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trichloroethylene queen

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Cal, 26, he/him // sybaritick on ao3 // programmer, horny writer, newjerseyan, bigender furry, guy who has had an unrealistic number of different jobs, et cetera
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yorickish

economics professor writing a paper rethinking the kinsey scale in terms of like what percentage of your log net worth you would require for a given proportion of homosexual behavior. I guess this might not really change people who are already 1-5 but how many kinsey 0s wouldn't move to 1 for a million dollars? get real. that's how you measure people's preferences in a scientific manner

This implies that sufficient financial liabilities have a heterosexualizing effect as soon as your net worth becomes negative so you'd need to pay2gay

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sybaritick

For women, the heterosexualizing effect of financial liabilities is well attested in the literature.

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sybaritick

my blogtitle has long been "trichloroethylene queen" so i imagine a mirror-universe Cal's blogtitle would be "cyclohexanol knowitall" or "dioxin kingpin" or "organohalide bonafide" or "mercury marquis" or "chlordane Charlemagne" or-- [user was shut down by the EPA before finishing this post]

i regularly remind the audience that i would make a delightful high modernist evil technocrat or horrible neocon realpolitik Kissingerite but i've got to occasionally return to my roots too (villainous children's book industrialist whose primary export seems to be "pollution")

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Anonymous asked:

Can you explain your blog title? Is it a reference to something?

oh man I love talking about this

short version: Trichloroethylene is a carcinogenic industrial pollutant that happened to be one of the primary water pollutants at a Superfund site near where I grew up.

long version: I have a long-running fascination with New Jersey's Superfund sites. Despite not being a very large state, NJ has more EPA designated toxic waste sites than any other US state. (Not per-person or per-area: just the most in general). Probably just due to being a densely populated industrial area back when environmental regulations were often even worse than they are today.

the topic features a lot in my short stories (Groundwater Classification Exception, Cyanamid)

also heres me wearing the shirt i designed with all of new jersey's superfund sites on the back :)

but why trichloroethylene specifically? why "trichloroethylene queen"?

well. it is clear and colorless with a cyanide-like sweet smell. it has a history of being used as an anaesthetic, up until the 1960s. so, it feels fitting to use as a cultural signifier: the grease of our postindustrial sins, the cost of progress. (certainly I am not against progress in any sense of the word. i am probably more for the nebulous idea of "progress" than I should be.)

the history of large-scale industrial pollution haunts the Rust Belt. over decades, billions of dollars have been spent on remediation, but we're still not "done": like Lady Macbeth washing the blood off her hands, we never really will be.

because the symptoms of relatively low-level, long term exposure to many of these pollutants is hard to clearly identify, it can be hard to determine what was truly "caused" by the exposure. (don't get me wrong-- there have definitely been lawsuits won over the high cancer rates caused by these pollutants, including trichloroethylene specifically. but in many cases it's impossible to separate a specific person's cancer, autoimmune condition, Parkinson's disease, or other harms from the background noise.)

that's why. trichloroethylene queen... maybe as some sort of weird coping mechanism for my sometimes very difficult to cope with chronic GI pain, I blame things that I am 99% certain are unrelated, but at least give me something to point the finger at other than random chance.

If nothing else, there are certainly many other people who are more clearly affected by the health affects of exposure to certain industrial chemicals. including my own family members.

(not trichloroethylene in particular in that case, but who could blame me for choosing the one with the catchy six-syllable name?)

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sybaritick

by the way in my dream last night i replaced my blogtitle (which has for at least a year been "trichloroethylene queen") with something "more canadian" in celebration of moving to toronto. (no, i don't know why i did that in my dream either. dream logic.) however, i have no memory of what this "more canadian" blogtitle was. if anyone has any bizarre suggestions i welcome them lmao

i would miss being trichloroethylene queen tho and canada has its own industrial runoff groundwater pollution. one moment ill reblog the explanation (it also explains my header image!)

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by the way in my dream last night i replaced my blogtitle (which has for at least a year been "trichloroethylene queen") with something "more canadian" in celebration of moving to toronto. (no, i don't know why i did that in my dream either. dream logic.) however, i have no memory of what this "more canadian" blogtitle was. if anyone has any bizarre suggestions i welcome them lmao

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st-just

You know I don't think I ever really appreciated how powerful a force affective polarization is. Actually maintaining strictly tactical, enemy-of-my-enemy alliances with people on specific issues really does seem psychologically different - the tendency towards slowly assimilating into the ideological consensus of people around you is strong.

All to say that the ideological synthesis between rainbow-flag-everywhere twitter refugee activists and dead-eyed natsec and econ department ghouls currently underway on Bluesky is going to be fascinating.

You oppose transphobia because of a belief in individual rights, I oppose it because it dangerously undermines the effectiveness of the NSA by limiting recruitment pools, we are not the same

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occasionally assume womanhood just to demonstrate that it doesn't mean anything, like the anecdote about naming a pencil just to snap it in half.

if me being a woman makes something more shocking to someone, they have not yet internalized that the distinction between genders is meaningless. so to the people who need to see it i am occasionally a woman for the purpose of demonstration. i mean i also wear it for a couple other occasions, but this is certainly one of them.

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mushpuppies

i've gotten a lot of very kind feedback about how i draw fat bodies, so i thought id make a little guide showing my thought process!! this is far from comprehensive, but maybe it'll be helpful to anyone who feels intimidated drawing plus size furs :)

if anything is unclear, please feel free to ask questions in the replies or reblogs!! <3

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You know I don't think I ever really appreciated how powerful a force affective polarization is. Actually maintaining strictly tactical, enemy-of-my-enemy alliances with people on specific issues really does seem psychologically different - the tendency towards slowly assimilating into the ideological consensus of people around you is strong.

All to say that the ideological synthesis between rainbow-flag-everywhere twitter refugee activists and dead-eyed natsec and econ department ghouls currently underway on Bluesky is going to be fascinating.

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sybaritick

I don't have some kind of deep and complex reason for e being my favorite I just feel aesthetic affinity for it. i like all the applications of exponential growth and decay: population growth (really a whole bunch of things in nature), radioactive half-lives, compound interest. when you look at e^x, its slope/rate of increase at any given point is its value. in addition to being useful for the calc reasons (that it is its own derivative) it also just feels very intuitive, the more of it you have the more of it you'll get. thank you e

talking about my favorite tree reminded me of this post and now I'm curious! do you have a favorite number? any particular reason you like it? :)

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zencetera

good morning what is your favourite tree?

southern magnolia, very shiny green leaves and pretty white flowers in the spring and summer, its funny because there are always so many leaves that the branches and trunk are barely visible so it just looks like a floating bush

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sybaritick

It's really hard to pick just one favorite, but as a kid I loved sassafras trees for the different shapes of leaves they have (the asymmetrical "mitten" shape especially), the bright red-orange fall color, and the distinctive smell if you break a branch (a bit like root beer!)

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chunkymonkey

Looking at these screenshots and thinking about the first draft of Heinrix's character (still exists on fextralife), where he's a power-hungry noble seeking to improve his family's station through an advantageous marriage.

"Please kill my boss for me so that I can get a promotion, I'll be your pompom girl resolve."

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