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welcome to my youtube channel → kth

"Hey guys, welcome to my YouTube Channel."

You spoke in front of the camera. Sets of acrylic paint were spread out across the table next to a stand that held an 18x24 inch canvas. You were in the middle of making your seventeenth video, a highly requested one at that, and deep down you were ecstatic to start working on the painting.

Never in your life did you think you would ever start a YouTube account. You always considered yourself a very shy and private person, not one to go out of their way and broadcast themselves all over the internet. Your best friends, however, were two very well-known YouTubers and always found a way to include you in their videos and live streams. Somehow people liked seeing more of you, and so you were convinced by your best friends and the audience to start your own YouTube channel.

But you weren't very accustomed to bringing a camera everywhere with you to document and share whatever was happening in your daily life, you found it too awkward and you were still camera-shy, so you decided to create content in a way that would still keep you comfortable while doing something you loved.

An art channel.

hello.

i know ive been gone for over a year now without an explanation, and im really sorry. yes i’m alive, to those who were wondering. covid SUCKED, and it kinda took a toll on me esp bc my whole family was affected lmao. but we’re good now. i was never able to log back on this acc bc i was too tired and overwhelmed to keep up. for that i sincerely apologize, especially to those who were waiting for waiting game updates. im really really sorry for leaving you guys hanging.

but, because im still in college and everything’s stressing me out, im here to formally say that i am on hiatus. this means waiting game will be now officially be put on hold. however! the story itself is complete (and has been complete for a while now), so i do have plans to post the remaining chapters. i just need to find the time to place it all on the template before i finally end the story. i wont make any promises because im still quite busy, but i hope to post the rest of the story sometime soon.

also, i know im technically on hiatus but another reason i logged back in is because i felt like writing again :’) so from time to time i mayyy post something, or might not. really depends on my schedule and if i actually write anything— but i probably wont be as active as i used to be. i just really miss writing as an outlet for my maladaptive daydreams.

to those who are still here active and waiting, thank you so much for staying. again, i really am sorry for leaving my works unfinished and i will find the time to make it up to you.

thank you to those who left messages telling me to get better! i dont know how to fully express how thankful i am for those. :( they all mean a lot to me.

i hope you’re all doing well, that you’re all staying safe and hydrated. when i get the time, i’ll find a way to get back on here. for now i need to focus on bigger priorities such as college and my mental health :’).

i hope you understand, thank you for reading this.

- sage 💗