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Clarke Griffin THE 100, 1.01 Pilot

And I ain't fooling What a cruel thing To self inflict that pain

Bellamy Blake appreciation week 2025

Day 7: Free choice: Bellamy calling out Clarke's name

Headcanon moment: He first started doing it after she left when they destroyed Mount Weather. He'd have nightmares, most of them ending with Octavia and Clarke getting melted right before him with his hand on the lever. Then there were others, even more horrible ones when he was in the forest and he was watching Clarke get torn apart by wolves or mountain lions or whatever twisted creature was out there while he was tied up to a trie unable to move. A lot of them were with the two of them standing on top of a pile of bodies, her looking at him, telling him she had to go as her face somehow started getting covered in blood and she fell down with the rest of the bodies in his feet. So many really...he couldn't count them even if he tried. He had stopped sleeping and only took on night guard shifts so that at night nobody would hear him scream in his room. At first Octavia, Monty or Harper would come by and ask if he was okay, his sister the most worried out of them all but he quickly shrugged her off. When he figured he was yelling too loudly, he shoved a piece of cloth in his mouth so he wouldn't be heard or covered himself with the pillow instead of sleeping on top of it. He quickly realized that he could avoid everyone when he took night guard shifts and "slept" during the day. He could barely catch more than twenty minutes, half an hour at best before he woke up. He was exhausted and he barely funcitoned but to everyone else he pulled up a brave face. He went on recon missions, he chopped woods, he hunted when he wasn't working and he took care of the kids in his own quiet way because he had promised her that. At night he lay on the floor-chest against the ground, pillow above his head and he woke up every time with her name on his lips, crying and most of all with his heart aching. It hurt so much, in the literal sense, it skipped beats and he felt light headed and when he couldn't breathe well, he would place his hand there and close his eyes. By then he had been thinking of her and talking to his broken heart and every time he did that he saw her before him as if she was truly there. "Hey, Clarke." he started talking to her at night when he couldn't sleep or when he was at the gates doing a shift. "Today's been hard. Jasper's not fine, we found him passed out outside the gates. He's lucky he wasn't attacked by an animal or the grounders. He drinks all the time now. Sometimes I take a glass or two of moonshine myself but it does nothing to fix things, nor does it help me sleep. Monty is plagued by nightmares like me and Harper still has trouble walking. The kids don't like it here, they ask me if we could go back to the dropship, just us but I shake my head. I can't do it without you there. I couldn't keep them whole and together. I can barely do that with myself. They don't know, nobody does...I worry what I'll do if one day it gets to be too much and I can't keep myself above water. I won't let it happen, though. I made you a promise." he'd rub his chest "I hope wherever you are, you are safe. I miss you." he wanted to add one more sentence, the one that truly meant everything but he couldn't, not even when he was talking to himself, he couldn't do it. He thought it, though and he looked up at the night sky above him-she was out there and she'll always be with him no matter what. He just had to remember that.

Bellamy Blake appreciation week 2025

Day 5: Bellamy + mythology/nerd moment: Bellamy talking with Lincoln before they enter Mount Weather;

Headcanon moment: Aurora literally nurses Bellamy on the mythology stories, it's how he's raised, she's been reading to him since he was attached to her chest in a small sling while she worked on her sewing and she knows how much he loves them because he's always calmed down whenever she read to him or simply told him those stories. She just knows he'll grow up to be a great story teller, she has this feeling in her heart but once she sees Octavia with him and listens to him talk...it feels like it's a first time for her too. She hears them in a different way, understands them better and most of all, she can't tear her eyes away from her daughter's arms tightly wrapped around his brother's slim figure, begging for more. The first time Octavia would always do when she was a toddler, would be to wait at the door for him to come home after school and he always rushed in, never making friends or aquantances, always being the odd one out. He didn't care. He always got in, arms wide open as Octavia's little legs patted to him and she threw herself in his arms. 'Tell me about the dog." she'd beg and he'd giggle "Which one, O?" he'd laugh as he tickled her. "Cerby." she had nicknames for all the characters. Hercules was Hercy, Apollo, Ayyy-pee and so on. Bellamy would laugh again and put her down on the old cot they shared together. "Isn't that scary? The three-headed dog that guards the underworld?" O would shake her head. "No, he's just silly. Like you. He needs pets and he'll be good." Aurora would smile and listen to Bellamy pick her up again as he went to give her food after they quietly communicated with just looks that she hadn't eaten yet. He'd never get tired of telling her stories and he never knew that his mom was even more eager to hear them from him than his sister.

they’re each others sumthins’ 🤨

This time, I'm trying to be strong But it still feels wrong

THE 100 (2014-2020) 4.07: Gimme Shelter

-Mary Oliver, For Tom Shaw

Bellamy Blake in 2x05 'Human trials'