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"moon, tell me if i could send up my heart to you? so, when i die, which i must do, could it shine down here with you?"

evelyn ♡ twenty-four ♡ skz stan ♡ alt account

bias list:

~ stray kids : chan, seungmin, jeongin

~ aespa : ningning, giselle

~ itzy : ryujin

~ p1harmony : keeho

~ 8turn : jaeyun

~ nct : mark

~ newjeans : minji

~ gidle : soyeon

~ jennie

~ rosé

"cause my love is mine, all mine, i love mine, mine, mine. nothing in the world belongs to me, but my love, mine, all mine, all mine"

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⠀⠀ ⠀⠀you    took    the⠀⠀⠀🗡️

      best  of   my  heart,

  left     the    rest     in     pieces

    ਏਓ  ༼   Whi— Whiplash  ─━╋   

ㅤ͏͏͏ㅤㅤ777 ✿ 𓈒ㅤㅤ堂與地獄ㅤ  ᭄ 🍷

MY BABY, MY SAMPO 💔💔😞😞 #NEEDHIM BOTH IN GAME AND IRL, WHEN IS HE COMING ON THE BANNERS AGAIN ☹️☹️

HE'S SO SILLY PLEASE HOYO PLEAAASE ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️

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.☘︎ ݁˖

mark trying to get back into your life

˖ this is part two, read part one here !!

a/n: giving the ppl what they want😫 never say i never do anything for yall😒

a/n pt2: left the ending kinda open-ended because i cant be TOO nice to yall 😋🙂‍↔️

NOW IM HAPPY

WHATS WRONG W MY TASTE IN MEN, WHY DO THEY ENTER IN TWO CATEGORIES: absolute smartass twink OR dilf. LIKE PLEASE WHY WHY WHY WHY

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Dating Sampo thoughts -

The initial crisis of discovering that he genuinely likes you is enough to take him out worse than any of his little toys could. He's so used to living on the edge and as if he doesn't have anything to lose, that finally having something- is such a jarring concept to him. That does mean he's all over you, however.

Random meetings when you just saw him this morning, small gifts he managed to get his hands on somehow, endless comments about how you look, smell, feel, taste- if you didn't love him so much, it could come across as suffocating, but you know he means well with every gesture.

He's so big on teasing you, you have to wonder to yourself whether or not it's become his favorite pastime. All the little quips, the sass, the comments about harmless little mistakes you make because he's hovering over you on purpose-

Always there to back you up, even if he doesn't know what's going on. Whether it's in a fight, against family, in an argument with someone, doesn't matter. If he knows you're in the wrong, he'll talk to you about it later as delicately as he can, but as far as he knows, he's here to support you.

Practically addicted to kissing you, anytime is a good time to steal a kiss from you. Pecks on the cheek, kisses hello, goodbye, see you later in just a few minutes- it doesn't matter how often he sees you. You could separate for thirty seconds, he wants another. And another. And anothe-

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𝐓𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐃𝐨 𝐔𝐬 𝐍𝐨𝐭 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭

Pairing: dad!felix x ghost!afab!reader, married, nonidol!au

Synopsis: you died (God forbid) at childbirth. Life without you was hell for Felix. Struggling with raising the kids, work, and your ghost? He wanted to end his own life. As haunting as it may seem, the ghost of you was. Ft. Chan and minsung

Warnings: death, angst, mentions of soy sauce, Felix has hallucinations of reader, comfort, mentions of religion

A/n: my next Felix fic will contain happiness and joy I promise 🤧 if the topics of soy sauce (suicide) or religion do not sit well with you please skip this fic. If you have extra eyes for errors...no you don't.

Felix still sets the table for four.

It's instinct—muscle memory burned into his bones. One plate for him, two for the twins, and the last one… yours. His hands hesitate over it every night, but he sets it down anyway. His fingers shake when he places the fork beside it, and the lump in his throat is always there, suffocating.

"You're doing it again, Daddy."

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my face when i search mammon on pinterest and see a big ugly green goblin monster instead of my beautiful blue eyed white-ette king

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[MESSAGE TO STAY from Bang Chan]

I said "another home"... I really wish for STAYs to stop fighting with eachother...

At this point, whatever comes out of my mouth just becomes problematic I'm actually scared to say anything now...

Why are they like this on such a great say? Jealousy? Understandable, yes I feel like that's the most hardest thing to do yeah? Sharing love equally to all STAYs around the world is definitley something that I want to accomplish But I think that's the thing that I'm horrible at so I'd like to apologise Sorry for not being able to share love equally... I feel like I'm only making fights... It's all my fault I guess

I'll do better! Yeah that's all that needs to be done STAYs aren't the ones that are in the wrong Channie will try his best!!!

2025/04/05 via bubble

firstly, what in the fucking world is wrong with stays. i have genuinely NO words that could describe what i'm feeling right now because it's a mix of embarrassment, disappointment and god knows what else, but i'm sure it's not a good emotion.

when i joined the stay fandom, in 2022, it was all so nice. i was a tiktok+twt skz defender, alongside other stays and even if there were a lot of times i was fighting with antis on the internet, the inside the fandom WAS NICE. but it all went downhill from the moment skz got bigger and bigger and some people who have nothing good to say entered the fandom ans started hating from inside.

why are they like this? because they're searching trouble, they want idols to be little machines, as if they're not fucking humans. guess what, they are humans.

now, about sending chris DEATH THREATS, SWEARS, SLURS AND SO ON AS IF HE'S THE PROBLEMATIC ONE AND NOT THOSE FANS, i believe yall are fucked up. how. why. what did this man even DO to you for him to deserve this. i'm talking about the present right now, but chris has always been hated on FOR ABSOLUTE NOTHING. we already know chan dealt, if not still deals, with depression. it's quite obvious that he did in the past and from the majority of his words nowadays, i'd say he isn't far from entering another depressive episode. how many idols have died from hate trains that never stopped? too fucking many. moonbin, sulli and so on (these are the cases i've thought of right now, but i can find more). how many idols are suicidal? we CANNOT know all of them, but there's an example such as bambam. chris' friend. y'all aee going on and on about how chris is doing mistakes. what mistakes? what mistakes did he do to deserve such massive hate??? i'm really curious. ask for the weather in korea? his country was fucking burning and people DIED. say a different dish for that respective country? he's a fucking human, did you think he's a fuckass genie that can know everything? he's a human, for god's sake, who went to a country to perform, not to state some traditional dishes of that respective country. y'all are TOO sensitive.

now, let's talk about chan's PAST. y'all started to hate on him from 3racha's era. when he wrote and sang 42, which spoke about his depression and constant feeling of "what's life's purpose, why do we have to live?". a feeling that a lot of people go through, such as myself, but y'all weren't ready for 3racha to sing about something so deep. great! then, when he replaced the n-word to fit THE 3RACHA FANDOM NAME, WHICH WAS NINJAS. which, if you were a REAL fan, you would've known. but of course, y'all were set on hating this man. then, the byungchan case, where y'all refused to aknowledge the fact that his name was bangchan. so he had to make TWO OTHER SONGS explaining that 1. he said NINJA and that he SHOWS RESPECT TO EVERYONE, REGARDLESS OF HOW AND WHAT THEY ARE and 2. his name is NOT byungchan and WILL NEVER BE. then there have been so many (too many if you ask me) occasions where y'all hated on him, but coming to a more recent one from 2023, when he talked about the fact that some juniors don't show respect anymore. y'all hated him for saying that, hated him for apologizing and then hated him for not doing chan's room anymore. imagine being this psychotic. y'all will always find a reason to hate on him.

again, if you don't like him, don't stan skz. because he chose the skz members. he makes the skz music. he CREATED skz. pack your bags and leave the fandom.

chris rarely makes PUBLIC mistakes. he has nothing to even be sorry, but you will always find something to hate him on.

disappointing. i'm posting this to explain some shit because i'm fucking disappointed.

there's something deeply wrong with me nowadays and i can't pinpoint what it is, but i feel it in my heart and it's tiring and making me lose sleep and cry, but at the same time, my tears won't fall because my parents have told me crying won't take me anywhere and it's stupid, so i still don't understand what's up

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me when my online bsf goes online once in a blue moon, so i gotta make a ritual for her ass to come online (she's my only gay friend and i need to ask her if the fic sounds good💔😞):

CRAZY CUZ SHE JUST TEXTED ME TF, AM I A PERSON WJO MANIFESTS STUFF???

SKZ Minho with a overly sensitive girlfriend

Minho x Reader Headcanon

Minho never really understood how someone could be so sensitive over everything, but here you were, his crybaby of a girlfriend, sobbing into his chest because you couldn’t get your eyeliner to match the other eye. He let out a long sigh, rubbing your back lazily as you mumbled nonsense into his chest. “Baby, it looks fine,” he muttered, resting his chin on your head.

And you cried over everything.

You stubbed your toe? Tears.

You dropped your favorite lip gloss? Tears.

You watched a sad video? Tears.

You lost a sock in the laundry? Tears.

Minho always acted like he didn’t care, rolling his eyes and sighing, but he never once let you cry alone. His hands always found your waist, pulling you into him, letting you cry it out while trying to convince you that whatever you were crying about that day wasn’t a big deal.

The members had learned quickly that making you cry was equivalent to signing their death wish. Jisung had once made a playful joke about your cooking being a little too salty. You didn’t take it as a joke, and the moment you pouted, your bottom lip quivering, he was already on his knees.

“I WAS JOKING! IT’S PERFECT! I’LL EAT ALL OF IT!”

Minho walked in, eyes narrowing as he took in the scene: you sniffling, Jisung sweating as he shoved another bite of food into his mouth. He didn’t even say anything—just stared making Jisung gulp.

But nothing was worse than the Changbin incident.

You just wanted to sit in the living room while Changbin worked on his music. You admired the way he got lost in his craft, bopping his head to the beats, occasionally mumbling lyrics under his breath. It was relaxing. That was until your juice slipped from your hand, splashing right onto his laptop keyboard.

“ARE YOU SERIOUS?!” Changbin shouted, immediately panicking. “MY WORK—”

You flinched, and before he could even process what he’d done, your lip wobbled. You eyes welled up with tears, and your breathe hitched before you let out a shaky, “I-I’m sorry—”

“Oh, no. No, no, no, don’t cry!” Changbin panicked, eyes darting around as he tried to figure out what to do. He clamped a hand over your mouth, shushing you desperately. “Please, please don’t cry! Minho’s gonna kill me—”

But the moment he silenced you, the tears just fell harder. Sobs bubbled up in your throat, and you shook your head, trying to apologize through muffled cries.

Minho’s door creaked open.

Changbin went stiff.

Minho’s death glare was already activated, arms crossed. “What’s going on?”

Changbin jumped into action, grabbing his phone. “Wanna get boba? Ice cream? Whatever you want?!” He looked back at Minho, laughing nervously. “It’s fine! Everything’s fine!”

Minho didn’t even blink.

Changbin gulped.

The way they were acting it seemed like it was your stuff that was destroyed, not Changbin’s. But anyways, you got boba and ice cream that day. ✨

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Shoutout to all my sensitive girlies we need love too (yes this is purely self indulgent) 💗💗

me when my online bsf goes online once in a blue moon, so i gotta make a ritual for her ass to come online (she's my only gay friend and i need to ask her if the fic sounds good💔😞):

how i feel after finishing the gigi dic abd wondering what i should ruin my sleep with... the smau? the chan fic?? the han fic??? the hongjoong fic???? the hyunchan fic????? the jeongin fic??????

the options basically being: sleeping, writing or losing all sleep.

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MY BABY RKSUFISUFISFUSITUEIRHJDUSIFUAOW8T8W8TUSJDBSBDHDUSU :( :( :( HE S SO PRECIOUS I MISSED HIM, HI BABYYYY :333

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