Experience - Koga Yudai ꒰✿´ ꒳ ` ꒱♡
Content: +18 MDNI Blowjob, fem!readerx K inexperienced!reader x experienced! K, dirty talking, dacryphilia. Reader will call him "Kei" , Best Friends!To lovers
“In which reader is insecure about her inexperience in sex, so her best friend offers to help.”
It was another weekend night in which you really didn't have much to do, everyone else had plans already and although you were invited to a few of them, you decided to reject them and instead, preferred to stay at your dorm, maybe watch a movie and order some pizza.
The truth is, all of your best girlfriends had couples, and you were the only one left single in the group. You didn't really care that much, they were still good friends to you, and their boyfriends were really sweet guys, however, it made you feel lonely when all of them got to go on dates and romantic plans, you wished you had that too sometimes. Although you were doing great on your own, in nights like this, you wished there was someone you could cuddle and hug.
It wasn’t only that, to be honest. When you and your friends hung out, they would start talking about their experiences with their boyfriends, sexual experiences, to be especific. They would giggle while they talked about how good they made them feel, and how awesome the sex was. You enjoyed the stories, laughing with them and teasing them too, however, at one point it started to make you really insecure, since you’d never had that for yourself.
The curiosity was killing you, you wanted to experience that, to be able to find out what was so awesome about it, if it was true that boys could make you feel that good.
You weren't even an ugly girl, you were actually really pretty, and a lot of guys had showed interest for you in the past, but nothing ended up working out.
You sighed, scrolling through your phone on social media, laying on your bed with your favourite pajama set, you didn't want to admit that you were actually really bored.
As if heaven had heard you, a notification popped out.
Kei: Yo, what you doing tonight?
You opened the message and smiled at you best friend's text.
Kei was your best friend since almost 5 years ago, you met each other thanks to mutual friends, and got along right away. Everyone would talk about how particular this friendship was, since you were the quiet girl, a little shy, not so many friends, and barely went out, and he was the social butterfly guy, the popular, almost every girl at college was totally obsessed with him, but for you, he was more than that. He was the only guy you could really trust, he had held your hair in parties so you could throw up in the toilet, helped you with complicated homework, wiped your tears during your first breakup, bought the best birthday presents for you, and was always in the good and bad moments of your life. He was the best friend any girl could ask for.
Y/N: Not much, in bed, bored :(
He replied almost immediately.
Kei: I'll be on your place in 10, order pizza!! :)
You smiled again, he was always like this, didn't even care to ask if he could come, sometimes he would even show up uninvited.
You got up from bed and organised your dorm a bit, cleaned up the little mess you had, called the pizza restaurant and ordered his favourite (pepperoni) and put on a random movie, waiting for him to show up.
In exactly ten minutes, a knock on your door.
"Fuck the guys, always putting me aside" He didn't even said hi, taking off his shoes and getting inside, placing a little kiss on your head before jumping right into your bed.
His hair was a little messy, you could tell he was probably laying in bed too, wearing only grey sweatpants and a matching hoodie. His long body taking up almost your whole bed, his legs hanging from the edge. His perfume's scent invaded the air, and completely took over you vanilla- scented air freshener.
You chuckled, rolling your eyes before closing the door. You stood up in front of him, crossing your arms on your chest.
"They have girlfriends now, Kei." You raised an eyebrow, teasing him before climbing on bed too, laying by his side.
He let out a groan, an annoyed look on his pretty face.
"I know, but still, no time for me?" He faked a pout, and you couldn't help but chuckle again. "At least I have my pretty wonderful stunning beautiful best friend who would never put me aside" He said with cloying voice and hugged you aggressively, you pushed him.
"Yeah well, wait until I found my own boyfriend" You teased, taking the tv remote in your hand before pressing play on the movie.
The night continued as most of the times, you watched the movie, ate the pizza, laughed at each others jokes, and even gossiped a bit. You always enjoyed your time with him, suddenly forgetting all your problems, he had that kind of effect in you, and that's why you loved his friendship so much. He felt like home to you.
His laugh was so loud, he had the habit to clap when dying of laughter, and you had stolen that habit too, subconsciously. Sometimes his face would become all red from laughing so much, you thought it was the cutest thing in the world.
"So you're saying that Chaewon cheats on her boyfriend?" He raised an eyebrow, really enjoying the tea, he was always so nosy.
You nodded, taking the last bite of your slice of pizza before closing the box and throwing it on the floor besides the bed. He would always throw it on the trash before leaving your dorm.
"Yeah, with that guy from the football team, she sucks his dick on his car" You chuckled, and he gasped.
"Damn, that's wrong" He shook his head, which was laying lazily on the wall "However, can't blame him, a good head can drive a man crazy" He said and laughed, you fake laughed too, suddenly tense at the joke, remembering your conversations with your friends, where they would make jokes like this and you would laugh as if you'd understood.
"Yeah..." You looked at the now turned off tv, sighing slowly, thinking of another topic to talk about, since this one made you uncomfortable.
Kei noticed the change on your tone and your face, frowning his eyebrows and sitting straight on your bed, he placed a hand on your thigh.
"What?" He asked, tilting his head.
You looked at him, shaking your head and smiling softly. "Nothing"
You didn't want to tell him your thoughts, how insecure it made you being the only one on your friend group that didn't have the experience in things like sex, that sometimes you felt almost like a loser, even if you knew that it didn't make you one, you were only waiting for the perfect moment.
But you wanted it so bad too.
"Bullshit, something's on your mind" he sat closer, rubbing your thigh with his thumb. "You know you can tell me anything" his sweet tone made you sigh, you knew that, but you were also embarrassed.
You wet your lips before talking, sitting straight too and looking at him, then your own hands, playing with the sleeves of your hoodie.
"It's just that, I don't know. Sometimes when me and the girls talk about these things, things they do with boys, it makes me a little... uncomfortable" You looked up at him, biting your lip. "Not because I think it's taboo or something, just... you know, I've never done anything like that"
He looked at you with his lips parted, a little confusion on his face.
"And even though I don't really care that much, sometimes I wish I knew what it feels like, to feel good, and to make a guy feel good" You sighed again, your cheeks suddenly red, even if he was your best friend, you were embarrassed about this confession.
"You've never done... anything?" He looked surprised, and you rolled your eyes. "I mean! I thought you may have! You don't have to tell me everything, so I thought you did but didn't want to tell me"
You let out and exasperated sigh, laying again on your back, looking at the ceiling.
"Okay, sorry, sorry, but hey, you can talk to me about this and you know it. Why does it make you insecure? No one cares if you haven't done anything" He looked down at you, his elbow resting by your side.
You covered your face with your hand, not wanting him to notice your rosy cheeks.
"I know that, Kei. But as a girl, you can't help it, I want to feel desired, I want to know what it feels like to feel good and make a man feel good, i don't know, maybe there is something wrong with me, maybe I'm not pretty enough, or hot enough, or maybe-"
"You know that's not true." His voice sounded a little more serious this time when he cut you off, and you frowned your eyebrows at him, blinking twice. "You're a gorgeous girl, and you're very hot".
A silence stablished between you two, and you sighed before looking at the ceiling again, so ashamed, you just didn't want to talk about it anymore, you were starting to feel silly.
Kei kept his eyes on you, like analysing something you could't really guess, you squirmed on the bed, crossing your arms again, the silence so loud, something in the air you couldn't tell.
After a few minutes, he finally broke the silence.
"I could help you if you want".
You stayed still, blinking again. What did he mean by 'help you'.
"I'm not interested in any of your friends-"
You looked up at him, your lips parted in shock. He was looking you straight in your eyes, his jaw clenched, he swallowed, his dark eyes sparkly.
You sat up again, shaking your head multiple times, you could almost laugh about how silly it sounded. Him? Help you gain experience in sex? Your best friend in the whole world?
"No. Don't be silly, you're my best friend" Your voice sounded weak when you said it, he kept his hand on your thigh, now grabbing it.
"I know, that's why I think there's no better option. You trust me and I trust you, right?"
You took a deep breath, he was looking at you with an expression you've never seen on his face before.
The silence stablished again for a few minutes, you playing with your hands, him looking at you while you took your time to think.
This was Kei, your Kei, your best friend who you'd always thought of as a brother, the one who teased you, pranked you and treated you like an annoying little sister. You couldn't even imagine doing something like that with him.
He was Kei, your handsome best friend, who always smelled so good, who had those manly big hands, very well trained body, who all the girls drooling over him and talking about how good he was in bed, who had that perfect smile and laugh that made you forget everything that concerned you, who would always stay by your side, who you would trust in any situation, who had done anything for you even the impossible, who you trusted with your life, who felt like home to you.
"Fine, help me."You were now shy to look at him, but you did anyways, feeling a shiver down your spine when he smirked a bit, rubbing your thigh again.
"I promise I won't make it awkward, you know you can trust me."
You nodded slowly, tucking a few strings of your hair behind your ears, feeling very nervous. You didn't want to ruin this.
"What do you want to learn?" he asked so casually, it made you feel even dumber.
You looked at his face for a few seconds, there was not a clue of teasing on his voice, he was completely serious about this, and you wanted to laugh at how absurd all of this sounded, however, and to be honest, it was true that there was not a better option.
You thought for a minute, and the words left your mouth before you could stop them.
"Teach me how to suck... you know." You spoke quietly, and he took a few seconds before taking a deep breath, the hand that was on your thigh now running through his silky brown hair.
"Okay, I'll teach you how to give head." Now there was a little bit of tease on his voice, and you pushed his arm softly, a blush on your cheeks.
"Don't say it like that!"
"Oh now you wanna be classy" He chuckled, and you rolled your eyes, getting up feeling completely embarrassed. Forget it, you weren't doing this.
But before you could run away to hide in the bathroom, he took your wrist, making you fall onto his lap, grabbing your hips before taking you in for a kiss.
You gasped, taking a few seconds before reciprocating the kiss, closing your eyes and letting him do his thing. It was weird, you were on top of your best friend, kissing him, you never thought this would happen. You didn't even notice how tense you were until you weren't anymore, when his tongue explored your mouth and you whimpered, the kiss getting sloppier and deeper, you tilted your head, sighing above his mouth, the shiver on your spine going down until your core when he bit your lower lip and gripped your waist so you could feel him getting hard in his sweats. Nobody had ever kissed you like this before, it was a crush of lips, tongues and teeth. His scent was all over the air now, and it was driving you crazy, his big hands running from your waist to your thighs, then to your chest, beneath your hoodie, grabbing one of your breasts and squeezing it softly, making you squirm and your skin crawl, you couldn't help but let out a little moan, he was letting out little sighs too.
He broke the kiss, looking at you straight in the eye, his own shining with something you couldn't tell.
"Get on your knees." His words were soft but demanding, and you bit your lip, which was swollen from the kiss.
You obeyed immediately, while he sat on the edge of the bed, your head spinning, you couldn't believe this was real life. You let your knees touch the floor of your bedroom, and looked up at him, his long legs by your sides, your heart pounding on your chest. Everything started to feel blurry, you felt so hot and dizzy, you couldn't think straight.
He cupped your cheek with his hand, tracing circles with his thumb, you leaned to his touch, his skin was a little calloused, but it felt so good when he caressed you like this, you almost melted, closing your eyes and rubbing your cheek on his palm, you didn't see but he smirked.
"When you're going to go down on a guy, you need to tease a bit first." he talked slowly, his voice deeper than before, the air filled with tension. "For example..."
He traced his thumb across your lower lip, and you blinked before parting your lips, his finger entering your mouth, and you sighed before closing your lips around it, sucking slowly, running your tongue over it, you could see how his jaw clenched, something shifting in his eyes, before he started thrusting it in and out, your saliva glistening around it, he pressed it down on your tongue.
"Open." And you obeyed, opening your mouth and letting him reach your throat with his thumb, this made you gag a little bit, you took a deep breath through your nose, your eyes watering. "That's it." He smirked again, and you kept sucking his finger, almost moaning around it, you didn't know why it felt so good, but you loved the expression on his face, as if he was trying to hold himself back, it made you squirm on the floor, the tingles between your legs.
He removed his finger, a thread of spit between it and your mouth, you swallowed, batting your eyelashes so you could clear you eyesight from your watery eyes.
"Now, rub me above the clothes" his voice was almost a whisper, and you hesitated before putting your hands on his thighs, running them up and down, slowly, and then you reached his crotch, you met up with his already hardened cock, and you almost gasped at how big it felt even above the cotton of his sweatpants.
You ran your hand up and down, gripping a little tight which made him hiss through his teeth and rock his hips upwards, you glanced up at him again and he nodded, encouraging but also kind of desperate. This made you gain confidence, and you kept groping his length, wetting your lips which were starting to feel a little dry.
"Alright, take them off." He said, breathing heavily.
You took the waistband of his sweatpants, and he lifted his hips just enough so you could pull them down to his toes, then your eyes opened wide when you realised he wasn't wearing any underwear, his full-hard cock in front of your face, the swollen, red tip leaking precum, the veins popping out. You took another deep breath, glancing up at him, he wet his lips before speaking.
"Start licking, slowly, from the base to the tip. Take your time there, it's the most sensitive part, tease a bit. Look at me when you do it, eye contact is important in oral sex".
You nodded, hesitating again before wrapping his cock with your hand, this one looking so delicate and small in comparison with his size. You leaned in, sticking your tongue out before licking how he ordered, slowly, from the base, taking your time to feel the veins on your tongue, making your way up to the tip, on which you traced circles around it, tasting the salty precum and this made your mouth water even more. He tensed up in your bed, grabbing the sheets in his fist, hissing again a bit louder, his eyes where connected with yours, his look filled with lust.
"That's it, such a good girl". You whimpered at the praise, it made you feel good that he was enjoying this, and it made you enjoy it even more.
You repeated the process, going from the tip to the base, covering his length with your saliva, tasting him on your tongue and licking him with devotion, you wanted him to love this. He grabbed your jaw, making you look at him.
"Now suck, take your time with it, take me as far as you can, breathe with your nose so you don't choke, try not to rub your teeth." His voice was still sweet, like he was teaching you something from school, so patient, but also so deep, filled with desire and lust, it made you shiver.
You nodded again, looking at his glistening cock before wrapping your mouth around the tip, and you sucked. He let out a small groan, and you took him deeper on your mouth, relaxing your jaw and feeling him until you felt like gagging, your eyes started to water again, you breathed through your nose before you kept going, you took him so deep that you could feel him on the back of your throat. You looked up at him, and the sight made you squirm again on the floor. His head was thrown back, he was biting his lip, he placed his hand gently on your head. And you started moving, sucking him up and down, tracing his cock with your tongue, swallowing his taste and gagging around him, your hand reached the part that your throat couldn't, and you moved it along with your head, this made him groan again.
"Fuck yeah, that's it." he hissed, his grip on your hair getting tighter, but he didn't pushed. Not yet.
You kept going, until you were almost moaning around him, a mess of saliva around the corners of your lips, your eyes so watery every time you suppressed a gag, he seemed to like that, he was whimpering and groaning, cursing breathless. Your throat closed around his cock, and you kept bumping your head, with more confidence now, your jaw dripping your own saliva, falling onto the floor and your own knees.
He was a mess, grabbing your hair and cursing out loud, hissing between his teeth and groaning your name, biting his lips, he kept his eyes on you, and you locked your hazy view on his, he groaned louder. It was such an obscene scene, you kept remembering this was your best friend, but for some reason you liked it even more, knowing him from a long time and getting to see him like this, and it was you making him feel good.
“Look at you crying and drooling all over me, so pretty.” He praised again and you moaned, rocking your hips so you rubbed yourself against your toe, needing some release from the pain between your legs, he saw this and smirked. “You’re loving this aren’t you? Rubbing yourself while you choke around me. You’re a natural, baby, didn’t need to learn shit”.
You let out a sound that was like a cry, and he grabbed your hair tighter, taking his cock out as you breathed heavily, your chest moving up and down, he made you look at him, a mischievous smile on his face, your nose running just like your eyes, your whole face red. You felt like you were about to pass out, your heart racing, the your lungs looking for air.
And you did. You opened your mouth again and he inserted himself again, to the bottom of your throat, you shut your eyes and grabbed his thighs for balance when he started to thrust his hips slowly, but with strength, in and out of your mouth, using it, now face-fucking you, more groans and raw moans leaving his lips, you’ve never heard such a hot sound.
It was so messy, your forehead wet from sweat, your cheeks from spit and tears, the gagging sounds combined with his manly moans, your gasps for air, you loved it, you were absolutely going crazy, you loved his grip on your hair, you loved the faces he was making, how his jaw was clenched, how he bit his lip, how he talked between his teeth.
He pulled back and sat again on the bed, stroking himself real fast, his bicep bumping, a vein popping out, whimpering, you just watched, still rubbing yourself on your toe, the wetness and stickiness on your panties almost impossible to ignore.
And you did, you watched how he touched himself, his hand covered in your spit and his precum, the tip of his cock swollen and red, and you sticked your tongue out, waiting for him to release himself, which he did. You felt the warm strips falling on your mouth, on your cheeks, on your jaw, some even on the skin of your knees, it was a complete mess, and you loved every second of it, how he trembled and arched his back cumming all over your face.
"Fuck." He sighed deeply, and you took the cum with your fingers and licked them clean, he glanced at you, with a little smile on his lips.
He grabbed your hand and helped you get up, cupped your face with his hands and leaned you in for a kiss, you melted into the kiss as he tasted himself on your mouth, exploring with his tongue like he did before, before pushing you onto the bed.
You chuckled once the kiss broke, he looked at you with sparkly eyes, as if something new had grown inside him.
"You're so perfect, that was the best blowjob ever" He said and you chuckled, pushing his chest and rolling your eyes.
He kissed you again, and you let him.
"I'm not lying, but there's still so much more I can teach you".
You sighed, knowing then that this wouldn't be the last lesson from your best friend.
my first Kei drabble! hope you enjoy it <3 if so, please like and reblog! my requests are now open 💗
