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• Wandering Words •

@tinyshyteacup

I write things, and put them here (so I don't accidentally delete them) ❤️

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❤️‍🔥 🥰 🖤

S M U T F L U F F A N G S T

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Please read and heed the warnings. Some content will become 18+ warnings posted on each individual chapter of story, suggestive content marked on individual chapters.

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• Sons of Anarchy •

Chibs 'Filip' Telford

• Scotch & Screams

🖤 🥰

Clinging desperately to the back of a speeding Ducati, your screams should have been lost in the chaos of Charming.

Chibs Telford can't explain the pull he feels toward you and he finds himself breaking his own rules to discover who you are and why fate seems determined to intertwine your paths.

As the complicated world of SAMCRO threatens to engulf you, one question remains will you run from or straight toward the Scottish biker ?

Whiskey & Wee Things

Juan Carlos 'Juice' Ortiz

A Charming Detour

Happy Lowman

Sugar, Spice & a Little Bit of Vice

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• Mayans MC •

Johnny 'Coco' Cruz

Spare Parts

Angel Reyes

Novel Attraction

TW: cussing, SA (off page & not described), anger, PTSD, Angst, argument.

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A/N: I do not understand this culture, heavy use of Google. If anything is offensive or incorrect please let me know so I can adjust T.S.T

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Spare Parts - Part 16

The TV flickered in the dim room, casting blue light across the living room walls, bouncing softly off the cluttered table, the empty soda can, the half-eaten bag of chips between you two.

You were curled up on one end of the couch, knees tucked to your chest, a blanket pooled around your legs.

Coco lounged across from you, his arm draped lazily across the back of the couch, fingers tapping in time with the background music of the movie.

He’d picked some gritty 90s action flick, full of explosions and very questionable acting.

You’d tilted your head at him when he clicked Play, clearly unimpressed, but he’d just shrugged.

“What? It’s cinema, muñeca. You got no taste.”

You’d rolled your eyes, then settled in, still quietly unsure of how this whole “being close to someone” thing was supposed to feel.

But Coco? He didn’t push. He didn’t crowd you.

He just existed near you, with a cigarette tucked behind his ear, a smirk on his mouth, and his eyes drifting over to you more than the TV.

Sometimes his gaze stuck a second too long, and when you looked back, he’d just raise an eyebrow like you were the weird one.

Coco’s phone buzzed on the table beside him. He leaned forward with a groan, his wounded shoulder moving stiffly.

“Damn, still feel like I got shot yesterday,” he muttered, grabbing the phone. “Mierda. Leticia.”

You blinked at him, from the kitchen where you'd gone to gather some ice for Coco's shoulder. “She okay?”

He didn’t answer at first, just hit Accept and held it up.

“What the hell you want, mija? You know how late it is?”

The sound of Letty’s voice crackled through the speaker—fast, slightly slurred, and way too loud.

“Chill, Pendejo, I’m just letting you know I’m crashing at Molly’s. Fuck.”

Coco leaned back again, rubbing his eyes with his good hand. “You better not be wasted, cabrona.”

“I’m not! Jeez! You always do this—”

“Yeah, yeah, blah blah, teenage rebellion, got it.” He cut her off with a grunt. “Just don’t get arrested. I ain’t bailing your ass out tonight.”

You bit your lip to keep from laughing. Coco caught it, flicked his eyes to you, then back to the phone.

“I got company, so don’t be blowing up my phone, Leticia.”

“Ohhhhh,” Letty drawled. “Company company. Like, cuddling on the couch with muñeca company?”

You could hear her slightly slurred laughter through the phone, as you returned to the couch and handed off the ice pack.

Coco instantly sat forward, the phone half-muted with his palm.

“You got damn bat ears or what?” he muttered. Then, into the phone “Hang up, pendeja.”

“Use protection!” Letty sang. Click.

Coco stared at the phone in disgust before tossing it onto the table like it offended him.

“Next time she calls, I’m changing my number.”

You were trying—failing—not to laugh. You had your hand over your mouth, shoulders shaking slightly.

He glared at you. “Don’t say it.”

You blinked innocently, holding your hands up in mock-surrender “I wasn’t going to.”

"Uh huh.” He slouched back again, pulling a throw pillow under his arm and settling in like he hadn’t just been emotionally harassed by his daughter.

“Sabes qué, you better be worth the embarrassment.”

You gave him a mock-offended look, pressing a hand to your chest. “Excuse me?”

“You heard me, chiquita. I could be watching this movie in peace, with no one roasting me from across town.”

"You picked this movie.” You scoffed.

“Yeah. For mood. You know—vibes. Romance. Gunfire. Explosions.”

You rolled your eyes, but there was color in your cheeks now.

Coco noticed. He always noticed.

As the movie rolled on, he shifted slightly—closer this time. His fingers grazed your leg under the blanket, not in a way that demanded anything, just a quiet reminder he was there.

“You alright, muñeca?” he asked casually, eyes still on the TV.

You nodded, a little too quickly. “Yeah. Fine.”

“You always say that when you’re thinkin’ too hard.”

"Am I?”

“Mmhmm.” He looked at you now, one brow raised. “You wanna talk, or should I just keep makin’ fun of your height until you crack?”

You squinted at him. “Don't test me, I will punch you.”

“Nah, it’s adorable. You’re like... travel-sized.”

“Rude.”

“Facts,” he said, smug, stretching just enough to bump your shoulder with his. “Now shut up and watch the movie.”

You leaned toward him—just barely.

Coco smiled to himself, like you’d handed him the whole damn world.

The movie had long since ended—credits rolling while neither of you moved. Coco’s house sat still around you, dim and comfortably cluttered, lit only by the TV glow and the faint amber light of the street lamp bleeding through the blinds.

You were still curled against his side, his arm settled loosely around your shoulders.

He smelled faintly of tobacco and faded cologne, and even when he didn’t speak, his presence filled the room.

For a while, it was quiet. He was warm beside you. Safe. Steady.

But Coco Cruz had never been just that.

He shifted beside you. Slow. Intentional.

His good hand found your jaw—gentle fingers brushing the side of your neck as he tilted your chin just slightly toward him. His eyes weren’t teasing anymore, they were low, serious in that way that made your stomach twist.

“You keep lookin’ at me like that, chiquita, I’m gonna forget you don't like touchin' an shit.”

His voice was rougher now. Lower. The kind of tone that hit like whiskey—slow and burning.

He leaned in, his thumb stroking along your cheek. You didn’t pull away… but you didn’t move forward either.

Just froze, lips parted slightly, eyes wide.

That’s when he felt it—the hesitation.

Not fear.

Not rejection.

But the kind of stillness that spoke of uncertainty.

Of old wounds still tender.

He pulled back with a frustrated exhale through his nose, his jaw tightening as he sat back into the couch with a quiet thump. He ran a hand down his face.

“Mierda"

He didn’t look at you right away. Just stared across the room at nothing in particular.

His body had gone taut, wound up like a wire, like something in him was trying hard not to react.

“You let me kiss you, you let me hold you, you cook in my kitchen, you make my kid fuckin’ lunch—and now what?”

The sarcasm was back, sharp and fast, but the heat behind it didn’t feel cold. It felt disappointed. Not in you—but in himself, maybe.

“¿Qué pasa, muñeca? You scared I’m gonna ruin you? Too late for that, ain’t it?”

You flinched just slightly at the edge in his voice.

That’s when he really looked at you.

And all that tension in his shoulders sagged. His mouth softened.

“Nah. This shit ain’t fair.”

Something snapped behind your eyes.

That usual softness in you—the careful, gentle quiet, quick wit he was learning to love—cracked.

Not loudly.

Not with screams.

But with something sharper.

Harder.

Something that made the space between you two sting.

"Ruin me ?" You barely whispered

You sat straighter on the couch, your back rigid, fists clenched at your sides. Coco saw it. Felt it.

"You have no fucking idea what your talking about" you spat the words like venom at him.

Although, perhaps your anger wasn't all for him, maybe it had been building for so long, you didn't remember it wasnt him you where actually angry with.

"Years, literally years of my fucking life Coco, In some fuck-arse town in a shitty fucking relationship, because I didn't know my worth, because my value was beat out of me like some lame cowering fucking dog." Your breath came in ragged pants now, chest rising and falling with the weight of unspoken anger.

"Do you have any idea what it’s like to not be able to stop someone from fucking touching you?”

The words dropped like broken glass.

There was no tearful voice.

No shaking.

Just cold, furious clarity.

And that? That made his chest go tight.

Coco didn’t move at first.

Didn’t blink.

His arms hung by his sides, jaw twitching, mouth slightly parted like he might speak—but didn’t.

His eyes, normally quick with sarcasm or suspicion, softened in a way that looked almost pained.

His brows drew together like he’d just realized he touched a wound he didn’t know was still bleeding.

“Mierda...”

The curse was quiet. Barely breathed.

“Muñeca, I didn’t mean—”

But you stood. Not quickly, but with precision. Like you needed the space between you now.

Your voice didn’t tremble.

“You think I’m scared you’ll ruin me? I’ve been ruined most my damn life, Coco. The kind of ruined you don’t come back from. The kind where your skin doesn’t feel like it belongs to you anymore, no matter how many time you try to scrub that shit off.”

Coco stayed where he was, eyes locked on you, hands slowly rising—palms open—like he was afraid you might vanish if he moved too fast.

“Okay. Okay, chiquita.” He nodded, swallowing hard. “I hear you.”

"Do you have— fuck have you spent time reading and learning psychological—fucking—trickery to convince your own mind that your safe in your house—your own goddamn bed." Your eyes weren't in the room anymore.

Coco sat down slowly, easing onto the edge of the coffee table right in front of you—not touching, not crowding.

Just there.

Coco's body bent forward, elbows on his knees, like he was bracing himself against the weight of your words.

“You think I don’t see how careful you are? Every time I get close. Like you’re waitin’ for somethin’ bad.”

His voice was softer now.

Not sad—just raw.

“I grew up in places that break people. I broke people.” He gestured vaguely to himself, not out of pride, but matter-of-fact.

“I know what it means when someone flinches from a hand that’s meant to hold ‘em.”

He looked up at you.

Really looked.

“But you? You still brought your soft ass into my kitchen. You cooked. Cleaned. You made my damn house feel like a home for the first time in fuckin’ years. Took me outta the damn hospital and took care of my Pendejo ass, and then you still looked me in the eye like I was somethin’ worth trusting.”

Your anger started to slowly disapate, replaced by something colder.

“You don’t do that if you’re broken, chiquita. You do that if you’re strong as fuck.”

You didn’t know what to say.

He wasn’t asking for forgiveness.

He was trying to understand.

And it was the first time someone hadn’t brushed it off or tiptoed around it.

The first time someone looked at your anger, your scars and didn’t get scared or offended.

"You better be one patient motherfucker"

His hand drifted toward you—but stopped mid-air.

He looked to your eyes for permission.

"How bout baby steps, muñeca?"

You nodded slowly "real fucking small ones" you almost smirked.

Anonymous asked:

Could I have some rough filthy Happy smut with shy reader 🫣🦄🦄🦄🦄🦄

Hey ✌️ just finished this one, took a bit longer then I expected sorry for the wait.
• Need you girl •
18+ MDNI, P in V, smut

You've been watching the clock—five days without a word, not knowing if he was okay, if he'd come home in one piece.

But then the familiar boots hit the porch, heavy and sure.

You open the door before he even knocks.

Happy Lowman stands there, dirt on his kutte, blood—not his—on his shirt, eyes dark and unreadable. That dead, quiet stillness he wears like a second skin is there, but it cracks the moment he sees you.

"Girl..."

He says it like the name is a release itself.

Like it tastes like home.

Before you can speak, he moves—grabs you, pulls you into him so tight your feet leave the ground. You gasp, arms flying around his neck, your body dwarfed by his.

"Missed you, Hap" you whisper against his shoulder, voice trembling.

"I know." His voice is rough, hoarse from smoke and yelling and too many nights with no sleep. "Fuck, I know."

The door barely clicks shut before he's got you pressed against it, your back to the wood, his hands braced on either side of your head. He leans down, his forehead resting against yours.

He breathes you in.

"Don’t know how I did it," he murmurs, voice low and almost broken. "How I left you for that long."

His hand comes up to cup your throat, and the way he touches you is reverent—like he's checking you're real.

"Every fuckin’ night I laid down, I thought about this face. Your voice. Your eyes. Your thighs. Fuck girl"

Your eyes drift down the weight of his stare almost to much for you.

"Girl, dont you dare act like you tryna hide that pretty face from me."

You swallow thickly. Your hand covers his wrist sliding down his forearm, anchoring him.

"I didn’t sleep right, Happy. Not once."

He closes his eyes.

Then a small tug with his hand.

His lips on yours.

It’s not soft.

Not gentle.

It's need.

He kisses you like he’s afraid he’ll forget how if he doesn’t do it now—desperate and rough, his fingers digging into your throat just slightly, the other at your waist, pulling you against him like he wants to crawl inside your skin.

You whimper under the pressure. He breaks the kiss, lips and teeth moving down your neck.

"Bedroom," he growls, grabbing your thighs and lifting you with effortless strength.

You gasp as your legs wrap around him. He carries you down the hall like you weigh nothing, like he’s starving and you're the only thing on earth that can feed him.

The bedroom is dark, lit only by the moon cutting through the blinds. He lays you down like something precious—but the look in his eyes is animal.

"Need to feel you," he murmurs, hands already tugging your shirt up, pushing both your clothes and his own away like they offend him.

"Need to have you, girl." He growls agasint your skin as his lips leave a trail across your collarbone, light bruises blooming across the ridge in his wake.

Your hips twitch in response a small involuntary jerk agasint him.

His lips, grow to almost a smirk, as he holds your wrists, firm agasint the mattress, over your head with one hand and cups your face with the other like you’re breakable glass.

"Eyes on me, Pretty Girl"

Your eyes meet his in the dim light, dispite the heat creeping up your neck, as he slids himself between your folds, a deep guttural moan escaping him as he snaps his hips into you.

Again.

And again.

And again.

Your need matches his despite your usual shyness.

You've missed your Old Man.

And your well aware of how happy gets when he returns from a run.

As his lips find purchase on your pluse point, you whisper his name, and it undoes him.

He bites your shoulder like a brand his movements become stuttered.

The rest of the night is wordless, just breaths, groans, and the sound of the bed creaking under the weight of his devotion.

Happy is not romantic in the traditional sense—but everything he does is deliberate, careful, in his own brutal way.

"No one touches you but me," he mutters into your neck. "No one loves you like I do"

And he shows it.

Hours later, you're tangled together, his hand heavy across your waist. You're curled into his chest, his heartbeat slow and steady beneath your ear.

You trace the ink on his ribs, fingertips whispering over skulls, reapers and the juxtaposition of little happy faces littered down his side, you know why they are there but he never talks about them, not to you.

"You’re quieter than usual," you say softly.

Happy grunts. Then, after a pause—“Thinkin’.”

"About what?"

He shifts so he can look at you. His fingers brush your hair behind your ear.

"You.”

You blink up at him, startled.

"Thinkin’ 'bout how you looked at me when I walked in. Like you were scared I'd never come back." His jaw ticks. "Can't have that. You need to know... I'm always comin’ home to you. Always."

Tears well in your eyes.

"Okay," you whisper.

He leans in and kisses your forehead.

"Say it back," he rumbles.

You look at him with all the trust in the world. "You're always coming home."

"That's my pretty girl" he murmurs, tracing your bottom lip with a his thumb, his voice so low it's almost a prayer.

Anonymous asked:

May I prettyyyy pleaseeee get a 🦄 where the reader is super preggo with her and Chibs’ baby? And one of the prospects says something mean to her, and Chibs goes OFF on him? This could also be reader x Angel, if you like!

This is such a sweet request, I hope you like it, sorry it took so long 🥰
• Who Ye Are, Love •

You were only trying to be polite.

The prospect was new — tall, wiry, too much testosterone and not enough brains behind it. You’d asked him something simple while standing by the bar at the SAMCRO clubhouse, one hand instinctively cradling your heavy belly, the other holding a glass of water.

Maybe it was the heat, or the weight of the baby, or just the long day — but your tone was gentle, worn out, not sharp.

And that’s when the idiot decided to snap back.

"Yeah, yeah, I heard you. Jesus, you planning on whinning like some bitch in heat when the kid pops out too?"

The room went still.

The music still played faintly in the background. A couple of the older members looked up from their game of pool. One of the bartenders froze mid-pour.

You blinked. Stunned. You weren't used to being spoken to like that here — especially not in this sanctuary where Chibs made sure everyone respected you.

You didn’t cry, but the way your hand lowered from your belly — the way your shoulders curled just slightly in on yourself — said enough.

And that’s when he stepped in.

You hadn’t even seen him walk up, but you felt him.

His boots were slow, deliberate. You caught the shift in the air before you saw him — that heavy stillness that always came before the storm that was Chibs Telford.

He didn’t yell.

Didn’t rush.

He just came to a stop beside you, eyes fixed on the prospect.

“What’d ye say?”

The voice was soft. Conversational. The kind of tone that wrapped itself around your spine and made every hair on your body stand up.

The prospect turned, about to make some excuse—until he saw Chibs’ eyes.

They were cold. Steady. His jaw was clenched, his hands loose at his sides like he was just waiting for an excuse.

The prospect stammered. “I—I didn’t mean nothin’, Sir, I was just—”

“You were just disrespectin’ my wife.”

Chibs cut him off, calm, brutal.

He moved forward one step. The prospect automatically stepped back.

“Ye know who she is? That’s the mother o’ my fuckin’ child.” His voice rose just slightly, a crack of thunder under the surface. “She wears my ring. She's wearing my crow. My fuckin' Old Lady. What gives ye the right to speak to her like she’s some crow hangin’ round the garage?”

The silence was suffocating.

“I—I” the prospect managed, voice barely a whisper.

Chibs moved again—fast this time, a hand to the kid’s collar, slamming him against the bar hard enough to make bottles rattle.

“You show her the fuckin’ respect she’s earned. You don’t get to look at her, speak to her, breathe near her unless she says it’s alright. Ye treat her like she’s your fuckin' queen, aye? And if she so much as flinches again, I’ll make sure you walk with a limp for the rest of your life.”

The prospect nodded frantically, breath catching in his throat.

Chibs let him go.

But not before spitting one last warning “Now get the fuck outta my sight before I remember I don’t like ye.”

Chibs turned to you, and in an instant, the storm was gone.

His eyes softened, his hands came to your belly, cupping it gently, and then to your face.

“You alright, mo ghràdh?”

You nodded, a little shaken, a little wide-eyed.

“I didn’t mean to cause—”

His forehead pressed to yours immediately.

“Ye didn’t cause a thing, love. That boy caused it by forgettin’ his place. And I’ll never let anyone speak to ye like that again. Ye hear me?”

You nodded, tears quietly brimming in your lashes.

He pressed a kiss to your temple. “Let’s get ye off yer feet, eh? Ye shouldn’t be standin’ with all this weight on yer back.”

And as he led you away — one hand cradling your back, the other protectively on your stomach — he didn’t look back once. But you knew every single patched member in the room had taken note.

You weren’t just the his wife.

You were his heart.

And God help the poor bastard who forgets that.

Can I please please please request the softest most cuddly chibs fluff of chibs taking care of sick reader 🥹🥹🥹😭😭 I need some fluffy medicine 😭😭🤣please and thank you😊😊♥️♥️♥️

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A spoonful of fluff - hope you feel better.
• I’m fine Scotsman •

You’d tried to act like you weren’t sick. Really, you had.

But you sniffled through breakfast, tried to hide the occasional cough behind your hand, and your eyes were glassy and red-rimmed by the time Chibs came back from Teller-Morrow.

He caught sight of you curled on the couch in one of his oversized SAMCRO shirts, surrounded by tissues and clinging to a mug of lukewarm tea like it might save your soul.

You tried to give him a weak smile. "I’b fide, Scotsman" you mumbled through a blocked nose.

He crouched down in front of you, eyes narrowing as he gently tilted your chin up. “Aye, and I’m the fuckin’ Queen of England, love.”

There was no teasing edge in his voice—just warmth. Concern.

He pressed the back of his hand to your forehead and sighed. “Ach, You’re burnin’ up.”

You blinked at him. "I’b really okay—"

He leaned in and kissed the tip of your nose. "Shut up, Love. Today, you’re not liftin’ a finger."

Within ten minutes, he’d set up your shared bedroom like a private care unit.

Soft blankets? Check.

Fresh tea with honey and lemon? Check.

Two extra pillows and your favorite worn paperback? Check.

A new box of tissues, cool compress for your head, and Vicks rubbed on your chest with surprisingly delicate hands?

Triple check.

And Chibs, sitting on the bed with you half-curled into his side, was the gentlest version of himself. His rough hand cradled your head, thumb stroking behind your ear.

“Ye always get quiet when yer sick,” he said, voice low and thoughtful. “Not that yer ever loud, love, but now you’re like a wee kitten who’s lost her meow.”

You grumbled in response, sniffling into his shoulder.

He chuckled, kissed your temple. “I got ye, Just rest.”

At one point, you tried to get up to help him when he moved toward the door.

His voice stopped you.

“Back. Down.”

You blinked at the firmness in his tone. He softened instantly, walking back over and brushing your hair off your forehead.

“Ye don’t move unless it’s tae sneeze or sleep. Got it?” He placed a kiss on your warm cheek. “I’ll be right back.”

He returned minutes later with your favorite snack, a movie on the laptop that made you smile, and one of his flannels warmed up fresh from the dryer.

“This,” he declared as he bundled you into it, “is the only acceptable uniform for bein’ spoiled.”

You’d dozed off and woken to find him still in bed beside you.

Rain softly pelting the window outside.

You weren’t sure when he’d climbed in. One of his arms was wrapped securely around you, hand resting just above your waist, the slow rhythm of his breath keeping you grounded.

You sniffled again, and he stirred.

“M’sorry,” you whispered hoarsely.

“For what?” His voice was sleep-rough but warm. “For bein’ human?”

You shrugged.

He tilted your chin to face him, brushing his thumb under your eye. “Ye feel like shite, and you still try to apologize. Jesus, yer heart’s too fuckin’ big, mo ghràdh ”

He kissed your forehead and held you a little tighter.

Anonymous asked:

🦄 with Coco and his girlfriend just whispering in his ear that she has a crush on him?

It's silly but I feel like that's cute

It's not silly it's so cute, sorry it took so long hope you like it 🥰
• The Biggest Crush •

The party was in full swing—bodies swaying, laughter heavy in the air, bass vibrating off the walls of the scrapyard lot. People were dancing, drinking, clinking bottles together while someone grilled carne asada out back.

You were tucked into Coco’s side on a beat-up couch near the fire pit. The amber glow from the flames flickered across his face, lighting up the faint smirk that had barely left his lips all night. He was relaxed here, beer bottle loose in his hand.

You weren’t drunk, not really.

Just a little warm, a little liquid-brave—the kind of brave that made your lips a little looser and your thoughts a little louder.

So you leaned in, small fingers tugging gently at the edge of his kutte like you were sharing some big, forbidden secret.

Your voice was just above a whisper, soft enough to drown under the music but aimed only at him.

“I have a the biggest crush on you right now.”

You watched his smirk widen as the words hit. Coco didn’t look at you right away. He took a sip of his beer first, dragging it out. Then he finally tilted his head to the side, dark eyes sweeping over your flushed cheeks.

“Damn, chiquita, why you whisperin’ it like I didn’t already know.”

His grin was pure Coco—mischief wrapped in charm, a cocky little tilt that didn’t quite hide the soft glow building behind his eyes.

Coco shifted on the couch, angling his body more toward you now. His shoulder brushed yours, the weight of him comfortable, protective, familiar.

He leaned closer, lowering his voice just enough that only you could hear him over the crowd.

“Been walkin’ around here lookin’ at me like I hung the moon. You really thought I wasn’t gonna notice?”

His tone was teasing, sure. But there was something else in the way he said it—something careful. His eyes flicked over your face, searching for the hesitation you were trying to hide behind your buzz and shy smile.

You glanced down at your lap, nervously toying with the hem of your dress. He noticed. Of course he did.

“Hey.”

His voice was softer now, thumb brushing a stray hair behind your ear.

“A crush, huh? That all it is?”

When you nodded sheepishly, his smirk returned like muscle memory. He leaned back slightly, letting out a short, low chuckle.

“You gonna write my name in your notebook with little hearts now?”

You rolled your eyes, swatting at him playfully. He caught your hand mid-air and held it—not tight, but firm—like it meant something.

“Ay, keep lookin’ at me like that, and I’m gonna start thinkin’ you got more than just a crush.”

His thumb slowly traced across your knuckles as his gaze dropped to your mouth for a second—just a second—before returning to your eyes with that same sarcastic glint.

“Might have to do somethin’ about that.”

Tw: cussing, firearms, knives, captor transport, cuffs, hoods, intimidation

Novel Attraction - Part 7

The party outside the Mayans lot had bloomed into full chaos by the time you stepped out of the trailer.

Smoke curled up from fire barrels. Bikes gleamed under string lights. Music pulsed from somewhere you couldn’t see—something low and bass-heavy that made the ground buzz beneath your boots.

Laughter cut through the air like sparks—sharp, bright, and too fast for your brain to catch.

You stuck close to Angel, half a step behind.

His beer swung lazily in one hand, the other resting lightly against your lower back. Enough that people knew not to look too long.

“You good, querida?” he asked, head ducking closer as the music swelled.

You nodded. “It’s kinda… a lot.”

He grinned, all teeth and charm. “Yeah. Lotta leather. Lotta testosterone. Welcome to a Mayan party.”

You smiled back. “No red carpet?”

“Nah. We don’t believe in ‘em. Just beer and bad decisions.”

He steered you toward the edge of the lot, near one of the stacked crates being used as makeshift seats.

You perched on the edge, trying not to make eye contact with anyone for too long. Angel leaned against the crate beside you, legs stretched out, his body angled just enough to keep you half-hidden.

For a moment, it did feel normal. The kind of normal you’d catch in a dream. Warm lights, laughter, music vibrating against your skin. Angel sipping his beer, cracking a joke that made you actually laugh.

No locks.

No trailers.

Just air.

But then the laughter shifted.

A ripple of noise moved across the lot, and the crowd began to part. You turned your head just as the ring came into view— a strange fenced in pen with a single door illuminated by string lights, a circle of bodies forming quickly around it.

Someone clapped Angel on the back. “You’re up, Reyes.”

He swore under his breath, straightened. The shift in him was immediate. The relaxed posture tightened. His expression flattened into something cooler—harder around the edges.

“Fighting ?” you asked, looking down at him from the crates.

“Yeah. Some dumbass tradition. Bragging rights. Blood. Whatever.” He looked up at you on your perch, suddenly serious. “Stay right here, querida. On this crate. You hear me?”

You nodded before you even processed it.

“Not just ‘cause I’m worried about you,” he added, softer now. “But ‘cause I don’t want you to see me like that.”

You frowned, tilting your head. “like what ?”

He hesitated—just a flicker of something behind his eyes, something unspoken.

“Nah querida ... like the pendejo I gotta be sometimes.”

You watched Angel step into the ring, his own hoodie still unzipped halfway, beer passed off to someone as he rolled his shoulders.

The crowd surged forward. Cheers. Jeers. A few catcalls. The other man stepped into the ring—bigger, maybe older. You couldn't tell. The music faded into the background beneath the sound of fists slamming into flesh.

Angel fought like he had something to prove and something to protect. Every punch was deliberate, every dodge tight and calculated. He was grinning, laughing even—but his eyes kept flicking to where you sat at the edge of the lot.

Like he was making sure you were still there.

You folded your arms tight across your chest, unsure of how to breathe. This version of Angel was different. Lethal. Controlled violence wrapped in denim and tattoos.

You’d seen a few fights in your life— schoolyard scraps, boys pretending to be men. But nothing like this.

Angel’s opponent landed a blow that sent sweat flying, and the crowd roared in approval. You flinched, your fingers curling tight around the edge of the crate beneath you. It was the sound of bone-on-bone, the dull crack of flesh being punished, that did it. That made it real.

This wasn’t fun.

This wasn’t tradition.

This was violence.

And no one flinched but you.

The deeper Angel sank into it, the more you saw that sharp glint in his eyes. That switch—flipped. You’d been around anger before, but this was different. Controlled, calculated, and encouraged.

You wrapped your arms around your stomach, suddenly cold despite the heat of the crowd. You tried to remind yourself that Angel had been kind. That he was EZ's brother, that he’d helped you laugh when things felt too heavy.

But the way the others watched the fight—like it was entertainment, not consequence—made something twist tight inside your chest.

They could do that to me, too? I'm not a guest.

That’s when you saw it.

Half-shadowed behind a row of parked bikes, past a group of men laughing around a fire barrel—

The gate.

Heavy.

Rusted.

But open.

A truck had just pulled through, music blaring. Someone yelled for a case of beer to be unloaded. The distraction held the crowd’s attention like a magician’s misdirect.

Your heart beat so hard you felt it in your fingertips.

Now or never.

You slid down off the crate, your shoes barely making a sound on the packed dirt. You kept your eyes low, your body tight, trying to fold yourself into shadows.

The party felt like a wave crashing behind you—so loud it muffled the thunder of your own fear.

Each step toward the gate felt impossible.

Like gravity was thicker here.

Like someone would notice.

Angel was still in the ring, fists flying, blood blooming.

Angel had the upper hand now. His opponent was breathing hard, one eye already swelling shut. The fight had drawn every eye in the yard—including Bishop’s, watching with that unreadable stare.

The Mayans lot disappeared behind you, swallowed by dark and distance. The further you moved down the cracked, weed-lined driveway, the quieter the world became.

The music from the party dulled into a heartbeat behind you—pulsing, then fading, until it was only a memory.

Each step felt like freedom.

You didn’t look back.

Your breath steamed in the cool night air.

You didn’t stop. Not when you were this close. You didn’t know where you were going, but anywhere had to be safer than the place that locked you in a trailer and turned men into cheering shadows around a ring.

You didn’t hear the approach. Not until it a hand wrapped around your mouth, just behind you.

You froze.

And then— right by your ear.

"A'ight, if I let go you ain't gonna scream.”

The voice was low.

Calm.

Too calm.

You nodded.

You turned slowly. Coco stood there, leather kutte hanging open, cigarette tucked behind one ear, and a pistol—unraised, but present—in his hand.

You barely breathed.

He didn’t smile. He didn’t threaten. But his presence was steel in the air. Measured. Careful.

He nodded toward the yard. “Let’s not make this worse than it is.”

You didn’t speak. He didn’t either.

The trust between you was thinner than smoke.

When you reached the lot again, the party was still burning at full blaze. Laughter, music, the occasional whistle from someone watching the ring. No one noticed your return. No one cared.

Except Coco.

His eyes were sharp now—watching angles, sight lines, shadows. One hand stayed near his sidearm. Not aggressive. Just... precautionary.

"C'mon keep moving” The words carried more command than menace.

He didn’t take you back through the main crowd. Instead, he led you around the side of the trailers, behind the burned-out husk of an old SUV, the firelight from the yard barely reaching you.

"You got guts, I’ll give you that,” Coco muttered. “But you’re dumb as hell.”

You didn’t reply.

He didn’t shove the gun in your back. Just held it low. Present. Like a leash you couldn’t see.

Coco opened the door and stepped inside first, eyes sweeping the space like a soldier entering enemy ground.

You followed—heart hammering, legs shaking now that the adrenaline had started to burn off.

He stalked through the trailer, eyes narrowing, looking for weak spots

“Shit,” he said quietly, almost admiringly. “how'd you get out ? Pick the lock ?”

You looked down, nodded, letting him believe the lie.

Coco turned back to you, his face unreadable. There was a flicker of something human there—something almost like respect. Then it vanished.

"You weren’t supposed to see the gate open. That’s on us.”

He shut the blinds. Every one. Drew the curtains. Then he crossed the room and flipped the lock on the trailer door with a sharp click.

“Sit.”

You didn’t move.

He raised the gun slightly—not at you, just up. “I said sit. Don’t make me a arsehole tonight.”

You sat.

Angel came back with his knuckles wrapped, a towel over his shoulder, and sweat still clinging to his skin. He was laughing—until he saw Coco through a crack in the blinds in the trailer, gun at his side.

And you.

Pale. Sitting on the couch with your arms wrapped around your knees like a child trying not to vanish.

“What the fuck—”

Coco held up a hand. “I found her halfway down the damn driveway.”

Angel’s expression broke into something dark all at once. He stepped closer, fast, hands out like he wanted to touch you—reassure you—but didn’t know if he deserved to.

“Querida…”

His voice dropped low, a thousand feelings crushed into one word.

You looked up, eyes glassy.

He turned to Coco. “Man, put the fucking gun down.”

Coco stared. For a beat, neither moved.

Then Coco nodded, almost like he was tired of the whole thing. He clicked the safety and holstered the weapon.

“She’s your problem, Reyes. But I’m tellin’ you right now, if someone had caught her first…”

He didn’t finish the sentence.

He didn’t need to.

The door closed. The trailer fell silent.

Angel knelt in front of you, his arms braced on his knees, his head tilted so he could look up into your face. “I thought we agreed you wouldn't run.”

You blinked, stunned. “Angel, its not like I'm here by choice.”

His jaw worked. Muscles tight.

The sun hadn't yet risen. The lot was quieter than usual—party ashes smoldering in barrels, a few scattered bottles catching the low light, wind stirring up the dust.

The van was parked just beyond the fence.

Black.

Nondescript.

The kind of van you don't notice. EZ leaned against the hood, arms crossed, eyes following every movement without expression.

Angel stood by the side door, hands on his hips, head down like he was trying to slow his own heartbeat.

Inside the trailer, you sat on the edge of the couch, trembling, eyes wide and locked on the duffel bag one of the them had tossed by the door. You’d seen it before—when your world had been torn from one shape and shoved violently into another.

You were going somewhere.

But no one would say where.

“Querida…”

Angel knelt in front of you. He reached into his back pocket and pulled out a plastic zip tie. White. Innocent-looking. Until he held it up and you flinched.

“I’ll be gentle, okay? I gotta do it. You know I gotta.”

You didn’t respond. But your wrists extended slowly—like some broken thing trained to obey.

He wrapped the tie around your wrists, slow and careful. His touch lingered just a second longer than it needed to, like he was trying to say something through skin contact alone—the shrill sound of the rapid clicks filled you ears as it was pulled around your wrists.

Angel grimaced as he pulled back. “Not too tight?”

You said nothing.

But your breathing started to pick up when he picked up a black hood.

Your legs shifted. Shoulders stiffened. Breath caught.

You backed up.

Not fast. Just one small, instinctive shuffle. But it said everything.

Angel held out a hand.

“Querida. Hey. Look at me.”

You didn’t.

He moved in slow, like you were a deer that might bolt.

"It’s just a for the drive. Just ‘til we’re clear of the roads.”

You whispered, voice cracking, “I don’t want it. Angel, Please.”

His jaw clenched. His eyes flicked to the others—EZ, Bishop, Coco standing by the van.

All watching.

All waiting.

“I know,” he said. “I hate this. You gotta believe that.”

You looked up—eyes wet now, lip defiant but trembling. He looked wrecked.

Angel stepped in closer. Kneeling like he wanted to level the world between you.

“I’m gonna put it on slow, alright? No surprises.”

You nodded once. Barely.

He paused—his hands hovering—just to give you the chance to pull away. When you didn’t, he gently pulled the hood down over your head.

Your breath quickened immediately.

Angel could hear it. Could feel it. “Querida. I’m right here. Not going anywhere.”

EZ shut the van doors behind you both. Inside, the space smelled like leather and oil. You sat with your hands in your lap, head bowed under the hood, legs drawn in small and tight.

Angel sat across from you, arms resting on his knees, jaw locked in that way he always did when something didn’t sit right in his gut.

The van started moving.

You jumped slightly. "Still here,” Angel said. “Just me. You’re not alone.”

You gave the tiniest nod, as if that mattered.

EZ watched from the passenger seat through the rearview mirror. He didn’t say a word, but the look in his eyes—sharp, knowing—was enough.

“You getting soft, hermano?”

The interior of the van was dim, lit only by slivers of early morning light bleeding through the cracks in the frame. The engine thrummed beneath you like a distant heartbeat. You sat hunched near the wheel well on the floor, the black hood still over your head, wrists zip-tied in front of you.

You couldn’t see, but you could feel the cold ridges of the van floor beneath you, the rubbery bite of the zip ties digging into your skin, the way each bump in the road jolted through your body like a quiet reminder—you weren’t in control.

Angel sat directly across from you. His knees spread, elbows on his thighs, hands clasped in front of him. He was trying to look relaxed.

“You okay?”

You shifted suddenly at a bump in the road, tipping off balance. Your zip-tied hands shot out instinctively to brace you, but you couldn’t catch yourself. You let out a tiny noise when your shoulder bumped hard against the metal wall.

Angel was on moving instantly.

"Hey—hey, it’s alright.”

He moved carefully toward you, crouching down. He didn’t touch you—not yet. Just held a hand out like you might feel the nearness.

“I got you,” he said low, like a promise. “You're okay. Just the road.”

You didn’t reply. But you didn’t flinch either when his hand barely grazed your arm as he steadied you.

Angel sat down cross-legged on the floor next to you. Not too close—but close enough that if you wanted, you could lean in.

He didn’t speak again for a while. Just sat beside you in silence, hands loose on his thighs, watching the way your chest rose and fell beneath the fabric. Noted every time your breathing skipped.

The fluorescent lights buzzed overhead in the Galindos' warehouse, casting harsh shadows across concrete floors that looked like they'd been recently hosed down.

You were led through long halls, Mayans flanking you like shadows. Your heart hammered against your ribs as you sat in the stiff pew the cold seeping through your jeans.

The entire Santo Padre Charter was present now, their kuttes adorned with patches forming a wall of leather and denim around the perimeter of the room.

You recognized faces that had become familiar during your captivity—Bishop's stern glare, Coco's unnerving stare, Taza's quiet watchfulness. Gilly and Creeper stood near the entrance, while EZ remained close to his brother Angel, both leaning against a support beam.

Miguel Galindo paced in front of you, the yellow raincoat he wore seeming absurdly bright against the grim surroundings. His leather shoes clicked with each deliberate step.

He looked—more Wall Street than street enforcer—but the casual way his men deferred to him told you everything you needed to know.

Behind him, a man knelt. Bound. Eyes wide, pleading. Maybe a worker, maybe someone like you.

"Por favor no hagas esto, no sé nada, lo juro.," the man begged. You didn't understand the words, but the tone—

You looked at Angel.

His face was stone. But his fists? Clenched. Knuckles white.

Miguel turned to you, hands outstretched like a welcoming host. "Welcome, your reputation preceeds you, your quite the Archivist."

His smile didn’t reach his eyes. "We have certain... documents. Certain data. That needs to be corrected— or buried."

He motioned to a tablet. It was placed in front of you.

Files. Numbers. Names.

"And you going to help us."

You swallowed hard, trying to find your voice. "I'm just a librarian. An archivist. I preserve things, not erase them."

Miguel smiled, the expression never reaching his eyes. He spoke rapidly in Spanish to one of his men standing off to the sides in the shadows.

Angel was watching you from his position, his dark eyes filled with concern he was trying to mask. The leather of his kutte creaked as he shifted forward slightly, the silver rings on his fingers catching the light as his hand curled into a fist.

EZ noticed his brother's tension and shot him a warning look. Angel reluctantly settled back, jaw clenched.

"Perhaps a demonstration is in order," Miguel continued, switching effortlessly back to English.

Then Miguel turned.

A nod.

Two cartel soldiers dragged the man behind him forward. There was a flash of a blade. A gurgle. A body collapsing like a puppet with its strings cut.

You gasped. Moving backward on instinct. Your back hitting the pew hard.

Angel took a step forward instinctively, but EZ grabbed his arm. Held him.

Miguel turned back to you. Calm. Cold.

"Do you understand that, querida?"

Angel flinched like the word had been stolen from him.

You stared at the blood pooling on the floor. Your knees would have buckled if you weren't already sitting.

"This individual shared information with people who should not have received it," Miguel explained conversationally, as if discussing the weather. "In my business, information is either an asset or a liability."

Your stomach lurched as Miguel nodded again, and his men dragged the man's body toward a plastic tarp spread in the corner that you hadn't noticed before.

The implications were horrifyingly clear.

Miguel turned back to you, removing his gloves. "Now, about those files I mentioned."

Your hands trembled. "I—I ..." Your throat became impossibly tight around your words.

Miguel's smiled as he adjusted his yellow raincoat. "I believe I've just demonstrated what happens to people who don't cooperate with my requests."

He paused. "The beauty of your situation is that no one would miss you if you were gone. You're new to Santo Padre. No family in the area. No real connections." His eyes flicked across the Mayans before returning to you. "You'd simply... vanish. Like the files I want delt with."

You glanced at Angel, searching for reassurance. His posture had tensed, eyes darting between you and Miguel, clearly fighting the urge to intervene.

Miguel laughed, a sound that was somehow worse than any threat.

He leaned closer, the smell of expensive cologne filling your nostrils. "All I require is your expertise. Your skills for your safety. Simple."

You'd spent your career preserving history, making information accessible.

Now they wanted you to do the opposite

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Two sets of hands pinned his arms while a third man delivered a brutal punch to his stomach. The air left his lungs in a whoosh as he doubled over, held upright only by his captors.

"You fight good for a mongel,"

One said, breathing heavily from exertion.

"But there's four of us and one of you."

His head snapped up, eyes blazing despite the pain radiating through his body.

His shoulders strained against their grip as he twisted violently, nearly breaking free before a fist connected with his jaw, sending stars across his vision.

The convenience store's lights now seemed miles away.

No one was coming to help—the clerk inside hadn't noticed, or more likely, had seen enough to know not to get involved.

He could taste blood in his mouth, metallic and warm.

Tw: cussing, kidnapping, captivity, firearms (mentioned once)

Novel Attraction - Part 6

The soft hum of motorcycles, faint voices in the distance, and the sound of gravel crunching under heavy boots filtered into the trailer like a low, ever-present current. The early morning light bled in through the blinds in dull gold slants, cutting across the room in harsh, angled shapes.

You stirred slowly, blinking up at the ceiling like you weren’t entirely sure where you were.

Then it came back—the trailer, the Mayans, the locked door. Your chest tightened.

Your fingers clutched at the edge of the blanket as you sat up, the fabric oversized around you, still carrying a faint scent that wasn’t yours—clean detergent, leather, and something warm and worn-in. Angel’s hoodie.

You rubbed your arms, standing in the small bedroom end of the trailer with just enough room for yourself you dragged your own clothes back on.

Once you stepped beyond the curtian you scaned the room. A tray of food sat near the door on the counter.

Toast, some sliced fruit, and a bottle of water.

Your stomach clenched with both hunger and mistrust, you lifted the plate and sniffed it. “Seriously… what the hell do they want me for ?” you muttered under your breath.

You didn’t touch the food.

Instead, you drifted to the window, peeking out through the blinds like someone in hiding. The yard was starting to wake up—men laughing, swearing, working on bikes. The sounds were loud out there.

Wolves in leather.

Angel was leaning against a stack of tires near the garage, his sleeves rolled up, tattoos stark against his forearms as he smoked a cigarette and talked with EZ, Coco and Gilly.

He looked over.

Right at the window.

Your breath caught and you pulled back too fast, bumping your hip into the counter, hand going to your ribs protectively.

Ten minutes later, there was a knock—two soft taps and then the door creaked open without waiting for a response.

"Querida… you awake?”

You didn’t answer.

Angel stepped in, shutting the door gently behind him, eyes immediately scanning you where you stood barefoot on the vinyl floor, arms crossed over your chest like a shield.

“Didn’t touch the food,” he noted, glancing at the tray.

You didn’t hide your suspicion. “Could be drugged.”

Angel exhaled slowly, his head tilting back as if silently asking the ceiling for patience.

"It’s not,” he said. “EZ made it. He’s a dork, but he’s not gonna poison you.”

When you didn’t budge, he stepped over, sitting on the edge of the small table, making himself smaller, less of a threat.

"You still think we’re gonna hurt you,” he said gently.

You didn’t respond. Just looked at him with tired, wary eyes.

“I get it,” he went on, voice quieter now. “You got pulled into some mierda that’s not yours. You don’t know who we are. You don’t know why you’re here. You look at me like I might flip the fuck out any second.” He gave a small laugh. “Shit… I probably would too if I were you.”

Sunlight spilled harsh and unfiltered across the Mayans’ yard, baking the dusty gravel and bouncing off the chrome of parked bikes. The scent of motor oil, hot metal, and stale smoke lingered in the air like a second skin.

A few of the guys were posted up near the porch, leaning on beat-up folding chairs and crates—EZ, Coco, and Gilly all loitering with greasy hands and half-finished beers, the way they did when things were quiet.

Angel stepped out of the clubhouse, slinging a beer from the cooler before dropping into the shade beside them.

“You check on boy scout's roomie yet?” Coco smirked, dragging on a cigarette, his eyes gleaming with trouble.

Angel didn’t answer right away. He took a swig from the bottle and wiped the back of his hand over his mouth, jaw flexing.

“She’s fine,” he muttered. “Didn’t eat.”

“She think we’re gonna poison her or something?” Gilly said with a low chuckle. “Shit, maybe its EZ’s cooking, that shits suspicious as fuck hermano.”

“It was toast and fruit,” EZ protested, deadpan. “I’m not that bad.”

Angel let the banter roll off him for a moment, squinting out toward the trailer.

That was enough to make Coco’s head tipped towards Angel with curiosity. He leaned forward, smoke curling from the corner of his mouth.

"Damn, bro. You look like you care.”

“She’s just a job,” Angel replied too fast.

Silence fell for a beat too long.

Then EZ snorted. “Right. A job. That why you gave her your hoodie? Or why you keep calling her querida like she’s your girl?”

Angel threw a stone at his brother—not hard, just enough to make him flinch.

“She looked cold,” Angel said simply, but even he didn’t believe his own brush-off.

Coco laughed, deep and amused, the kind of sound that said he’d seen this play out before. “Homie, I’ve seen you leave girls shivering in their little outfits in your truck. Don’t start playing knight in shining kutte now.”

Gilly leaned over, slapping a hand to Angel’s shoulder. “Just don’t go catching feelings for someone that belongs to Galindo, man. That shit don’t end cute.”

Angel didn’t say anything this time. He just stared off toward the trailer, lips pressed in a firm line, thumb dragging over the bottle label like he was peeling it just to keep his hands busy.

"It’s ain't like that,” he said finally.

The metallic clack of the trailer’s lock disengaging made you freeze, body still curled under the scratchy blanket. Light poured in from the doorway as EZ stepped inside, wearing a crooked, almost too-casual smile like he knew how weird this was but was trying to pretend it wasn’t.

"Hey. Morning,” he said. “Figured it might be good for you to get some air. Come stretch your legs a bit.”

You blinked at him, wary. Everything about this felt loaded—like a test with no right answers. But the four walls of the trailer were starting to feel like they were closing in. You slowly nodded, rising from the seat and tugging the hoodie around yourself like armor.

Outside, the sun was unforgiving and the lot was alive—bikes being tuned, men laughing in too-loud bursts, dogs barking from somewhere behind the warehouse.

You stayed close to EZ, trying to keep your head down, heart thudding as you scanned the space.

Then you saw Coco, leaning against a post, arms crossed, and that familiar glint of mischief—or danger—sparked in his expression.

Your steps faltered.

EZ noticed. He slowed, letting you set the pace, voice softening.

“He’s not gonna hurt you, you know,” he said. “Coco’s just… Coco. He don’t know how to talk to people sometimes.”

You gave him a look, one that tried to be brave, but your fingers curled in the hem of the sweatshirt.

He pulled a gun on me. It didn’t feel like a misunderstanding.

Angel must’ve seen you tense, because he was suddenly there, coming around the corner like he’d been watching all along. His kutte hung open over a white tee, and his brows pulled tight the second he saw your expression.

“¿Qué pasa, querida?” he asked, stepping between you and Coco without thinking.

You looked up at him, voice small. “He… he scared me. Yesterday.”

Angel didn’t even glance at Coco when he spoke. "Then he don’t get near you again,” he said, voice low and certain. “Lo juro. I’ll handle it.”

EZ lifted both hands in a gesture of peace. “We’re just trying to let her breathe a little, bro. You said she needed to feel safe.”

“Yeah,” Angel muttered, “and she ain’t gonna feel that if she’s flinching every time someone gets loud.”

Angel guided you toward one of the plastic chairs by the edge of the lot, away from the noise, from Coco’s teasing eyes and Gilly’s curious glances. He crouched in front of you once you sat, resting his arms on his knees.

“You okay?” His voice was softer now, but it carried that familiar gravity he held when it was just the two of you.

You hesitated, then nodded—just a little. “You’ve given me no idea why I’m even here.”

Angel’s jaw worked, something unspoken flashing behind his eyes. He reached out slowly, giving you the chance to pull away, and when you didn’t, his hand found yours. Big, calloused, warm.

“You’ll know when you need to, querida,” he said.

You were sitting at the edge of the lot again, tucked into a plastic chair beside Angel, a paper plate of food, that had materialized from somewhere, balanced on your knees, untouched.

The sun had shifted past its highest point, leaving the yard in a hazy, golden stretch of quiet. Bikes sat idle, and a few prospects were muttering about chains and tires in the distance.

Angel was lounging beside you in a fold-up camp chair, legs stretched out and hands laced behind his head. He’d been trying to keep things light—pointing out dumb things the guys were doing, telling you about how EZ once crashed a moped trying to impress a girl in high school.

“Swear to God, he told her it had ‘racing mods’ and then dumped it two blocks later,” Angel chuckled, tossing a stone across the dirt. “Still got the scar on his elbow. Ask him.”

You gave a reluctant smile. For a few seconds, it felt like you were just two people hanging out. Then Coco showed up.

He swaggered over, a cigarette dangled from his lips.

“Ayo,” he said, waving lazily in your direction. “Didn’t mean to scare ya yesterday, Thumbelina.”

Your brows knit together. “Thumbelina?”

“You’re, delicate ass is all ‘oh no please don’t hurt me’? It fits.”

Angel shot him a look, jaw tightening.

“Cállate, cabrón.” He leaned toward you. “Don’t listen to him. His idea of charm is threatening a vending machine when it eats his quarters.”

But Coco wasn’t done. He blew smoke away from you and held up both hands like he came in peace.

“Look, I ain’t tryna be the villain here. I didn’t know you were gonna be so... fragile. I thought maybe you were one of those undercover cartel types—like that girl in Miss Congeniality, but y'know with more guns and shit. ”

Angel sighed, rubbing the bridge of his nose. “Coco…”

“What?” Coco grinned. “I’m just saying, she’s got that whole ‘terrified creature’ vibe. Kinda adorable, if you ignore the fact she probably thinks we’re gonna sell her to organ harvesters.”

You looked away, unsure if it was safe to laugh or if it would only encourage him. Angel noticed.

“Hey.” His voice dropped as he turned fully toward you. “Querida, mírame. Don’t let him get in your head. He talks out his ass.”

You glanced up, chewing your lip. “He’s not… totally wrong. I don’t know what to think.”

Angel’s face softened. He leaned forward, elbows on his knees, close enough you could smell the leather of his kutte and the faint trace of motor oil clinging to him.

“Think this,” he said, voice steady. “If you were really in danger, I wouldn’t be out here talking about dumb stories and trying to make you smile.”

“...You’re trying to make me smile?”

He smirked. “Mierda, you noticed?”

Later, Coco plopped down on the edge of a workbench, watching Angel carefully spoon more rice onto your plate like you were a guest at a family barbecue and not a woman being held under lock and key.

"So, what, we’re playing house now?” he asked, more amused than anything.

Angel didn’t look up. “Nah. She’s just eating. You should try it sometime. Might help with the whole resting felon face.”

You finally cracked a tiny smile, which Coco caught.

“See? Told you I’d grow on you.” He gave you a two-finger salute. “Watch your back, girl. I’m charming as hell once you stop all the crying and shit.”

Angel rolled his eyes as he handed the rice to you.

A beat.

Then "Puta madre, querida" he muttered as he took the spoon and made an exaggeration out of eating a bite himself.

You were inside the trailer again, sitting by the window, watching the club from a distance. Your knees were tucked under your chin, a paper cup of cold coffee cradled in your hands.

Outside, Angel stood by his bike, talking to EZ and laughing—at first. Then Bishop called him over with a clipped, “Angel. Need a word.”

Angel’s shoulders dropped the second he heard that tone. He followed Bishop behind the garage, hands in his pockets, posture loose—but only on the surface. His jaw tightened just enough to give away that he already knew this wasn’t going to be a good conversation.

Bishop didn’t waste time. “She’s getting comfortable.” His voice was low but direct, laced with that gritty edge that meant he was half-daring Angel to push back.

Angel didn’t look surprised. He just nodded once, slow.

“Yeah. She’s scared shitless, Bishop. You want her screaming 24/7? Drawing attention?”

“Don’t play dumb.” Bishop took a step closer, looking him dead in the eye. “You’re getting soft. You forget what she is?”

Angel’s mouth pulled into a humorless smirk. “Please she thinks we’re kidnapping her to sell her organs, and flinches when a bike backfires. Least we can do is make her comfortable, right?”

“She’s not your girl, Angel. She’s a job.” Bishop paused, made sure Angel was listening. “And when the job ends? Galindo doesn’t keep loose ends. You know what that means.”

There was silence.

Angel blinked slowly. His jaw flexed once, then again. He looked away, teeth grinding together behind closed lips. The words hit harder than they should have—and Bishop saw it.

“Don’t make this harder than it needs to be,” Bishop added, quieter now. “You get too close, it’s gonna fuck with your head. And that’s gonna get someone killed.”

Angel didn’t answer. He just nodded—too stiffly to mean he agreed. His fingers twitched at his side like he wanted a cigarette, or maybe to hit something.

The evening heat was beginning to settle, but you still sat cross-legged on the trailers bench seat in a pair of trackpants and a loose t-shirt, your damp hair tied back loosely after a quick shower. The place smelled faintly of Angel’s cologne and the faint citrus scent of the soap EZ had brought you.

Angel leaned against the kitchenette, arms crossed, watching you talk to EZ with an unreadable look on his face.

EZ sat opposite you on the trailers dinning chair, legs stretched out, shoulders relaxed, smiling gently as you asked questions—about bikes, about club patches, about what a “kutte" was and why the men seemed to follow Bishop like he was some kind of general from an army.

You didn’t notice it, but Angel’s jaw clenched every time you laughed at something EZ said.

You felt safe around EZ. He didn’t have that sharpness in his voice, that heat in his stare. He looked at you like he was on your side—and for a woman freshly kidnapped, that counted for a hell of a lot.

Angel’s hands flexed where they were folded over his chest. He shifted from one foot to the other, barely able to stand still.

"You know,” Angel muttered, interrupting as EZ started to explain something about the club’s hierarchy, “You don’t have to listen to everything he says like it’s gospel. He didn’t invent the MC world.”

EZ glanced at his brother, eyebrows lifting slightly in silent warning.

You blinked, glancing at Angel, surprised by the edge in his voice. “I was just making conversation"

Angel shrugged, brushing off your concern with false nonchalance.

"Sure, querida. Just don’t want you thinking little bro’s the only one with answers.”

He gave EZ a tight smile that didn’t reach his eyes and walked over to the small fridge, yanking it open a little too hard and grabbing a bottle of water. His body language was loud even when he was quiet.

Jaw tense.

Shoulders rigid.

His silence crackled more than EZ’s words ever could.

You watched him with a hint of confusion but didn’t push. You couldn’t tell if you’d said something wrong… or if EZ had. Either way, the warmth in the room dipped several degrees.

As the conversation continued, you leaned slightly toward EZ without realizing it, comforted by his calmness, his ability to keep things light.

You didn’t see the way Angel’s eyes tracked the motion. The way he swallowed, like something bitter had lodged in his throat.

“You really think he’s that charming?” Angel asked suddenly, voice flat.

EZ laughed, dry and amused. “Relax, hermano. I’m not gunning for your hostage.”

“I ain’t worried,” Angel snapped—too quickly, too defensively.

You looked between the two, unsure what had shifted. Something in Angel’s tone made your brows furrow, but you smiled awkwardly, trying to keep the peace. “I like talking to both of you… You just explain things differently.”

Angel didn’t reply. He gave you a brief glance, but there was distance in it now. Not from lack of care—too much, if anything.

But it was like he didn’t know how to sit still in his own skin when you weren’t looking at him like you did EZ.

Angel had spent years in his brother’s shadow—EZ, the golden boy, the clean-cut smart one, the favorite.

Angel had clawed his way through blood and pain to be who he was, and now, here you were, all softness and scared eyes… leaning toward EZ like he was somekind of savior.

Angel ran a hand over his face and stood.

"I’m gonna check on the lot,” he said to no one in particular. “Don’t stay up too late.”

He opened the trailer door and hesitated. Looked back.

"Night, querida.”

His voice was low. Rougher than usual. And before you could answer, the door clicked shut behind him.

You barely noticed the time slip past after Angel had walked out. EZ had said something about checking in with Bishop and left too, leaving the trailer dim and still. You sat near the window, the soft hum of the club lot outside rising like static.

Laughter.

Engines.

Distant bass from a speaker someone had dragged out of storage.

It was almost easy to forget you were a captive.

Almost.

Then the trailer door creaked open again. Angel stepped in, backlit by the golden spill of sunset behind him, casting long shadows across the cramped space. He didn’t say anything at first—just kicked the door shut with his boot and walked toward the small fridge, pulling out a bottle of beer. His movements were tight, a little too sharp, like he hadn’t shaken off whatever had crawled under his skin earlier.

You noticed the beer in his hand before anything else.

Not threatening… but not entirely casual, either. Something about the way he held it—tight-fisted, like it was holding him together more than he was holding it.

You tucked your legs up on the couch, voice soft and cautious. “...Can I have some?”

Angel stopped in his tracks. Eyebrows raised, beer half-lifted to his lips. “You wanna drink with me now, querida?”

There was a quiet humor in the way he said it, but it was laced with that same bitterness from before. He walked over and flopped into the side of the table EZ had used earlier, watching you with unreadable eyes. A flicker of something softer passed through him, though, when he saw how hesitant you looked.

He took a sip, then offered you the bottle wordlessly.

You reached for it carefully—still unused to the lack of boundaries, the strangeness. Your fingers brushed his, and he held on for just a second longer than necessary before letting go.

From your spot near the window, you could see the lot starting to fill up—people arriving on bikes, a few cars pulling in, girls laughing as they leaned out of passenger windows. It was loud, wild, alive—a world apart from the stale, quiet space of the trailer.

You watched with beer in your hand, tiny sips the taste was still unfamiliar. Angel followed your gaze and let out a short laugh, shaking his head.

"It’s not as fun as it looks,” he muttered, taking the beer back for a drink. “Just noise and bad decisions dressed up as a good time.”

You tilted your head, brows furrowed. “at least there outside.”

Angel looked at you then—really looked at you. There was something heavy behind his eyes. He leaned back, beer resting on his knee, fingers tapping the label. “You think EZ’s the good one, huh?” he asked, voice low but not accusatory. “The one with all the right answers.”

You glanced at him, surprised by the shift. “No I—”

“Nah, it’s fine. I get it.” He offered a small, forced smile. “He’s got the face, the words, the college brain. I’m just the one who makes the mess.”

You stared down at your hands, unsure how to navigate the tension. “I don't really know ... either of you, Angel.”

Angel’s eyes searched yours for something—for a lie, for sympathy, maybe. But all he saw was sincerity. Cautious but there.

He scoffed under his breath and looked away.

“Your right you don’t know shit about me, querida.”

You passed the bottle back to him, your fingers touch his again. He looked down at the contact, then up at you, slower now. Like maybe he didn’t want to keep pretending he didn’t care what you thought.

Outside, the party was kicking off.

Music louder.

Laughter sharper.

A few of the girls were dancing on the hood of a car, and you turned to watch, transfixed by the sheer freedom in it all.

You didn't excatly want to be out there, but you wanted to be outside.

Angel followed your gaze, then leaned forward, elbows on the table. “You wanna go out there?”

You shook your head quickly. “… It’s like watching a movie.”

Your voice was small—almost drowned out by the music thumping just beyond the trailer’s thin metal walls. "Would I be allowed out there?"

The sun had dipped behind the clubhouse by now, casting the lot in that golden-orange haze of early evening. It made everything look softer, even if it wasn’t.

Angel was lounging, beer bottle balanced on the table between you, gaze somewhere in the middle distance—until you spoke.

He blinked. Turned toward you slow. The bottle tilted slightly in his hand. “What’d you say, querida?”

You glanced back toward the window, toward the celebration happening just beyond the door. Women laughing, someone revving an engine, a flash of red solo cups passed around. You swallowed the dry air in your throat and repeated yourself, quieter.

"Would I be allowed out there?”

For a moment, Angel didn’t answer.

Not because he didn’t hear you. But because the weight of the question sat somewhere in his chest he didn’t know how to touch.

You weren't asking like someone looking for permission. Not really. It was the way you'd said it—with that tentative curiosity, like you were already preparing for the “no.” You weren’t a guest.

You knew that.

You were a job.

Collateral.

Of what kind you didn't know.

And yet, the way your eyes lingered on the flicker of firelight outside, the way your fingers clutched the blanket on your lap, made it hurt more than it should’ve.

Angel exhaled hard, leaned forward, arms resting on his knees.

“It don't really look like a ‘you’ crowd out there.”

He rubbed a hand down his face like he was trying to scrub off the guilt. You didn’t say anything. Just nodded slowly, lips parting like you had more to say but weren’t sure if you were allowed to speak it aloud.

You looked down at your lap, blinking slowly. The party outside suddenly felt much farther away. Not dangerous, necessarily—but untouchable. Like a glossy postcard of a life that had already closed its gates.

Angel saw the way your shoulders curled in slightly. Saw the question dying on your tongue before you could ask it again. And it made something twist in his gut.

He hated this.

He stood up abruptly, beer bottle thunking onto the counter harder than necessary. Walked to the window. Looked out.

The sun had almost disappeared now, and the lights strung around the lot glowed soft and golden. People were laughing, leaning close, drinks being passed, phones lit up for photos. EZ was out there, probably charming a few people as usual. Coco was laughing with Gilly near the fire barrel. And you were in here—locked in quiet.

He hated that he didn’t know the answer either. "You wanna feel normal for a bit, querida?” he asked suddenly, not turning around.

You looked up.

"Put on one of EZ's hoodies in the closet,” he said, nodding toward the corner. “Zip it up, keep your head down. We’ll get you outside long enough to pretend the trailer doesn’t have locks.”

You didn’t move for a moment, processing his words.

Then, slowly, carefully, you stood. The hoodie was way too big for you—hanging off your shoulders. You zipped it up, pulled the hood over your head. You didn’t say anything.

Angel watched you as you crossed the trailer. Watched the way you hesitated at the door, fingers grazing the handle.

“Stay close,” he said, voice rough. “I mean it, don't try anything"

You nodded.

When he opened the door, the noise hit you like a wave.

Laughter.

Music.

The scent of grilled meat and burning wood.

The kind of chaos that felt alive.

Without thinking, his arm came up around you, hand resting against your back.

Nobody even looked at you.

They had their own noise. Their own rhythm. You were just another shadow at a biker's side.

Tw: cussing, threats, canonical racism (for story purposes only, author does not condone racism), firearms, white supremacists.

A Charming Detour - Part 28

Juice woke up with a weight in his chest.

It wasn’t new.

That pressure, that tightness—he’d been carrying it since the clubhouse meeting, since Zobelle’s men started slithering around Charming like they owned the place. Since they looked at you at the garage the other day.

But he saw it.

The way they watched you.

And fuck, it made him sick.

He had to do something.

Which was why, barely awake, half dressed, and still sitting up in bed, Juice was already running a hand through his fauxhawk, shifting restlessly as he rambled.

"So, uh—babe—" He cleared his throat, glancing at you as you blinked sleepily at him. "You, uh—you ever shoot a gun before?"

You frowned, still groggy. "What?"

"A gun," Juice repeated quickly. "You ever, like—y’know, hold one? Point it? Aim? Squeeze the trigger?"

You blinked at him. "... do I look like I've shot guns ?."

Juice winced.

"Right. Okay. Cool, cool—uh, no big deal, obviously, just—y’know—" His fingers drummed frantically against his knee. "Probably a good idea for you to, uh—just in case. Not that you need to, but—"

You sat up slowly, tilting your head. "Juice."

"It’s nothing, babe, I swear—"

"Why are you freaking out?"

Juice froze.

"I’m not freaking out," he lied instantly, forcing a laugh that was about as convincing as a paper-thin alibi. "I just—uh. Thought it’d be fun? Like a date? A—uh—gun date?"

You gave him a look.

Juice swallowed.

"Baby," you murmured, touching his arm gently. "What’s wrong?"

Juice melted—just a little.

Because your voice was soft. Worrying about him, even when you were the one at risk.

"Nothing’s wrong," he said again, but this time softer. His hand slid over yours, squeezing lightly. "I just—wanna make sure you’re safe, okay? Humor me?"

You hesitated, but then nodded. "Yea, Okay."

And just like that, Juice breathed.

A little easier.

But not much.

"Alright, baby, this is your piece."

Juice set the pistol down in your hands, watching carefully as your fingers curled around it.

"Okay," he murmured. "First thing—keep your finger off the trigger till you’re ready to shoot, alright?"

You nodded quickly, brows furrowing as you focused.

Juice bit his lip.

Because—fuck, he hated this.

Hated how wrong it looked, seeing you holding a gun. You weren’t built for this—you were kind, you'd only ever been gentle you where too good for this kind of shit.

But those bastards—Zobelle’s men? They didn’t care.

And if it ever came down to it, Juice would rather have you ready.

He had an obligation to protect you.

Even if it meant teaching you something he never wanted you to have to use.

"Okay, babe, legs apart—"

You did as he said.

Juice smirked, nudging your foot with his boot. "A little wider—yeah, that’s good. Look at you go, babe."

You snorted, shaking your head. "Shut up."

"What? It’s true!" Juice grinned, trying to keep things light, fun. "Just sayin’—you look hot with a gun, babe. Like, real badass. Bonnie n’ Clyde type shit."

You laughed, but Juice caught the way your hands trembled slightly as you adjusted your grip.

His stomach tightened.

"Hey—" He leaned in, pressing a quick kiss to your temple. "You got this. I promise. Just listen to me, okay?"

You nodded, exhaling slowly, shifting your feet slightly in the dirt.

Juice fought the urge to pull you into his chest and tell you none of this was necessary.

That he’d protect you.

That he’d never let those bastards get close enough for you to need this skill.

But he didn’t say any of that.

Because he couldn’t promise it.

"Okay, baby—breathe in…"

You inhaled, steadying yourself.

"Exhale…"

Your breath left you in a slow, controlled release.

Juice nodded. "Now—squeeze, don’t pull."

The shot cracked through the air.

Juice’s heart slammed against his ribs.

"Babe!" Juice grinned, grabbing your wrist as he pointed. "Holy shit, you hit it!"

"Well would you look at that" you grinned, proud of yourself.

"Yeah! Baby, that was awesome—" He wrapped his arms around you instantly, laughing as he spun you slightly. "Told you you could do it!"

You laughed breathlessly. "That was so loud!"

"Right?!" Juice grinned, pressing his forehead against yours. "But you did it, babe. I’m so fucking proud of you right now."

The late morning air was crisp, laced with the scent of fresh coffee and asphalt warming under the California sun. You had only stepped out to run a few errands—nothing unusual.

A quick stop at the corner store for some basics, then maybe a detour to grab Juice his favorite snacks.

Simple.

Easy.

Until it wasn’t.

You noticed them as soon as you stepped out of the store.

Three men, lingering near the curb, leaning against a sleek black sedan. They looked out of place—buttoned-up shirts, neatly pressed jeans, the kind of clean-cut appearance that would’ve seemed harmless if not for the way they watched you.

Their eyes tracked you as you adjusted the bag in your arms, and a cold shiver ran down your spine before you even fully understood why.

Then one of them—tall, blonde, his smirk sharp as a knife—pushed off the car.

"Well, look what we got here," he drawled. "Mrs Ortiz."

Your stomach dropped.

You didn’t know much about the club’s dealings, but you knew hate when you saw it—Zobelle. His people. The ones who had been stirring up trouble for weeks, the ones SAMCRO was already on edge about.

And now, they knew you.

"Didn’t get a good look at ya last time," the blonde continued, taking a slow, deliberate step forward. "But now? Yeah, I see it. What the hell’s a pretty little thing like you doing married to a goddamn spic?"

Your breath hitched.

The other two laughed—low, mean chuckles that made your skin crawl.

"Bet he treats you like shit," one sneered, arms crossed. "I mean, c’mon, sweetheart. You really think guys like that know how to take care of their women?"

Your hands clenched into fists, nails biting into your palms.

"I—" Your voice caught. "You don’t know anything about him."

"Bet your daddy would be real disappointed, wouldn't he?" The third man said, his voice lower than the others. "You mixing with a spic—"

"His name is Juice," you cut in, gripping your shopping bag with white knuckles.

"Oh, we know," the blonde said smoothly, taking another step. "See, sweetheart, this ain’t just some local beef. The League? We got ties. International. Straight to the Aryan Brotherhood ... with similar... concerns about racial purity. Some of them might notice a pretty face ... especially one like yours." He gestured vaguely at all of you. "—You married the wrong side."

Your blood ran cold, but you school your expression, masking the panic rising in your chest.

"What’s he got you doin’, huh? Working double shifts to put food on the table while he’s out playing gangster? You gotta be real stupid to tie yourself to a brown boy like that."

"Wouldn't want anything unfortunate to happen to you or your little wetback. Accidents occur all the time." The second man stepped closer.

"You still got time to fix your mistake. Send that beaner packing back where he belongs before things get... complicated."

"Consider this a friendly warning," the tall one said, no trace of friendliness in his voice.

"From concerned citizens. Who take care of their own—cause right now, you're betraying your kind." The third man tossed something into your bag—a photograph of you and Juice outside a local dinner the one you go to for lunch.

The words "SPIC BANGER" scrawled across it in thick red marker, you blood turned to ice.

The air thickened.

Your pulse pounded in your ears, panic clawing its way up your throat.

You needed to get away.

Now.

One of them must have read it in your face because he reached for you with a smirk twisting in his features.

Before you could think too hard about it—before fear could fully take over—you spat directly into his face.

A sharp, wet splatter landing just below his eye.

The smirk vanished.

His face darkened.

"Fucking—"

You didn’t wait to hear the rest.

Your legs moved, muscles screaming as you bolted— sneakers slamming against the pavement as you tore down the street.

"Bitch!" one of them barked behind you, but you were already gone.

Running.

Heart hammering.

The clubhouse was only a few blocks away.

You just had to make it.

The second the compound came into view, your lungs ached from the effort.

"Open up—Open up" your screamed pounding on the door.

You stumbled inside, legs weak, breath ragged "Hey—hey!" Chibs’ voice cut through the pounding in your ears as he grabbed your shoulders "What happened, lass? You alright?"

Your mouth opened, but the words wouldn’t come.

Because now that you were safe, the full weight of what just happened slammed into you.

Your hands were shaking.

Your entire body was shaking.

And then—

"Baby?"

A new voice.

One you’d know anywhere.

"Juice." You paper then resolve crumbled

The second you where inside the clubhouse, everything stopped.

His heart lurched.

Your breath came in sharp, panicked gasps, your whole frame shaking from adrenaline as you stumbled inside, eyes wide.

"Baby?" Juice shot to you so quick you swore he almost blurred.

Your where trembling. Breath coming in heavy pants, hands shaking.

Juice's hands where already moving before he even registered it, hands catching your arms, his touch light, but urgent. "What happened? Babe, talk to me—"

You just shook your head, your breath too quick, too uneven.

"I— I was— running errands, and—" You sucked in a sharp breath, "Zobelle’s men were there—"

Juice went still.

Your fingers tightened in his kutte, and you swallowed hard, trying to steady yourself. "They—"

Juice’s hands brushed up your arms, trying to keep you grounded, but when you looked up at him, eyes glassy with unshed tears, something dark curled inside him.

"They know who I am, Juice," your voice wavered. "They knew I was married to you."

His pulse pounded in his ears.

"What did they say?" His voice was low, almost too calm.

You hesitated, and that was enough to make his blood burn.

"Baby," his hand found your cheek, his thumb brushing against your skin. "What did they say?"

Your voice cracked. "They called you a—"

You couldn’t even finish it.

Couldn’t say the slur.

Not out loud.

Not here.

Juice felt his entire body tense, his grip on you tightening for just a second before he forced himself to breathe.

"They gave—" You swallowed. "They ..." You pressed the photo into Juice’s hands.

His jaw locked. As the words "SPIC BANGER" in the offending marker taunted him.

You exhaled shakily, your fingers flexing against his shirt. "I spit on one of them, and I ran here. I just— I didn’t know what to—"

Juice’s grip shifted—one hand sliding to cup the back of your head, his other curling around your waist, pulling you into him before you could say another word.

"You did good, baby," he murmured, pressing a hard kiss against your hair. "You fucking ran. That’s— that’s what you do, okay? You just run— Always."

Tw: cussing, nightmares, fluff

Whiskey & Wee Things - Part 4

The smell of coffee lingered in the air, but you barely noticed.

Your hands shook slightly as you washed the breakfast dishes, the lukewarm water rushing over your fingers. You hadn’t really slept—not properly, not in ages—but last night had been worse.

It had felt too real.

The feeling of cold steel against your cheek. The sound of Jimmy O’s voice, laced with that sick amusement. The phantom sting of pain, even though your cheek had mostly healed.

You pressed a palm to your face, fingers brushing over the scar.

Gemma’s sharp eyes caught the movement.

"You didn’t tell him, did you?"

Your stomach twisted.

"He doesn’t need to worry about it," you muttered, placing a plate in the drying rack.

Gemma scoffed. "Bullshit."

You sighed, gripping the edge of the sink.

"It’s just nightmares, Gemma. I’ll be fine."

She leaned against the counter, crossing her arms.

"You can lie to yourself all you want, sweetheart," she said, voice softer now. "But you can’t lie to me. And you sure as hell can’t lie to that biker of yours."

The familiar rumble of a Harley outside made your stomach drop.

Gemma glanced toward the door.

"Guess we’ll find out, huh?" You rolled your eyes.

Chibs' knock at the door was firm but not impatient.

You barely had time to blink before Gemma was swinging it open, her sharp eyes flicking over Chibs as he stood on the porch. He looked like he hadn’t slept much either, though it was hard to tell if that was just the weight of the interim Presidency sitting on his shoulders.

His gaze immediately found you and you could see it—his sharp gaze flicking between you and Gemma, like he knew there was something unspoken lingering in the room, his body tense even though he hadn’t heard a word yet.

"Alright then," he said slowly, tugging off his gloves. "What’s goin’ on?"

You turned away, pretending to busy yourself with the dishes again.

But Gemma?

Gemma didn’t waste time with pleasantries.

"She’s not sleeping," she said bluntly. "Nightmares. Bad ones."

You winced.

Chibs’ eyes snapped to you.

"That true, love?" His voice was quieter now, but there was an edge to it.

You swallowed, focusing on the water still running in the sink.

"I’m fine, Filip—honestly its—"

He was beside you before you could take another breath, one rough hand reaching out to turn off the tap.

His fingers curled around your hand guiding it out if the sink and brushing his thumb over your knuckles—forcing you to look at him.

"Don’t do that tae me, mo chridhe"

Your breath hitched.

His voice had dropped even lower, a rough whisper that sent shivers down your spine.

"Don’t tell me yer fine when yer not"

You felt your throat tighten, your free hand clenching into a fist at your side.

"It’s just dreams, Scotsman."

He exhaled sharply through his nose.

"Aye," he muttered, releasing your hand. "An’ dreams can break a person just the same as any blade."

You looked away.

"It’s over. He’s dead."

"That bastard might be dead," Chibs said, voice dark, "but what he did to ye ain’t."

The words hit deeper than you expected.

Your fingers twitched, instinctively reaching for the scar before you caught yourself.

But Chibs noticed.

Of course, he did.

His jaw clenched, his eyes flickering to your face, to the scar running across your cheek. His thumb lifted, hovering just inches away—like he wanted to touch it but wouldn’t unless you let him.

"Ye shouldn’t be carryin’ this shite alone, love."

You bit your lip, your chest tightening with something heavy, something raw.

"I don’t want to be a burden."

Chibs let out a quiet, almost disbelieving laugh.

"A burden?" He shook his head, stepping closer, his voice dropping to something almost desperate. "D’ye have any idea what ye mean to me?"

Your breath caught.

The kitchen felt too small, too warm.

He pressed his forehead against yours, calloused hands caging your face.

It was so gentle, like he always was when it came to you.

"Ye don’t have to carry this alone," he murmured. "And ye won’t."

Your eyes burned, a lump rising in your throat, you let yourself lean into him.

Chibs’ eyes darkened, as he pulled back, his jaw tightening slightly before he exhaled through his nose. "pack a bag love, yer comin’ wi’ me."

You blinked.

"What?"

He gave you a look that left no room for argument.

"Pack a bag, mo chridhe."

Your fingers curled into the hem of your sweater. "Scotsman, there just—"

"Love, I ain’t askin’."

Your breath hitched.

He took a step closer, voice softening.

"Ye need sleep. Ye need to be looked after. An’ I should’ve done somethin’ sooner." His eyes flickered with something almost pained. "So let me take care o’ ye, aye?"

You hesitated.

You knew how much pressure he was under—running the club while half the guys were inside, trying to keep things from falling apart. He didn’t need this on top of everything else.

"You already have enough on your plate."

Chibs let out a dry, humorless chuckle.

"Aye, well. Takin’ care o’ my Old Lady’s meant tae be on my plate, too." His knuckles brushed your cheek. "Let me do this for ye."

Your heart stuttered.

You weren’t even sure what part of that sentence hit you the hardest—the possessiveness in my Old Lady, or the way he looked at you, like he’d already decided that your needs came first.

You swallowed hard, then nodded.

"Alright, fine"

Chibs’ place was as you expected, nothing had changed since you'd collected things for him with Gemma all those months ago.

It was small but lived-in, smelling faintly of leather and whiskey, but also something cleaner—like soap and faint traces of his cologne.

The couch looked like it had seen better days, his kutte draped over the back. A gun rested on the coffee table, but there was also a book beside it—something old and worn.

You lifted the book and flicked a few pages absentmindedly setting your bag down on the couch, he caught you looking and huffed a small, amused breath.

"Didn’t take ye for the snoopin’ type, lass."

Your cheeks flushed slightly as you jumped. "I wasn’t snooping."

He smirked, but it was soft, lacking the teasing bite it usually carried.

"C’mon, let’s get ye settled."

You hadn’t expected him to take a whole day just for you. But when Filip Telford made up his mind, there was no chance at changing it.

"Right then, love," he said, tossing his keys onto the counter. "Yer home for the day."

You hesitated in the doorway.

"Filip, I—"

He turned back, hands on his hips.

"Ah, don’t start that shite," he interrupted, raising a brow. "Aye, I’m busy. Aye, I got a helluva lot to deal with. But ye know what else I got?"

You swallowed.

"What?"

His expression softened.

"A bonnie Old Lady who needs her Old Man."

Your chest tightened.

"You don’t have to—"

"Stop," he said gently, stepping closer.

Before you could argue, he reached for your jacket, slipping it off your shoulders like it was the most natural thing in the world. His fingers brushed your arms—just a whisper of warmth—but it was enough to send a shiver down your spine.

"Yer gonna let me take care o’ ye, aye?"

You bit your lip, feeling your resolve waver.

He wanted to do this.

Not out of obligation.

Not because he felt guilty.

Because it was you.

Chibs was nothing if not thorough.

He made you sit on the couch, tossing a blanket over your lap like you were some fragile thing in need of warmth.

He grumbled about your nightmares and how much work you'd taken on to support his interim Presidency

"Yer stressin’ yerself out, mo chridhe, I can see it." as his knuckles dragged slowly over your cheek.

"Can’t have ye runnin’ yerself ragged, now can I?" He quipped as he stepped away, turning on the kettle and rummaging through the cupboards.

You quirked a brow as he pulled out some teabags and begun making tea. "Here I was starting to think your bloodtype was Jamieson's Scotsman" you giggled.

That earned you a sharp look, but there was a smirk with it.

It wasn’t just the care that got to you, It was the way he did it.

So soft, so natural—like this was something he’d been meant to do all along.

You'd seen this side of him before, but it always managed to completely floor you, how your Filip could be so gentle with you dispite the things you knew he'd done.

You’d seen him protect, seen him fight tooth and nail for the club, for his brothers.

Later, when you’d settled against his chest—his arm draped around you, fingers absently tracing shapes on your shoulder some film flickering across his television—you couldn’t keep quiet anymore.

"Filip?"

"Love ?"

You hesitated, fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt.

"Are you sure this isn’t… too much?"

His hand stilled.

"What d’ye mean?"

You swallowed.

"I know you’ve got so much on your plate already. The club, the guys in prison, everything with Jax and Clay and—"

"Stop, yer talking in circles now, mo chridhe" he murmured, cutting you off.

He shifted slightly, tilting your chin up so you’d look at him.

"D’ye really think takin’ care o’ my Old Lady is too much for me?"

Your breath caught.

"I—"

"Love," he sighed, shaking his head. "Yer mine. D’ye understand that?"

Your throat burned, emotions threatening to spill over.

And then, softer—

"An’ if ye need me, ye tell me. Aye?"

You nodded, "Alright, Filip" you whispered.

A slow, knowing smirk tugged at his lips.

"Good." He pulled you close, tucked you against his chest, and whispered, "Yer gonna stay, love. Just for tonight."

"I can take the couch—"

Chibs let out a quiet, disbelieving laugh.

"Christ, woman. Ye think I’d let ye sleep on the couch?" He shook his head, running a hand through his greying hair. "Yer in my bed. End of discussion."

He guided you toward the bedroom—The bed was neatly made, which didn't surprise you.

You hesitated near the doorway, only briefly.

Chibs stepped forward, brushing his knuckles along your cheek.

"I ain’t leavin’ ye alone, lass. Not tonight."

Sleep didn’t come easy.

But when you startled awake, breath ragged, hands gripping the sheets—

There was warmth beside you.

The nightmare had yanked you awake so violently that, for a moment, you weren’t even sure where you were.

Your chest heaved, panic clawing up your throat, the phantom echoes of Jimmy’s voice still ringing in your ears. You could still feel the cold press of a blade against your skin, the sharp sting where it had carved into your cheek—

You gasped for air, fingers tangling in the sheets, hands shaking.

The room was dark, but not empty.

A familiar warmth shifted beside you, and before you could flinch away, a rough, calloused hand covered yours.

"Love."

His voice was soft, hoarse with sleep but steady as a rock.

"S’alright. Breathe for me, aye?"

You tried.

Failed.

Chibs sat up slowly, keeping his movements measured, careful. The bed dipped as he leaned toward you, and in the faint glow of the streetlight seeping through the blinds, you could see the worry in his eyes.

"Christ, yer shakin’ like a leaf." His hands found your arms, rubbing warmth back into them. "What happened?"

You couldn’t answer.

Your breath hitched, shoulders trembling, and before you could break down completely, Chibs moved—pulling you into his chest, strong arms wrapping around you in a way that left no room for argument.

"Shhh, I’ve got ye," he murmured, one hand smoothing over your hair, the other resting against your back, his broad palm spreading warmth along your spine.

You squeezed your eyes shut, pressing your face against his shirt, breathing him in—leather and soap and the faintest hint of cigarettes.

It grounded you.

Made you come back to reality.

His lips brushed the top of your head. "No one’s gonna hurt ye, mo chridhe ’. Not while I’m breathin’."

Your fingers curled into the fabric of his shirt.

"I—I thought I was back there," you admitted, voice barely above a whisper. "Fuck— It felt so real."

Chibs exhaled slowly, and you felt his grip tighten just slightly.

"But ye weren’t." His voice was firmer now, certain. "Ye’re here. Wi’ me."

You nodded against his chest, swallowing hard.

"Aye, there ye go," he murmured, tilting his head to press a kiss into your hair. "Deep breaths now. That’s it."

You hadn’t even realized how shallow your breathing had been until now.

Slowly, carefully, you let yourself match the rise and fall of his chest.

After a while, the panic eased, leaving exhaustion in its wake.

Chibs shifted slightly, pulling back just enough to tip your chin up with his fingertips.

"Ye alright, mo chridhe ?" he asked, voice gentle.

You nodded, though the tension hadn’t fully left your body.

He studied you for a long moment, then let out a quiet hum.

"Dinnae move."

Before you could question it, he pulled away—but only to reach over to the bedside table.

The small lamp flickered on, casting a dim glow over the room. The sudden light made you blink, and Chibs took the opportunity to glance around, scanning the shadows like he was making sure nothing lurked there.

Like he could fight the ghosts haunting your mind with nothing but a sharp glare and the sheer force of his presence.

When he was satisfied, he turned his attention back to you.

"Better?"

You nodded again, throat tight.

"Aye, well. That’s no’ good enough." His expression softened, and he reached for you again, pulling you easily into his lap.

You stiffened slightly, but Chibs just leaned back against the headboard, his arms loose around you—giving you space, but holding you steady.

"Ye know I won’t let anything happen to ye, aye?" His accent thickened slightly, voice low and serious.

Your fingers toyed with the hem of his shirt.

"I know, Scotsman"

He let out a quiet huff.

"Then why do ye look like ye don’t?"

You exhaled shakily.

"It’s not you," you admitted. "It’s just… my head. It won’t let it go ... its like it just keeps replaying."

Chibs was quiet for a moment, then—

"Aye, well. If yer head won’t listen, then I’ll just have tae keep reminding ye myself."

Before you could ask what he meant, he shifted—pulling you closer until your head rested against his chest.

"Ye feel that?" He pressed your hand over his heart. "That’s me, mo chridhe."

He dropped his head, just enough to place a kiss to your hairline. "Ye need tae know each of o' those wee beats have two jobs, make sure yer safe and make sure yer happy, love"

The steady thump-thump beneath your palm made something in your chest unravel.

"Aye, there ye go." His fingers trailed up and down your back, slow and soothing. "Ye’re safe, mo chridhe. I swear it."

You exhaled shakily, rubbing a hand over your face as Chibs guiding you both back down on the bed.

"S’alright," he murmured, rubbing his thumb against the back of your hand. "Ye’re safe, love. Ye’re home."

Home.

You didn’t know if he meant the apartment.

Or him, but you didn't care.

• Scotch & Screams •
M A S T E R L I S T

Clinging desperately to the back of a speeding Ducati, your screams should have been lost in the chaos of Charming.

Chibs can't explain the pull he feels toward you and he finds himself breaking his own rules to discover who you are and why fate seems determined to intertwine your paths.

As the complicated world of SAMCRO threatens to engulf you, one question remains will you run from or straight toward the Scottish biker ?

TW: Cussing, Mentions of SA (offpage), Torture, Medical Descriptions, Tension, Violence, Death.

Tw: cussing, reader has been kidnapped so themes of tension?

Novel Attraction - Part 5

The night air was thick and humid, clinging to your skin as you walked beside Angel.

He kept his pace slow, careful.

Like he thought you might bolt at any second.

He wasn’t wrong.

Angel didn’t touch you—hadn’t since you flinched away earlier—but he stayed close enough that the weight of him was impossible to ignore.

EZ’s trailer wasn’t far from the clubhouse just to the side behind the rows of bikes, all guarded by tall metal walls,

every step felt too long, too heavy.

Your arms were wrapped around yourself, shoulders stiff.

You were still wearing the same clothes from when they took you—wrinkled, slightly damp from how much you’d been shaking.

Angel noticed. “EZ keeps it clean,” Angel muttered, trying to fill the silence. “A little too clean if you ask me. Shit’s unnatural.”

Angel pushed the door open first, stepping in before you, giving the place a once-over.

Not that there was much to check.

EZ’s trailer was small, but tidy—a couple plain glass windows, a kitchenette, a bed toward the back behind a small curtain.

The inside of EZ’s trailer was smaller than you expected.

Cramped, cluttered—but not in a dirty way. Books stacked in even piles, a half-open notebook on the counter, a coffee cup with a ring of dried liquid at the bottom of the sink.

It felt… lived in. Dim lighting cast soft shadows over the space. It didn’t feel cold, but it wasn’t homey either.

Angel turned, watching as you hesitated in the doorway.

You didn’t want to step inside. He could see it, the way your fingers gripped the hem of your blouse, your breath shallow.

Angel’s chest tightened.  "Querida…"

Your eyes flicked up to his.

Wide.

Wary.

“Ain’t a prison.” A slow shrug. A forced smirk. "More like... protective custody.” Angel quipped trying lighten the mood.

You still didn’t move.

Angel sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. “Look, I get it. You don’t trust me, or EZ, or anyone wearin’ a kutte. But…”

His hand hovered over his chest, over the Los Asesinos De Dios flash on his kutte. "...you’ll be safer here than anywhere else.”

The words hung between you, finally, you stepped in, although the moment the door clicked shut behind you, you tensed.

Angel caught it—the way your spine straightened, your breath hitched.

You didn’t say anything, just stared at the door, a sick feeling twisting in your gut.

Angel shifted on his feet, rolling his shoulders. "We gotta lock it, querida.”

Your head snapped toward him. “Why?”

Angel exhaled sharply. “So you don’t try to run.”

The silence stretched.

You blinked at him.

Once.

Twice.

Then, slowly—your face changed.

Not fear.

Not confusion.

Anger. “You think I’m gonna run?” Your voice was quiet, disbelieving.

Angel huffed a laugh, shaking his head. “Querida, I know you are.” His smirk was small, lopsided.

You didn’t smile back.

Instead, you let out a breathy, humorless laugh, crossing your arms. “Where exactly would I go, I've no idea where I am ... and you've already pulled a gun on me”

Angel’s jaw ticked, as he scrubed a hand over his beard.

Angel stood by the trailer door, hand gripping the handle, hesitating he exhaled sharply, muttering under his breath as he stepped out.

You heard the click of the lock behind him.

A reminder.

You weren’t going anywhere.

When Angel returned, the smell of warm food filled the small space.

Your stomach twisted—not from fear this time, but hunger.

He set a takeout bag on the counter before turning toward you, something draped over his arm.

A hoodie.

Sweatpants.

Most likely his. "Figured you might wanna change," he said, voice casual, like it wasn’t a big deal.

You hesitated, glancing at the clothes.

They were worn, soft-looking—and big.

Your fingers curled against your sleeve. "Why?"

Angel frowned. "Why what?"

"Why are you—" You exhaled, frustrated. "Why are you being nice to me all of a sudden ?"

Angel let out a small, humorless laugh. "Shit, querida. You think I’m supposed to just let you sit here all night in jeans and a stiff-ass shirt?"

You didn’t respond.

He shook his head, stepping forward just enough to extend the clothes toward you. "Take ‘em. They’re clean."

You hesitated.

Then, slowly, you reached out and took them. "…Thanks."

Angel nodded, like it wasn’t a big deal. "De nada, querida."

You looked up, brows furrowed. "You know I don’t speak Spanish, right?"

Angel glanced at you, smirking slightly. "Lo sé, querida."

You rolled your eyes at him dispite the situation. "The only thing I know how to say in Spanish is ‘I don’t speak Spanish.’"

Angel grinned. "That’s fuckin’ tragic."

You scowled, crossing your arms. "Not my fault."

"No, but it is kinda funny."

You didn’t laugh.

Angel sighed, running a hand down his face. "You really think I’m that bad, huh?"

You looked at him almost incredulously.  "I don’t know what to think, haven't excatly been kidnapped before..." agasint your better judgment you also quipped "...not like they get reviews on yelp" under your breath.

Angel sat across from you, arms folded, leaning back against EZ’s small kitchen table like he was settling in.

The bag of food sat open between you, the scent of greasy fries and warm tortillas thick in the small trailer.

You reached in, pulling out a fry, then hesitated.

Angel watched.

Slowly, you extended your hand, holding the fry out toward him. "Here."

Angel’s brows lifted slightly, lips twitching. "You… offering me food?"

You shrugged, keeping your hand outstretched. "Trailers gonna get boring real quick. Might as well be civil."

Angel let out a quiet laugh. "Shit. That’s the nicest thing you’ve said to me all night."

He took the fry from your fingers, popping it into his mouth with a smirk. "Gracias, querida."

A few minutes after you'd watched him swallow, you decided it would be safe if you took a bite yourself.

The conversation lapsed into silence for a moment, the hum of the night filtering in through the cracked window—crickets, distant motorcycles, the occasional stray dog barking.

Then, casually, you said "You remember… when I met you and EZ at the library ?"

Angel glanced up, chewing another fry lazily. "Yeah?"

You smirked, just slightly. "I was worried you couldn’t read."

Silence.

Then—

Angel choked on his fry. "Ay, what the fu—?!"

You laughed.

For the first time that night, it wasn’t nervous or forced—it was real.

Angel coughed, pounding a fist against his chest, glaring at you. "That’s fucked up, querida."

Your grin widened. "What? You just—had that look."

Angel scoffed, shaking his head. "Nah, nah. That’s some disrespectful shit. I got a whole-ass diploma, you know that?"

You raised an eyebrow. "Uh-huh. Prove it."

Angel gestured vaguely. "What, you want me to write you a fuckin’ essay?"

The corner of you mouth twitched. "Would you be able to?"

Angel pointed at you. "That’s it. No more fries for you."

You laughed again.

Angel smirked, shaking his head.

The trailer was small, and privacy was a joke.

The best you had was a thin curtain separating the main area from the bedroom.

Angel had given you space, staying put at the table, scrolling through his phone like he wasn’t paying attention—

The sweatshirt was soft, worn in, smelling vaguely like detergent and something else. Something undeniably him.

The sweatpants were too big, pooling around your ankles when you stepped out.

Angel glanced up. "Looks better on you than me, querida."

You swallowed, suddenly aware of the way he was looking at you. Not in a way that made you uncomfortable—

but in a way that made your stomach feel weird.

Great, just what I need ... Stockholm syndrome you thought to yourself.

You cleared your throat, folding your arms. "Thanks for..." You gestured vaguely at yourself "these"

Angel smirked, eyes flicking down to your bare feet against the trailer’s cheap flooring. "You want socks too?"

You shook your head. "Nah I'll survive."

Angel leaned back, stretching.

The conversation had started out awkward, forced.

You weren’t trying to talk to him. It just happened.

At some point, Angel had leaned forward, forearms resting on the table, his body language loose, open.

At some point, you had stopped folding into yourself.

At some point, you forgot you were kidnapped.

You talked about the library, how you ended up in Santo Padre, how you liked your job—

anything but this.

A soft breeze rattled the trailer’s window.

Angel had gone back to his phone, and you had gone back to staring at the door, chewing your lip.

And then—

BANG.

A backfire somewhere outside.

Your entire body locked up.

Angel’s head snapped toward you just as you flinched, hard.

Your breath hitched, and suddenly the walls of the trailer felt closer.

Angel moved without thinking. "Hey—hey, it’s just a bike, querida."

You didn’t answer.

Angel set his phone down, watching you carefully. "Breathe, alright? You’re good."

You swallowed. "Easy for you to say."

The trailer smelled like old wood, faded cologne, and the faint, lingering scent of cigarette smoke. The air inside was stale, heavy, like it had been holding its breath as much as you had.

Sleep felt impossible.

Instead, you perched near the window, hands folded in your lap, forehead resting lightly against the cool glass.

Outside, the Mayans moved like shadows, their voices carrying in the night air.

The lot was dimly lit by the glow of a few floodlights, casting long, distorted shapes across the cracked pavement.

EZ stood near one of the bikes, arms crossed, deep in conversation with Bishop. Coco leaned against the hood of a car, cigarette glowing between his fingers, his laughter low and rough as he exchanged a few words with Gilly.

And then—Angel.

He stood slightly apart, restless, pacing.

Every few seconds, his gaze flickered toward the trailer, his jaw tight, hands on his hips.

Even from here, you could see the tension in his shoulders.

You swallowed hard.

The reality of it all—being here, trapped, surrounded by men who lived by rules you didn’t understand—pressed against your chest like a weight.

Your fingers curled.

Maybe, you could run, but that guy that had the gun was still out there. Even if you made it past him, past them, you didn’t know where you were.

Your eyes flicked to Coco for a moment the orange glow of the end of his cigarette visable from your seat in the window and something about him told you that running wouldn’t end well.

Still, the thought lingered.

A reminder that you weren’t here by choice.

You pulled away from the window, the earlier food felt like it was swaying in your stomach as you retreated toward the bed.

It wasn’t much—just a small, slightly sunken mattress with a thin sheet and a pillow that smelled like aftershave and old books.

You hesitated before lowering yourself onto it.

The room felt too big and too small all at once.

The shadows in the corners seemed darker, deeper.

Every sound—the distant murmur of the Mayans, the occasional scrape of boots on gravel, the low rumble of engines—felt like a threat.

You pulled the hoodie tighter around yourself, curling onto your side.

But sleep wouldn’t come.

Your mind was too loud.

Too many questions, too much uncertainty.

Why were you here?

Why you?

What did they want?

And then, in the back of your mind—

What happens next?

What are they going to do to me ?

The sound of the lock on the trailer door creaking open made you jolt upright.

Angel stepped inside, his silhouette framed by the glow of the lot behind him. "You ain't asleep?"

You hesitated before shaking your head.

Angel sighed, rubbing the back of his neck as he kicked the door shut behind him. "Yeah that Figures"

He moved further in, his presence too big for the small space. "You worried someone’s gonna come snatch you outta bed?"

You frowned, arms wrapping around your knees. The moment the words left your lips, the silence that followed felt heavier than it should have. "You’re not staying in here… are you?"

Your voice was quiet, but there was an edge to it, uncertainty, maybe even a little bit of fear.

Angel had been standing near the doorway, one hand braced against the frame, the other rubbing at the tension in his jaw. At your question, his movements stilled.

Dark eyes flickered toward you.

For a moment, he said nothing—just studied you, lips pressing into a thin line like he was trying to figure out what exactly was going through your head.

Then, slowly— "What, you think I’m gonna crawl into bed with you, querida?"

His voice was low, a mix of amusement and something else—something quieter, heavier.

You looked away, "I just—" You hesitated, arms wrapping around yourself. "I don’t know any of you, I dont know what you want, I dont know if im going to wake up to something ... worse."

Angel ran a hand down his face, stepping further into the trailer, boots heavy against the floor.

"Look. I’m not gonna be up your ass 24/7, but you can’t exactly be left alone right now, either."

His gaze softened, just a little. "I’ll be outside. You got a problem, you call for me. Entiendes?"

You swallowed hard, nodding.

You should’ve felt relieved.

But instead, it just made everything feel more real.

The fact that you weren’t just going to wake up from this.

The fact that you were really stuck here.

Angel lingered for a moment, like he wanted to say something else—but instead, he just exhaled sharply through his nose and turned toward the door. "Try to sleep, querida."

Then he was gone, the lock on the door clicking shut behind him.

Angel leaned against the trailer, arms crossed, listening.

It had been a while since he heard you move.

At first, you had been restless—the sheets shifting, your breath uneven, the occasional sharp inhale like you were still too on edge to let yourself sleep.

But now—Finally, the trailer was quiet.

And that meant you were finally getting some sleep.

Angel exhaled through his nose, pushing off from where he leaned. His legs were stiff from standing too long. He rolled out his shoulders, the tension refusing to leave.

He should have gone home. Should have left.

But something about that idea sat wrong with him.

"Puta madre…" he muttered under his breath, running a hand down his face.

This wasn’t his problem.

It shouldn’t have been his problem.

But somewhere between grabbing you from the library and now, it became one.

Angel glanced toward the window, then back to the door.

Eventually, he pushed the door open just enough to step inside, boots barely making a sound against the floor.

You were curled up on the bed, small against the sheets, tucked into yourself.

For the first time since they brought you here, you looked—

Not quite peaceful, but at least not afraid.

Your breathing was soft, slow.

"Finalmente, querida…" The words slipped out before he even thought about them.

Angel didn’t linger. He pulled the blanket up just a little higher over your shoulders, a barely-there touch.

And then, with one last glance, he turned and stepped back out into the night.

Tw: Cussing, kidnapping, firearms, tension, angst, anxiety.

Novel Attraction - Part 4

The air was still warm from the day, the last traces of sunlight slipping below the horizon as you stepped out of the library. The streets were mostly empty, a few cars rolling by, but Santo Padre at this hour had an eerie stillness to it.

You didn’t notice the blacked-out van parked across the street.

Didn’t notice the figures watching.

Didn’t notice the grip tightening on the steering wheel.

Gilly's voice was sharp in the van. “Let’s go.”

Angel knew this was gonna suck, but he didn’t think it would feel like this.

The second you struggled in his arms, your panicked breath against his skin, something in his chest twisted so hard he almost fucking stopped.

Almost.

But he didn’t.

Because Miguel had given them a job and if they didn’t do it, someone else would.

Someone without his patience, someone who wouldn’t care if you cried, wouldn’t care if they left bruises.

You didn’t hear them coming.

One second, you were adjusting the strap of your bag. The next, an arm wrapped around your waist, lifting you off the ground like you weighed nothing.

It happened fast.

Too fast for you to understand.

One second, you were stepping out of the library— completely unguarded.

The next?

A strong arm wrapped around your waist, pulling you back.

Your scream barely made it out before a rough hand clamped over your mouth.

“Shh, shh, shh—cálmate, querida.” The voice was low, familiar—but your brain was too panicked to register it.

You kicked, struggling, but you were, outmatched.

“No, no—” Your muffled voice broke in sheer panic.

“Shhh.” Angel’s voice was low, his best attempt to be soothing despite the situation. “Don’t fight, querida. Just breathe.”

He felt your heart pounding, like a hummingbird trapped inside a fist.

You thrashed as a thick fabric bag dropped over your head, plunging you into darkness. Your breath came fast and shallow, heart hammering as your body was pressed against something solid.

Fuck.

EZ was already holding open the van door.

Angel lifted you effortlessly, stepping inside as Coco slammed it shut.

Your body thrashed against his hold.

“Hey, hey—” Angel muttered, adjusting his grip. “No te lastimes, okay? Just relax.”

Your hands pushed at his arms, weaker then him but desperate Angel felt your shaky breaths.

“Please—let me go!”

A flick against the bag covering your head, startling you into stilling “No can do, mami.” Coco's voice rough, almost annoyed. "Jefe dice que te llevaremos con nosotros por ahora."

Angel ground his jaw, glaring at Coco.

“The fuck was that, man?” he mouthed to the sniper.

Coco smirked. “She’ll be fine.” Coco mouthed back.

Angel exhaled sharply.

“No te va a pasar nada, okay?” His voice was low, soft.

"no hablo español" you breathed out frantically.

Angel and Ez shared a look.

“Stop fighting, please querida,” Angel’s voice, softer now a whisper agasint your temple. “Ain’t nobody gonna hurt you"

You knew that voice, confusion hit hard, breaking through the panic.

Angel was already regretting this.

Your breathing was too fast, and he could feel the way you where trembling under his grip.

You weren’t screaming anymore, but that was almost worse.

The van rumbled down the highway, the weight of the situation pressing heavy on all of them.

Coco and Gilly sat up front. EZ was next to Angel, who was still watching you.

The bag stayed on.

Didn’t matter.

He could still picture the way your eyes would look.

Angel swallowed hard.

His hand twitched towards the bag.

He wanted to take it off. Wanted you to see him.

Know it was him.

Know he wouldn’t let them hurt you.

But he didn’t.

Because this wasn’t about what he wanted.

This was about Miguel fucking Galindo.

And Miguel wanted you in his pew.

You struggled against him again, but Angel wouldn't let you go.

“Jesus, hermano.” Coco muttered, settling into his seat. “She fights like a kitten.”

Angel shot him a glare.

EZ was watching. Always watching.

You went back to fighting in his hold, your body tight against him.

“Keep her still,” EZ warned.

“Please.” Your voice broke on the word, barely above a whisper.

Angel clenched his jaw, his head resting back on the van wall, he moved his hand up and down your arm, a feeble attempt to sooth you.

Coco caught it and smirked.

“Shit, Hermano, Gonna make her fall in love before we get there ?”

Angel ignored him.

“Where we takin’ her?” Gilly asked.

EZ glanced at Angel.

You had stopped struggling.

Stopped crying.

But he could feel the way you curled into yourself, trying to disappear.

His arms were still wrapped around you.

He didn’t want to let go, and he felt sick because of it.

The ride was a blur of panic and muffled sounds.

By the time the van stopped, your breath was shaky, uneven. You felt dizzy, lightheaded from the fear still pressing against your ribs.

Then, hands. Gentler than before lifting you out, murmuring something you didn’t quite catch.

His voice was softer now, but the strength of his hold didn’t waver.

You wanted to fight again. Wanted to scream. But your body was exhausted from using up your adrenaline.

Instead, you just let him hold you.

That should’ve scared you more.

The moment you stepped inside, you flinched at the sudden rush of light, as the hood was removed, you knew you weren’t supposed to be here.

It smelled like smoke, motor oil, and leather, the Mayan insignia gleaming under dim yellow lights.

A gang.

You felt your stomach drop.

Your hands clenched into fists.

Angel felt it.

He glanced down, something unreadable in his dark eyes.

"Shhh” His voice was steady. “querida, nobodys gonna hurt you.”

Your body was still running on fear, adrenaline making you dumber.

You didn’t understand what was happening—only that you had to get out.

You waited.

Watched.

Then—

You bolted.

You barely made it two steps before a hand grabbed you by the scruff, yanking you into the wall hard.

"Oh, hell nah.” Coco grunted, his hand still fisted in your blouse, grip bruising.

Your breath caught as cold metal pressed against your temple.

A gun.

You shut you eyes tight.

Coco exhaled, shaking his head. “You really don’t get it, do you? ”

Your body went still, frozen.

Your breath came out shaky, broken.

Your voice cracked.

Coco made a noise in the back of his throat, like he wasn’t sure if he should be amused or annoyed.

"You can’t leave"

Your body was still shaking, every muscle tense, ready to bolt.

Angel exhaled slowly.

“Shit.” He ran a hand down his face. “EZ, say something smart.”

EZ huffed. "What, like a magic word?”

Angel gave him a look.

You shrank further into yourself.

"Don’t—don’t touch me," you whispered.

"Why am I here?" Your voice wavered. "What do want" Your breathing had slowed, but your hands still trembled.

Your eyes flicked toward EZ, then widened. "I—I've seen you before," you whispered.

EZ nodded. "Yeah, we met at the library." Your gaze shifted to Angel, confusion flickered over your face for a second.

Then realization. "You're... his brother?"

Something tightened in Angel’s chest.

That’s it?

Not Angel.

Just the 'brother.'

His jaw clenched.

"Yeah, querida," he muttered. "That’s me."

Coco was the first to try calming you down. "Look, muñeca, no one here’s gonna—"

"Don’t." Your voice was sharp. "Don’t call me that."

Coco held up his hands. "Alright, damn. No need to get feisty."

Gilly stepped forward. "Just breathe, alright?" But the more they talked, the more your hands trembled.

Angel saw it first.

Saw the way you tensed whenever Coco spoke, how you barely reacted to Gilly.

And then—

You looked at EZ.

Then at him.

Angel exhaled.

"Querida," he murmured, stepping closer. "Look at me."

Slowly, your wide eyes flicked up to his.

"Just you and me, okay?" His voice softened. "I need you to breathe."

You did.

Finally.

Not for Coco.

Not for Gilly.

Not even for EZ.

For him.

It didn’t matter that you weren’t tied up. It didn’t matter that Angel had tried to calm you down.

Nothing was okay.

Your body was curled into the farthest corner of the room they’d put you in—a back room of the clubhouse, some dusty old couch your only protection.

Your arms were wrapped around your legs, knees tucked to your chest, your breath coming too fast.

Angel was still standing in the doorway, arms crossed, leaning against the frame—but his usual confidence was gone. He hated this.

Coco, Gilly, and EZ had left a while ago, giving him space to deal with you.

But he didn’t know how. "Querida..."

“You—you kidnapped me.” you said eyes wide. "Is that why you came to the library to 'case' me"

Angel winced.

Angel exhaled through his nose, His throat felt tight.

"This wasn’t how it was supposed to go.”

You looked up at him then, and the raw fear in your eyes made his stomach twist.

Out in the main room of the clubhouse, the others were talking.

Bishop was standing at the bar, arms folded as he watched EZ pace.

Coco was sitting on one of the couches, flipping his knife between his fingers, while Gilly leaned against the wall.

“Galindo’s pleased” Bishop’s voice was sharp. “Can’t meet for a couple of days, though. He’s got some business in Mexico first.”

Coco let out a low whistle. "Ain’t that convenient?”

Bishop ignored him, turning his gaze to Angel, who had just walked out of the back room, his jaw tight.

“What the hell are we supposed to do with her until then?”

Gilly shrugged. “Keep her here.”

"She’s already losin’ her shit,” Angel muttered. “She’s not built for this, man.”

Coco snorted. “No jodas, hermano. Of course she’s not built for this.” He shook his head twirled his knife between his fingers before shoving it away. “She looks like she’d get spooked by a fuckin’ car backfiring.”

Angel shot him a glare. "Yeah? And pulling a gun on her helped?"

Coco just shrugged. "She stopped running, didn’t she?"

Angel’s hands clenched into fists.

Bishop watched the exchange, expression unreadable. "She stays here, under lock and key. Ain’t no one touches her, ¿entendido?”

A chorus of agreement.

The air inside the clubhouse was heavy.

Dim light flickered from the overhead lamps, casting long shadows across the faces of the men gathered around the bar. The tension was thick enough to choke on.

Angel leaned against the counter, arms crossed, jaw tight. His eyes never strayed far from the closed door that separated you from them.

“She needs space.” EZ’s voice was firm but calm, always the level-headed one.

Angel’s eyes snapped to him, sharp. "She’s got space."

EZ sighed, shaking his head. "No, she doesn’t. She’s locked in a room, Angel. Freaking the fuck out. If we give her space, her own space, she might chill."

Angel’s stomach twisted.

He knew EZ was right.

But then—  "She can stay in my trailer."

Angel stiffened.

The others went silent.

Coco, who had been flipping his knife between his fingers, suddenly grinned. “Oh shit.”

Gilly rubbed his jaw, waiting for the reaction he knew was coming.

Angel pushed off the counter, stepping forward. "No. Fuck no."

EZ frowned. "It makes the most sense—"

"The fuck it does." Angel’s body was tense, shoulders squared.

The idea of EZ alone with you—his brother, the golden boy, the one you already trusted—it made his blood feel like it was boiling. "What, you planning on making a move, hermano?"

Angel’s jaw tightened. “She’s scared enough without your bookworm ass sniffin’ around her.”

EZ rolled his eyes. "I ain't sniffin' around shit, Angel.”

Angel scoffed, crossing his arms over his chest. "Bullshit."

EZ exhaled sharply, standing up straight, closing the space between them."She trusts me more than you, and that’s what’s pissing you off, huh?" Angel's jaw ticked.

Coco smirked, watching the exchange like it was a show made just for him. "Mierda, this is better than Telemundo."

A heavy thud echoed through the room as Bishop set his beer down on the bar. "Alright, enough.”

His voice was sharp. Final.

Both Reyes brothers turned to him.

Bishop leaned forward, his gaze hard. "EZ’s right. Let her stay in the trailer."

Angel’s mouth opened—ready to argue—but Bishop cut him off.

"You wanna spend the next two days with her screamin’ and crying in that room? Gonna chain her to a chair, Angel?"

Angel’s throat worked, but no words came out.

He hated this. "Fine.” It came out rough, reluctant.

EZ nodded.

When Angel walked back into the room, you were already looking around.

Your fingers twisted into the fabric of your blouse, eyes darting from one face to another, searching. "EZ?"

Angel exhaled sharply through his nose. "Damn, querida. I ain't even back two minutes, and you're already lookin’ for my kid brother?”

You tensed at the teasing in his tone, Angel hated that more than he wanted to admit.

Coco chuckled from the doorway. “Look at this. Our little stray’s already got a favorite Reyes.”

Your shoulders went tight, and you turned, gaze flicking between them. "What are you doing with me?" Your voice was tight, wary.

EZ sighed, rubbing a hand over his face.  "We’re moving you to my trailer.”

The look you gave them?

Pure, undiluted disgust.

Angel’s brows shot up.

Coco let out a low, “Damn.”

You stepped back, shaking your head. "Fuck no"

Your arms wrapped around yourself, as if that could somehow shield you from whatever the hell you thought was coming next. "No, I— I fucking knew it.”

Angel’s stomach dropped.

EZ immediately held his hands up. "Hold up, it ain’t like that.”

You didn’t believe him.

Angel could see it, the way you backed toward the wall, trying to put as much distance between yourself and them as possible. "I— I’m not— I won’t—”

You swallowed hard, blinking fast, your whole body tight as a wire.

EZ took a step forward.

You flinched.

Angel saw red. “EZ, back the fuck up.”

EZ hesitated but listened, stepping away, hands still palms up.

You felt cornered, fear creeping up your spine. “So I have to share a trailer with a random guy now?” You whisper

Angel’s stomach tightened.

Your voice didn’t rise above a whisper, but he heard every single syllable.

Your arms were still wrapped around yourself, fingers gripping your sleeves, knuckles white.

Angel didn’t respond at first, just let the words hang between you.

But then you lifted your chin, eyes locking onto his, something like betrayal flickering beneath the fear.

"You know how that sounds right?"

Fuck, that made his jaw clench so tight it could break teeth.

Angel leaned in, just enough that no one else could hear.

The smell of old leather, smoke, and motor oil clung to him—a mix of the club and of him. "It’s not like that, querida."

"I don't know you," you whispered, voice shaking. "I don't know him. I don’t—"

You swallowed hard, looking away.

Angel’s hands curled into fists at his sides.  "Ain’t nobody puttin’ you in that situation." His voice came out hard, unforgiving.

Your eyes snapped back to his, searching his face, looking for the lie.

There wasn’t one.

And that?

That seemed to confuse you even more.

Angel huffed, rubbing a hand over his jaw.

“EZ ain’t some random guy. He’s my fuckin’ brother. And he’s the only one you don’t flinch from, so yeah—he’s the safest bet right now.”

Tw: cussing, canonical racism (for story purposes only, this is horrid behavior for humans to engage in), white supremacists

A Charming Detour - Part 27

The knock came at the absolute worst possible moment.

Loud. Sharp. Insistent.

Juice jumped like he’d just been caught committing a felony—his whole body jerking against yours as his head snapped toward the door, wide-eyed, panting, pupils still blown from the whirlwind of the past few minutes.

Another knock—this time harder.

"Juice! Open up, Brother—Church!"

Jax.

"Oh, shit—" Juice’s stomach plummeted. "Shit, shit, shit—"

His hands, which had just been cradling you, like you were the most fragile, precious thing in the world, suddenly flew to his own head—fingers clutching at his scalp like he was trying to physically reset his brain. "Fuck—Jax—"

His phone. Where the fuck was his phone?

"Fuck—babe, I—" Juice started to scramble, his hands frantically patting down his own pockets like he expected his phone to magically appear. "Shit, where—?"

You blinked at him, still slightly dazed from the last few minutes, but his panic was already yanking you back to reality.

"Juice, baby, you gotta breathe—" You reached for him, but—

"Shit, babe did you hear my phone ... I didn’t answer my fucking phone—" His hands went to his face again, rubbing hard like he was trying to ground himself. "I always answer my phone—why the fuck didn’t I—?"

Another knock.

Harder this time.

"Juice, what the fuck, man?!"

"Fuck—" Juice sprang off the couch so fast he nearly tripped over his own feet. "Jax, hold on—!"

Juice was chaos incarnate.

His movements were frenetic as he spun, eyes darting around the room like a cornered animal, yanking up couch cushions like his phone had somehow buried itself there. "I swear, I—fuck, it was right here—"

You watched him, brows knitting together.

"Juan, just—breathe."

Juice didn’t even hear you.

"Where the fuck—" He turned so fast he almost smacked into the coffee table. "God, I—oh—wait—"

He found his phone.

Face-down on the floor, blinking with at least ten missed calls.

"Oh, shit—"

And just like that—the whole mood shifted.

The haze of kisses, the warmth of your skin under his hands, the way he’d just told you he loved you—

It was gone.

Ripped away by SAMCRO.

Juice stared at the screen, the blinking notifications practically screaming at him. His breathing was still ragged from before, but now it was for a different reason.

"Babe—" His voice was strained as he turned back to you. "I gotta—fuck, I gotta go—"

You were still sitting there, his oversized SAMCRO shirt draped over your frame, hair still slightly damp from your shower.

And fuck, you looked—

Juice swallowed, hard.

His whole body was tense, like he was fighting something—his hands hovering like he wanted to reach for you, but knew he couldn’t. Not now. Not right now.

"Baby, I—"

Another knock.

"Juice, hurry the fuck up!"

He flinched.

Then, in one last desperate second, he grabbed your face and pressed a hard, almost frantic kiss to your lips—like he was trying to hold onto this moment, to you, for just a little longer.

And then—

He was gone.

The second Juice stepped outside, the mask went up.

Jax barely gave him a glance before motioning him toward the bikes. "Let’s go, man—shit's bad—"

Juice nodded, already shoving his emotions down, slipping into the role he had to play.

The Soldier.

The Brother.

The Outlaw.

But as he rode toward the clubhouse, wind whipping against his face, all he could think about was you—

Sitting back in that apartment.

Wrapped in his shirt.

Still tasting him on your lips.

And fuck—

The moment Juice walked into the clubhouse, he could feel it.

The energy was wrong.

Tense. Coiled tight.

The room stank of cigarette smoke, sweat, and the sharp tang of alcohol—like some of the guys had been drinking just to take the edge off before he even got there. The air itself felt thick, pressing down on him as he stepped inside, his boots scuffing against the wood.

Everyone was already seated at the table.

Jax. Clay. Tig. Chibs. Bobby. Opie. Happy.

Every single one of them looking pissed.

"Jesus, kid—" Piney snapped the second he saw him. "Where the hell were you?"

Juice froze for half a second—still mentally disentangling himself from where he’d just been, from you, from the warmth of your skin and the way you’d looked at him—but he forced himself to shake it off.

He cleared his throat, shifting awkwardly as he slid into his chair. "Sorry, my phone—"

"Doesn’t matter." Clay cut in, his voice gravelly with frustration. "You’re here now."

Juice nodded, pulse still thrumming a little too fast in his ears as he laced his fingers together and forced himself to focus. "Right. Yeah. What’s going on?"

Jax exhaled hard, leaning forward against the table, tattooed fingers drumming against the wood. "Zobelle."

Juice stiffened, that cigar shop guy.

"Him and his crew aren’t just talking shit anymore," Jax continued, jaw tight. "They’re making moves—pushing crank into Charming, getting people on their side, turning them against us. Trying to take us the fuck out."

Clay nodded, face like stone. "They want us gone—completely. And they’re making sure the town sees them as the good guys and us as the problem."

"Fucking Nazi pricks—" Tig growled under his breath, drumming his fingers against the table. "Think they can just walk in and take our fucking home?"

Juice swallowed hard.

Zobelle.

That smug, suit-wearing asshole. The League of American Nationalists backing him. The fact that they were coming at SAMCRO with money and politics instead of straight-up muscle—turning people against the club instead of fighting fair.

"Ye got eyes on their operation?" Chibs asked, arms crossed tight over his chest. "What they're actually moving?"

"Not enough." Jax shook his head, frustration bleeding into his voice. "They’re being careful. And the cops—?"

He scoffed, shaking his head. "Unser’s hands are fucking tied—they’re making sure of that."

Juice felt his stomach knot.

Supremacists with power? Money? Political connections?

That was the kind of shit that didn’t just go away.

"We need to shut this shit down—" Happy muttered, his voice low and deadly, fingers flexing against the table like he was aching to wrap them around someone's throat. "Fast."

"Yeah?" Opie shot him a look. "And how exactly do we do that when these guys have cops, businessmen, and half the town believing they’re fucking saints?"

Juice exhaled sharply, leaning back in his chair. "We need leverage."

Everyone turned to him.

He swallowed.

"Something that makes them look worse than us."

"And what the fuck would that be?" Tig snorted. "They’re literal Nazis—if people still don’t think they’re scum, what the hell’s gonna change their minds?"

Juice hesitated. "I don’t know—"

"Well, find the fuck out." Clay’s voice was gravel as he pointed at him. "This is your shit. Tech. Intel. Figure it out."

Juice nodded, but his chest was tight.

Because this?

This was the kind of war that didn’t just end with a few bodies in the ground.

By the time church ended, Juice felt like he was carrying a ton of bricks on his back.

The second the gavel came down, he practically bolted outside, inhaling sharp, deep breaths of cold night air—trying to shake off the claustrophobic weight pressing against his ribs.

But it didn’t fucking work.

Because his mind was still racing.

Zobelle. The club. The danger. The target they all had on their backs.

And then—

You.

Waiting for him back home, still wrapped in his T-shirt, still probably unaware of the real world he lived in.

Juice exhaled, dragging a shaky hand down his face.

The ride home was a blur.

Juice barely even remembered the stretch of asphalt under his tires, the flickering glow of streetlights, the quiet hum of Charming at night. His head was still buzzing—too much shit from church rattling around in his skull, thoughts spinning like they were stuck on a goddamn carousel.

But the second he opened the door to your home?

The second he saw you standing there, waiting for him—

It was like everything slowed down.

The apartment was quiet, lit only by the soft glow of a lamp, casting long, golden shadows along the walls. The air smelled like you, like that faint floral scent you always carried, mixed with something warm—tea, maybe?

And there you were.

Standing in the living room, still wearing his oversized SAMCRO shirt, your frame nearly drowned in it, your gorgeous eyes meeting his the second he stepped inside.

Juice felt his chest clench.

"Hey, baby," he murmured, voice rough from the cold night air.

You smiled softly, relieved to see him, but he caught the tiny crease of concern between your brows as you stepped closer. "You okay?"

Juice swallowed hard. "Yeah, I just—"

His voice faltered.

Because the truth was? He wasn’t sure how to put it into words.

He let you pull him close, let himself sink into you—his forehead pressing gently against the top of your head, breathing in the faint scent of you.

Home.

Fuck, she smells like fucking home.

"You’re tired," you murmured after a moment, tilting your chin up to look at him, fingers grazing the sides of his kutte. "Come on, let’s get ready for bed."

Juice huffed a little at that—light, but still anxious, still a little caught between wanting to be the tough outlaw he was suppose to be and not knowing how to handle this kind of care—the softness you exude never failing to cause a unmistakable ache deep in his chest.

"Babe, you don’t gotta—"

"I want to," you interrupted gently, giving him a look that made his chest go all warm and weird. "Just let me, okay?"

He swallowed.

Nodded.

Let you work his kutte off his shoulders, your hands so small compared to the heavy weight of leather. You set it down carefully, then started working on his hoodie next—soft fingers brushing against his skin as you helped him tug it over his head.

Juice shivered a little at the contact.

Not from the cold.

From you.

Before he could say anything else, his brain jolted back to life, his hands were already on you—gentle, careful, brushing over your arms, then tilting your chin up as his eyes scanned your face.

I—I just left, after I —after we ... fuck I'm a arsehole.

"I, uh—" He licked his lips, nerves creeping in. "I left in a hurry. Im so sorry babe —baby, are you okay? I wasn’t—fuck, I wasn’t too rough earlier or anything, right? I—do you—babe do you need anything ? "

You blinked up at him, confused for a second, before your expression softened completely. "Juice—"

"I just—" He huffed, frustrated with himself, shaking his head. "I know I can be—like— in my head, and I don’t wanna—hurt you, or make you uncomfortable, or—and I shouldn't have—"

"You didn’t," you murmured, cutting him off with a gentle hand on his chest. "I promise. You didn’t."

Juice exhaled, shoulders dropping a little.

"Okay. Okay. That’s—" He let out a weak laugh, still rubbing the back of his neck. "Cool. That’s—good. Just. Yeah."

You bit back a smile.

By the time he was in bed, you curled up beside him, your frame pressing into his side, head tucked right under his chin. His arm draped over your waist hesitantly, carefully, fingers resting against the small of your back, drawing light patterns.

You traced your own patterns over the bare skin of his chest—fingertips soft, warm, soothing.

Juice exhaled slow.

"You really don’t gotta do all this, baby," he murmured against your temple. "Like, I can take care of mysel—"

"Juice, I want to take care of you," you whispered back.

Juice froze.

Just for a second.

Because the words hit somewhere deep—somewhere raw.

Nobody ever really took care of him. Not like this.

And for the first time in what felt like forever, he let himself sink into it.

"Yeah?" he mumbled, voice rough. "Okay."

You were tucked away in the TM office, fingers skimming across paperwork, coffee cooling beside you. Outside, the garage buzzed with the usual controlled chaos—engines revving, tools clanking, the smell of oil and metal thick in the air.

Juice was out there too, wiping grease from his hands as he stole a glance toward the office window. He did that a lot—checking on you. Not that you needed babysitting, but... he just liked knowing you were there, safe, warm, out of harm’s way ... happy.

Juice smiled at the thourght.

A trio of men rolled into the lot—clean-cut, well-dressed in an unsettling way, like wolves in tailored shirts. Too neat. Too polite.

And Juice’s stomach dropped.

He knew who they were before they even opened their mouths.

The League of American Nationalists.

He stiffened, instinctively moving closer to where Clay and Tig were standing, ears straining as the conversation began.

And the second he caught their reason for being here?

His hands clenched into fists.

"We need to talk about your distribution," one of the men was saying, voice slick like oil. "SAMCRO’s making some… questionable choices."

Clay leaned back against a workbench, eyes sharp. "Yeah? Like what?"

The man scoffed. "Like who you’re selling to."

Juice felt his whole body go tight.

"Guns in the hands of the wrong people… the man continued, shaking his head, is a danger to the community. Blacks, wetbacks—you shouldn’t be arming them."

Juice swallowed, jaw ticking.

Tig smirked, tilting his head. "You got a problem with our clientele, pal?"

"We have a problem with what you’re doing to your own race," the man corrected smoothly. "You’re better than this, boys. Your little club should be protecting its legacy, not tainting it."

Juice’s skin crawled.

His heart hammered against his ribs, not just with rage but with unease. Because these guys?

They weren’t just bigots.

They were dangerous.

Clay’s expression didn’t waver. "We appreciate your concern," he drawled, voice dry. "But SAMCRO does business with who SAMCRO wants. You don’t like it? That’s your problem."

The man’s smile thinned. "It’s all our problem, Clay."

Juice hated the way he said that.

Like it was a warning.

Like it was a threat.

His fingers twitched toward his pocket—where his knife sat, tucked away. His other hand rested on his hip, where his gun wasn’t (not in broad daylight, not here). His whole body was coiled, heart pounding, mind racing.

Then, from the corner of his eye—

The office door moved.

And you stepped out.

Juice’s stomach flipped.

You were holding a folder, looking around like you hadn’t noticed the tension thick as tar in the air. "Hey, Clay? Have you seen Gemma I need her to sign—"

The moment those men saw you, Juice knew.

They noticed you.

And Juice saw the way their eyes flicked over you—calculating, assessing, taking in.

Fuck, fuck, fuck.

His pulse skyrocketed.

He didn’t think—he moved.

"Baby."

Juice’s voice cut through the air as he immediately crossed the lot, stepping between you and them. His hand found the small of your back, warm and firm, guiding you backward—away from their line of sight.

You blinked up at him, confused. "Juice?"

The League of Arseholes where watching him now.

One of them smiled looking you up and down. "She’s cute."

Juice saw red.

His hands curled into fists, shoulders squared, his entire body brimming with barely contained fury.

The man's lip curled. "Don't tell me you lowered yourself to that spic, sweetheart?"

Juice saw red.

His grip tightened on the wrench he didnt realize he was still holding.

His pulse was loud in his ears, that crawling anxiety spiking up his spine—right alongside a flash of pure, instinctive anger.

You froze.

"I beg your fucking pardon ?" You almost spat out the words.

The man smirked. "Didn’t take Clay for the type to mix with trash. Guess times are changing."

Juice moved before he even realized he was doing it his whole body taut, adrenaline making his chest tight. "You should get the fuck outta here," he said, voice low, even—dangerous.

The leader gave him a mocking once-over. "Relax, kid. Just making an observation. Thought the Sons had standards."

Juice’s fingers twitched.

Hit him. His brain screamed at him. Fucking hit him.

Tig laughed—sharp, humorless. "Man, you really don’t wanna finish that sentence."

Clay didn’t even flinch. "You done?"

The man smirked. "For now."

And just like that, they turned and walked away.

Juice’s nails bit into his palms.

If they ever came back?

If they ever even thought about touching you?

They’d be leaving in a fucking body bag.

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