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alex peery clark

@two-bees-poetry

alex - 20 - she/her - butch lesbian poet - your local mother of 400 theatre tweens

welcome!

I'm Alex, my main blog is @alex-bumble-bee. Like it says in my bio, I'm 20, I'm a butch lesbian, and I write poetry- lots of it is in reference to classic literature or mythology. I feel like I'm slowly growing a little community on here, and I couldn't be happier, so please reach out! I love getting asks and I love meeting new people <3

My linktree to find me on other platforms is here!

My Ko-Fi is here, if you'd like to support.

You can find all of my poetry under #mine, all of my asks under #asks, and all of my thoughts and bloggings under #musings.

Under the cut is a sporadically-updated masterlist of my work, sorted in various ways, to help you find what you're looking for :)

announcement! book?

So. I keep being asked if I have a published book that people can buy. Short answer: no. I'm a full-time student who hasn't had the time or energy to figure out how to self-publish, and publishing poems for free online means that I can't submit them to literary journals.

HOWEVER. I've been thinking, and I've decided that I'm going to compile some ~bespoke pdfs~ that I can sell. I can't describe exactly what I'm going to do with them, but it's going to be more than just blank text on pages.

They'll be downloadable, obviously, and I'll also sell a separate pdf formatted into signatures for those who would like to try their hand at bookbinding!

AND over the summer I'm going to be binding physical copies and selling those, too. They'll cost more, because they've been hand-bound and everything, but I hope the fact that they're made with love and not by Jeff Bezos will count for something.

I strive to make this affordable while also keeping in mind the labor that it takes to make them.

If by one sight alone, I could divine The secrets of the sisterhood we share It is: your face by torchlight, soft like mine Smoke-smudged, pine garland woven in your hair Your dancing body pressed up close and hot Joy in the gifts the goddesses can bring While the soil breathes out the stench of rot Where next year's life from last year's seeds will spring How else can I describe the sacred hours The mysteries of our own holy days But: slaughter is the thing that brings forth flowers And every flower, at the last, decays I sing praise to the queens of death and growth In my ear you whisper, "Why not both?"

I wrote a sonnet for the second day of two-bees escapril; the prompt was "thesmophoria".

Escapril: Week 1 (sonnet), Day 2 (thesmophoria)

Hosted by @two-bees-poetry.

I may not upload tomorrow, as I am really busy. I'm hoping to upload it by Friday, though!

The Thesmophoria was an ancient Greek festival observed by only women over three days, during which they celebrated the harvest goddess Demeter and prayed for fertility. Some of its traditions include sacrificing piglets and insulting each other in good fun.

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I spotted a reply to one of my posts:

And my knee-jerk response was "no, you should hear my friends talk about their lives--"

And it made me remember something.

Back in high school, my IB class did a lock-in-- where the group of students gets locked into one part of the school overnight on a weekend-- and after junk food and video games lost their appeal, we got to talking.

Only I didn't really know anything about almost any of them. They were all friendly enough, but I kept to myself for the most part, so we didn't have much to talk about once standard small talk ran out.

So I asked one of the other people sitting with me: "what's your story?"

Your life story.

And he told me. Sixteen years or so condensed into maybe a half hour. And it was the most fascinating life I could have imagined: the places he'd been, the things he'd done, the experiences that defined him. It boggled my mind.

When he finished and turned the question around to me, I thought mine sounded really boring in comparison, but he listened open-mouthed to the entire thing. Other kids were gathering around us by now, listening in. And when I finished mine, I turned to another one of them and asked the question to them.

And just like before, my mind was blown. A completely different life, completely different focal points, defining experiences, goals the likes of which were deserving of an anime. And the same happened with the next person we asked, and the next.

By the time each one of us had finished telling their story, it was time to go home for the morning. The video games had been abandoned hours ago. None of us had slept. We were too caught up in each other's lives.

All of which is to say:

Thank you. I do lead a very interesting life.

So do you.

It's seriously one of the biggest pieces of advice I think I can give to anyone: listen to the stories of strangers.

Or friends. Or anyone. Learn about other people.

Imagine having been born in 1905... And all your life it doesn't fucking stop. The Great War, the Spanish Flu, and then you go out of your mind for 7 years. Everyone is traumatised and nothing matters. Then another crash. And then the rise of fascism, and the War to end all Wars didn't and it's 1945 and you're just about still there. You may have fought or ferried the boys from Dunkirk or sabotaged the Nazi occupiers or worked in the factories and put out fires during the Blitz and you're lucky to be alive, because not all your friends made it. But you are and finally, fucking finally, it stops. It stops. You are tough as nails and you can put that strength to work into building something and you do, and people have cars and can buy icecream and you have a pension fund and the kids have money of their own and no nightmares.

I want that for us. I so want that for us. I want to be the generation that has seen fucking everything and is like a MRSA bug and unfazed and when that Cheeto finally dies, I want us to. Plant the gardens and clean the seas because we can and we want to and we remember some joy, some time of trust even when it got broken and we can say to the 20 somethings "let us show you what we can build, how it can feel."

And maybe Gen beta will take it all for granted like the boomers did, but we can give Gen Z and Alpha some peace because we, and Gen Z and Alpha have seen the Dark Times and fuck that noise.

Anonymous asked:

hi, alex!! just saw your prompt list and they're so interesting :D are they exclusively for poetry or would it be okay to use them for longer works, like writing stories based off them?

Absolutely anything! I'd love to see it :))

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