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who i am
- adult
- she/her
- welcoming_disaster on ao3
- immortal (more or less)
- 6 feet tall
- thick blond hair
- grey eyes that shine like limpid tears
- a perfect horror when starved for blood
(iwtv sideblog of @welcomingdisaster.)
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who i am
(iwtv sideblog of @welcomingdisaster.)
this belief among vampires that creating another life is also handing them your grief. armand’s idea that all fledglings will come to hate those who made them. all passing down their problems in this never-ending cycle - until you meet maharet! the ‘legend of the twins’ slowly drained from her family tree, and she decided, “that’s fine. my pain should never have been your burden,” even if it meant that mekare was lost to memory. a great family was born into love and support, all because one woman felt grief so intensely that she could never live with herself if her descendants felt it too
whenever louis says something that makes lestat look better, then it is automatically the objective and final truth, and if you question it then you are denying louis' agency and ignoring these scenes or crew and cast comments that have no other context and exist in a vacuum. whenever louis says something that makes lestat look bad, then you need to remember that his memory is bad and that armand has been gaslighting him and fucking with his memories for years and he is an unreliable narrator so even if he changes it later you still can't trust him if it still doesn't make lestat look good, and the scenes or cast and crew comments you're using are taken out of context and treated as if they exist in a vacuum.
if louis ever says anything bad about lestat, then you have to remember that he is emotionally unstable and depressed and resentful and because of the gaslighting and manipulation and decades of separation, and he has very bad self image and a lot of trauma that distorts his understanding of things, so it's probably not true or at least not fully true. if louis ever says anything bad about himself, then this is exactly what the writers want us to think about louis, because he is a bad person and a monster and to deny this would be to deny louis' agency, and you should respect him enough to agree that he's a frigid bitch that cruelly manipulated lestat and that withholding is just as bad as decades of cheating and racist microaggressions and violent abuse. simple! hope this helps 😊
Study of Armand being tortured by Akasha for QOTD era fanfic "Annihilation", credit to JR/S
And if I say I want more happy Loumand flashbacks in season 3? And more dysfunctional ones? That I want their companionship to stay in the narrative? If I say I want them both to be emo about the divorce? If I say I want Louis to worry about not knowing where Armand is? And then to hate himself for worrying? If I say I want Armand after leaving Dubai to go back to Paris? To wander the park where he and Louis met? To stand across from where the theater used to be? If I say I want Louis to wander through the New Orleans magnolias?
I only draw Lestat once every few months lol
yuris your armand
San Francisco, 1973
assad the man that you are 💗💘💞💓💖🩷 doodles of my fav vamp <3 <3 <3
ily armand my fcked up gf