Not many ppl are gonna see this bc I’m shadowbanned (for two months?? UGH🙄)
I think I’m gonna take a break from tumblr. I’m noticing that I’m not really doing much here and I just find myself coming back and scrolling endlessly here. I’m not posting art or anything bc I’m so busy so I’m gonna dip and I won’t be back until next month
I got an AP Chinese exam to study for and I got NYSSMA to worry about, and I also got the SAT exam in June so I’m trying to make sure I don’t drown too easily bc my adhd keeps fw me and I’m realizing that I’m starting to get anxious when I don’t have my phone for some reason. Yeah I think it’s best that I dip
I’ll be back on May 23, I don’t wanna waste this upcoming spring break fooling around on my phone.
I also need some time to mentally heal cuz I just broke up with my bf and some of my moots don’t wanna DM me anymore or block me (I’m not naming anyone) but I realize that anxiety got my acting weird asf and now I feel like a creep both irl and online so uh yeah
I don’t know how to keep a balance between my life and social media. Everything went downhill for me in December and it’s hard to pick myself back up if I’m constantly seeing what my moots are doing on tumblr and I’m barely doing anything to show my art and ideas to the Pikmin fandom. I just feel like I need to get back on track with life.
I love you all, I’m gonna gaslight, gatekeep girlboss!!
- Cleo “Cunty” Cassidy Cordatum de Yellow Pikmin