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♡ SEMI-HIATUS ♡ hi, i'm harrow ♡ they/she in my 30s ♡ fanfic writer ♡ yoongi bias but i love them all ♡ minors dni ♡ requests are closed!

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feels like a lot of you are in LA this weekend. you know…….i live here….,,,,right???👀 lol. lmk if you’ll be at the Sunday show and maybe we can say hi!!!

feels like a lot of you are in LA this weekend. you know…….i live here….,,,,right???👀 lol. lmk if you’ll be at the Sunday show and maybe we can say hi!!!

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Showstopper 📸 5: Couples outfits

Hoseok knows the rumors.

Everyone in the industry knows the rumors.

Min Yoongi is a player. Min Yoongi is a snake. Stand in front of Min Yoongi’s camera, and you will be just another one of his victims – prey for him to use as he pleases and toss away when he gets bored.

📸 Hoseok x Yoongi

📸 word count: 22.3k

📸 strangers to lovers, model & photographer au, angst, smut, fluff, slash, nsfw, 18+

📸 warnings: very soft moments & clear communication; smut (bottom Yoongi, top Hoseok; sloppy blowjobs, handjobs; anal plug; brief fingering; anal sex on the desk; spit as lube; marking); tickling

📸 note: *kicks down the door* let's fucking goooooo!!!!!!! *gif of namjoon screaming - you know the one*

📸 written for the BTS Found Fest

📸 thanks to @neoneunnajimin for beta reading

📸 posted april 2025 | read on ao3

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For once, Yoongi is late. And for that, Hoseok is glad.

He and Seokjin share a table in the private room at the ramen shop that Hoseok is beginning to think may be Seokjin's favorite restaurant. A white carafe of hot sake and three glasses of water are brought to the table and Seokjin orders sides of pork gyoza, chicken karaage, and edamame. With the tip of his thumb, Hoseok traces shapes against the condensation of his glass, watching as it drips to the white tablecloth, while Seokjin taps out a message on his phone. 

"He should be here any moment," Seokjin finally says with a sigh. 

Hoseok hums to show he has heard but continues to space out. He still struggles to shake the dream he had about Yoongi, and seeing him so soon after feels detrimental to his sanity. Not to mention, they still have not handled everything that transpired last night.

And there is the matter of Seokjin knowing at least something is going on between Hoseok and Yoongi. Or, rather, that something had been going on. He witnessed the fallout of their argument, and Hoseok does not need to be a fortune teller to know that Seokjin will bring it up again. He is not one to leave a topic undiscussed. Hoseok is not sure whether he is ready to face it yet. 

The door to the private room slides open, and Seokjin heaves out a sigh. Hoseok is ripped from his daze of staring at his water glass and turns to find Yoongi rounding the table to sit at Seokjin's side, directly across from Hoseok. He wears a white button-up tucked into tight black slacks with a black jacket draped over his arm. His hair is pushed behind his ears, and he wears rectangular black-rimmed glasses, giving him a very sexy professor vibe that Hoseok attempts to ignore. 

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Showstopper 📸 5: Couples outfits

Hoseok knows the rumors.

Everyone in the industry knows the rumors.

Min Yoongi is a player. Min Yoongi is a snake. Stand in front of Min Yoongi’s camera, and you will be just another one of his victims – prey for him to use as he pleases and toss away when he gets bored.

📸 Hoseok x Yoongi

📸 word count: 22.3k

📸 strangers to lovers, model & photographer au, angst, smut, fluff, slash, nsfw, 18+

📸 warnings: very soft moments & clear communication; smut (bottom Yoongi, top Hoseok; sloppy blowjobs, handjobs; anal plug; brief fingering; anal sex on the desk; spit as lube; marking); tickling

📸 note: *kicks down the door* let's fucking goooooo!!!!!!! *gif of namjoon screaming - you know the one*

📸 written for the BTS Found Fest

📸 thanks to @neoneunnajimin for beta reading

📸 posted april 2025 | read on ao3

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For once, Yoongi is late. And for that, Hoseok is glad.

He and Seokjin share a table in the private room at the ramen shop that Hoseok is beginning to think may be Seokjin's favorite restaurant. A white carafe of hot sake and three glasses of water are brought to the table and Seokjin orders sides of pork gyoza, chicken karaage, and edamame. With the tip of his thumb, Hoseok traces shapes against the condensation of his glass, watching as it drips to the white tablecloth, while Seokjin taps out a message on his phone. 

"He should be here any moment," Seokjin finally says with a sigh. 

Hoseok hums to show he has heard but continues to space out. He still struggles to shake the dream he had about Yoongi, and seeing him so soon after feels detrimental to his sanity. Not to mention, they still have not handled everything that transpired last night.

And there is the matter of Seokjin knowing at least something is going on between Hoseok and Yoongi. Or, rather, that something had been going on. He witnessed the fallout of their argument, and Hoseok does not need to be a fortune teller to know that Seokjin will bring it up again. He is not one to leave a topic undiscussed. Hoseok is not sure whether he is ready to face it yet. 

The door to the private room slides open, and Seokjin heaves out a sigh. Hoseok is ripped from his daze of staring at his water glass and turns to find Yoongi rounding the table to sit at Seokjin's side, directly across from Hoseok. He wears a white button-up tucked into tight black slacks with a black jacket draped over his arm. His hair is pushed behind his ears, and he wears rectangular black-rimmed glasses, giving him a very sexy professor vibe that Hoseok attempts to ignore. 

TAG LIST!!!!!!!!!!!

HI HELLO wow here i am with an update that i have been thinking about a lot over the months. i hope you enjoy. there will be one more because i wrote 24k words and went "omg i still have a lot more story that i want to tell" so look forward to that.

take care of yourself!!! i love you!!!

Showstopper 📸 5: Couples outfits

Hoseok knows the rumors.

Everyone in the industry knows the rumors.

Min Yoongi is a player. Min Yoongi is a snake. Stand in front of Min Yoongi’s camera, and you will be just another one of his victims – prey for him to use as he pleases and toss away when he gets bored.

📸 Hoseok x Yoongi

📸 word count: 22.3k

📸 strangers to lovers, model & photographer au, angst, smut, fluff, slash, nsfw, 18+

📸 warnings: very soft moments & clear communication; smut (bottom Yoongi, top Hoseok; sloppy blowjobs, handjobs; anal plug; brief fingering; anal sex on the desk; spit as lube; marking); tickling

📸 note: *kicks down the door* let's fucking goooooo!!!!!!! *gif of namjoon screaming - you know the one*

📸 written for the BTS Found Fest

📸 thanks to @neoneunnajimin for beta reading

📸 posted april 2025 | read on ao3

PREVIOUS | INDEX | NEXT

For once, Yoongi is late. And for that, Hoseok is glad.

He and Seokjin share a table in the private room at the ramen shop that Hoseok is beginning to think may be Seokjin's favorite restaurant. A white carafe of hot sake and three glasses of water are brought to the table and Seokjin orders sides of pork gyoza, chicken karaage, and edamame. With the tip of his thumb, Hoseok traces shapes against the condensation of his glass, watching as it drips to the white tablecloth, while Seokjin taps out a message on his phone. 

"He should be here any moment," Seokjin finally says with a sigh. 

Hoseok hums to show he has heard but continues to space out. He still struggles to shake the dream he had about Yoongi, and seeing him so soon after feels detrimental to his sanity. Not to mention, they still have not handled everything that transpired last night.

And there is the matter of Seokjin knowing at least something is going on between Hoseok and Yoongi. Or, rather, that something had been going on. He witnessed the fallout of their argument, and Hoseok does not need to be a fortune teller to know that Seokjin will bring it up again. He is not one to leave a topic undiscussed. Hoseok is not sure whether he is ready to face it yet. 

The door to the private room slides open, and Seokjin heaves out a sigh. Hoseok is ripped from his daze of staring at his water glass and turns to find Yoongi rounding the table to sit at Seokjin's side, directly across from Hoseok. He wears a white button-up tucked into tight black slacks with a black jacket draped over his arm. His hair is pushed behind his ears, and he wears rectangular black-rimmed glasses, giving him a very sexy professor vibe that Hoseok attempts to ignore. 

me: i'll just pop into showstopper and proofread what i have written for the fifth update and figure out a good ending for this chapter---OH MY GOD I HAVE 22K WORDS?!?!?!!?!?!?!

anyway, it's in beta stages and should be ready to post this evening or tomorrow aklsjdaldjs sorry for the wait and i love you all lmao BYE.

Anonymous asked:

over the few years you have been posting content to tumblr, more and more people in your circle of friends have started to write and share member x member content. people were hardly doing that in this fandom on tumblr. it cannot be stated enough how much you have contributed to that shift.

i remember you posting dollhouse and being so frustrated that people weren't reading that masterpiece, and the anons you would get telling you not to post member x member content. you said "well, i like to write it, so i am going to post it" and years later so many other writers are doing it, as well. thank you for doing what you like to do even in the face of adversity.

also, unrelated, i reread the hooksborough demon and MY GOD you are a genius. i forgot that i had contributed to that and it was so fun to see my nickname.

thank you so immensely for all that you do. sorry i haven't been active or talking to you (for a long, long time.) i never finished dollhouse so expect to hear from me (and possibly my lawyer) soon!

- squishy cat

SQUISHY CAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 💜💜💜 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG HELLO!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!!! IT'S BEEN SO LONG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you are so kind and so sweet and so adorable, thank you thank you for saying hi WELCOME BACK ALSJASLFJASLFJAS1!!!!!!@#@!#@! OMG PLEASE PLEASE IF YOU FINISH DOLLHOUSE, I AM HERE FOR IT DON'T BE SHY if you want to talk about it lmao no pressure. i miss that fic so much. i think about her all the time. 💜💜💜

lmao it's so funny you bring up The Hooksborough Demon because i was just explaining the premise (loosely) to someone, saying i was thinking about turning that story into a legit novel. your comments on that fic always crack me up when i revisit. especially the regina george one.

i'm so excited hahahaha thank you so much for stopping in and saying hi!!! 😍i am too shy to give myself as much credit as you do, but there has definitely been a big shift in mxm content here over the last few years. it did feel like i was on a bit of an island, but once i found more friends who were into it, it's been smooth sailing. ⛵ if i did have something to do with that shift, i am very glad and proud!!! 🥰🥰🥰 I LOVE YOU TAKE CARE STAY HYDRATED HAVE A SNACK TAKE A NAP PLEASE SAY HI AGAIN IF THE URGE STRIKES YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EDIT: WTF?!?!?!?! I FOUND THIS IN MY DRAFTS WHAT IS GOING ON??? did i seriously never post this??? SQUISHY I LOVE YOU, IF YOU SEE THIS I AM SO SORRY. i am finding a lot of unfinished business in my drafts today apparently, including this post that is 11 months old 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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Showstopper 📸 4: Completely different wavelengths

Hoseok knows the rumors.

Everyone in the industry knows the rumors.

Min Yoongi is a player. Min Yoongi is a snake. Stand in front of Min Yoongi’s camera, and you will be just another one of his victims – prey for him to use as he pleases and toss away when he gets bored.

📸 Hoseok x Yoongi

📸 word count: 20.7k

📸 strangers to lovers, model & photographer au, angst, smut, fluff, slash, nsfw, 18+

📸 warnings: a lot of angst (Yoongi is really mean; Hoseok cries a lot; heavy drinking); smut (bottom Yoongi, top Hoseok; anal fingering & sex; sex against the wall; masturbation)

📸 notes: we meet again!!! i have missed you, dear readers.

📸 written for the BTS Found Fest!

📸 thanks to @neoneunnajimin for beta reading.

📸 posted sept. 2024 | read on ao3

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It is a little after 9:00 pm when Hoseok's phone begins to vibrate. 

In hindsight, putting it on silent would have been better. Despite the lack of shrill ringtone blaring through the room, the way the phone rattles against his coffee table has his shoulders rising to his ears and his anxiety ramping up. 

He knows that it is unlikely that it is Jimin, Taehyung, or Jeongguk because they are all the type to text first and then call, unless it is an emergency – with the exception of Jimin's love of facetime. And it would be lit up with a photo of one of them if that were the case. 

From where he sits, it is clear that the screen is black with white text on the top, and there are very few people who Hoseok communicates with regularly who he has not saved a contact photo for. 

With each second that passes, Hoseok finds he has to force himself to breathe just a little slower. And then it stops, and he lets out a large huff. SpongeBob yells in his strange, silly vibrato on the television screen while Hoseok stares at his phone, waiting for it to start ringing once more. 

Seconds pass, and his shoulders begin to relax. His breathing begins to slow. He thinks he may be in the clear. 

This story is 💥

I love the roles distribution, the turns and events😉🫣...

Also The Last part 🤣 "were your ears itching?" Bwahahahaha that was brilliant @theharrowing

GIMEOW HIIIII

i'm so glad you enjoyed this one!!! haha writing that last part made me laugh, honestly. those two are so ridiculous.

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING!!! 😍😍😍

edit: i found this sitting in my drafts?!?!?! idk how long it has been in there but HI HELLO SORRY I LOVE YOU!!! lolol. i am actually formatting the next chapter of this fic to post so it's extra funny to be seeing this right now.

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White Lies 3: There you are

Yoongi is everything you could ask for. He is attractive, confident, and smart. And his partner Taehyung is as possessive as he is beautiful. Too bad a relationship would be a major conflict of interest.

You need to have them, at all costs.

🤍 Yoongi x Female Reader x Taehyung

🤍 word count: 9k + screencaps of conversations

🤍 college au, cop au, partial social media au with a lot of written story, strangers to lovers & established relationship, yandere, hurt/comfort, smut, fluff, angst, slash, poly, minor character injury & death, graphic violence, nsfw, 21+.

🤍 warnings: the morning after being drugged (forensics test is done, see more info in note below). kissing, phone sex (sort of), masturbation (sort of), semi-explicit thoughts. mc is a bit of a mess but she's our mess. 😤

🤍 note: wow hi sorry for the 16 months in between updates 😅 to say life has been hectic is an understatement. reminder: mc's fake name is Sandra. she won't be called this throughout the entire fic but we are still establishing relationships. also Taehyung & Yoongi have all kinds of aliases for now - that will also change soon. hang in there!!! i had to redo all the screencaps for the earlier chapters and while doing so i reworded some messages & provided a little more context, so if you feel like you want a refresher, go check those chapters out! Josie's character calls mc "bella" which is pronounced like "beya".

🤍 also note: mc has a forensics examination done to test for sexual assault. in the biz/true crime media it's called a rape kit. this is done off screen and there are not a lot of details provided but if you still feel the need to skip those bits, please do so. 💜 your safety comes first. i can happily tell you any details you might miss in those bits if you want, you can even dm me on anon and ask. this goes for any possible triggers in anything i write.

🤍 this is a sequel to Boy Blue! i highly recommend that you start at the beginning!!!

🤍 beta read by @neoneunnajimin

🤍 posted april 2025 | read on ao3

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Waking up with a splitting headache is cause enough for concern, but sitting up in your bed and realizing you have no idea how you got here or what time it is, is worse. Instantly, your body goes into panic mode, tensing up and taking inventory of any aches and pains, trying to determine what it went through. 

As you sit up some pretty stark hints begin to reveal themselves. For one, you are fully clothed. Both of your phones are with you – one on your pillow and the other in your pocket – and your purse is on your bedside table along with a full glass of water. 

You remember sharing a drink with Cody and then the details become fuzzy. There is a split moment in your memory where you think you can picture yourself standing in front of a soda dispenser holding onto tiny paper cups filled with ketchup, but when did you go to a place with ketchup? And were you alone?

You reach for the phone that is on your pillow to see what it can offer in terms of hints. Two calls were received from an unknown number at 10:49 and at 11:24. The first of the two calls was not answered but the other one was, and you were on the call for just under three minutes. 

Could that have been Cody? But why was he calling you?

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White Lies 3: There you are

Yoongi is everything you could ask for. He is attractive, confident, and smart. And his partner Taehyung is as possessive as he is beautiful. Too bad a relationship would be a major conflict of interest.

You need to have them, at all costs.

🤍 Yoongi x Female Reader x Taehyung

🤍 word count: 9k + screencaps of conversations

🤍 college au, cop au, partial social media au with a lot of written story, strangers to lovers & established relationship, yandere, hurt/comfort, smut, fluff, angst, slash, poly, minor character injury & death, graphic violence, nsfw, 21+.

🤍 warnings: the morning after being drugged (forensics test is done, see more info in note below). kissing, phone sex (sort of), masturbation (sort of), semi-explicit thoughts. mc is a bit of a mess but she's our mess. 😤

🤍 note: wow hi sorry for the 16 months in between updates 😅 to say life has been hectic is an understatement. reminder: mc's fake name is Sandra. she won't be called this throughout the entire fic but we are still establishing relationships. also Taehyung & Yoongi have all kinds of aliases for now - that will also change soon. hang in there!!! i had to redo all the screencaps for the earlier chapters and while doing so i reworded some messages & provided a little more context, so if you feel like you want a refresher, go check those chapters out! Josie's character calls mc "bella" which is pronounced like "beya".

🤍 also note: mc has a forensics examination done to test for sexual assault. in the biz/true crime media it's called a rape kit. this is done off screen and there are not a lot of details provided but if you still feel the need to skip those bits, please do so. 💜 your safety comes first. i can happily tell you any details you might miss in those bits if you want, you can even dm me on anon and ask. this goes for any possible triggers in anything i write.

🤍 this is a sequel to Boy Blue! i highly recommend that you start at the beginning!!!

🤍 beta read by @neoneunnajimin

🤍 posted april 2025 | read on ao3

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Waking up with a splitting headache is cause enough for concern, but sitting up in your bed and realizing you have no idea how you got here or what time it is, is worse. Instantly, your body goes into panic mode, tensing up and taking inventory of any aches and pains, trying to determine what it went through. 

As you sit up some pretty stark hints begin to reveal themselves. For one, you are fully clothed. Both of your phones are with you – one on your pillow and the other in your pocket – and your purse is on your bedside table along with a full glass of water. 

You remember sharing a drink with Cody and then the details become fuzzy. There is a split moment in your memory where you think you can picture yourself standing in front of a soda dispenser holding onto tiny paper cups filled with ketchup, but when did you go to a place with ketchup? And were you alone?

You reach for the phone that is on your pillow to see what it can offer in terms of hints. Two calls were received from an unknown number at 10:49 and at 11:24. The first of the two calls was not answered but the other one was, and you were on the call for just under three minutes. 

Could that have been Cody? But why was he calling you?

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White Lies 3: There you are

Yoongi is everything you could ask for. He is attractive, confident, and smart. And his partner Taehyung is as possessive as he is beautiful. Too bad a relationship would be a major conflict of interest.

You need to have them, at all costs.

🤍 Yoongi x Female Reader x Taehyung

🤍 word count: 9k + screencaps of conversations

🤍 college au, cop au, partial social media au with a lot of written story, strangers to lovers & established relationship, yandere, hurt/comfort, smut, fluff, angst, slash, poly, minor character injury & death, graphic violence, nsfw, 21+.

🤍 warnings: the morning after being drugged (forensics test is done, see more info in note below). kissing, phone sex (sort of), masturbation (sort of), semi-explicit thoughts. mc is a bit of a mess but she's our mess. 😤

🤍 note: wow hi sorry for the 16 months in between updates 😅 to say life has been hectic is an understatement. reminder: mc's fake name is Sandra. she won't be called this throughout the entire fic but we are still establishing relationships. also Taehyung & Yoongi have all kinds of aliases for now - that will also change soon. hang in there!!! i had to redo all the screencaps for the earlier chapters and while doing so i reworded some messages & provided a little more context, so if you feel like you want a refresher, go check those chapters out! Josie's character calls mc "bella" which is pronounced like "beya".

🤍 also note: mc has a forensics examination done to test for sexual assault. in the biz/true crime media it's called a rape kit. this is done off screen and there are not a lot of details provided but if you still feel the need to skip those bits, please do so. 💜 your safety comes first. i can happily tell you any details you might miss in those bits if you want, you can even dm me on anon and ask. this goes for any possible triggers in anything i write.

🤍 this is a sequel to Boy Blue! i highly recommend that you start at the beginning!!!

🤍 beta read by @neoneunnajimin

🤍 posted april 2025 | read on ao3

PREVIOUS | INDEX | NEXT

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Waking up with a splitting headache is cause enough for concern, but sitting up in your bed and realizing you have no idea how you got here or what time it is, is worse. Instantly, your body goes into panic mode, tensing up and taking inventory of any aches and pains, trying to determine what it went through. 

As you sit up some pretty stark hints begin to reveal themselves. For one, you are fully clothed. Both of your phones are with you – one on your pillow and the other in your pocket – and your purse is on your bedside table along with a full glass of water. 

You remember sharing a drink with Cody and then the details become fuzzy. There is a split moment in your memory where you think you can picture yourself standing in front of a soda dispenser holding onto tiny paper cups filled with ketchup, but when did you go to a place with ketchup? And were you alone?

You reach for the phone that is on your pillow to see what it can offer in terms of hints. Two calls were received from an unknown number at 10:49 and at 11:24. The first of the two calls was not answered but the other one was, and you were on the call for just under three minutes. 

Could that have been Cody? But why was he calling you?

HELLO TAG LIST!!!! LONG TIME NO SEEE!!!!!!!!

sorry i had to put this fic on the backburner for so long. if you have been following my whereabouts you know that my life has been Hectic™. i have missed you all very much, and i have missed these fools too.

things get a little steamy in this chapter. i have a lot of choices to make in terms of where to take the next one. (i have a very barebones outline hehehe.) PLEASE ENJOY!!! lmk if you have any questions comments or concerns. take care and have water!!! 🤍🤍🤍

it's been a minute and your tastes have changed! i totally understand. if you no longer wish to be tagged in this fic don't hesitate to reach out and i will remove you from the list.

White Lies 3: There you are

Yoongi is everything you could ask for. He is attractive, confident, and smart. And his partner Taehyung is as possessive as he is beautiful. Too bad a relationship would be a major conflict of interest.

You need to have them, at all costs.

🤍 Yoongi x Female Reader x Taehyung

🤍 word count: 9k + screencaps of conversations

🤍 college au, cop au, partial social media au with a lot of written story, strangers to lovers & established relationship, yandere, hurt/comfort, smut, fluff, angst, slash, poly, minor character injury & death, graphic violence, nsfw, 21+.

🤍 warnings: the morning after being drugged (forensics test is done, see more info in note below). kissing, phone sex (sort of), masturbation (sort of), semi-explicit thoughts. mc is a bit of a mess but she's our mess. 😤

🤍 note: wow hi sorry for the 16 months in between updates 😅 to say life has been hectic is an understatement. reminder: mc's fake name is Sandra. she won't be called this throughout the entire fic but we are still establishing relationships. also Taehyung & Yoongi have all kinds of aliases for now - that will also change soon. hang in there!!! i had to redo all the screencaps for the earlier chapters and while doing so i reworded some messages & provided a little more context, so if you feel like you want a refresher, go check those chapters out! Josie's character calls mc "bella" which is pronounced like "beya".

🤍 also note: mc has a forensics examination done to test for sexual assault. in the biz/true crime media it's called a rape kit. this is done off screen and there are not a lot of details provided but if you still feel the need to skip those bits, please do so. 💜 your safety comes first. i can happily tell you any details you might miss in those bits if you want, you can even dm me on anon and ask. this goes for any possible triggers in anything i write.

🤍 this is a sequel to Boy Blue! i highly recommend that you start at the beginning!!!

🤍 beta read by @neoneunnajimin

🤍 posted april 2025 | read on ao3

PREVIOUS | INDEX | NEXT

*

Waking up with a splitting headache is cause enough for concern, but sitting up in your bed and realizing you have no idea how you got here or what time it is, is worse. Instantly, your body goes into panic mode, tensing up and taking inventory of any aches and pains, trying to determine what it went through. 

As you sit up some pretty stark hints begin to reveal themselves. For one, you are fully clothed. Both of your phones are with you – one on your pillow and the other in your pocket – and your purse is on your bedside table along with a full glass of water. 

You remember sharing a drink with Cody and then the details become fuzzy. There is a split moment in your memory where you think you can picture yourself standing in front of a soda dispenser holding onto tiny paper cups filled with ketchup, but when did you go to a place with ketchup? And were you alone?

You reach for the phone that is on your pillow to see what it can offer in terms of hints. Two calls were received from an unknown number at 10:49 and at 11:24. The first of the two calls was not answered but the other one was, and you were on the call for just under three minutes. 

Could that have been Cody? But why was he calling you?

literally all it takes is one ☝ person to get hyped up about a fic and push me to work on it. so if you are ever like "hmm i dunno if i should comment on a fic or send an ask talking about how much i love a fic" the answer is yes, please do it. not just for me but for each writer/fic that you love. even one comment goes so far.

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Hello, anon! Thank you so much for asking!!!

6. What’s the last line you wrote?

He is absolutely right, and you hate that too.

7. Post a snippet from a wip.

This is from a Yoongi x reader oneshot that I will be posting soon (tonight or tomorrow)

"I asked you how you like it," Yoongi says with a smirk.
You blink your heavy, tired eyes and attempt to back up and put more space between the two of you, but you bump into the foot of your bed and gasp.
"L-like what?" you finally ask, looking back at Yoongi with a gaze that feigns indifference.
Yoongi crawls forward and crowds your space entirely, and although you have the urge to pull your knees to your chest and guard your body, your legs slide down, between Yoongi's arms and legs, giving him full access to you.
"The weed." Yoongi cocks an eyebrow and continues to crawl, caging you in. "What did you think I meant?"
"I like it," you mutter, ignoring his question. "but it's too strong."

14. What is your favorite location and position to write in?

I write on a laptop and I can usually be found on my couch or against a pile of pillows in the corner or my bed.

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i might be snooping in the “more posts like this” section (ty tumblr for pulling up a post from 2022 😂😂) but harrow what on earth is that snip from??? truth or dare??

i was like why tf is this ask of mine on my dash aslfalfjlsa lmaoooooo. but i am glad you're having fun finding things.

this is Devil with the Mint Hair!!! 💚💚💚

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