petal

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is there nobody who can embrace me?
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Misfits Masterlist

When your world comes crashing down, the only people who are able to comfort you are the notorious group, Ateez. You’ve heard rumours after rumours about the eight males who are as cold as ice, yet for some reason, they are the warmest people you know. When they offer you a place to live after your housing is destroyed by a fire, you end up finding out dark secrets that have been hidden for years.

β‡₯ pairing: college!ot8 ateez x college!(f)reader

β‡₯ rating: 18+Β 

β‡₯ genre: Ateez, alternate universe, enemies to lovers, severe angst, eventual smut and eventual fluff

β‡₯ total word count so far: 89.3k

β‡₯ warnings:Β death, suicide, violence, negligence, mental health, alcohol use, abusive family, explicit smut, swearing, heavy heavy emotions {each individual chapter will have the warnings listed before it starts.}

β‡₯ author note: I suggest those who are sensitive to certain topics listed in the warnings should read with caution or avoid reading in order to take care of yourself. there are scenes in this story that could be incredibly triggering to some. always take care of yourself first and do what makes you happy

β‡₯ taglist/rules: to request to be in my taglist, reply to one of the posts, send me a message to my inbox, or dm me privately. some people aren’t able to be tagged due to a glitch in tumblr so if you ask to be tagged and do not see your name, it doesn’t mean I am ignoring or didn’t see your request, it simply means you cannot be tagged and for that I am incredibly sorry and I wish I were able to tag you :(.Β 

Main Masterlist:

Chapter one: Misfits IΒ 

Chapter two: Misfits IIΒ 

Chapter three: Misfits IIIΒ 

Chapter four: Misfits IVΒ 

Chapter five: Misfits VΒ 

Chapter six: Misfits VIΒ 

Chapter seven: Misfits VII

Chapter eight: Misfits VIIIΒ 

Chapter nine: Misfits IXΒ 

Chapter ten: Misfits X

Chapter eleven: Misfits XI

Chapter twelve: Misfits XII

Anonymous asked:

PEEEEEEETAL! omg helloooo you are backβ€”like back back? or back back back???? BUT ANYWAYS i miss you and your works, and i hope that you are doing fine and goodβ€”i hope that everyday is treating you good!

~ πŸˆβ€β¬›

HIIIII

I’m going to try to be back back back but im not sure how it’ll go. I’m hoping though!!! I’ve missed you too! Everyday doesn’t treat me the best but I’m a big girl so I try my best to get through it 😭 I hope you’re doing well too

Anonymous asked:

its good! lifes finally straightened out, i actually wiit theater a little ago so thats a whole thing. hows everything with you?

-🦝

I’m happy to hear that!! I’m sure you’re a little less stressed now that the theater is over. How was the performance?

Im okay im very stressed with school which is the main reason for my absence but it will pass!

Anonymous asked:

oh my god, welcome back!! i hope you feel better, i missed you 🫢🏻

-🦝

I missed you too!!! How is everything?

misfits XIII

β‡₯ pairing: ot8 ateez x fem! reader

β‡₯ warnings: self deprication but thats it I think :O, mentions of suggestive content

β‡₯ word count: 9.1k

β‡₯ a/n: hello guys, it has been a while. sorry for my inactivity and all the people waiting for new chapters, i havent been very well the past few months. i am okay though!! i hope you enjoy this chapter even though it is somewhat of a filler

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Finishing typing the last sentence of your assignment, a sense of accomplishment washes over you. But even in that moment of triumph, the proposition from your roommates continues to occupy your thoughts. It had been a distraction throughout the day, and it had affected your ability to concentrate on your work.

The internal struggle you are experiencing is rooted in a mix of emotions. You yearned for the affection and love your roommates offered, wanting to be part of a relationship that felt incredibly meaningful. But doubts lingered in the back of your mind, like shadows in the corners of your thoughts.

β€˜Am I good enough?’ The question had haunted you throughout the day. You wondered if you were deserving of their affections, if you could truly measure up to their standards. Insecurity gnaws at you, and you can’t help but compare yourself to the admirers and fans your roommates had.

The cryptic message you had received added another layer of uncertainty. You were aware of the intense scrutiny and potential backlash that came with being in a relationship with the β€˜famous’ campus group. The fear of facing hate and criticism from others weighs heavily on your mind, making you wonder if you have the strength to endure it.

Your curtains are open, allowing the dim, amber light from the streetlights outside to filter into your room. It's nighttime, and the glow of the streetlights casts soft, gentle patterns on your walls. The air in your room is crisp, and the faint aroma of dinner cooking wafts through the air, creating a cosy and inviting atmosphere. Your laptop sits on your desk, its screen illuminating your face as you sit in quiet contemplation, lost in your thoughts and the gentle ambiance of the night.

Anonymous asked:

I fell in love with opposites attract yunho 😭😭😭

He’s so boyfie istggg

Where’s my nerd Yunho when I need himπŸ˜”πŸ˜”

Anonymous asked:

hii its been a bit!! im getting ready for opening jight (even though technically we just performed, buu that was for a school so its like.. an extra tech)

i hopw youre doinng okay!! my week has been busyyy so im sorry for not send in any asks πŸ’”

-🦝

How did the first performance go?? I’m sure you did amazing!!! I’ve missed you so much 😭

I’m doing okayyy still trying to get back in the swing of things but I’ll be fine :) don’t apologise for something you can’t control!! I hope you have some time now for yourself <3

You’re going to do amazing with your performance I already know it! Break a leg my love 🫢

destiny.

➾ synopsis: waking up in the past is a disorienting experience. what’s even worse is it seems like you’re the only person in the world who is experiencing it. so when all of a sudden, a distressed man shows up claiming he has also woken up in the past. you realise he may be the key to your way home, yet he also just so happens to be a member from your favourite kpop group, ateez.

➾ word count: 25k

➾ pairing: idol! San x non idol!reader

➾ warnings: slight violence, mentions of death, fluff

β‹…β€’β‹…βŠ°βˆ™βˆ˜β˜½ΰΌ“β˜Ύβˆ˜βˆ™βŠ±β‹…β€’β‹…

Sitting regally in front of a beautifully adorned vanity, you are surrounded by your maids who are diligently preparing you for the grand banquet in the royal palace. You take a deep breath, the scent of incense and flowers filling the room, as your maids flit about you, attending to your every need. The dress you are to wear is a magnificent creation of delicate silk, adorned with intricate embroidery and adorned with gemstones that sparkle in the soft glow of the chamber's lanterns. The fabric is a rich shade of deep crimson, the colour reserved for the royal family.

You have always been fascinated by the process of dressing for such occasions. Your maids are skilled artisans, their fingers deft and nimble as they fasten your dress, adjust your ornate hairpins, and adorn you with exquisite jewellery. Your attire is a reflection of your station, a symbol of your lineage, and the embodiment of your role as a princess in the esteemed Joseon Dynasty. Yet, no matter how much you tell yourself, this is your life, you are just not able to get used to it.

Whilst your maids work, your thoughts turn inward. You can't help but feel a sense of unease, a mysterious foreboding that gnaws at your heart. Your life was so normal until you awoke to privilege and luxury, the weight of your responsibilities is never far from your mind. In this moment, with your heart fluttering like a caged bird, you need a respite from the constant attention and the constraints of the role you know you must get used to.

"Could I have a moment alone, please?" you ask your maids softly, your voice tinged with a sense of vulnerability.

Ilysm😭 I always see you interacting with my posts and I smile every time ugh you’re the best

destiny.

➾ synopsis: waking up in the past is a disorienting experience. what’s even worse is it seems like you’re the only person in the world who is experiencing it. so when all of a sudden, a distressed man shows up claiming he has also woken up in the past. you realise he may be the key to your way home, yet he also just so happens to be a member from your favourite kpop group, ateez.

➾ word count: 25k

➾ pairing: idol! San x non idol!reader, soulmate au (kinda)

➾ warnings: slight violence, mentions of death, fluff

β‹…β€’β‹…βŠ°βˆ™βˆ˜β˜½ΰΌ“β˜Ύβˆ˜βˆ™βŠ±β‹…β€’β‹…

Sitting regally in front of a beautifully adorned vanity, you are surrounded by your maids who are diligently preparing you for the grand banquet in the royal palace. You take a deep breath, the scent of incense and flowers filling the room, as your maids flit about you, attending to your every need. The dress you are to wear is a magnificent creation of delicate silk, adorned with intricate embroidery and adorned with gemstones that sparkle in the soft glow of the chamber's lanterns. The fabric is a rich shade of deep crimson, the colour reserved for the royal family.

You have always been fascinated by the process of dressing for such occasions. Your maids are skilled artisans, their fingers deft and nimble as they fasten your dress, adjust your ornate hairpins, and adorn you with exquisite jewellery. Your attire is a reflection of your station, a symbol of your lineage, and the embodiment of your role as a princess in the esteemed Joseon Dynasty. Yet, no matter how much you tell yourself, this is your life, you are just not able to get used to it.

Whilst your maids work, your thoughts turn inward. You can't help but feel a sense of unease, a mysterious foreboding that gnaws at your heart. Your life was so normal until you awoke to privilege and luxury, the weight of your responsibilities is never far from your mind. In this moment, with your heart fluttering like a caged bird, you need a respite from the constant attention and the constraints of the role you know you must get used to.

"Could I have a moment alone, please?" you ask your maids softly, your voice tinged with a sense of vulnerability.

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opposites attract.

↳synopsis: you are on the verge of being expelled, so your teacher helps you find a tutor, yet what you weren't expecing was much more than just tutoring sessions.

↳ word count: 14.3k

↳ a/n: i know this isnt misfits or misfits related but i wanted to give you guys something whilst you wait for the next chapter. i havent been active due to a majot burnout, but im getting into the swing of it again. I hope you enjoy this one shot whilst you wait for the next chapter <3

↳ warnings: fem bodied reader, mentions of alcohol, explicit smut, fingering, oral (f rec), unprotected sex (wrap it pls), gn pronouns but Yunho calls reader a good girl.

MINORS DNI 18+ CONTENT AHEAD

"Expelled, what do you mean?" you exclaim, the words of your professor hitting you like a sudden, unwelcome storm.

Your professor leans forward, her expression grave. "If you don’t make a change," she replies, her tone weighted with concern. "Your recent academic performance has been far from ideal, and it's no secret that you'd rather be out partying and socialising than studying. I've tried to advocate for you for the past few months, but even the student council is beginning to lose faith. You need to make a change, or else they will remove you from this program."

The news leaves you feeling torn. You have always been drawn to the vibrant social scene on campus, and it was no secret that you enjoy a good party. Balancing your studies with your social life has been a constant struggle, and it has finally caught up with you in the form of this dire warning.

Taking a deep breath, you try to gather your thoughts, your mind a whirlwind of confusion. "I don't know what to do, though," you admit, your voice tinged with both desperation and uncertainty.

Professor Turner fixes her gaze on you, her expression stern yet caring. Her half-moon glasses perch on the edge of her nose lends an air of wisdom to her appearance. She had always been one of the few teachers who genuinely believed in your potential, even if you hadn't quite lived up to it yet.Β 

She leans forward slightly, her eyes locked on yours. "You can start by addressing that persistent partying issue," she says, her tone deadpan but not without a hint of exasperation. "I've always seen your talent, but it's time for you to believe in it too. My patience for you is wearing thin, and the threat of expulsion is very real. You need to get your studies together, and fast."

THE STORY, THE PLOT, THE DIALOGUE, THE SMUTTTTTT ‼️‼️ THIS IS THE BEST THING LIKE EVER I FEAR

I literally love you AHHHπŸ—£οΈ

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Reblogged

opposites attract.

↳synopsis: you are on the verge of being expelled, so your teacher helps you find a tutor, yet what you weren't expecting was much more than just tutoring sessions.

↳ word count: 14.3k

↳ a/n: i know this isnt misfits or misfits related but i wanted to give you guys something whilst you wait for the next chapter. i havent been active due to a majot burnout, but im getting into the swing of it again. I hope you enjoy this one shot whilst you wait for the next chapter <3

↳ warnings: fem bodied reader, mentions of alcohol, explicit smut, fingering, oral (f rec), unprotected sex (wrap it pls), gn pronouns but Yunho calls reader a good girl.

MINORS DNI 18+ CONTENT AHEAD

"Expelled, what do you mean?" you exclaim, the words of your professor hitting you like a sudden, unwelcome storm.

Your professor leans forward, her expression grave. "If you don’t make a change," she replies, her tone weighted with concern. "Your recent academic performance has been far from ideal, and it's no secret that you'd rather be out partying and socialising than studying. I've tried to advocate for you for the past few months, but even the student council is beginning to lose faith. You need to make a change, or else they will remove you from this program."

The news leaves you feeling torn. You have always been drawn to the vibrant social scene on campus, and it was no secret that you enjoy a good party. Balancing your studies with your social life has been a constant struggle, and it has finally caught up with you in the form of this dire warning.

Taking a deep breath, you try to gather your thoughts, your mind a whirlwind of confusion. "I don't know what to do, though," you admit, your voice tinged with both desperation and uncertainty.

Professor Turner fixes her gaze on you, her expression stern yet caring. Her half-moon glasses perch on the edge of her nose lends an air of wisdom to her appearance. She had always been one of the few teachers who genuinely believed in your potential, even if you hadn't quite lived up to it yet.Β 

She leans forward slightly, her eyes locked on yours. "You can start by addressing that persistent partying issue," she says, her tone deadpan but not without a hint of exasperation. "I've always seen your talent, but it's time for you to believe in it too. My patience for you is wearing thin, and the threat of expulsion is very real. You need to get your studies together, and fast."

NEW FAV YUNHO FIC, THIS IS AMAZING OMG

THANK YOU <3333

Anonymous asked:

its okay!! im glad you took a break when you needed it 🫢🏻

il be okay, dont worry! it could define get better, and i take supplements to help

OKOK i read the new chapter and OHHMYGOD i KNEW it wld be yunho im p sure i said it forever ago 😎😎 too good!! ugh i hate ryu plsss let us tell the boys πŸ™πŸ»πŸ™πŸ» i need to see then overprotective!! AND UGH SHY BUT FLIRTY WOOYOUNF I FELL FO MY KNEES?? in the movie room too 😞😞 id spend forever in that closet looking for outfits.. OMG IMAGINE JI COMING OVER he'd have a field day with all the clothes i swear

ok thats my rant for now 😊😊 super excited for moreee

-🦝

I really hope you find a way to get better I know chronic pain isn’t smt that just goes away :( but I really hope that there’s something that will help you deal with it!!

YOU SAID IN ONE OF YOUR MESSAGES IT WOULD BE YUNHO AND I HAD TO KEEP MY MOUTH SHUTT😭😭😭 it’s so hard to keep stuff from you bae. Overprotective ateez will be coming up soon 🀭 but I have to find the difference between overprotective and toxic bc our boys are NOT toxicπŸ˜”

SHY WOOYO MIGHT BE ONE OF MY WEAKNESSES😺 he’s so AHHHHHHSHWJEJHF. Anyways

NO FR I NEED TO WRITE A SLEEPOVER WITH JI. Everyone is invited

I’ll try to write some more but still in a real slump (cue jisung singing) but I’ll try my best!!!!

Anonymous asked:

Your Misfits story never misses πŸ₯Ή absolutely worth the wait for every chapter!!!! I hope you’re feeling okay as wellπŸ’•πŸ«Ά

(Me to Ryu at the end of that chapter πŸ‘ΏπŸ‘ŠπŸ½πŸ’₯🚫🀨)

thank you lovely :(( it means so much <3

im getting better slowly :D i hope you are also doing well :)

(we will catch her and rid of her istg WHEN I GET YOU RYU WHEN I CATCH YOU)

Anonymous asked:

YOURE BACK!! ugh ive missed you so much, ill read the new chapter soon

i hope your doing better now, ive been okay! its been a little hard since i just got diagnosed w chronic pain but πŸ’ͺ🏻 we ball yk

send virtual hugs 🫢🏻

-🦝

HEY!!! ive missed you too im so sorry for my inconsistent upload schedule ;-;

no??? i know youre in pain but i hope itll somehow get better for you, sending you many wishes <33

hugs hugs hugs always!!! let me know what you think of the new chapter when youre done with it!

Anonymous asked:

well, ive been so busy too. like my college is not giving me a chance to take a proper rest and sleep but it's fine the first semester will end soon and christmas vacation is around the cornerβ€”i will catch up all the sleep that I missed. ΰ²₯⁠‿⁠ΰ²₯

also the new update for misfits! the ryuha is so susβ€” (*insert among us theme*) πŸ‘οΈπŸ‘οΈπŸ«΅ im watching u istg do something weird, im ready to throw hands!!!!

~ πŸˆβ€β¬›

you better rest a lot in the vacation, you deserve it!!

we hate her who even is she ugh, gonna throw hands too (me acting as if i dont know what is gonna happen in the next chapters LMAO)

misfits XII

β‡₯ pairing: ot8 ateez x fem! reader

β‡₯ warnings: kiss scene :O, mentions of suicide, swearing, anxiety

β‡₯ word count: 14.1k

β‡₯ a/n: i'm sorry for my poor updating schedule, ive been going through some things at home and also a major burnt out. i hope you can understand and thank you to all those who are still excited for the new chapters :)

β‡’ masterlist β‡ 

--- THIS IS AN 18+ FANFICTION MINORS DO NOT INTERACT ---

Just as you finish hanging up the final clothing piece into your closet, you take a moment to truly appreciate the full cupboard, never having seen your closet this full before. At that moment you realise you still need to buy undergarments, forgetting it completely at the shopping mall. Perhaps you can go with Jisung, then you also have a chance to talk to him and tell him how everything went. All of a sudden a soft aroma of garlic and herbs wafts through the air, filling up your room with a comforting embrace.Β 

Yunho, his sleeves rolled up, moves gracefully around the kitchen, the familiar dance of cooking a symphony he knew by heart. Pots clinked, knives whispered against cutting boards, and the sizzle of food met the occasional hum of a tune he hummed to himself. Today, however, was different. Today, the melody of his culinary creations carried a silent promise, a melody meant only for you.

Meanwhile, in your room, you find yourself lost in thought, your mind wandering about how on earth you are going to break the news to Jisung, without him breaking the sound barrier with his scream. Yet, the delicious smell of food snaps you out of your deep thoughts.

The minutes tick by and you find yourself becoming increasingly curious of what is being made in the kitchen. The tantalising aroma was difficult to ignore, its invisible tendrils weaving a spell that beckons you towards the kitchen.

Taking a deep breath, you finally venture out of your room, your gaze immediately drawn to the source of the mouth watering scent. There Yunho is focused and intent, his fingers moving with a practised ease as he deftly tosses the food in a pan.

Anonymous asked:

peetaaal! (sorry I'm just using the name that I saw in your account) how are you? are you doing fine? good? are you resting well???????????

i miss seeing your icon in my notification bar. but please do take your take time okay? don't rush things!

i hope that everyday is treating you well. 🀍

~ πŸˆβ€β¬›

ofc you can call me petal!!!! you can either call me that or may (my name) but either is good <3

i am okayyy getting through stuff. ive started a new line of education so im so so busy and its honestly burning me out so bad ;-;

I MISS GETTING MESSAGES FROM YOU BAE 😭😭

i have been slowly getting back into the swing of things but i'm so tired all of the time.

i hope everyday is treating you well too!!! what have you been up to??

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