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“she’s the new coach?” yunho frowns in confusion. “no offence, but we’re not a bunch of kids for her to practise being a soccer mum to.”
“she was the assistant coach for the grey eagles,” coach cho discloses.
“the grey eagles? the under-21 men’s championship team?” yeosang looks incredulous.
mingi sceptically comments, “the fact that we’ve never seen or heard of her before probably tells us enough.”
hongjoong’s lips purse sourly as he tries his hardest to analyse the situation with the professionalism of the team’s captain. but with the sudden change in coaches and the same critiquing doubts as mingi, hongjoong cannot help but feel his personal judgement webbing over his mind. over the team’s entire career as an elite ice hockey team thus far–five years, now well into their sixth–the red devils have only ever had two coaches. coach cho has been with them for the longest and whilst it took the team a while to eventually warm up to him, he has been with them for almost quadruple the amount of time it took to trust him.
it’s the first day of summer when you move to namhae.
the houses and trees flicker past and eventually peter out into vaster fields, mudflats and stretches of beach as your father drives through the countryside from yeosu to namhae. you idly wonder if summer in namhae will be like what it is back in your hometown.
it isn’t very comfortable wedged between your parents in the middle seat of the mini-truck, especially when some of the roads become unpaved as you arrive closer to the village. but you’re wearing your cute, yellow sundress with bumble bees across the front pocket, which is your big-girl dress, so you can deal with the bumpiness a little longer without complaining. the truck sounds like it’s going to give out as it groans and sputters to a stop in front of what will be your new home.
tentatively, you hop out and look around. it’s a quaint beach house that rests along a modest coastal embankment. when you walk closer to the edge of the port, you see that there’s a stretch of sand that leads to the ocean, and a little further down the coast is another beach house– your new neighbours.
the rattle of your truck must have alerted them to your arrival, because they come out with warm smiles and even warmer greetings. they exchange handshakes and hugs with your parents, then the attention falls to you. there’s a boy who peers out from behind his mother’s legs as she compliments your dress, his round eyes brimming with curiosity at the sight of a potential playmate other than his sister. you cling onto the side of your mother’s dress and the adults share a laugh.
the boy’s mother gently nudges him forward. “go on, sweetie. say hi.”
with another nod of encouragement, the boy shuffles closer to you with an impish grin. you realise he’s shorter than you are. “hi, i’m san. i’m six years old and i like the sea!”
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it’s the first day of summer when you move to namhae.
the houses and trees flicker past and eventually peter out into vaster fields, mudflats and stretches of beach as your father drives through the countryside from yeosu to namhae. you idly wonder if summer in namhae will be like what it is back in your hometown.
it isn’t very comfortable wedged between your parents in the middle seat of the mini-truck, especially when some of the roads become unpaved as you arrive closer to the village. but you’re wearing your cute, yellow sundress with bumble bees across the front pocket, which is your big-girl dress, so you can deal with the bumpiness a little longer without complaining. the truck sounds like it’s going to give out as it groans and sputters to a stop in front of what will be your new home.
tentatively, you hop out and look around. it’s a quaint beach house that rests along a modest coastal embankment. when you walk closer to the edge of the port, you see that there’s a stretch of sand that leads to the ocean, and a little further down the coast is another beach house– your new neighbours.
the rattle of your truck must have alerted them to your arrival, because they come out with warm smiles and even warmer greetings. they exchange handshakes and hugs with your parents, then the attention falls to you. there’s a boy who peers out from behind his mother’s legs as she compliments your dress, his round eyes brimming with curiosity at the sight of a potential playmate other than his sister. you cling onto the side of your mother’s dress and the adults share a laugh.
the boy’s mother gently nudges him forward. “go on, sweetie. say hi.”
with another nod of encouragement, the boy shuffles closer to you with an impish grin. you realise he’s shorter than you are. “hi, i’m san. i’m six years old and i like the sea!”
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how have you been????? it's been so long since we talked!! i personally am doing excellent! i am a co-sectetary of my theater class's theatre officers, and i've been in another play! i played the queen and i died really dramatically and coughed up blood and stuff it was awesome!
- 🫧 stellarz !
I've been doing well!! just finished up the semester for grad school and I got to see some family at a wedding of my cousins that was really nice <3 and I've been writing more too! I'm SOSOSO close to finishing the first part of LTM for publishing ;)))
I'm so glad to hear you're doing well too lovely! <3 and I'm also happy you're having so much fun in your plays :D also the stage production?? sounds amazing?? like you actually coughed up fake blood? the schools I went to could never xD
Moonie 😭😭😭 I didn't mean to make you cry with that ask but also the reason that I thought of was because of this comment:
"Grief is the perfect way of explaining it. It's like when people say that grief doesn't go away, you just grow around it. sorta like harmonizing with a fan you can't turn off"
Because we all know that bug has gone through so much pain and grief, and ateez is there to help her go through it, to help her properly process her emotions and grief all the pain she felt.
But it will never go away, the lingering feeling of her captors' hand when she had tried to follow yunho, the feeling of soojin's hands going limp in hers, the last stroke of daia's hand through her hair, it will never go away, but instead of feeling sad ateez taught her that those memories doesn't need to bring her sadness or pain, it can bring her nostalgia and a strong will to fight for her loved ones.
And that comment also reminds me of bug's and mingi's moment when he told her his back story, like it just sounds something mingi would say to bug.
ALSO WOO HUMMING IT TO HER WHEN THEY WERE GOING BACK TO CAMP?!?!?! OOOOHHHHH MOONIE IM REREADING RN AND IT BROUGHT ME TO TEARS AAAAAAHHHHHHHH I MISS MY BUG SM
keep doing you moonie take all the time you need lovely<333
no but your ask made me so <33333 like I adore you so much for that I swear :"D I definitely did not have to cover my mouth and sob into my fist reading it at like midnight when I read it :"DDD
D: that comment phrased it so well :"( that's exactly how I see grief too </3 you definitely grow around it and learn to live with it cause it never truly goes away :")
LOVELY OH MY YOUR BRAIN IS SO !!!!! it's so tragic but you explain it so well!! she'll always have those memories no matter how hard she wants to forget them sometimes cause she thinks it might be easier that way :"( but the longer she stays with atz and the more she heals and learns and grows, she discovers that she doesn't want those memories to go away :")) because now she knows what she's fighting for,, she isn't just surviving anymore, she's living and she's allowed to feel nostalgic and she's allowed to reminisce and it doesn't have to be painful :')
WEPIWEPNV I'm ngl too, I'm in the process of rewriting LTM for a /formal/ publish and I just finished writing that scene with woo and bug coming home and your ask had me SO CLOSE to adding a humming scene with bugteez :"D it just made me so <33333
thank you sm baby!! and thank you for sticking around <33 you guys really honestly give me so much motivation to write I'm so glad I was able to find ppl who love bug as much as I do :"DD
thank you thank you thank you again hehe <3333
Hello moonie !!
Idk if you're gonna see this, but a what if just popped into my head, and I needed to tell you it.
So you know the viral vid from Girl Humming and harmonising with her fan, this one:
https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSY24rkWk/
This, to me, sounds like what bug's "mom"(sorry can't remember her name) would've hummed to bug when she would hummed this to bug one last time when she knew she couldn't protect any further from bug's father.
And what if WHAT IF she taught yunho how to hum this to bug so even when she's gone, there would still be at least a sense of security she would give to bug when yunho would hum it to bug when she would sleep.
And what if yunho also hummed this to bug when she had a fever, like picture how painfully beautiful that sight would be, yunho humming it to bug to make her feel safe while keeping her safe when he himself was far from it.
And when yunho was exiled and separated from bug, he clung to that hum like a life worried that he would forget it. And when he was in the ateez camp, he hum it every single night to the moon, hoping somehow it would reach bug and give her at least a sense of security even when he was far. Then seonghwa heard him and asked what song he was he was humming and asked if he could teach him it, and yunho only told that an old friend taught him to hum sparring all the details to keep the meaning just between him, bug's mom and bug
THEN BOOM seonghwa used the hum to soothe the other members when they had their episodes or nightmares.
And when him, bug and wooyoung got attacked in the forest in chap 6, when he hummed to her when she had her episode IT WAS THE SAME HUM THAT BUG'S MOM WOULD HUM TO HER that's why she slowly and slightly felt at ease when he heard him hum.
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH THE MORE I PICTURE IT IN MY HEAD THE PAINFULLY BEAUTIFUL IT IS TO ME LIKE JUST THE MOTHER AND DAUGHTER PARALLEL WOULD HAPPEN THERE?!?! OH IT HURTS
But again this is just a what if from me and I'm sorry if you can't understand half of this English is not my first language so forgive me
love you and miss you moonie <333
oh.
the way this ask singlehandedly resurrected me from tumblr hiatus and then killed me again in the same blow D':
yes I do know the tt of the girl humming with her fan :')) but also consider the other rendition I heard: https://www.tiktok.com/@gabsadie/video/7363495019266837767
this one for some reason feels more maternal :')) and it sort of sounds like nostalgic and kind of like a memory?? in a way? and that's how I imagine Daia (bug's mom)
but the concept of yunho humming that over and over and over and clinging to it like a lifeline?? is SO devastating D': like he was probably terrified that if he forgot those notes, then he'd probably lose the memory of bug too :"(
ALSO the idea that seonghwa would probably learn it first and yunho would have to explain why he sung it so much even tho he'd try not to reveal too much about bug and her mum :')) and then seonghwa singing it to the others?? when theyre anxious or scared or having a nightmare?? that just shot me right in the heart DDD:
AND THEN SEONGHWA?? him humming that when he found bug and her hearing it like !!! she knows that song how does hwa know it?? and she just feels so safe with him because he does know it even if he doesn't know what it means :")) it's got me thinking of ateez just humming it beneath their breath all the time after they find out what it means to her and they want to help her preserve the memory of her mother and GOD I'm breaking my own heart rn
also thinking of all the instances atz could hum it to calm her down :')) like woo carrying her back to atz after she ran away?? or mingi when she's having nightmares and she wanders out of the caves to sit with him?? or sol when he's cleaning the blood from her face?? SAN SINGING IT TO WOO WHEN HE'S HAVING HIS OWN NIGHTMARES it becomes the ateez melody :"D
anon you're literally a genius and the anGST potential of this is unfathomable I love you so much :"DDD
and there is no need to apologize, your English is great! thank you so much for the ask <33 I think you just singlehandedly helped me revive my Tumblr ngl xD <3
pairing: poly!geto suguru x fem!reader x gojo satoru [jjk au]
warnings: jjk au! geto doesn't defect and everything is happy :)) cursing, periods, severe cramps, painkillers and mentions of taking more than you're supposed to (three instead of two), lots of talk of pain, mentions of vomiting, passing out, panic, mentions of death, mentions of burning yourself, probably ooc megumi but he's a kid here (probably gojo too but I can't not write him soft), family au!, megumi tsumiki and the twins are here!, probably taking liberties on how gojo's technique works but oops, this is for the girlies with severe period symptoms :'), major hurt/comfort
word count: 12.5k
a/n: drops this and yells "scatter!" and disappears back into seclusion. I did not proofread this :)
Gojo Satoru has never woken up so terrified in his life.
It’s a horrifying thing; to wake up lurching from your sheets as the love of your life cries out in panic just a few hours past midnight. For a moment, Satoru thinks he’s dying – or that he should be – because as he rips his sheets away from his legs, racing to his feet with his pulse already roaring in his eardrums, he turns to find Geto Suguru crumbling to his knees. The dark-haired man is the one who shouted, his hands fumbling to grasp another figure, their body limp and hanging useless in Suguru’s arms.
It’s your frame, clutched tight in Suguru’s big hands, that steals the breath from Satoru’s lungs. Ripping any semblance of oxygen right from his chest, the Six Eyes user is left stumbling on his feet to reach his spouses as they crumble to the floor – you limp in Suguru’s grip as you fall unconscious.
Suguru shouts, a desperate cry of your name as he finally sinks to the bathroom floor, urgently scrambling to cradle your weight against him and support your figure. When he’s settled on the ground, a hand carefully cradling your face, Suguru looks up at Satoru, panic in his features and his heart in his throat. For a tense second, neither man speaks, too terrified to properly ascertain the situation. Then, Satoru chokes out a desperate question as he stumbles into the doorframe, clutching the wood until he swears it could splinter beneath his hands.
“What happened?”
6000 notes you guys in in tears rn :’))) thank you so much <33
Oh my gosh I can’t believe I’m so late to the party but I finally had time to read Spring Tides and ohhhhhhh myyyy gosh!!!!
1. I’ve missed your universe so much! I’m about to reread all of ltm again because I’ve missed it so much and this was such a wonderful treat that I didn’t realize I needed!
2. Wooyoung finally got rid of the shackle! I’m so happy to see the little sunshine finally put it behind him and be free! He absolutely deserves it!
3. Man, tattooed Ateez really is my weakness I loved hearing about what tattooed they all have! I love how they’re connected to each other (or they’re not and I’m horribly wrong) like it’s so adorable and wholesome!
4. I love love LOVE Bug talking more and getting used to her voice again! The way you talk about her voice getting better and her getting used to it more made me smile so big my cheeks hurt. The sound I let out when she laughed and took her mask off wasn’t human I swear! I was so happy to see it and it’s so deserved! Bug deserves all the happiness in the world and I’m happy she has Ateez to bring her that happiness.
You have once again done such an amazing job with writing and I really hope life is treating you well! 💖💖
Also I saw your author’s note and could I please be added to the tag list? If not that’s completely fine! Thank you in advance! 💖💖💖💖
omg spooky!! it's been a while lovely I'm so glad to see your user in my inbox <33
hehe I'm so happy you liked spring tides and another look into the ltm universe! I too was missing bug and the boys so I was very excited to release it <3
yes!! woo gets rid of the shackle! this is technically a bit of a spoiler but I couldn't help but throw it into the oneshot too see how many ppl would notice OoO but it will be addressed in the future >:)
tattooed atz!! I actually had all their tattoos planned from the beginning of atz (except a few) and just... forgot to write about them tbh xD but yes!! a bunch of their tattoos are linked to each other! ESP woosan (their matching tattoos in ltm drive me and loren BONKERS I swear we talked about them for like two whole days) but every member of atz has some kind of tattoo in ltm and I'll start slipping in references to them as the story goes on xD
bug using her voice <33 I didn't want to jump straight into her using it completely because I honestly see her continuing to use the language of touch and sign more commonly than her voice since she's spent a significant portion of her life selectively mute,, but I also wanted to show that with a lot of time and healing, being able to speak was something she became more comfortable with <3 she truly does deserve the world tho omg I've never loved one of my own characters more <3 :")
I'm so so happy you liked the oneshot!! It makes my day to get asks like this so thank you so much dear <33 and I think you're already on my taglist for ltm! unless I'm mistaken (I could be its been a long time :')) ) if you didn't get tagged when spring tides came out let me know and I'll see if I messed it up!
hi moonie! been awhile since i’ve said anything here but i’m always lurking hehe… i hope you’ve been doing well :) i’m rereading the new oneshot and i just wanna say how happy ltm makes me 🥹 i’ve always thought about how bug’s personality might be like as she grows more comfortable with ateez in the future and the way you wrote that was just so cute and heartwarming and AHHH the way they just adore her so much 💔🫠 especially yunho getting emotional when he hears her laugh like you really had me tearing up🥲 and the little nicknames they all have for her always get me like it’s too sweet. even just bug feeling comfortable enough to fully smile around them and her taking off the mask at the end omg!! i’m so proud of her. i know this is in the future / not fully canon but it was so nice to see how much she healed and how comfortable she feels with the boys and i just have so much love for this character like she truly deserves the world
(also you had amazing timing with this i just started a new semester at uni and im sick and on my period so thank you for the much needed comfort HAHA)
hello love!! <33
I'm so happy you liked the new oneshot!! I was missing ltm and bug and the boys <3 I'm also glad you liked bug's personality development I was so excited too write golden retriever bug who takes after woo a little too much and grows into a brat xD and their nicknames always make my heart go (#@%^(#%) every time I write one xD
she truly does deserve the world I'm glad I got to show their potential future a little bit <33
(ahhh I hope your new semester is going well! I just started this week and I am also sick and on my period too :") so im glad you enjoyed the comfort <33 )
thank you so much lovely <33
Dropping by here to just say that i don't usually read poly gojo and geto fics cause most of them I find are just smut with a meh plot
BUT IM LITERALLY SO GLAD I READ URS RANDOMLY CAUSE THE WAY U WRITE THEM IS JUST WUHWGWYWYWY makes my heart do a backflip <3333
ok I'm actually the same :"))) I don't read poly gojo/geto fics mostly bc all I can find is hardcore smut usually w/o plot and I'm looking for the hurt/comfort and the anGST,,, but I'm glad you found mine! I hope they were fluffy enough xD
thank you so much lovely <33 I'm happy you like them!
There’s such a softness to the way that you write. Even when you write more intense or heavier scenes there’s still an underlying gentleness to it. It makes my heart hurt in a good way 💕
sTOP I'm so glad the softness comes through in my writing cause I've found that's kind of my style :")) it doesn't always make sense when in like /action/ scenes but I can't help but write things /soft/ and I'm glad you can see it xD I crave that kind of gentleness so it definitely slips in to everything I write
thank you so much! <3
okay. *breathes*
can i just say how proud i am that you managed to turn our silly lil hcs into a full blown 13k oneshot 🥹🫶 this is like 'when the trip makes it out of the groupchat' but with a fic LMAO
i've missed bug and ltm so much and it's been FOUR MONTHS since i last sent in an ask and i don't have a long ask for you this time bc my incoherent screeching is littered all over your doc rn but FOR OLD TIMES SAKE HERE I AM IN YOUR INBOX <3
everything about this fic was so perfectly written and described and it was like /i/ was on this trip with them too and my heart and soul are completely healed rn. the amount of times i sobbed or squealed or broke out into goosebumps was STONKS like if you gave me a dollar for each time it happened i'd be able to fund our Operation Coffee and Oreo /and/ our touring trip when atz go on their tour 😌☝️
I LOVE THIS AND I LOVE BUG AND I LOVE THE BOYS AND I LOVE YOU MWAH MWAH KISSES FOR YOU <3333333333
LOREN THE LOML <333 IM KISSING YOU RN THIS ONESHOT WAS ALL YOUR INSPO MUAH MUAH I LVOE YOU SM <33
the way I was URGENTLY scribbling things down in my notes when we were making our silly little comments xD my brain was like "write that down WRITE THAT DOWN"
it finally made it out of the group chat :')) now onto the mafia!teezers one I suppose?? (don't come for me I need more inspo for that one xD)
also it's been FOUR MONTHS since that last ask?? OMG time flies :")) AND ALSO the way I was literally in my bed the morning after I sent you the doc like kicking my feet and doing the happy hand flaps just reading all your comments xD I swear half of them were just "OGHWOEPG BUG <333" but the way they made my heart skip? stOP :"DDD
LMFAO operation coffee and Oreo AND the touring trip to follow atz on tour?? dang you'd be /rich/ rich bby xD but also when?? I'll get on a plane rn and meet you there?? (jk I dont have that kind of money :"))) )
ONGWPE I LOVE THIS AND I LOVE YOU <333 I'm so happy you liked it bby KISS KISS THANK YOU SM MY DARLING
