so I just finnished reading your locket fic, ( it was funny I thought I was a one shot and just finished rereading the first chapter and then lo-and behold there was the next chapter button) and It almost made me cry.
(also, this started as a comic and then I started asking questions so it’s an ask now)
poor ambulon he knows something’s wrong but he doesn’t actually have the information to understand that locket just had a traumatic moment directly mirrored again with the mech they probably care about most at the time
Ambulon doesn’t know what he did wrong but Lockets made up their mind and there’s no going back now. And they’re a freaking parallel of their own creators, do they know that? Do they release that they have essentially recreated the paradigm, and they’re deadlock in this situation??? That they repeat the same mistake as their creators. It’s fucking cyclical! Do they relies?
And now a third person they loved chose a faction over them? Do you think it makes them feel just a little bit more bitter towards the bots, now that not only did their carrier left them for it but now also a lover? His carrier was high ranking enough that they would know beforehand if he was there at all, but Ambulon wouldn’t have that status. Do you think they avoided bot postings because they were subconsciously scared they’d find Ambulon there? Or was there always this little light of hope in their spark that they would see him again? Or maybe it’s both of them.
And theirs no time for ‘I’m sorry-ies’ not that locket would emotionally be able to apologize. Do you think that’s what they thought of when they heard Ambulon was dead? That they left on a sour note? That they never got to apologize? That even though they never apologized Ambulon loved them enough to gift him a part of his spark casing?
How often do you think they thought about the could have beens? What if they had gone with Ambulon, what if him had come with them? Do they wonder what would have happened if they had went to go find Ambulon right after the war had ended? If they had kept in contact? Would it have saved him? Could they have finally flown together on the Lovers Key, given it’s name a new life?
( also congrats you finally got me half writeng again, I haven’t written anything in a year and suddenly I’ve written two things in a week
your storytelling and character make me go crazy [so thank you so much])