was raking up snow from the lawn, this time without his mask and singing under his breath, or at least you assumed with the rhythm of dance he was showing while mouthing something—that, and you noticed the airpods in his ears while he stayed focused on his task.
maybe the temporary stay wouldn’t be too bad.
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. . .GROWING PAINS ! ˖ ໋𓈒
synposis you hated christmas. simple. this year was no different, the only thing changing was the scenery when you decide to let your older brother, yunho convince you to visit your grandmother who neither of you had met but hoped it would do some good. everything was still the same — writer’s block, the winter loneliness, the way yunho won’t stop singing jingle bell rock, yeah, everything was the same. at least, until a certain blonde haired boy made it his mission to melt your iced heart.
genres non idol au. grumpy x sunshine. strangers to lovers. angst, romance, slice of life. found family. opposites attract.
pairing non idol! barista!san x fem!reader
warnings cursing, healing childhood trauma, trauma overall, mentions of family issues, mental health, mentions of toxic relationships, suggestive content with eventual smut, alcohol consumption. will be updated if needed!
status ongoing
started 121823
completed n/a
reblogs & comments are very appreciated and also help out a lot! thank you for reading and giving my work a chance ^_^
. . . # chapters !
chapter one | chapter two | chapter three | chapter four | chapter five | to be continued. .
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