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psst.
hey.
hello?
is anyone reading this right now?
oh right, you are. hi there! i see you 🤪
yeah, you! the one on the other side of the screen, reading this! who else would i be talking to?
guess who it issssssssss ⚡️⚡️⚡️
was that obvious enough?
no?
okay, how about this?
ahem.
eh? eh? get me now?
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anyway.
it’s ya boy, nishinoya here!
જ — rumor has it!
# finale ༉‧ to forgive or forget
✧ ｡ synopsis : though hajime has reassured you time and time again that you two attending different schools would be plenty manageable in your guys’ relationship, your imagination is left to wander when he slowly begins to ghost you.
જ — a/n : i think it’s very characteristic of me to post the finale off schedule 😭😭 but after a long ride, we’ve reached the end… or have we?
the only reason why you wanted first say in what you two were going to be discussing was solely because you didn't trust the determination written clear on his face. it held you a bit on edge, yet he showed no reaction to your uneasiness. maybe he was expecting this, but it was all the more reason why you needed to get what you wanted to say in first.
unfortunately, you didn't have much in mind you wanted to say. either way, you were at a loss. "i don't know if i've put into words just how confused you've made me since... all of this started," you began, taking it slow for your own sake—some extra time for thoughts to process. hajime kept his mouth sealed shut, but by the looks of his shaky hands folded together in front of him on the table, he still had jittery nerves. that gave you some relief. you needed at least some control in this situation.
"i would've never thought of me moving schools as anything long distance. we're literally in the same prefecture. you drove me to karasuno everyday! i could easily see you every weekend, and you know i'd always be happy to cancel other events to be with you. you've been the one for me for as long as i can remember. i don't know why that changed." once the ball started rolling, you needed to be honest with yourself, and with him. this conversation should've happened long ago—at least it's better than never. you felt strangely brave in that moment, being able to open up about everything you had been thinking about. even if you hadn't prepared everything properly, at least you had enough in you to give him a piece of your mind.
"i understand that me switching schools for our last year may have been hard on you," you continued, keeping your eyes firmly glued to his. "i missed seeing you everyday. i was also guilty of missing being able to see your face at any given moment. but at least i knew that if i missed you, all i had to do was take out my phone and send a text, or even call. i'd be able to hear from you, just like that. i'd be able to tell you that i miss you, and we'd go out together until the evening. we could do that as many times as you needed, hajime. i wanted to be able to see you everyday. we could've made that happen, and you know that just as well as i do."
"i know that now," you heard him murmur under his breath, a deep sigh escaping his lips. "i came to that understanding too late."
Nooooo😭😭😭😭this chapter has me sobbing. He cares for yn and he is admitting his mistakes, knows that those mistakes can't be forgiven. Also same for yn, she has told him about her feelings honestly. It was kinda nice to hear about things from yn's side too. The confrontation was great 👍🏻 rhi is such a fantastic smau written by even a more fantastic writer<3-sunny🌻
the confrontation was definitely going to be happening one way or another 😭 thank you sm sunny!! your words never fail to make me smile :D
I’m sobbing with the end, literally sobbing. You’re such an amazing writer, you write feelings so well that you got me all invested. Is there going to be an epilogue? Please say yes because I need more 😭
AAAAAA TJANK YOU TREMENDOUSLY!!! your words make me so happy pls 🥺
any inquiries you have will be answered on wednesday 😋
all of these anons slandering iwa are hurting my soul !!! 😭 the ending made my heart throb in a really good way. i personally am absolutely rooting for them to come back to one another after maturing and growing :,)
the iwa slander is my fault so i can’t even say anything 😭 the amount of things i have to do to atone for my sins against iwaizumi are limitless HAJAJDKSJ
mf really love him after basically cheating
not necessarily. i never wrote that down, but you’re free to interpret it that way! :D /srs
in most cases, it takes a little bit of time for feelings to dissipate and disappear—regardless of what happens—and i think that would better explain why y/n didn’t just throw him to the curb after all was said and done. there’s still that emotional attachment she has to iwaizumi after all those years together.
could that attachment be love? maybe. but it could also just be a natural feeling of emotional connection to someone she thought would be her forever person.
did that make sense 🥲 i apologize i’m not the best with relationship stuff
જ — rumor has it!
# finale ༉‧ to forgive or forget
✧ ｡ synopsis : though hajime has reassured you time and time again that you two attending different schools would be plenty manageable in your guys’ relationship, your imagination is left to wander when he slowly begins to ghost you.
જ — a/n : i think it’s very characteristic of me to post the finale off schedule 😭😭 but after a long ride, we’ve reached the end… or have we?
the only reason why you wanted first say in what you two were going to be discussing was solely because you didn't trust the determination written clear on his face. it held you a bit on edge, yet he showed no reaction to your uneasiness. maybe he was expecting this, but it was all the more reason why you needed to get what you wanted to say in first.
unfortunately, you didn't have much in mind you wanted to say. either way, you were at a loss. "i don't know if i've put into words just how confused you've made me since... all of this started," you began, taking it slow for your own sake—some extra time for thoughts to process. hajime kept his mouth sealed shut, but by the looks of his shaky hands folded together in front of him on the table, he still had jittery nerves. that gave you some relief. you needed at least some control in this situation.
"i would've never thought of me moving schools as anything long distance. we're literally in the same prefecture. you drove me to karasuno everyday! i could easily see you every weekend, and you know i'd always be happy to cancel other events to be with you. you've been the one for me for as long as i can remember. i don't know why that changed." once the ball started rolling, you needed to be honest with yourself, and with him. this conversation should've happened long ago—at least it's better than never. you felt strangely brave in that moment, being able to open up about everything you had been thinking about. even if you hadn't prepared everything properly, at least you had enough in you to give him a piece of your mind.
"i understand that me switching schools for our last year may have been hard on you," you continued, keeping your eyes firmly glued to his. "i missed seeing you everyday. i was also guilty of missing being able to see your face at any given moment. but at least i knew that if i missed you, all i had to do was take out my phone and send a text, or even call. i'd be able to hear from you, just like that. i'd be able to tell you that i miss you, and we'd go out together until the evening. we could do that as many times as you needed, hajime. i wanted to be able to see you everyday. we could've made that happen, and you know that just as well as i do."
"i know that now," you heard him murmur under his breath, a deep sigh escaping his lips. "i came to that understanding too late."
