Updates
Hello everyone! I hope you’ve all been doing well as of late. I want to heavily apologize for not uploading or posting as often as I used to. I want you to know that I have been working on the fanfics, though it’s been an extra slow process with school and other little projects I’ve been doing for myself and my friends.
For context: I am currently in the process of remaking the skirt on my Alora Emberheart cosplay. It’s been slow, but really comforting to be back to sewing for a while. I’m also working on a DnD campaign, which has been really fun to put together alongside my college buddies.
Speaking of college…I’ve been getting farther in my classes, and I’ve been passing them relatively well. They’re not ‘honor roll’ marks, but I’m okay with that. And with things going relatively well, I hope to get my CYC Diploma in 2026 and work alongside youth age 5-25.
I’ve also been finding really good college friends who genuinely love me for who I am, and are willing to go to bat for me. For example: I got scammed out of a whole bunch of money because of carelessness and desperate measures, and my friend not only comforted me and offered to help me out financially, but he even took the time to fuck around with the scammers once he got the correct phone numbers. And let me tell you…Fucking over scammers, even if it got me nowhere, was the best way to make me laugh after losing thousands in college funds.
I even have a really good boyfriend who loves me despite my silliness, my mischievous charm, my lack-of-manners and my love for masculine things. He loves me for who I am, and I never want to lose that. Ever. One of my favorite parts (as you can probably imagine), is how much he makes me laugh, and how much I can make him laugh. We have almost the exact same brain cell half the time, and it’s amazing!! We’ll catch each other thinking about the same jokes, and bring up something related, that we both clicked in on without realizing!
And…I have told my boyfriend this before, but…I also LOVE how ticklish he is. Like, I can genuinely drag a single finger down his side (without nails, mind you), and he’ll start giggling and laughing. I’ll occasionally tell him “I’m barely touching you”, and he’ll tell me “I know! I’m just that ticklish!” It’s SO CUTE! Sometimes his laughter is quieter, while other times he’ll laugh like a misunderstood super villain, or cackle like a giddy child. It’s honestly so rewarding for me, especially since my past boyfriend was not very ticklish at all. Though the slight fighting to get my ex to laugh made it worth it, there’s just something nice about being able to make someone laugh with a single poke or flutter.
The last thing I’ll say, is that my mischievous, Ler streak has only increased in-person rather than online. Some days they’ll be times when I poke my boyfriend occasionally just to get him giggling. And though he will occasionally say “Come on…I just wanna cuddle you” or “Pocket…Whyyyy?”, he’ll let me tickle him a little bit. And if I really annoy him enough, I’ll get the tickles right back. With that in mind, I now fully understand how ticklish I am! And how quickly I can break from a few touches! It’s honestly funny, and a bit embarrassing.
But regardless, I assure you that the fanfictions ARE being written, they’ve just been slow in progression. For future reference, the next fanfic will be a suggested FNAF fanfic, and a Legends of Avantris fanfic. I look forward to uploading them for you all to read!!