'your guilt wont redeem you'
ayo? This gets me wondering.
He has in some capacity 'wronged' each one of these people. He's terrible to Vivi (for now), he kidnaps and experiments/exploits RedT and Atrax, and tries his absolute best to be emotionally distant and prickly. We know that deep down he does care about them (more obviously with Vivi heheahhewejabfjr), and bc this lil cipher I assume he feels remorseful about treating them this way (the guilt) but doesn't change and he feels guilty about THAT (because i'm assuming this is his internal dialogue). This puts him in an icky situation where he wants to be 'redeemed' but due to his past actions (guilt) feels demoralized in actually taking action to do so. oops, now you're doubly emotionally distant and leagues away from your goal. He's getting too real, somebody kill him.
This may set up unique dynamics with each of the characters. Not sure what to say for Vivi or Atrax, but I know that RedT doesn't feel like he's being wronged- he's used to being used. This miiiiight or might not stack onto Beau's guilt about experimenting on him idk
RedT is willingly to blindly follow Beau because of his denaturing hypothetical brain and also doesn't believe Beau could ever truly hurt him (physically, emotionally). Also it seems fun in his perspective, he gets to hang around and watch someone he really admires.
Prolly completely wrong but whatever