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i can't explain the state that i'm in

@totheidiot / totheidiot.tumblr.com

palisades, palisades, i can wait, i can wait // the name is arian, a pleasure to meet you :)) // pronouns are he/him // talk to me about anything !! // main fandom atm is death note but will post on just about anything // teru mikami #1 enjoyer forever and ever

intro post :)))

hello everyone :)) my name is arian, my pronouns are strictly he/him. i am a sex averse asexual but i do think about and occasionally talk about sex a lot, so keep that in mind (all nsfw posts will be tagged with #nsft so you can block it if you're not into that). i am a very grieved individual and i like to write a lot, both things you will be able to tell from my posts. i primarily post about fandom (currently in the death note one) but expect some random posts about whatever. english is also not my first language (my third technically) and so my posts will be very poorly worded and make 0 sense and will be full of grammatical errors. 0 things dni criteria, follow and interact if you want to. i am regrettably not a funny person either and i am kind of boring. i am the no1 mikami lover also, hmm i think that's all !!

tags !

#πŸ‚ arian's shit : all text post that i wrote myself ! every post i didn't reblog, all of that !! even some reblogs are tagged with this if i add a lot of my own thoughts to another post.

#πŸͺ arian's asks : my replies to asks i get :) anons are tagged with #those who have no name and the hate anons are tagged with #those who deserve no name i only got one hate anon even that was in my old blog but it's best to be prepared ! if it's not an anon ask, i will tag it with the asker's username or if they are mutual, they get a special tag !

#πŸ“· arian's friends <33 : all the interaction with my mutuals and friends <3

#πŸ“ arian writes fanfiction : pretty self explanatory !! all the times i mention my fanfiction !

☁ arian's very complicated and strange dreams : a very miscellaneous tag ! basically talking about my dreams

#🌌 arian contemplates his universe : textposts written by me that are not really connected to a specific fandom. posts might get a bit personal/random/vent-y

fanfiction lists !

nowadays, you'll really only catch me posting dn fics. huge huge apologies for anyone who is still, to this day, are still waiting for a byler fic update.

here are my side-blogs :)) : @incaseimakeit-daily and @16-04-16-daily . also, credits for the dividers goes to @//saradika-graphics :))

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the tragedy of tumblr is you will inevitably meet people who you should be having a sleepover with. you should be rolling around on their floor and rummaging through their fridge and watching shitty movies with. you should be shopping with should be going out to a cafe with should be wandering through the aquarium with. people who you should be experiencing quotidian joys with... and you cannot! because they live one million miles away

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crack AU where L and B call each other increasingly unhinged names starting with their respective letters.

it starts with classics like Loser and Bastard, they project their insecurities with Lunatic and Boring for a bit, take a necessary and ironic detour through Loverboy and Babygirl which devolves with nonchalance into Lube-tube and Buttplug, but really it's when they get to Lickety-split and Bodalicious that they realize the detour wasn't all that ironic. the issue is now they're stuck calling each other stuff like Lactose Intolerance and Bowel Movements and like. they can't get hard.

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i've been wanting to do one of these so here we are! sushicore tagging @lightyakami @neallo @dreamfilleddonuts @deelavis @lawtism @qeyond and anyone else who wants to play~

THANK YOU omg i love picrew chains. i will tag: @yaoi-hate-machine @bazpango @waxalas @laaawliet @horaitos @queer-omens-in-the-archives @translightyagami @homoeroticide and anyone else who wants to join in please sincerely do so !!

i was going for the closest approximation to reality which made me realize that 1) would my bangs look this good if i stopped cutting them myself and 2) i'm actually very boring looking, there were so many fun options but unfortunately i just wear a black turtleneck everyday

idk who to tag. @totheidiot ? thanks for including me! πŸ₯Ή

thank you for the tag :DDDD it's been so long since i've done one of theseee

also tried to go for the closest to what i look irl and it got kind of close ? my hair is longer and my bangs have grown out already (i should probably cut them again soon,,, hm). i will be tagging @catboymettaton @iamtheoneandonlyever @partingwayssoon sorry if any of you guys mind the tag !!

do you guys know about an unauthorised fan treatise.

okay an unauthorised fan treatise is a mystery that makes you feel like a fly on the wall to the world's most batshit fandom drama. the whole thing is told through blog posts from the perspective of gottie, a fan attempting to prove that two of the lead actors in her favorite show are dating, as she uncovers far far more than a relationship

it's got everything: fictitious comment sections full of frighteningly realistic discourse, commentary on invasive and parasocial fan relationships, Ye Olde Flame Wars, fanfic of a show that doesn't exist, and a twist that made me scream irl. i want to study gottie under a microscope

Sorry to be in Sex Work Advocacy mode but the way Transfems so frequently have to turn to it and already have our sexuality so policed, we MUST include advocacy for sex workers in our transfeminism

On top of that you just have to respect sex work as something people do because they like it. The industry is fucked but that is not unique to sex work. The amount of stigma I see, using onlyfans as a joke, the rumor that someone might have sex for money, stigmatizing uploading to pornhub or something. These are not tenable ideas

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