Smut

Had to share this here because you're right and you should say it. It's incredible how many people came out of the woodwork as soon as AO3 was down and suddenly had no compunctions at all about screaming how much they love and need fanfic--on the AO3 twitter. Is it so much harder to do in the comment section?

At this point I don't care anymore if people call me entitled or think I'm out of line. If fanfic is so meaningful to you that you cannot go half an hour without, let alone 24h, then you can get over yourself long enough to write a fucking comment. No excuses.

"writing comments is hard and scary" yeah well GUESS WHAT so is writing fanfics. fandom as a community is dying, because it is instead treated as a COMMODITY, a CONSUMER PRODUCT. We're not asking for much. We're asking for a CONNECTION. We don't want to sell, we want to share.

You've shown your hand. You've admitted you cannot live without us. Now ACT LIKE IT. Go write a fucking comment.

I was absolutely at a loss without AO3. I have been trying to comment more anyway because it's such an easy way for me to say thanks to the people who put their stuff out there, for free, daily. I read for at least 2 hours a day, probably even more at weekends or when I'm gripped by a new enthralling fic. The bare minimum I can do is take 2 minutes to comment. After that first kudos I try to respond to a new chapter with a comment so the writer knows that someone is paying attention, that there is an ongoing interest in their efforts. Fandom needs community. Community needs communication. Say thanks. Say it made you laugh or smile, or it distracted you from grim reality for a while.

Just don't do negative or selfish comments.

Any positive comments I get at this point are shiny treasures because I get so few between the 30+ fics on my account.

Positive comments will fill my writing soul with the fuel it needs to push onward… otherwise I am literally running on fumes of this gifted kid burnout high I’ve been riding all my life…

For real though, show your love for the stories you love! It does wonders for the author and the community~

Gifted Kid Fist Bump.

In the 1980s, I'm not even sure the term Twice Exceptional existed. My parents and teachers saw that I wanted to be a published urban fantasy novelist and they encouraged me.

Nobody except my mom and like two teachers thought I was autistic and ADHD. But everyone thought my stories were "ahead of their time" - and suddenly twenty years after I wrote the novel, things like computer tablets exist in the exact way I imagined them in 1999.

So, as I edit the book to be more "next year" rather than "next century" I write fanfiction on AO3 and hope for comments that can keep inspiring.

viktor is fueling my niche little kink that involves mad scientist strapping pretty girls to chairs and tables and running all sorts of wicked experiments on them. I’m sure we all know what I mean by wicked.

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Viktor’s Love Languages

headcanons (18+)

❥ gift giving: Viktor doesn’t like to receive gifts as much as he likes to give gifts. he’s very very particular about what he receives and is not afraid to say if he doesn’t like something. however! however, he’s a bit of a classic in that his favorite gifts tend to be cheap thrills. he likes puzzles, books, maybe his favorite coffee or tea. the little sprinkle of a thoughtful gift throughout the week would be more meaningful to him than some grand gesture.  

❥ acts of service: again, particular about the type of ‘service’ that is being provided. generally prefers to do things his way, but if you’re in tune enough with his wants and needs, this can be a real easy nail on the head. chores, for one, are on the list of acts of services he would be more intrigued by because I imagine he’s a bit lazy when it comes to his living space. a partner taking care of work around the house would make him go all heart eyes but on the downlow. he might bitch about it for a second but on the inside, he’s all melted. 

❥ physical touch: this man likes to be pursued, which means he probably won’t reach or initiate (if he does, it is incredibly blunt and straight to the point) but he is receptive to physical touches. sexual advances are the easiest for him to spot. romantic hints are harder. but once the foundation is laid out, he will definitely notice a lingering hand on his arm or efforts to be near to him, he’ll get a bit of a head. is more than content to indulge. granted, he prefers physical touch in privacy. he doesn’t want wandering eyes on him because it makes him nervous. so he’s more himself when you’re alone together, and that’s when the real kitten comes out of him. he’s very affectionate through his teases and language. so for you to meet him halfway with the touch would be perfect pie to him. 

❥ quality time: by far his most favored love language, and he’s not subtle about it either. Viktor is a conversationalist with those that he loves. he could spend hours without even realizing simply indulging and entertaining his partner. equally, he loves an intelligent partner that can spend a comparable amount of time. he favors an academic relationship, which is why I envision him falling for someone either in the workplace or similar. somewhere he can grow excited without judgment, and express himself freely and openly. quality time for him involves privacy, and secretly, the bedroom. he’s sexually fueled when he’s had a productive day, and it’s never a quick easy fuck for him. it’s meaningful, and maybe a little corny. 

❥ words of affirmation: Viktor does not appreciate empty praises, which is why he values a partner that is more selective with their compliments then otherwise. with that in mind, he has a very large ego when it comes to his work. he enjoys impressing others with his intelligence, so being reminded that he is in fact, a smart man, would be an instant turn on. 

𝐇𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐈𝐬 𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐀𝐫𝐞 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝟏

𝐕𝐢𝐤𝐭𝐨𝐫 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

✰⍣..𝐖𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐧𝐨 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐞𝐠 𝐕𝐢𝐤𝐭𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐜𝐚𝐭, 𝐇𝐚𝐫𝐯𝐞𝐲, 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐠𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬. 𝐇𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐭 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐥𝐲-𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐰 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐞- 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐝𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐇𝐚𝐫𝐯𝐞𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞.

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭>

You stood in the middle of your half-packed apartment, biting your lower lip as frustration simmered under your skin. Half-sealed boxes lined the walls, filled with books, clothes, and everything you could manage to cram into them. The air felt too still—too empty already, though you hadn’t even fully moved out yet.

The remodeling was supposed to be a temporary inconvenience—just a few weeks while they fixed the plumbing and patched up the water damage. But the closer moving day crept, the heavier the whole ordeal settled on your chest.

It wasn’t the apartment you’d miss, not really. It was Harvey.

You glanced down at the warm little cat winding between your legs, rubbing his chin against your calf with a low, rumbling purr. His orange fur stood out in soft tufts, a little unkempt from his afternoon nap. When you crouched down to scratch behind his ears, he immediately pushed into your hand like it was the most natural thing in the world—like he couldn’t imagine a reality where you wouldn’t be there to hold him every day.

Your heart squeezed painfully.

The reality we don't see in smut fanfics

May hurt our ego but i would love to see more of this because fuck it makes it real... And funny

Pairing: Viktor x Fem!Reader x Jayce

CW: P in V, oral (fem receiving), creampie, cuckolding, threesome (sort of?), pet names, praise, masturbation, hair pulling, fingering, smut, angst, Viktor being a sad boi, Jayce being voyeuristic, competitive, and a little jealous.

Synopsis: Viktor is concerned about his performance in the bedroom. He’s worried he isn’t leaving you satisfied enough. So he calls in a favor from Jayce.

Word Count: 12k

Author’s Note: This was written on a whim. I have also never written for Viktor or Jayce before. But I tried my best.

Edit 4/2/25 - I was not pleased with the quality of my work. So I wrote a second draft. I think the landing stuck better. It's a bit more angsty, and little more smutty. It went from 7k to 12k words, if that says anything.

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There was something wrong with Viktor. 

All week he’d been acting distant, almost agitated. Mumbling to himself when he thought you couldn’t hear. Giving you the saddest eyes when he thought you weren’t looking. Flinching away from your touch like it burned him. He insisted he was fine when you asked him about it. He picked at his food, laid rolled away from you - even sleeping in the lab twice. Which he hadn’t done in a long time. When he was home, he’d pace back and forth across your small apartment. Each clink of his crutch went right through your head. Before he left in the mornings, he’d press a chaste kiss to your mouth - if there hastily given contact could even be considered that. You couldn’t figure out just what had changed.

Viktor had even begun to talk in his sleep. The first night he muttered too low to understand. He restlessly tossed and turned, wincing sometimes. A hand going to paw at his bad leg. The second night was more fervent, his body shaking. In the faint light from the window, you caught tears rolling down his face. You could only wonder what happened when he slept away from you. One thing was certain - his voice whining out your name like a prayer over and over was never going to leave your head. 

Updated on 4/2/25 - now includes more angst, a little more smut, and an ending that I actually like. Also, it's generally better written than the original first draft.

I’m working on draft 2 of For Your Pleasure bc I wasn’t entirely happy with how it came out. And it’s almost 9k words now. Over 2k more 😭

Just wrapped it at 11k. There’s more angst and more smut now lmao

Doing one last edit this morning, because I’m a perfectionist. And it’s…it’s pushing 11.5K now and I hope everyone enjoys the new stuff. I swear, it’s better. I actually wrote it on a computer instead of my phone and everything 😭

For Your Pleasure has been updated with the edit and is now over 12k words x..x

I’m working on draft 2 of For Your Pleasure bc I wasn’t entirely happy with how it came out. And it’s almost 9k words now. Over 2k more 😭

Just wrapped it at 11k. There’s more angst and more smut now lmao

Doing one last edit this morning, because I’m a perfectionist. And it’s…it’s pushing 11.5K now and I hope everyone enjoys the new stuff. I swear, it’s better. I actually wrote it on a computer instead of my phone and everything 😭

I’m working on draft 2 of For Your Pleasure bc I wasn’t entirely happy with how it came out. And it’s almost 9k words now. Over 2k more 😭

Just wrapped it at 11k. There’s more angst and more smut now lmao