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⋆˚࿔Aaliyah𝜗𝜚˚⋆

@uceyliyahh

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Black Female Writer 📝
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about me:

Heyyyy my loves 💗 my name is Aaliyah you can call me Liyah for short ofc, I write Jey Uso fanfics series for fun and be creative with my own story ideas. 💁🏽‍♀️

I started writing on Wattpad when I was like a middle schooler lol 😭😭 but overtime it became a hobby of mine that I like to do during my spare time.

I got back to writing around 2021? Or 2022 Maybe during the pandemic then around 2023 that’s when I got back watching wrestling again.

ground rules (very simple 🙂)

I don’t want people to steal my fanfic ideas and make it their own so if I catch one of yall messy ppl doing that it’ll have some consequences to your actions.

My fanfics are only for 18+ and up so minors need to leave immediately DO NOT READ.

Don’t be rude or send some negativity bs towards my way because I don’t have time to deal with folks keep it cute. ☺️

fyi: none of these fanfics are real just made up and I only own the OC.

Lmk if you wanna be tagged but I hope you all enjoy my little writing on here! 💗

credits to: @anitalenia for the dividers love them 🫶🏽

TAGSLIST ⬇️

completed series💜 Under Your Touch. (CAST),(1.),(2.),(3.),(4.) ,(5.),(6.),(7.),(8.),(9.),(10.),(11.),(12.),(13.),(14.),(15.),(16.),(17.),(18.),(19.),(20.),(21.),(22.),(23.),(24.) (COMPELTED 11.20.2024) SOMETHING BOUT'US (CAST),(1.),(2.),(3.),(4.),(5.),(6.),(7.),(8.),(9.)(10.),(11),(12.),(13),(14,),(15),(16.),(17.),(18.),(19.),(20. final chapter)

Jey Uso Series ongoing 💜

WRITTEN IN RED,(𝕮𝖆𝖘𝖙),(𝔘𝔫𝔬),(𝔡𝔬𝔰),(𝔗𝔯𝔢𝔰),(ℭ𝔲𝔞𝔱𝔯𝔬),(ℭ𝔦𝔫𝔠𝔬),(𝔖𝔢𝔦𝔰),(𝔖𝔦𝔢𝔱𝔢),(𝔒𝔠𝔥𝔬)

Twilight inspired series 🐺

Bound From The Beginning, [Cast]

Jey Uso One-Shots 📍

Baby Boy Listen
Bordersz Number One Girl
White Tee
Call Up
24hr Dog

special masterlist for Big Jim

Twilight inspired series 🐺

Moon Bound, |Cast|,|𝓸𝓷𝓮|,|𝓽𝔀𝓸|,|𝓽𝓱𝓻𝓮𝓮|,|𝓯𝓸𝓾𝓻|,|𝓯𝓲𝓿𝓮|,|𝓼𝓲𝔁|,|𝓼𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓷|,|𝓮𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽|,|𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓮|,|𝓽𝓮𝓷|,|𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓷|

Jimmy Uso Series ongoing 💋

Main One, [two], [three],[four],[five],[six],[seven],[eight],[nine]
Guarded,[one],[two],[three],[four],[five],[six],[seven],[eight],[nine]
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The fire crackled steady as they returned, hand in hand, silhouettes glowing gold in the low flicker.

Josh had sent a subtle signal ahead—just a look exchanged with Roman, and suddenly the beach house came alive. A few of the boys had snuck back earlier to set it up. String lights zigzagged over the backyard. The deck was swept clean, candles in jars gave off soft glows, and an old speaker played one of Imani’s favorite soul playlists. The air was warm with seasoning, wood smoke, and the heavy sweetness of peach cobbler cooling on the table.

When they stepped through the gate, the yard lit up with voices.

She said yes?!

“Finally!”

“Took y’all long enough, damn!”

Laughter, cheers, somebody popping a bottle—Jimmy, naturally—and Solo already filling up two plates like it was a cookout. Imani just stood there blinking at all of it, lips parted, eyes glassy.

Josh grinned and kissed her temple. “Told you we had you.”

“I don’t even—” She laughed, hands over her mouth as Tasha dragged her into a dance in the grass. “Y’all did all this behind my back?!”

Roman handed her a glass of champagne. “You’re one of us now. You thought we wasn’t gonna go all out?”

The music shifted to a groove they couldn’t resist, and before long, Imani was spinning barefoot in the grass, surrounded by the men who once were strangers—and now were hers. Family.

Plates were passed. Laughter echoed over the water. Jokes were traded, the old kind, back when they were just boys and everything was easier. And Imani? She was glowing.

Josh watched her, heart heavy in the best way. Her curls bounced as she laughed, her face lit with something he hadn’t seen in a long time—peace. Joy. A little disbelief.

She caught him staring and crossed the yard slow, barefoot, champagne in hand.

“You gonna just look at me all night or dance with your fiancée?”

He grinned. “Fiancée, huh?”

“Mmhmm. I’m gettin’ used to it.” She winked.

So he pulled her into him. One hand on her lower back, the other wrapping her fingers in his.

They swayed right there, beneath the stars and the string lights, with the waves a soft hush behind them. It wasn’t about the party or the ring anymore—it was about this new thing they built, hard-fought and sacred.

And right in the middle of the chaos, it was quiet again—just her, just him, just them.

—————

The music outside mellowed to a low hum. Laughter and footsteps faded, one by one, as Roman, Jimmy, Solo, Jacob, and Tasha slowly dipped away with knowing grins and sly excuses—“gon' walk the beach,”stars hittin’ tonight,” “don’t wait up.

Imani and Josh were left in the golden hush of the backyard, the sea lapping like a heartbeat in the distance. She stretched her arms overhead, slow and satisfied, her body still warm from dancing and champagne, curls catching the glow of the lights.

Josh opened the door to their room for her, but something stopped her in the doorway.

She blinked.

Then she smiled.

The room had been transformed. Rose petals scattered like confetti across the sheets and floor, a slow-burning trail leading to the bed. Candles in tall holders lined the walls and nightstands, flickering shadows dancing against the soft white linens. A bottle of wine waited in a cooler on the dresser, two glasses next to it.

Imani turned to look at him.

“Y’all did all this too?”

He shrugged, that damn charming smirk tugging at his mouth. “I asked for help. Told ‘em I wanted to show you how serious I am.”

She stepped in, bare feet silent against the floor, and turned back to him once she reached the bed.

“You sure?” Her voice was quiet, eyes locked on his, testing.

“I ain’t ever been more sure of anything in my life,” he said, stepping closer.

And when she kissed him—this wasn’t the heated desperation from back in the chaos. This kiss was grounded.Intentional. She kissed him like she was making a vow.

Hands roamed. Clothes were shed slow, deliberate. No rush, no noise but soft breaths and the sound of lips grazing skin. He laid her back with reverence, his hands sure, his mouth mapping her like sacred ground. Her breath hitched, then sighed, her fingers tangled in his hair as he moved down her body like he had time.

Because tonight, he did.

He worshipped her like this was their first time, and their last, and every time in between. She clutched him with her legs, nails dragging lines down his back, pulling him deeper, drawing moans from his chest like he was breaking open for her.

It was long. It was slow. It was theirs.

There were gasps and praise, Imani’s voice catching on his name like a mantra, and Josh grounding her over and over with “I got you,” “you mine now,” “let me love you right.

When it ended, it wasn’t really over.

She lay tucked under his arm, leg thrown over him, her curls spread across the pillow like ink. The candlelight painted her skin gold. His hand rested over her heart.

“I love you,” she said into the quiet, voice scratchy, honest, trembling.

He turned his face into her hair. “I been loving you.”

———

Josh shifted beneath her, that smirk spreading across his face, slow and wolfish in the candlelight. “That slow shit was just to remind you who I am,” he said, voice low, thick with heat. “But now? You ‘bout to feel how long I been waitin’.”

Imani barely had time to blink before he flipped her, had her on her back with his mouth on her collarbone, tattooed arm sliding around her waist like a lock. She laughed breathlessly into the kiss, hands bracing on his shoulders just as—

crack. The headboard thudded against the wall.

Again.

Shit—Josh—

He gave her no time to think. No room to talk back. His rhythm turned punishing in the best way—deep, relentless, earned. The slick slap of skin on skin filled the room, mingling with her moans and his growls, rough and real.

Her nails scraped down his back again but this time they dug, toes curling, her body arching up to meet every sharp, deliberate stroke. She could feel every inch of him, and she knew—he’d been holding back.

This was that man she’d dared to challenge. The one who had fought beside her, for her. Who’d promised love and meant it with his whole chest.

“You wanted a man?” he rasped against her ear. “This him. Right here.”

Imani bit her lip, her eyes rolling, gripping the sheets as her body answered before her mouth ever could.

The headboard slammed again. Then again.

It was fire and steam, dark and holy. Rough and sacred.

And when they finally collapsed, breathing ragged, tangled up in sweat and rose petals, she didn’t say a word. Just lay there, curled into his chest, worn the hell out with the most satisfied little smirk tugging at her lips.

He kissed her forehead and chuckled against her temple.

“Happy birthday, baby.”

———

Morning cracked soft and golden through the sheer curtains, breeze from the balcony drifting over warm skin and knotted limbs. Imani lay on her stomach, one arm curled under the pillow, hair wild, body bare beneath the tangled sheet. Josh was on his side, one inked arm slung heavy over her waist, lips parted just slightly in sleep, both of them out cold.

They didn’t stir when Solo came in hunting for his phone charger. Or when Roman peeked his head in like, “Damn.

Jimmy opened the fridge, saw it was empty, grinned and hollered just loud enough from the hallway, “Hope y’all wake up hungry, we hittin’ the town!

Still… no movement. No groggy complaints. Just soft snoring and the gentle creak of the waves out back.

Even Tasha, who tiptoed in with a fresh coconut and her bonnet still on, peeked at the sight of them and shook her head. “Look at these two. Snored right through the sunrise.” She backed out with a smirk. “Let ‘em sleep. They earned it.”

The house moved around them—laughter in the kitchen, plans being made, life continuing.

But in that sun-warmed room, wrapped up in each other, Imani and Josh didn’t move. Didn’t need to. Not yet.

Their bodies said it all. Tangled like roots, steady like home.

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Morning cracked soft and golden through the sheer curtains, breeze from the balcony drifting over warm skin and knotted limbs. Imani lay on her stomach, one arm curled under the pillow, hair wild, body bare beneath the tangled sheet. Josh was on his side, one inked arm slung heavy over her waist, lips parted just slightly in sleep, both of them out cold.

They didn’t stir when Solo came in hunting for his phone charger. Or when Roman peeked his head in like, “Damn.

Jimmy opened the fridge, saw it was empty, grinned and hollered just loud enough from the hallway, “Hope y’all wake up hungry, we hittin’ the town!

Still… no movement. No groggy complaints. Just soft snoring and the gentle creak of the waves out back.

Even Tasha, who tiptoed in with a fresh coconut and her bonnet still on, peeked at the sight of them and shook her head. “Look at these two. Snored right through the sunrise.” She backed out with a smirk. “Let ‘em sleep. They earned it.”

The house moved around them—laughter in the kitchen, plans being made, life continuing.

But in that sun-warmed room, wrapped up in each other, Imani and Josh didn’t move. Didn’t need to. Not yet.

Their bodies said it all. Tangled like roots, steady like home.

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Early Morning — Living Room

The house was dim and quiet, the kind of silence that only came when everyone was still asleep or bone-tired. A horror movie they’d half-watched the night before played on mute as Jacob leaned back on the couch, absentmindedly scrolling through his phone, Solo halfway dozing next to him.

Imani’s phone, still on the corner table, buzzed softly. A single ping.

Jacob glanced over. He wasn’t the nosy type, but the lock screen lit up and read clear as day:

"Happy Birthday, Lovebug."

From someone labeled simply: Aunt Mel.

He sat up straighter, frowning slightly. “Y’all… y’all know what today is?”

Josh, still nursing a cup of coffee in the kitchen, looked up. “What?”

Jacob picked up the phone and turned it so they could all see. “It’s Imani’s birthday.”

The silence that hit after that was thick as old honey.

Josh blinked. “She ain’t say a word…”

Solo looked at Jimmy. “She ain’t tell you?”

Jimmy shook his head, eyes a little wide. “She was actin’ normal last night… chillin’. Made that fire, damn near passed out in Josh’s lap.”

Roman let out a low whistle. “That’s cold. She really just… wasn’t gon’ say nothin’.”

Josh stared at the phone like it offended him. His jaw worked, tension crawling across his shoulders. “She ain’t wanna make it a thing.”

Jacob raised an eyebrow. “Or she didn’t expect any of us to give a damn.”

That hit. Hard.

Josh set his mug down, fast. “Aight—nah. We not lettin’ that slide.”

Solo sat up now too. “What we doin’? What we got in the house?”

Jimmy was already on his feet. “We makin’ somethin’ happen. Ain’t no way she finna wake up and feel unseen.”

Roman grinned wide. “I got a Bluetooth speaker and a playlist that’d make her shimmy.”

Jacob smirked, standing. “Bet. Somebody start on food—whoever can cook. Somebody else decorate. Josh… you go wake her when it’s time.”

Josh didn’t say anything for a moment. Just nodded, slow. He looked toward the hallway where the bedrooms were. His jaw softened.

“I got her.”

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Later That Morning – Family Home

The whole damn house had shifted.

Balloons were taped neatly along the archways—none of that dollar store neon mess, but soft-toned pastels and golds, the kind that felt like grown woman joy. A banner hung crookedly but proudly above the back doors: “Happy Birthday, Imani.” The letters sparkled in cursive glitter.

The dining table was covered. Not just with food—but her kind of food. Shrimp and grits. Smoked salmon. Fluffy waffles. Big-ass bowl of fruit, cut up proper. Fresh squeezed orange juice. Jimmy even managed to bake something that looked edible, bless his heart.

Near the window sat a small stack of gifts. Each one wrapped differently—carefully, intentionally.

  • A set of acrylics in her favorite colorway with a note from Jacob: “Figured you might want your claws back.”
  • A hardbound, leather journal from Roman: “For the thoughts you don’t always say out loud.”
  • A pair of rose gold hoop earrings Solo swore he hunted down on foot.
  • And then Josh's… box wasn’t even wrapped, just tied with a single ribbon. Inside: a pair of fresh Nike slides, a roller perfume oil she ran out of weeks ago, and a laminated photo—one she thought she lost—of her brother as a teenager. On the back in Josh’s messy scrawl: “Told you I see you.”

The boys stood back, proud and awkward and a little sweaty.

“She gon’ cry,” Jimmy whispered.

“She gon’ swing,” Roman corrected with a grin.

Josh rolled his neck once, cracked his knuckles. “Alright,” he said low, pulling his shirt down as he stepped toward the hallway. “Act normal. Don’t blow the shit.”

They all nodded, immediately breaking into nervous laughter like kids.

Josh – Hallway to Bedroom

He walked slow. Not like he was sneaking—but like the weight of it all was real.

He pushed the cracked door open with his knuckle.

The room was dim, but sunlight spilled through the slats. She was still curled on her side, hair like a crown on the pillow, one leg draped out from the blanket. Peaceful. Vulnerable.

Josh stood there for a second, jaw ticking.

He took a slow breath and dropped down onto the edge of the bed, gently placing a hand on her ankle, rubbing slow.

“Ma…” His voice was soft. “Time to get up.”

She groaned, flipped the pillow over her face. “Five more minutes. It’s Sunday. Y’all be aight.”

He chuckled. “Come on. We bout to eat. You know they can’t wait long before they start burnin’ shit.”

She sighed, voice muffled under the pillow. “Y’all act like I’m y’all damn mama.”

Josh leaned down closer, voice brushing just behind her ear. “Don’t gotta be. But I like you up in the mix.”

She finally peeked out, one eye squinting. “Why you sound suspiciously sweet?”

He raised a brow. “Damn, can’t a man be soft with his…?” He caught himself, smiled slow. “...with his people?”

She blinked at him, sleep still in her face. “You alright?”

Josh just stood, offered her a hand. “Come on, Love. We got you a plate.”

Cut to — Living Room

As soon as she stepped around the corner, bare feet sliding slightly on the wood floors, her brain short-circuited. It was everything. Everything.

The smell of cinnamon and smoked meat. The faint hum of Jill Scott playing low from the speaker. The gold banner.

She froze.

Nobody said a word. They just watched her take it in.

Imani’s eyes swept across the table, the decorations, the gifts—landed last on the boys, all pretending they weren’t watching her like hawks. Her lips parted. Her voice caught.

“What… what is all this?”

Roman was the first to break, grinning wide. “Happy birthday, girl.”

Then Solo. “You really thought we ain’t know?”

Jimmy was already holding a plate. “We made your favorite, shawty. Ain’t no stressin’ today.”

And Josh… he didn’t say anything.

He just stood behind her, hands in his pockets, watching as her eyes got glassy and her lip trembled before she sucked it in and gave them all the flattest, fakest eye roll she could manage.

“Y’all got me lookin’ soft,” she muttered.

Roman barked a laugh. “Good. Bout damn time.”

Josh leaned down by her ear again, low and only for her: “Told you I see you.”

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Dining Room – Later That Morning

Imani sat cross-legged at the table, a plate in front of her stacked with everything she didn’t even realize she was craving. She bit into a piece of chicken sausage, eyes wide as she pointed her fork at Jimmy.

“You made this?”

Jimmy threw a towel over his shoulder, smug. “Don’t do too much—yes, ma’am.”

She gave a slow nod, chewing. “I didn’t even know y’all could function in a kitchen. Y’all really out here cheffing and whatnot.”

Roman sipped his juice with a smirk. “We got layers, baby girl.”

Solo tossed a grape at him. “Man shut up, you cut strawberries and dipped.”

Imani laughed, full belly, bright, eyes dancing as she leaned back in her chair, arms stretching. For a moment, there was peace on her face. Real peace.

Josh watched her from across the table, eyes warm. He hadn’t even touched his food. Just took her in like the sight was more nourishing than anything else.

Living Room – Gift Time

Imani plopped onto the couch, still licking icing off her finger from the cinnamon rolls. “Alright, let’s see what this is. Y’all ain’t put no prank in here, right? Cuz I promise—”

“We grown now,” Roman said with a wink. “Kinda.”

She smirked and started with the smallest gift. The acrylic set. She paused. Her mouth fell open just slightly.

“Jacob…”

He shrugged. “You been talkin’ about it, I just paid attention.”

Then came Solo’s. The hoops. “Boy…” she whispered, holding them up to her ears. “Y’all gon’ have me out here dangerous.”

Roman’s journal made her go quiet. She traced the leather with her thumb. “You didn’t…”

“I did,” Roman nodded. “You always got stuff on your chest. Now you got somewhere to put it.”

And finally, Josh’s box.

She opened it and smiled at the slides, even gave a teasing “About damn time.” The perfume made her pause—he remembered. But then she pulled out the photo. Her breath hitched. The world slowed.

It was her brother. Young, bright-eyed, with his arm thrown casually around her skinny teenaged shoulders. The edges of the photo were curled and frayed from age.

On the back: Told you I see you.

Imani clutched the photo to her chest as her shoulders trembled. Her lip quivered, fat tears rolling down her cheeks without permission.

Her voice came out small, honest, a tremble riding her words: “I never… I never had a birthday party before.”

The room froze.

She swallowed, still staring at the photo. “Never had anybody do somethin’ like this for me. Not even when I was a kid.”

No one moved. The air hung heavy and soft.

She pulled the photo close, whispered into the quiet, just barely audible: “I’m okay now. You don’t have to worry about me no more.”

And they heard it.

Roman stood suddenly, sniffing like the air was dusty. “Aight, we uh—we gon’ go outside, give you a lil moment.”

“Yeah yeah,” Jimmy said, voice gruff. “Get some air. Sunlight or whatever.”

Solo smacked his shoulder. “You sound stupid.”

The door closed behind them.

Front Porch – A Few Minutes Later

They stood on the porch, leaning against railings, arms crossed or hands in pockets, each of them quiet in their own way.

Roman was the first to speak. “That girl got more strength in her pinky than I got in my whole damn chest.”

Jimmy nodded. “She ain't even flinch when she pulled that trigger. But a birthday party?”

Solo shook his head, brows low. “Shit hit different.”

Josh sat on the steps, hands clasped in front of him, staring out at the yard they had run around in as kids again because she brought that to them. His jaw flexed. He hadn’t said a word.

Roman looked at him. “You good?”

Josh nodded once. Still didn’t speak.

Jacob leaned against the rail. “I ain’t gon’ lie, cuz. That wasn’t just a birthday party. That was somethin’ else.”

Roman added, softer this time, “You saw what it did to her. What it meant.”

Josh exhaled deeply. “Yeah.”

They let the silence sit again.

And then, Roman said it—casual but intentional, knowing he was replanting the same seed,a little smirk in the corner of his voice:

“I mean… if it were me? After all that? I couldn’t be runnin’ around being no little boyfriend. I’d be her old man. The only man.

Josh didn’t respond.

Not right away.

But his head tilted ever so slightly like he’d just made a decision he wasn’t ready to say out loud yet.

———

Storm

The house was silent, save for the hum of the old AC unit and the occasional chirp of summer birds outside. Imani sat on the floor, legs pulled in tight, the photo of her brother still clutched in her hands. Her eyes were red, cheeks stained with tears she hadn't tried to stop. The kind of tears that had waited years to fall. Her chest rose and fell in deep, uneven breaths, like she was finally letting herself feel the weight she carried without apology.

She wiped her face, breathed out hard, and gave herself a minute more. Just a minute. Then she stood, slow but sure, and fixed her face.

Front Porch – Midday Sunlight

The boys were still posted up. Jimmy had his feet kicked up on the railing, Solo chewing sunflower seeds, Roman pacing with a toothpick in his mouth, and Josh—still seated on the steps, arms braced on his knees, eyes distant.

Then the screen door creaked open behind them.

They all turned.

Imani stepped out, eyes still glassy, but her whole posture was different. Lighter. She walked straight to them and without hesitation—hugged Jacob first.

“You the reason they even knew,” she murmured. “Thank you.”

Then she moved down the line, hugging each of them. Roman blinked like he didn’t know what to do with his hands at first, but he hugged her back tighter than expected. Jimmy gave her that firm, brotherly squeeze. Solo gave her two hugs like he forgot how much she meant.

And Josh—Josh stood without a word, arms already out. She walked into his chest and rested there a moment. No words passed between them, just something understood.

When she pulled back, she looked at them all, hands on her hips as her eyes swept the porch.

“I’ll never forget this. None of it. Y’all didn’t just make a birthday... You gave me somethin’ I thought I missed my chance at.”

The fellas were quiet again, heads a little lower, hearts a little fuller.

Imani cleared her throat—more to steady her voice than anything else—wiping the corner of her eye with the back of her hand before she broke the moment with her usual blunt sweetness:

“So… who cookin’ dinner? I ain't tryna cry on an empty stomach.”

Laughter cracked the air like a warm summer breeze.

Jimmy stood up, hand raised. “I got the grill.”

Roman cracked his neck. “I’ll season. But I ain’t chopping no onions.”

“I’ll prep,” Solo offered, already heading inside.

Josh waited a beat, watching her, a small smile pulling at the corner of his lips.

She glanced back at him. “You helping?”

“Only if I get to stay close,” he said low, just for her.

Imani smirked, her lip twitching. “Fine. But you do the dishes.”

Josh followed her inside without hesitation.

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Later That Night – Back Porch, Under the String Lights

Dinner had long passed. The house was calm now, humming with leftovers being wrapped and sleepy shuffles up the stairs. Laughter had faded into low murmurs, some music still faint from someone’s speaker left on inside. The boys had slowly peeled off one by one, full bellies and full hearts putting them out early.

Imani was on the back porch, barefoot, legs curled beneath her on a cushioned chair, a soft throw blanket over her lap. The stars were out, lazy and scattered across the dark sky. She held a warm mug of tea, not drinking it much—just holding it, letting the warmth settle into her fingers. Her hair was still out, flowing in soft waves, crown free, just as she’d let it be all day.

The screen door opened behind her, quietly.

Josh stepped out, wearing just some sweats and a hoodie, barefoot like her. He didn’t say anything at first—just eased down into the chair beside her, close enough that their knees brushed.

Imani glanced his way, then looked back out at the sky.

“You not tired?” she asked, voice soft, almost a whisper.

Josh shook his head slowly. “Nah... I ain’t tryna sleep just yet. Mind won’t let me.”

She hummed like she understood, because she did.

Silence passed again, but this time it was comfortable. The kind that says everything even when nothing is said.

He looked over at her again. “You good?”

Imani’s shoulders rose and fell in a deep breath. “Yeah. Today… was somethin’ else. Ain’t never had a birthday like that. Hell, ain’t never had a day like that.”

Josh nodded, gaze lingering on her face. “You deserve days like that every year. Every month, even.”

She scoffed a little. “Don’t start getting sweet on me, Fatu.”

He smiled. “Too late.”

She sipped her tea, finally. “You been quiet since the cake. What’s on your mind?”

Josh rubbed the back of his neck, glanced down at his hands.

“You just… you did a lot for us. All this time, since Detroit. Since the woods. You didn’t have to. But you did. And not just for me. For all of us.”

Her eyes softened, but she didn’t interrupt.

“And I been thinking… I don’t want this to just be survival for you no more. Or for me. I want this to be peace. Something better. And I know I don’t always say the right thing or move the way I should, but—” he looked at her fully now, “—I see you, Imani.”

A beat passed, and her throat bobbed as she swallowed, surprised by how full her chest suddenly felt.

He leaned forward, elbows on his knees. “I don’t just want to be around you. I want to build with you. Really build. Not just hide and protect and survive. You gave me space to be a man… and I want to give you space to be soft. Safe.”

Imani’s lip quivered just slightly before she looked away. “You gon’ make me cry again, boy.”

Josh reached over, hand covering hers where it gripped the mug.

“Then cry. Ain’t no shame in it.”

And she did. Just a few tears this time, falling soft and slow. She didn’t hide them. Didn’t mask it with sarcasm. She just let him hold her hand while they watched the stars.

When her head leaned against his shoulder, he didn’t say anything.

He just held her there.

Still. Quiet. Present.

Home.

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Scene: “Soft Bloom” — Backyard Vibes, the Boys + Imani + Josh

Setting: Late afternoon. The new house is humming with small activity. A soft breeze rolls through the trees, and for the first time in a long time, there's no tension choking the air. Just life. Just little pieces of peace.

Cut to: The boys in the kitchen, glancing through the back windows.

Jimmy’s the first to notice, chewing on the last bite of a biscuit from breakfast leftovers. He elbows Solo.

“Aye,” he mutters, nodding out the window. “She lookin’ real… I dunno, floaty.”

Solo leans over, squinting. “She glowing or something?”

“Hair out. Earpods in. Plantin’ shit like we ain’t got no enemies left.”

Roman walks in just in time to catch the tail end. “That’s what peace look like, fellas. Don’t act like y’all don’t recognize it.”

Jimmy scoffs. “It’s just—last week she was draggin’ bodies and buildin’ frames, now she out there barefoot playin’ Erykah Badu.”

“She ain’t playin’,” Roman says, serious. “She is Erykah Badu right now.”

They all chuckle, but Roman doesn’t drop the observation. “Nah but for real—she done softened up. You feel that shift? That’s a woman whose storm's still there, but she ain’t drownin’ in it no more. She settlin’. Somebody gave her space to exhale.”

They all turn their heads in unison—through the window, toward Josh.

He’s already walking across the grass, making his way toward her.

Jimmy shakes his head with a smirk. “He ‘bout to go pretend he know somethin’ ‘bout plants.”

Cut to: Backyard — Imani with earphones in, fingers deep in soil

Her curls bounce around her shoulders, slightly damp from the earlier shower. She’s humming low under her breath, eyes soft as she gently presses basil into a fresh pot. A line of planters trails behind her—lavender, mint, peppers. Nothing fancy, just life she’s decided to grow with her own hands.

Josh steps up quietly, careful not to spook her.

She senses him anyway.

“Don’t step on my rosemary,” she calls without turning around, slipping one bud into a fresh patch of dirt.

Josh smirks, settling beside her. “Damn. Can’t even sneak up on you when you vibin’.”

Imani finally looks up, one earphone still in. “You heavy-footed. The ground told me before I saw you.”

He crouches beside her. “What you listenin’ to?”

She pops the earbud out and offers it. “Some Bilal. You wouldn’t get it.”

Josh puts it in anyway, humming softly as the jazzy soul floats through.

They sit there in silence for a moment. Her hands move on instinct—dig, pat, water. And Josh just watches. Every soft movement, every little breath, the way her mouth parts slightly when she’s in deep focus.

“Why now?” he finally asks, voice quiet. “The plants, the hair out… you.”

Imani pauses, glances over at him, then shrugs. “Because I finally can.”

That’s all she says. But it’s everything.

Josh leans back on his hands, letting the sun catch his skin. “You want help?”

She eyes him sideways. “You gonna follow directions, or you just wanna sit close?”

“Can’t I do both?”

She smiles. Barely. But it’s enough.

“Fine. Start with the sage. Pot’s right there.”

Josh scoots in, mimicking her moves—clumsier, but trying.

And somewhere between the soil under their nails and the sunlight painting her skin, something roots deeper between them. Something that didn’t come from chaos, or survival, or sex.

Something real.

————-

The front yard was alive with movement, laughter thick in the late afternoon air. Sweat glistened on foreheads and shirts were long since discarded or clinging damp to backs. The men—Josh, Jimmy, Solo, Roman, and Jacob—moved like they used to, sharp and wild, but with more weight now. Not just physically, but soul-deep. Still, there was joy in it, something almost childlike as they tossed the football, smacked shoulders, and hollered out old jokes from a time when life hadn’t been so heavy.

Imani watched from the porch for a while, sipping on sweet tea, barefoot, her curls wild and free around her face. She looked like summer. Not just in the way she dressed—shorts hugging hips, one of Josh’s old tanks knotted at the waist—but in her energy. Lush. Alive. Rested.

And then she stood, casually walking toward them like it was nothing.

“Y’all need some competition,” she called out, tossing her cup back onto the porch and stretching like she was clocking in.

They hooted at her. Jimmy clapped like it was the best thing that had happened all week. Roman laughed so hard he bent over.

Josh just smiled. Low and deep. That smile that never quite made it to his lips but sat heavy in his eyes when she did something only she could.

“Don’t let the lashes fool y’all,” she warned, squatting to tighten her shoelaces, “I ain’t one of them cute-for-nothing girls.”

She picked the opposite team from Josh without hesitation, mouthing a taunting “I don’t do favorites” as she lined up beside Roman and Jimmy.

The game kicked off, and Imani was in it. Fast on her feet, low to the ground, slick with her comebacks. She juked Roman so smooth he hollered in disbelief and flopped onto the grass. She snatched a flag off Josh with a little celebratory spin, smacking his arm as she darted away.

Josh couldn’t even be mad—watching her in the sun, laughing with her whole body, trash talking Solo while dodging him with a hop-step he’d swear she stole from one of them.

For a moment, the world softened.

No past. No blood. No running.

Just them.

Just now.

And the woman who was never just anything showing that she belonged in every space they did—and still stood all her own.

———-

The sun dipped lower, casting everything in a gold glaze. The boys were catching their breath, sipping cold drinks and dragging their hands down their faces as they geared up for another round of flag football. Josh was mid-trash talk, calling Roman out for always trying to quarterback when he couldn’t throw straight, when—

Splat.

A water balloon exploded right on Jacob’s back, drenching him in a clean splash that made him shout.

“What the—”

Splat.

Another hit Jimmy square in the chest. Then another flew just past Josh’s head and burst on the grass behind him.

“What the hell is that?!” Solo barked, dodging left.

Josh’s eyes shot upward toward the creak of the balcony.

There she was—Imani—crouched like a sniper, lips pursed around a grin, hand already cocked back with another balloon.

“Y’all ain’t the only ones that can plot,” she yelled gleefully, “Welcome to my version of defense, boys!”

She released one final balloon that hit Roman right on his shoulder with a wet thwack before he could move.

And then—she ran.

Feet hitting the grass, wild laughter tearing from her chest as the guys roared behind her, hollering threats and laughter.

Josh was already sprinting. “Oh, you think this is a game?”

She squealed, dodging past the big tree, ducking under Solo’s arm, arms flailing like she was ten years younger and had no fear in her bones. Her curls bounced, tank top damp from the splashback, but she didn’t care. She was flying.

Jimmy nearly caught her, but she slipped through his hands, yelling, “Y’all slow! That’s that old man muscle!”

Roman tried to flank her but ended up on the ground again, howling.

Josh was faster, though.

He came at her from the side, scooping her up mid-run like she weighed nothing, spinning her once in the air as she kicked and screamed in mock betrayal.

“Let me go, boy!”

“You ambushed us with balloons, you think I’m lettin’ you go that easy?”

Her laugh was wild in his ear, hands braced against his chest, trying not to smile too big. “Y’all was gettin’ cocky.”

“And now you’re gonna pay.”

He dropped her gently into the grass, tickling her ribs until she howled, then laid beside her while the others circled, still laughing, still soaked, the whole group basking in the chaos she’d created.

This was the joy they didn’t know they needed.

And her? She was the storm and the sun after it. The fire and the cooling water.

Their wild, soft, chaos-bringing center.

———-

The fire crackled soft in the night, licking the sky with orange tongues while the scent of charred hot dogs and toasted buns still hung in the air. Roman was telling some half-true story about Solo getting curved in high school, and Jimmy was already leaning too far back in his chair, sleep dragging his eyes down, a half-eaten marshmallow stick still in his hand.

Josh had Imani tucked between his legs, her back resting against his chest, her knees pulled close. His arms hung loosely around her waist, thumbs brushing soft circles into her hips without even thinking. She was warm, a little smoky, eyelids low with the kind of tired that only came after laughter and peace.

The fire popped, Solo let out a belly laugh at Roman’s expense, and somewhere behind them, a cricket orchestra carried on.

Imani's voice was low when she finally spoke. “I never knew I’d have a family again…”

It wasn’t dramatic. No violins. Just a truth dropped into the middle of the circle like a stone in water.

Everyone quieted for a beat—not out of pity, but respect.

Josh looked down at her, heart thudding in his chest at the simplicity of it. The weight. The honesty. The reminder that for all her strength and storm, this was a woman who had walked through fire alone.

She slowly stood, stretching her arms over her head, joints popping softly.

“Today was fun,” she added with a tired smile, like she almost couldn’t believe it herself.

And without waiting for a reply, she turned and walked toward the house, the back of her hoodie catching a flicker of the firelight. No drama. No tears. Just a peace she hadn’t known in a long time, guiding her feet toward rest.

The fellas stayed quiet a little longer.

Josh didn’t chase her.

He just watched her go, chest full, grateful that she said it at all.

And around him, the fire cracked on, soft snores coming from a few chairs, and the night settling in like a long exhale.

————

The fire had died down to soft embers, glowing orange like the heartbeat of the night.

Jimmy was out cold, snoring with his head tilted back so far he looked broken. Solo was halfway there, mumbling something about “putting some damn respect” on his name before drifting off completely.

Only Roman was still up with Josh, the two of them nursing the last of the cold beers, seated in comfortable silence for a minute.

Josh sat forward slightly, elbows on his knees, the firelight reflecting in his eyes—but his mind wasn’t there.

“She meant that,” Roman said finally, voice low. “About the family thing.”

Josh didn’t answer at first. Just nodded once, jaw tight.

Roman glanced at him. “You ever tell her what she is to you?”

Josh exhaled. “Not the way I should.”

“She’s not a regular woman, bro,” Roman said, tossing a twig into the embers. “You know that. She ain’t waitin’ around to be saved—she is the save. So if you gon’ have her, you gotta be ready to hold her too.”

Josh nodded again, this time slower. He was quiet, processing.

“She’s upstairs right now, out cold,” he said after a moment. “Like actually sleep. I ain't seen her like that since this whole thing started. No gun tucked, no shoes on standby. Just… restin’.”

“Because she trusts you,” Roman said. “At least a little.”

Josh looked up toward the house like he could see through the walls. He knew exactly where she was. She’d curled up diagonally across the bed, one leg dangling off, mouth probably parted in deep sleep. Her face would be soft again, not scrunched up from carrying the weight of survival.

“She built us somethin’, Ro,” Josh murmured. “Not just a house, either. She built peace. Outta nothing.”

Roman nodded. “Then don’t fumble it.”

Josh leaned back in his chair, the weight of the day, of her, of everything—settling across his shoulders.

“She’s not gon’ say it,” Roman added, glancing up at the dark sky, “but she’s waitin’ on you to tell her where this is going. And I don’t mean in code or that ‘you mine’ shit. She’s a grown woman. Wants to be claimed right.”

Josh let the words hit and sink. He didn’t say anything back. Didn’t need to.

The house stood quiet behind them. Upstairs, Imani lay curled up in soft cotton sheets, the first full night of rest she'd had in what felt like years.

Outside, the wind shifted. Somewhere, a new day was waiting.

————-

Roman leaned forward, elbows on his knees, gaze fixed on the dying fire. The silence stretched between them, easy but heavy—like they were both thinking too much to say anything light.

Then, with a low grunt, Roman took a sip of his beer and side-eyed Josh. “I mean, if it were my girl, after all that? After the bodies, the blood, the building? Shit…” He shook his head. “I couldn’t be out here runnin’ around bein’ no little boyfriend.”

Josh glanced at him, eyebrows raised slightly.

“I’d be her old man, the only man. Ten toes. No confusion,” Roman continued. “No space for her to wonder. She got her own storm, and she still found time to make a damn home. That ain’t the kinda woman you let hang in limbo.”

Josh looked back toward the house again, jaw clenched. Her shadow wasn’t anywhere near, but he could feel her presence like gravity.

Roman smirked and leaned back. “But hey… you grown. Just don’t act shocked when somebody else steps in who ain’tscared to wear that title proud.”

Josh didn’t respond—he just stood, slow and thoughtful. Tossed the last sip of beer into the fire, the sizzle loud in the quiet.

He didn’t go in right away.

But he was thinkin’ about it now.

All of it.

———

The sun was already up when Imani stirred. No alarm, no urgency. Just the cool brush of a breeze through cracked windows and the scent of pine and something distant, sweet—maybe dew lifting off warm earth. She didn’t rush, not today. She moved through her morning like a woman who’d decided joy could be chosen. Took her time showering, moisturizing, pulling on a laid-back fit with her hoops in and a touch of gloss. Hair big, soft, and natural—crowned, unapologetic.

By the time she stepped outside, the boys were already scattered across the porch and yard, yawning, joking, play-wrestling near the trucks. Solo had a leftover biscuit in one hand and was trying to explain why he should’ve gone pro in high school. Jimmy was pretending not to listen but rolled his eyes with all the older sibling exhaustion in the world.

Imani stepped onto the porch and cleared her throat. They all paused. She held up a few envelopes and her phone.

“Y’all deserve a fun day,” she said simply. “I got tickets for the movies in town, arcade passes too.”

“Movies?” Jimmy blinked. “You takin’ us on a field trip, Miss Imani?”

“Damn right,” she said with a smirk. “I saw how y’all lit up playin’ in the yard yesterday. Figured it’d be good to keep the streak goin’. Been too much stress, too much blood. Y’all still young—well, some of y’all,” she side-eyed Roman.

Roman held a hand to his chest dramatically. “Wow.”

“Arcade, huh?” Solo perked up. “Bet.”

Laughter circled around her like sunlight.

But Josh? He was quiet. Watching.

Her words filtered through his head, but his thoughts were already layered. Roman’s voice from the night before came back, echoing like a truth that wouldn’t let up.

“I’d be her old man, the only man.”

That was no casual thing. That was declaration. That was choice.

And watching her now—how she moved with intention, gave without demanding, offered softness like a gift even when she carried weight alone—Josh felt the pull. She was building a world even when she didn’t have to. Choosing to livewhile they were still trying to survive.

He didn’t say anything right then.

But the decision?

It was already sitting on his tongue.

————-

The Outing

The town was a little over an hour away, tucked past winding roads and stretches of trees that caught the morning light just right. Imani drove one car, Josh behind her in another with his brothers and cousin packed in like overgrown kids. They cracked jokes, fought over the aux cord, and called out challenges before the movie even started.

By the time they pulled into the lot, the boys had turned into boys again. Jimmy was pointing at a big movie poster with unnecessary drama—“This gonna be me if y’all don’t hush.” Solo kept calling shotgun even though they were already out the car. Roman strutted ahead like he owned the theater, talking about snacks like it was a military op.

Imani paid for it all, ignoring their attempts to argue. “Shut up and let a woman treat y’all for once,” she waved off.

Inside, they took up nearly a whole row. Imani sat near the end, between Josh and Roman. Halfway through the movie, she glanced down the row—Roman’s head tilted back, cackling too loud. Solo leaned forward, eyes wide like he was seeing cinema for the first time. Jimmy snuck a handful of candy from Josh, who didn’t even flinch, too invested in the scene.

And Josh?

He wasn’t stiff. He was leaned back, one arm draped behind Imani’s seat, not touching—but there. Relaxed in a way she hadn’t seen yet. Not since that night. Not since all of this.

It made her smile. It made her heart soften.

After the movie, they hit the arcade. And that’s when the chaos really began.

These giant men were everywhere—shooting hoops, racing digital cars, trying to knock down clowns with rubber balls. Roman cheated at skee-ball. Jimmy took DDR a little too seriously. Solo cleared a claw machine on the first try and damn near strutted around with a stuffed unicorn like it was a trophy.

Josh found himself in a mini shootout game beside Imani. She loaded her fake weapon and smirked at him. “Try to keep up, killer.”

He grinned, boyish. “Bet you five tickets I clear the level before you.”

“You gon’ need more than five tickets to catch up to me, Fatu.”

They played through like rivals, laughing, bumping shoulders, trash talking. It was...normal. Not peace forever, but peace for now. And it was good.

Later, they all regrouped with bags of candy and ticket stubs. They cashed in for prizes none of them needed—plastic toys, keychains, noise-makers. Imani got a crown shoved onto her head by Roman who declared her “the real MVP.”

They took a photo in the booth. Squeezed in, loud, layered, messy. One of those pictures that catches joy mid-motion.

And when they got back to the house, full and flushed from laughter, Imani caught herself watching them. These big, tired men who had become brothers by fire, finally laughing like the world wasn’t chasing them. She didn’t say anything. Just stood by the porch, watching them walk toward the door—Solo mimicking a game move, Jimmy still smacking on candy, Josh dragging behind a little, eyes catching hers.

He didn’t speak, just gave her a look. One that said he saw everything.

And she smiled.

Because today, they got to live.

————

Later That Night

The house was quieter than it had been in days. Solo was snoring from the living room couch, Jimmy had passed out half on and half off the guest bed, and Roman was probably still sifting through leftover candy muttering about why green apple was the worst flavor.

Imani sat on the back porch, a blanket across her legs, a half-empty mason jar in her hand. She had music playing low through a little speaker by the door—something soulful and old, the kind of song that clung to your ribs.

Josh stepped out, hoodie on, hand rubbing the back of his neck like he was shaking off the last of the laughter from earlier. He didn’t speak right away. Just sat beside her, close, but not pressing.

For a minute, they just sat like that. Her eyes on the stars. His on her.

Then—

“You know… I watched ’em today,” he said quietly. “My brothers. Roman. All of us. It’s been a long time since we laughed like that.”

Imani glanced at him sideways but didn’t interrupt.

He let out a breath. “You gave us somethin’ today, Imani. Gave me somethin’. I ain’t even know I needed it like that. But you brought it back without askin’ for shit in return.”

She scoffed, lips twitching around her glass. “I bought y’all some damn tickets and pizza, Josh.”

He turned to her more fully, voice firm but not forceful. “Nah. You gave us a day where we weren’t just runnin’ or hidin’ or killin’. You gave us space to breathe. That ain’t small to me.”

Imani blinked. Took a slow sip, like she was letting his words settle.

Then, she leaned her head slightly against his shoulder—not fully, just enough for the warmth. “I’m not used to men sayin’ thank you unless they tryin’ to follow it with a favor.”

Josh chuckled low in his chest. “I ain’t askin’ you for nothin’.”

She nodded. “Good.”

Another quiet moment passed.

Then her voice, soft and a little tired, “You welcome, Fatu.”

Josh tilted his head, kissed the top of her loc-free crown—slow, not trying to stir anything. Just...respect.

And they sat there, two souls that had been torn open by the world, holding a bit of peace between them on that porch, like they weren’t surviving anymore.

Just...existing. Together.

————-

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Josh wasn’t just showing out now—he was showing up. And every move he made started carrying weight, not just for survival but for her. Every time Imani looked over, he was knee-deep in some shit that said I got this.

By the end of the day, the man had fixed the solar rig, rewired half the damn cabin for real lighting, and was halfway into digging a trench system for drainage before the next rain came. No complaints. No half-steppin’. Just callused hands and locked-in focus.

When one of the cousins dropped a steel pipe too close to her, Josh didn’t even raise his voice—he just turned, calmly walked over, and corrected him with a firm hand on the shoulder and a simple, “Watch where she at. Ain’t nobody touchin’ her on my watch.”

It was primal. It was protective. But it was also peaceful. Like he wasn’t posturing—he was proving.

Even when he took breaks, it was with intention. He’d grab her water bottle and refill it without her asking. Drape a towel over her shoulders like he’d been watching how the sun kissed her skin all day. Didn’t need words. Just knew.

And when the grill came out later, he threw down like a man with history behind it—seasoned like he listened when she said she was from Memphis. Pulled out a slab of ribs, slow-cooked with wood chips he’d prepped, and made sure her plate was full before anyone else got theirs.

She didn’t compliment him. Not directly.

But when she walked past him to grab a second helping and bumped him with her hip, just a little, and said, “Mm. You done earned this one,” the corner of his mouth twitched just enough to let her know he caught it.

That pride? Quiet but loud. Not arrogance—confidence. The kind rooted in purpose. In finally having something—someone—worth standing ten toes down for.

And the others? Jimmy, Solo, Roman, Jacob—they were seeing it too.

“Damn,” Roman muttered under his breath one night, watching Josh drive a stake into the ground for the porch’s new framework. “This man finally done picked somethin’ he ain’t runnin’ from.”

And he didn’t. Josh wasn’t running. He was planting roots.

Right in the ground he was reshaping—with the woman who made him want to.

——-

Scene: A Soft Shift – Imani Slips into Her Femininity Setting: The clearing they’ve carved out in the woods has a quiet tension tonight, but not the kind that carries fear. It’s the kind that hums underneath the ribs when a storm passes and all that’s left is the hush of survival. The porch light flickers soft. The house—the one Imani started and they finished together—sits sturdy now, halfway painted but whole.

Josh steps out the side door, wiping grease off his hands, muscles loose from a day of doing. Fixing, lifting, chopping, leading. He doesn’t announce himself. Just moves, steady, eyes already locked on her.

Imani’s sitting on the wide railing of the porch she helped build—legs crossed, bare, lotion-slick and glowing under the low light. Her hoodie’s hanging off one shoulder, nails fresh, edges laid. She’s rolling something tight between her fingers, the scent of cocoa butter and soft weed floating in the air.

Her head turns just slightly, sensing him.

“You good?” he asks, voice low like a rumble, like gravel warmed by the sun.

“I’m sittin’ ain’t I?” she replies, not biting like she used to, just tired-sweet. Her tone wasn’t sharp, it was just hers.

Josh steps closer, hands on his hips now. “House solid. Alarm set. Everybody fed. You ain’t gotta watch your six tonight.”

Imani exhales like she hadn’t realized she’d been holding her breath.

He steps up behind her, not too close, just enough for his presence to warm the small of her back. She doesn’t flinch. Doesn’t check his hands.

“You still mad at me?” he asks, voice lower.

“Mmhm,” she hums, slow like honey, lighting her blunt. “But I ain’t tryna carry it tonight.”

A silence settles, but it’s not heavy.

Josh watches her quietly. Then, without warning, reaches around and gently takes the blunt from her fingers, drawing slow before handing it back.

“You did all this,” he murmurs, looking out at what they built. “Started it with your hands. All I did was show up and follow instructions.”

Imani glances back at him, slow. “Don’t be cute. You did show up.”

Josh leans in then, real close, hand resting lightly on her thigh, not possessive—just grounding. “You ain’t gotta do everything no more. Not alone. I got this. I got you.”

That’s when she softens, for real. The shift ain’t in her words—it’s in her body.

She leans back just slightly, spine touching his chest, letting the tension melt into him like he was made to carry it.

Her voice is a whisper now, blunt between her fingers, smoke curling into the moonlight.

“I don’t know how to stop bein’ the strong one,” she admits, quietly.

Josh doesn’t hesitate. “Then let me be strong for you 'til you remember how to rest.”

She closes her eyes, just for a second. One beat. Two.

And then she leans fully into him, her head against his chest, listening to the rhythm under his skin. His arms wrap around her like it’s the most natural thing in the world.

“I ain’t lettin’ nothin take you again,” he says. “Not the past, not these men in the woods. Nothing. You’re mine.”

Imani doesn’t say anything back. Not yet. But the way her hand slides over his, fingers threading slow?

That’s the closest thing to I believe you she’s ever given anyone.

————

Scene: “Let Me Handle It” — Josh Shows Her What He Meant

Setting: Early morning. The sun hasn’t fully broken through the trees yet, but the forest is blue-gray and silent in that sacred pre-dawn hour. The air is cool, smelling like pine, dirt, and burnt wood. Imani’s been up—already. She always is. Trying to fix something. Trying to outwork the weight on her chest. But this morning… it’s different.

She hears the boots first—thudding slow behind her on the dirt. She’s crouched by the side of the new structure they’ve been building, her fingers black with engine grease, face set in that unbothered mask she wears like armor.

Josh steps up, quiet but certain, his presence cutting through the air like he belongs in it.

“You ain’t gotta fix the damn generator. Solo already said he’d do it.”

Imani doesn’t look up. “It’s makin’ noise. Means it ain’t right.”

Josh doesn’t respond right away. Just watches her for a beat, then crouches beside her and gently takes the wrench out her hand.

“Baby,” he says, soft but firm, “go sit down.”

That makes her blink, just once. Her spine stiffens.

“You think I can’t do it?”

He shakes his head. “I know you can. But you ain’t gotta. Not right now.”

She looks at him, really looks. He’s already got the panel open, shoulders rolling easy, big hands confident and calm as he starts to work. She stares at him for a long time, stubbornness curling up her tongue.

But then… she steps back.

Goes and sits on the stump just a few yards away. Crosses her arms. Watches him. Her hands twitch like she’s still holding something.

Josh doesn’t look back. Just talks while he works.

“You been carryin’ it all. Like you ain’t been fightin’ all your life. I see you, Imani. I see you.”

Silence. Then:

“I been wantin’ to fix shit too, but I didn’t know how to show it without messin' it up. I didn’t come from women like you. Where I’m from, they just… survive. You? You build. You nurture. You hold shit together with spit, thread and damn cocoa butter.”

Imani exhales slow, a blink turning into a gaze. Her lips part but no words come.

Josh finishes the fix, stands up, and wipes his hands.

Then he walks toward her, lifts her chin with one finger, and says:

“I ain’t lettin’ this world keep askin’ you to be hard. Not when I’m here. You don’t owe that to nobody no more. Least of all me.”

She swallows hard.

He takes her hand. Leads her inside.

And for once… she lets him.

No fight. No pride.

Just breath.

———-

The AC hums soft like a lullaby, the cotton sheets tangled around limbs that finally got to rest. Imani stirs first, but only barely—her leg stretched out over his, her hand resting on his stomach. She blinks against the sunlight and realizes: no anxiety grips her chest. No mental checklist’s waiting behind her eyes.

Josh is still knocked out. One arm flung over his face, the other curled protectively near her hip. His breathing is deep, even. The kind of sleep you don’t get unless your body knows it’s safe.

Imani turns onto her side, facing him. Watches him like he’s a quiet movie. His chest rising. That little scar by his jaw. The softness in his lips that doesn’t match the hard edges of his life. For the first time, she doesn’t feel like she has to hold the world up before breakfast.

She props herself up on an elbow, her curls messy and skin warm. Her voice is barely above a whisper.

“…you snore.”

Josh cracks an eye open. “Damn. That’s how you wakin’ me up?”

She smirks. “I could’ve started slappin’ pans.”

He chuckles, the sound low and husky. “I’d rather the snore shade.”

They stay there for a beat. Quiet. Still.

Then Josh reaches for her hand and holds it tight, grounding them both. “Ain’t nothin’ outside that door right now, Imani. Just us. Just this.”

She nods slowly, absorbing it, eyes soft.

“…can’t remember the last time I didn’t wake up thinkin’ ‘bout who needed me to be strong.”

Josh pulls her in, presses a kiss to her shoulder, speaks into her skin. “You strong, yeah. But you soft too. And you safe. With me.”

Imani swallows something thick in her throat. She leans into him, the hand on his chest rising with each breath.

A minute later, her voice is quiet again. “Let’s stay in here a lil while longer. Just you and me.”

“No place else I’d rather be.”

And so they stay.

Under the cool air.

In the soft bed.

No chaos. No guards up.

Just breathin’. Together.

————-

Josh stretches, still barefoot and shirtless, walking out of the bedroom with that heavy-lidded morning confidence, his locs pulled into a loose tie, rubbing the sleep from his eyes. He starts toward the kitchen, scratching at his chest.

Imani’s already up.

Hair wrapped in a scarf, face fresh and calm, wearing one of his old tees and a pair of fitted shorts. She’s barefoot too, standing in front of the stove like she was born there, wrist flicking expertly as she works a skillet. The smell of garlic and smoked sausage, eggs and pancakes, cheese grits and fried potatoes fills the whole space like a hug.

He tries to sidestep toward the coffee but she points a spatula at him without even turning. “Nuh uh. Out the kitchen. Go try that new shower I know you ain’t touched yet.”

Josh grins slow. “You kickin’ me out?”

“I’m askin’ you to enjoy what you helped me build,” she says over her shoulder. “Let me handle somethin’ for once. Go unwind.”

Something in her tone is different—soft but sure. She’s not saying it, not directly, but this is her thank you. Not just for the shower or the safety, but for everything. For letting her breathe. For standing by her through the chaos. For choosing her without saying the words.

Josh doesn’t argue. He leans down on his way past, presses a kiss to the curve of her neck, low and reverent. “Yes ma’am.”

Cut to: twenty minutes later

He walks back into the room, fresh out the shower, in a clean tee and joggers, beard glistening, the air smelling like that good cocoa butter and body wash combo. But what stops him in his tracks ain’t his own damn reflection—it’s the spread laid out on the long wood table.

Plates stacked with hot food. Coffee in a fresh pot. Real glasses with orange juice. Some of the boys start wandering in, drawn by the scent.

Jimmy whistles. “Damn… this a whole Sunday morning.”

Solo already grabbing a plate. “She did all this?”

Josh don’t even speak right away. Just stares at her—how she moves, casual, like this ain’t a big deal.

But it is.

To him, this is sacred. Ain’t no army in the world that ever made him feel more held than watching her serve up peace in the form of pancakes and home.

She doesn’t say much. Doesn’t brag. Just passes a hot plate to Roman and keeps it moving.

Josh steps behind her, gently resting a hand on her lower back, low enough to be intimate, high enough to be respectful. She doesn’t flinch this time. Just glances back, chin tilted.

“You gon’ eat or stare?”

He smirks. “Both.”

She lets a breath of laughter slip past her lips. It’s quiet, but it’s real.

And for now, in this moment, their war is on pause.

And she’s choosing softness. And he’s letting her lead.

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Josh is leaning against the counter, arms folded, watching Imani from the corner of his eye as she stacks the last of the dishes. He hadn’t moved to help, not yet—not because he didn’t want to, but because something about watching her take up space in this way was… grounding.

“You did all this with no warning,” he finally says, voice low, like he don’t wanna break the mood. “Even Jimmy was quiet for a minute.”

Imani side-eyes him with a small smirk, drying her hands. “That’s how you know it hit right. If a man shut up to eat, you fed him somethin’ holy.”

He chuckles, moving closer, shoulder bumping hers. “So what was that?” His eyes search her. “A thank you?”

She tilts her head a little, not giving him everything. “It was breakfast.”

Josh licks his lips, nodding slow. “Mmhm. A breakfast that tasted like a truce.”

Imani doesn’t deny it.

Instead, she sets the towel down, hands him the last mug to dry, and leans against the sink with her arms crossed. “You sleep good?”

“For the first time in… a long-ass time,” he admits. “Felt like I was back home, but like, the version I wanted it to be. Safe. Easy.”

She nods once, soaking in the weight of that.

“You built that,” he says, looking down at her.

Imani’s lips twitch, but there’s a flicker of something behind her eyes. “I build a lot of things that don’t last, Josh. I’m just tryin’ to enjoy what’s here right now.”

He opens his mouth to say something, but she lifts a hand gently and steps away, grabbing a fresh towel from the hall closet.

“I’ma hop in the shower,” she says over her shoulder, voice a little lighter. “Let the real me come out for a bit.”

Josh watches her go, gaze lingering, chest tightening. “Take your time.”

Cut to: The bathroom — twenty minutes later

Steam curls through the air as Imani stands in front of the mirror, towel wrapped around her. For the first time in a long while, she’s bare. All the way. Not just skin—soul. Her fingers move carefully through her hair, unraveling the locs she’d carried since long before Detroit, before him.

They fall away slowly, and beneath them: thick, soft coils and waves, her real texture, unfiltered and wild and hers. She moisturizes, curls her fingers through the strands, tender with herself in a way she hadn’t been in months.

This wasn’t a new woman. It was the true one.

She breathes deep, watching her own reflection—no armor, no tension, just Imani Love Rivers… free.

Cut to: Outside the bathroom — Josh on the couch

He hears the shower turn off, the soft movements of her feet on the tile. He’s laid out, still sipping coffee, head back, eyes half-closed. But when the bathroom door creaks open, he turns.

And pauses.

Imani steps out, not in her usual tied-up bandana or wrapped locs. Instead, her hair is full, natural, a soft halo around her head. She’s got on fresh sweats and a white tank, gold hoops back in, lip gloss shining soft.

Josh just stares, something in his throat closing up a little.

Imani arches a brow. “What?”

He smiles, slow and warm. “You look like somebody God was showin’ out with.”

She snorts, walking past him, playfully hitting his leg. “Boy, shut up.”

But he watches her settle across from him, curls bouncing, her energy easier than it’s been in days.

“Don’t ever hide that again,” he says after a beat, voice sincere.

Imani looks at him, gaze unreadable. “Wasn’t hidin’… just didn’t know if I had space to be.”

He leans forward. “You do now.”

And for a moment, the world stays soft.

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Josh didn’t flinch when she snatched him up, didn’t look away when her words cracked through him like a whip. He just stood there. Breathing hard. Chest tight. Lips parted like he was searching for air or something heavier than it.

His voice came out low—hoarse, like it had been sitting in the back of his throat, waiting.

“I ain’t runnin’,” he said. “I’ve been fightin’ every damn day to keep y’all safe, Imani. Not just from them—from me.From the shit I came from. From what happens when you finally give a fuck about somethin’ and the world makes you pay for it.”

He looks down for a second, his jaw ticking like he’s chewing glass.

“You right. I came into your life messy. I ain’t give you no title, no roadmap, just chaos and heat and this dumbass idea that if I could just keep my feelings quiet, I wouldn’t fuck you up like I do everything else.”

He looks back up at her, eyes dark and desperate now.

“But you ain’t just somebody I smashed, Imani. You… you were peace. You were that soft thing I didn’t think I could have. And I got greedy. I tried to take that and still keep you safe from me.”

He steps in closer—carefully, giving her the choice to pull away.

“I will find us a way outta this. And you right—I gotta stop pretendin’ like I can do it all on my own. You built half of this with your bare damn hands while I was out here tryna be a one-man army.”

He reaches for her hand, slow.

“I don’t want you to fix me, baby. I just want you to let me be worth fightin’ for. And if I fumble that again—if I fall short—then fuck it… you shoot me yourself.

——-

Josh watches her lean into him like her body couldn’t help it, even when her mouth still had fire in it. That “boy whatever” rolled off her tongue with just enough heat to let him know she wasn’t all the way good—but she wasn’t done with him either.

She peels off and struts toward the deck, that same deck she laid the foundation for with calloused hands and stubborn strength, every piece of wood hammered down with a storm in her chest. She snatches the blunt smooth out of Jimmy’s hand like she paid for it—and hits it like it owed her something.

Jimmy starts to protest with a half-laugh, “Damn, sis, you got—”

Josh cuts him a look, sharp but tired, then sinks down on the steps behind her.

She doesn’t say a word at first, just exhales smoke like it’s disappointment, rage, confusion—all of it in one cloud.

Josh leans back on his palms, watching her silhouette against the early dusk. The other boys stay quiet, sensing the air had a charge they didn’t want to mess with.

Finally, he says low, “Ain’t never had a woman cuss me out and still smell like cocoa butter and gunpowder.”

A slow smirk plays on his lips, but it don’t touch his eyes. Not yet. Not until she says something back

She doesn’t say nothing right away.

Just sits there, still puffing, her face a mix of tired and stubborn, looking out over the yard like it owed her answers. The weight of it all lingers in the space between them—history they ain’t had time to build but still found themselves tangled in.

Then, quiet as the wind moving through the trees, she shifts. Just enough to lean back, her spine brushing up against his chest where he’s sitting behind her. No words. Just that small, hesitant lean that said everything her mouth was too proud to.

Josh don’t move. Not right away. He just lets her settle, lets that moment wrap around them both like the start of something they don’t got a name for yet. His hand finds her knee, not possessive, not claiming. Just steady. Like an anchor.

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A new moment. The next morning.

Birds chirping in the trees, fog low in the yard. Josh is out front shirtless, chopping wood with slow, rhythmic swings—his mind somewhere far and close all at once.

Imani, in one of his oversized shirts and her own damn attitude, steps outside holding two mugs of coffee. Her curls tied up, skin still glowing with leftover defiance.

She hands him a mug.

No words. Not yet.

He takes it. Their fingers brush.

Then she finally says, “You gon' keep swingin’ that axe like we in the ‘Color Purple,’ or you gon’ help me finish that roof?”

————-

Josh looks at her, that signature squint when he’s trying not to smile, and sets the axe down without saying a word. He takes one last sip of the coffee, sets the mug on the porch step, and follows her lead like it’s the most natural thing in the world.

He don’t correct her. Don’t try to take over or steer it.

Instead—he grabs the ladder while she’s measuring roof angles, hands her nails when she holds her hand out without even looking, moves the boards where she tells him, and when she climbs to the top of the frame, he braces the ladder without needing to be asked.

She catches him watching her from below, his gaze low and steady, not with the usual heat—but something heavier. Like respect. Like damn… this woman really built something outta nothing again.

“You ain’t gotta babysit me,” she calls down, wiping her brow with the back of her hand.

Josh shrugs, wiping sweat from his neck. “I’m not. I’m just standin’ where I belong.”

And it ain’t performative. Ain’t no show.

It’s the quiet way he moves around her now—how he don’t crowd her shine or try to dull her fire. He don’t just let her be the woman she chose to become—he helps protect what she’s building with his own hands, his own presence.

Because for once… he ain’t tryna lead.

He’s tryna deserve.

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The afternoon hums with hammer strikes and the buzz of power tools, sawdust kicking up around the edges of the clearing. Imani moves like she’s done this her whole life—measuring, leveling, adjusting. The boys, at first unsure of where to put themselves, slowly fall into rhythm under her instruction. Solo ends up learning how to brace wall frames. Jimmy helps lay the wiring after she gives him a raised brow and points to the schematic she scribbled on a notepad.

Even Roman, mouthy and always half a second from a wisecrack, finds himself carrying boards from the stack without complaint, glancing at her like she’s something he didn’t know the world made anymore.

And then there’s Josh.

He don’t say much. Just stays close enough to help but far enough to let her lead. Until she looks at him—sweat on her collarbones, hair tied back in a puff, lips parted slightly from the summer air—and says, quiet but strong:

“…Teach me how to shoot. Right, this time.”

Josh pauses. His head tilts just a little like he wants to double-check she’s serious—but her eyes already told him she was.

He wipes his hands on a rag, tosses it over his shoulder, and nods once.

“Alright. We’ll start tomorrow. But we gon’ do it right. Grip, stance, breath control, all that.”

She sucks her teeth playfully. “I ain’t tryna be a damn marine.”

He smirks. “You asked for me, not Jimmy.”

Jimmy throws a wrench in Josh’s direction. “Aye!

They all laugh. Even Imani, just a little, biting the inside of her cheek. But under it all, there’s a hum of understanding now. A shift.

She let herself be helped without it being a rescue.

He stepped up without needing the title to prove he could.

They’re building something—planks, yes. Walls, yes. But also a kind of respect that don’t come with rings or soft words, but with showing up in the damn moment.

————-

Morning haze sits thick over the trees, dew still clinging to blades of grass like the earth ain't quite ready to wake up.

Imani stands in front of him, a few yards from the back of the cabin. She’s in one of Josh’s hoodies—oversized, sleeves pushed up—bike shorts, and sneakers. Her locs are tied up high, and there’s no gloss on her lips today, no lashes, just her raw face, strong and tired and ready.

Josh stands behind her, shotgun in his arms, arms crossed, quiet.

“You sure about this?” he asks, voice lower than usual.

She doesn’t answer right away, just holds out her hand. “Don’t ask me that again. Just show me.”

He walks over, slow, places the pistol in her palm first—something manageable. His hands brush hers. She doesn’t flinch, but she don’t soften either.

“First thing’s grip,” he says, voice guiding but gentle. “Firm, but don’t white-knuckle it. You tryna control the shot, not choke it out.”

Imani nods once, adjusting as he corrects her fingers.

“Feet shoulder-width apart,” he murmurs, moving behind her. “Bend your knees a little. Don’t lock your arms. You want to breathe through the shot.”

She exhales sharply through her nose, adjusting her stance with a frown. “Like this?”

“Yeah,” he says, and something in his voice gets softer. “Exactly like that.”

For a second, the tension stretches between them—thick like rope. His hands hover at her hips, but he doesn’t touch her. Not unless she says.

“I wasn’t supposed to be this girl,” she mutters suddenly, eyes on the trees ahead. “Out here learning to shoot... cleaning blood off my hands. Running.”

Josh’s brow furrows, but he doesn’t interrupt. She raises the gun, like the weight is heavier than steel.

“But here I am,” she continues, quieter now. “So teach me. ‘Cause I’ll be damned if I ever freeze up again.”

He steps closer finally, breath warm at her neck. “Alright then,” he says. “You ready?”

She swallows, nods.

Josh steadies her arms gently, lines up the shot with her. “On three.”

The shot rings out—sharp, cutting through the morning quiet like a scream.

The bottle on the stump explodes. Her arms tremble but stay steady. Her chest rises with a deep breath she didn’t realize she’d been holding.

Josh grins. “Told you. You got it.”

Imani lowers the gun slowly, eyes wide, adrenaline buzzing under her skin. She looks at him—really looks at him—and for a second there’s no chaos, no bodies, no secrets.

Just the weight of her own power.

And the man who finally helped her hold it.

—————

She’s still holding the gun when his voice cuts through the quiet.

“First time I saw you…”

Imani glances over her shoulder, brows lifted. “You tryna sweet talk me ‘cause I ain’t miss?”

Josh shakes his head slowly, gaze still on her. “Nah. Not sweet talkin’. Just talkin’. You ain’t gotta say nothin’ back.”

She sets the gun down on the makeshift table, folds her arms but doesn’t turn away. Waiting.

He rubs the back of his neck, then shrugs—like the truth’s heavier than he thought.

“You opened that damn door in a bonnet, with sleep in your eyes and a blade in your hand like you was born ready to fight or feed somebody.”

Imani lets out a low chuckle but stays quiet.

He keeps going, voice quieter now. “And I remember thinkin’... damn, if I don’t keep my head straight, I’m gon’ ruin her.”

Her eyes lock on his, sharp. “Too late.”

Josh nods. “Yeah,” he says, voice thick. “I know.”

There’s a long pause. Then he adds, real low:

“But if you let me... I’ll spend every day from now fixin’ what I broke. I ain’t ask for you, I ain’t expect you... but I want you. Not just in my bed. Not just for the fights and the fire. I want you.

That last part hangs in the air like smoke—real and lingering.

Imani just stares at him for a beat, jaw tense, tears threatening but never falling.

“You really don’t know what to do with a woman like me,” she mutters.

Josh steps closer, slow. “I’m learnin’. Every damn day. But I ain’t runnin’ from it no more.”

She doesn’t move. Doesn’t breathe too hard. Just watches him like she’s waiting to see if he means it.

Then she picks the gun back up, checks the chamber like he showed her, and says, “Good. ‘Cause I’m not tryna teach a man who don’t plan on stayin’.”

———

Josh had followed her out after that heavy silence between them, that truth he spilled still lingering in the air like old perfume. But Imani wasn’t here for the theatrics. She was sorting wires and wood, hands steady, while his heart was hanging somewhere between his ribs.

She finally looked up, wiping sweat from her brow with the back of her hand, jaw set tight. Her voice was flat—controlled but laced with heat.

“And I won’t tell you again…” she started, eyes slicing right through him. “Be the man you were pretending to be.”

Josh opened his mouth to respond but she held up one finger, silencing him without even raising her voice.

“If you ‘want me,’ I need a name for it. A direction. A plan. You not gone ‘you my girl’ bullshit your way through this. Not with me.”

Her gaze burned hotter with every word. “You better tighten it up, Fatu, because if you don’t—” she paused, tilting her head with a little smirk, “—ima have some dark skin dude in ten years or so with a clean fade and a collection of Polo’s takin’ me and my kids to Disney. All smiles. All structure.”

She let that land. Let him feel every ounce of the future he could lose.

Then, without another word, she turned on her heel, hips swaying with that same defiance that made him fall in the first place, walking straight over to help Solo finish fixing the backup generator like nothing happened.

And Josh?

He just stood there, chest rising and falling, knowing damn well he had to earn whatever was next.

—-

sh stood there like someone had snatched the wind straight from his lungs. Mouth slightly open, jaw working, fists flexing and releasing at his sides—but he said nothing. Couldn’t. Because she’d clocked him dead-on.

And Imani? She didn’t look back. Didn’t flinch.

She handed Solo the socket wrench, sliding to her knees in the dirt beside the machine like she’d never dropped a life-altering ultimatum a minute ago. Her tank top clung to her back from sweat, her curls frizzing at the crown, but she was steady. Focused. Unbothered.

“Hey uh…” Solo glanced at Josh with a side-eye. “You okay, Uso? You look like she hit you with a three-piece and forgot the biscuit.”

Josh didn’t answer. He was still staring.

She glanced up at the two of them just once—casually, from where she crouched—and arched her brow like you still standing there?

“Don’t hurt yourself thinkin’ too hard, Josh. Ain’t no subtitles for what I said,” she added, tapping the wrench against the metal like punctuation before getting back to work.

Later that evening…

The sun had started dipping. Dinner was quiet. Imani hadn’t said much, but her energy? Solid. Focused. Still got up and fixed the plates, still passed him his without hesitation, still offered that soft “mm-hmm” when someone asked for salt.

But Josh had had enough.

After everyone peeled off for showers or smoke breaks, he finally caught her alone—sitting on the edge of the deck she built, legs hanging, her skin kissed golden by the last light.

He didn’t approach from behind. Didn’t sneak up on her like he usually did. Instead, he sat next to her, giving space.

“I heard you.”

She didn’t look at him. Just lit the tip of a fresh blunt, held it in her fingers.

“I hear you,” he corrected, voice low but clear. “You was right. About all of it.”

She said nothing. Took a pull. Blew the smoke slow.

“I didn’t mean to make you feel like a maybe, Imani. I ain’t never had anything I actually wanted to build with before. Never even thought I’d want it.”

She tilted her head slightly, but still didn’t speak.

“But you? You feel like… a home I didn’t even know I needed. And I’m not tryna bullshit you with no soft talk or future promises I don’t mean. You want something real? You got it.”

He turned his body toward her. “So if I’m tightening up… I’m doing it for you. For us. For real.”

She held the smoke in her lungs a little longer before finally passing him the blunt without a word. Then?

“Good,” she muttered, eyes still forward. “Because Polo-fade Disney dude was gonna be fine as hell.”

Josh huffed a laugh, shaking his head. “Nah. He ain’t got shit on me.”

——-

The next morning hit different.

Not because the birds were louder or the coffee hit stronger, but because the energy had shifted—he had shifted. When Imani stepped out onto the deck, tank and biker shorts clinging from the heat of the night, hair wrapped and sleepy, she spotted him.

Not lounging. Not stewing. Working.

Josh was already knee-deep in it—shirt off, back flexing under the early sun as he sawed through thick timber like he had something to prove. His brothers and cousins were all watching him in that quiet way men do when they know one of their own is turning a corner. Not saying much, but respecting it.

He didn’t stop when he saw her. Didn’t flash that charming smirk or toss her some soft, flirtatious line. He just nodded, once, like you watching? Good.

And then he got louder with his effort. Tossed the saw down, rolled his shoulders, and lifted two beams of wood over one shoulder like it was nothing.

“Jacob,” he grunted, “you cut the rebar. Jimmy, Solo—start clearing space for the water tank.”

“What water tank?” Jimmy asked, blinking.

“The one I ordered this morning. We ain't living off rust and creek water. Imani deserve more than that.”

She heard it. Clear as hell. He wasn’t talking to them. He was talking to her.

And when she crossed her arms and arched a brow from the porch?

He walked over—close enough to be in her space, sweat dripping from his collarbones, face flushed with heat and purpose.

“I heard you last night. And I ain’t forget it. This whole setup? We’re not surviving no more. We’re building. And you the blueprint.”

She squinted at him, lips twitching like she wasn’t gonna let him off easy. “You sayin’ all the right things, Mr. Fatu.”

He stepped closer. “Nah. I’m doing the right things. Watch me.”

Then he turned right back around, grabbed the next stack of lumber, and got to it like his future depended on it—because it did.

And for the first time in a long while, Imani didn’t feel like she was dragging someone along behind her. She felt like she had a man matching her step.

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Scene: Roman comes back to Josh, who’s still watching the woods like they owe him answers.

The sun was setting slow—one of those long, aching dusks where the light won’t leave and the dark won’t come fast enough. Josh had his elbows dug into the railing, eyes locked on the trees like they might cough up another body at any minute.

He didn’t hear Roman step up, but he didn’t need to turn around to know.

“You talk to her?” Josh asked, voice low, scratchy from a pack of stress he hadn’t smoked.

Roman didn’t answer at first.

Josh turned finally—what he saw on Roman’s face made his chest tighten. “What?”

Roman scratched his jaw, looked off toward the smoke starting to rise in the trees. “She poured gasoline over the shrine, bro.”

Josh straightened. “What?”

“She lit that shit up, like a flare to the motherfuckers who think this house got soft spots. Ain’t even blink. Said if they wanna play games in the trees, she gon’ show ‘em the bones that speak first.”

Josh’s throat dried. His fingers flexed around the railing, knuckles white.

“What the fuck happened while we were gone?”

Roman’s eyes dropped. “Whatever it was, it rewired her. She ain’t scared no more, Jay. She ain’t surviving off instinct—she’s intending now.”

Josh swore under his breath, rubbing at his jaw.

“She say anything about me?”

“Yeah,” Roman said slowly. “She said she ain’t some dumb ass broad hangin’ off your hip over pipe and promises. Said if you can’t handle how she fights, you need to move.”

Josh closed his eyes like it hurt. “Fuck.”

Roman leaned against the post beside him. “You lost control of the story, bro. She’s not a civilian in this anymore. She’s in it, same as us—maybe deeper. But you ain’t gave her nothin’. No clarity. No claim. Not even a damn title.”

Josh didn’t respond. Just stared out toward the faint flicker of flames dancing past the treeline.

“She still want me?” he finally asked, voice quieter than it had ever been.

Roman looked at him. “You ain’t ask her that. You just been hiding in your guilt like it’s a bunker.”

Josh’s jaw locked.

“Figure out what she is to you, and fast,” Roman finished, already walking back down the steps. “’Cause the way she movin’? Somebody gon’ give her a name to go by—whether it’s yours or not.”

Josh stood there long after Roman left, heart heavy, brain louder than any threat outside those woods. The smoke was still rising.

And Imani Love Rivers?

She was out there stoking the fire.

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The sun hadn't even had the courtesy to stretch fully over the horizon when Josh stirred, muscles tight from a restless sleep. Something felt off. Not wrong—just off. The cabin was too quiet. No soft footfalls. No annoyed sighs. No Imani muttering about "grown-ass men who don’t know how to wash a dish."

He stood, rubbing at his jaw, stepping over Solo who was snoring on the couch, and caught Roman stretching near the window. “Y’all seen her?”

Roman shook his head. “Nah. Thought she was still sleepin’. Why?”

Josh didn’t answer. He just stepped outside—and stopped.

Out in the clearing, just past the edge of the woods, she was there. Imani. Hair wrapped up, tank top sticking to her back from the sweat. Thighs thick and steady, planted in old work boots. One knee pressed into the dirt as she leaned over a new foundation—boards clean, solid, locked together with precision. She had a tool belt hugging her waist like it was made for her and a damn pencil tucked behind her ear like she was born to build.

The frame of what would be a real home—not just a hideout—was already taking shape.

He stepped closer, slow. Watched her drill a bolt into place, jaw set in determination. Her whole body moved like she wasn’t just building wood and nails, but building control. Sanity. Peace. Something no man had given her. Something no man could take.

Solo whistled low behind him, Jacob murmuring, “Yo, she doin’ this for real.”

Josh didn’t say anything. Couldn’t. He’d seen women fight, scream, cry. But this? This was something deeper. She wasn’t running or folding—she was reclaiming.

Imani didn’t even look up when she spoke. “Figured if I gotta be somewhere I didn’t choose, might as well make it livable. Unless y’all wanna keep playing squatters in a damn ghost cabin.”

Her voice was rough from exertion, eyes still locked on her next screw. She wasn’t trying to impress them. She wasn’t waiting for applause.

Josh stepped forward, hands in his pockets, watching her.

“You didn’t have to—”

“I did,” she cut in, standing fully and finally turning toward him. Sweat dripping from her neck, hands on her hips, eyes sharp. “Nobody coming to save me. Not from Memphis, not here. You got your world, Josh. I got mine. And I’m making sure I don’t vanish inside yours.”

——————-

The air was thick with sawdust and motor oil.

By midday, the clearing looked nothing like it had just a day before. Scraps of lumber, open toolboxes, and stacked cinder blocks littered the area with intention. The foundation was no longer just an idea—it was becoming a structure, beams forming the skeleton of something real.

And in the middle of it all was Imani. Hair still wrapped, tank and shorts clinging to her like armor. One hand held a ratchet; the other was braced against the underbelly of the truck they’d all taken turns riding dirty in.

Josh crouched nearby, visibly confused but listening. Solo was holding a beam in place. Jimmy had been measuring a cut line for twenty minutes. Even Roman, who usually had something slick to say, was silently hammering siding where she told him to.

“You hear that rattle?” she called out from under the truck, legs hanging out. “Muffler bout to fall off. All that growlin’ and backfire? Might as well throw a flare in the air sayin’ ‘we here.’ I need this off and replaced.”

Josh blinked. “You know how to fix a muffler?”

“I know how to make a truck not sound like a damn marching band with asthma,” she snapped back, tossing a wrench at his feet. “Grab that and be useful.”

She slid out from beneath the truck, wiping her hands on an old towel, then pointed toward a stack of reclaimed brick. “Jacob—those go under the north wall for insulation. That side gonna get the most wind. Don’t question me, just move.”

Jimmy looked at Josh, raising a brow. “Ain’t no title and she runnin’ the block.”

Josh didn’t respond. Not because he didn’t have anything to say—but because he’d never seen her like this. Not fully. Not before the war in her eyes hardened into something unstoppable. Something rooted.

Imani moved through them like a general. No wasted breath. No space for second guesses. She’d taken survival and molded it into a blueprint.

Josh finally broke his silence, watching her tug on a wire with grit under her nails.

“Who taught you all this?”

She looked up, gave him a tired shrug. “Uncles. Mama’s brothers. All did trades. I was the nosy one with too much mouth and too many questions. Figured if I paid attention, I wouldn’t need to depend on nobody.”

Then, more quietly: “Didn’t think I’d be usin’ it out in the damn woods with some secret assassins and a man I slept with once.”

The corner of Josh’s mouth twitched, but he didn’t smile. Not with the way she wouldn’t look at him after that.

He crouched beside her. “You building more than a house out here.”

Imani finally met his gaze, eyes level, jaw clenched. “Damn right I am.”

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Roman was the first one to speak, stepping just close enough to catch her shadow mid-swing of the hammer.

“Yo, shorty. When’s the last time you ate?” His voice was gentler than usual, laced with concern. “You out here sweatin’ like you got something to prove to ghosts.”

Imani didn’t stop working.

Solo leaned against a stack of timber, arms crossed, eyes squinted behind shades. “Ain’t nobody say you crazy. But this pace? This like… punishment.”

Josh watched from the porch, jaw tight. He’d been giving her space, but every clang of metal and scrape of wood only tightened the invisible thread between them. She was building something—but breaking herself while doing it.

Roman stepped forward again. “You don’t gotta do all this alone, ma. Just slow down—"

Imani slammed the hammer down, the echo cracking through the trees.

She turned, sweaty tank sticking to her spine, curls frizzed at the edges of her wrap, jaw tight and trembling. Her chest rose like she’d been holding in screams since birth.

“Don’t fucking tell me to slow down.”

They all paused.

“I’m not crazy. I’m not scared. I’ve spent my whole damn life building shit up. Building people. My family. My damn community center—piece by piece with blood money and prayers. My love life—shit, whatever the fuck that was. Memphis. Detroit. Now here.”

She jabbed the screwdriver in Roman’s direction, voice sharp and cracked.

“I have built motherfuckers into men, and what I get left with? Rubble. So don’t talk to me about pace.”

She turned toward Josh now, her voice rawer, fingers still clenched around the tool.

“You all wanna be secret fucking Polynesian mafia mfs—fine. Y’all want blood and smoke and codes and legacy, do that. But I’m making my own damn slice of life.

Her voice broke on the next words, and it only made them hit harder.

“I am tired of waiting for a man to step up and give it to me.”

Silence.

Even the birds went still.

Josh stepped forward, slowly.

“Imani—”

“I got it,” she said quietly, turning her back, head bowed for a moment. “Just… let me finish this. Let me build something that’s mine before I drown in everything that ain’t.”

——————

The wind had quieted, but Josh’s boots hit the dirt like war drums when he crossed the yard. Imani barely looked up—head buried in the engine of the old truck, face slick with sweat and soot.

He didn’t ask. He grabbed the wrench from her hand and tossed it to the side with a clatter that echoed in the trees.

“Enough.”

She whipped around, heat in her chest rising fast and wild.

“Boy, what the fuck—

“No,” he snapped, stepping close, voice low but fierce. “No more playin’ soldier with your pain, Imani. What the fuck happened while we were gone?”

Her lips trembled, fury bubbling up past the exhaustion.

“You don’t get to do this!” she shouted, jabbing a finger at his chest. “You don’t get to vanish, let me spiral, and then come back barkin’ orders like you ain’t part of the reason I’m out here losing my damn mind!”

“I been watching you die out here every day in pieces,” he said. “You bleeding out with a screwdriver like it’s a scalpel. Talk to me.

She stared at him, teeth gritted, chest heaving. Then, it spilled.

“The second y’all left, it was like the world cracked open,” she said, voice raw. “I could feel them near, watching. I had to kill one—headshot. Just me and the Glock. Then the others came.”

Josh’s jaw flexed, but she wasn’t done.

“I dragged ‘em. Built a shrine out of them. Made sure anyone watching knew I ain’t no soft-ass target. Ain’t nobody gon’ hurt me again. Not while I still got hands.”

Her voice broke on the next part.

“I was scared. Alone. And I still had to act like I wasn’t.”

Josh stepped forward, trying to reach for her arm, but she yanked away.

“You ain’t fair,” she said, voice trembling. “You come into my life like a storm. You fuck me like you mine, protect me like you love me, then shut me out like I’m just someone who happened.”

Josh’s face cracked with something like guilt.

“I never—”

Save it!” she yelled, tears streaming down now. “You leave me crumbs, Josh. Crumbs. I’m out here building homes like a damn war bride with no name, no ring, no reason.

She turned, wiping her face with the back of her hand, stepping toward the skeletal frame of the half-built house. She walked straight to the wall she’d put up hours ago. A mattress lay there—bare, half-covered in tools and sawdust. One of the few beds she’d bought and dragged into this halfway home.

“Go,” she said softly but firmly. “I don’t wanna be in the same space as you right now.”

He didn’t move at first.

“I mean it, Josh. Leave.

He stood there for a few seconds more—watching her shoulders shake in silence, her back to him like a closed door—before finally turning and walking out.

—————

Josh steps outside the unfinished shell of a home she’s been breaking her back to build. The weight of her words press against his chest like rebar—“crumbs,” “no ring,” “no name.” The guilt claws at him, but so does something deeper: fear.

Not of her rage, but of losing her for good.

He gives her space—long enough for the sun to start falling behind the trees. He paces, jaw locked, mind spinning with the image of her dragging bodies, building beds, shouting with a screwdriver in hand. She didn’t just survive. She protected. Even when it broke her.

That’s when he knows—he can’t be passive anymore.

So he goes back.

Quiet. No boots on. He steps through the frame, finds her sitting on that mattress, arms wrapped around her knees, head down like she’s trying to hold her whole spirit together.

He kneels in front of her.

“I heard you,” he says, voice low. “I ain’t gonna stand here and act like I ain’t failed you. I did. And not because I don’t feel what you do—God, Imani… I feel all of it.”

She doesn’t look at him.

“I ain’t never been good at doin’ right by things I want. I spent my whole life hidin’ pieces of me 'cause when folks get too close, they get hurt. I didn’t want that for you.”

She finally lifts her eyes—bloodshot, but fierce. “You still hurt me, Josh.”

He nods, chest aching. “I know. And if you tell me to go for good, I will. But you ain’t just some moment to me, Imani. You mine. You were from the second you opened that damn door and looked at me like I was a man worth knowin’.”

A pause.

“I ain’t here with crumbs no more. I want the whole thing. If you'll have me.”

There’s a long beat after Josh’s confession. A silence thick enough to taste.

Then— a sound.

Soft at first, then growing—low chuckles bubbling up from her chest.

Josh watches, confused, as Imani starts laughing. Bitter, exhausted laughter that rolls out of her like a damn burst pipe. She doubles over, palms on her knees, wiping the wetness from her cheeks—not sure if it's tears or sweat or some blend of both.

“Girl, you good?” he asks softly, but that only makes her laugh harder.

Finally, she stands—slow, deliberate—and grabs a fistful of his collar, yanking him close until their foreheads damn near touch. Her laugh fades but her eyes are wild, sharp with heat and pain and everything in between.

"You want my fuckin’ trust?” she grits, voice shaking. “Then be the man you pretended you were before you came in my life all soft-eyed and dimpled and ripped the whole damn rug out from under me.”

Her breath hitches. “Stop askin’ me if I’m okay—‘cause I’m not. I’m not fine. I’m not built to keep pretendin’ I’m holdin’ it together when you ain’t even holdin’ me.

She jabs a finger into his chest.

“You want me? You love me? You don’t get to just say that shit. You prove it. You find us a way outta this mess youdragged me into. You stop runnin’ from these storms you like to stir up and you be a man, Josh. A real one.”

Her chest is rising fast now. The air between them is molten.

“I done spent too long patchin’ up broken things—this time, either you fix it... or you move out my way.”

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It was her idea.

“Go,” she’d said, barefoot on the porch, arms crossed in that way that said I’m serious. “He need to blow off steam, right? Take him out. Y’all the ones that get his mind off shit.”

Roman had raised a brow. “You sure?”

“I’m grown,” she replied. “And I ain’t the one who needs babysitting.”

That got a laugh outta Solo, and even Josh tried to argue, but she kissed her teeth. “Boy, go be a man with your people. I’m fine.”

She had to say it twice to convince him.

Now? She was sitting back on the porch, the breeze tugging at her hoodie, joint half-finished in one hand and the stars keeping her company. Her thoughts were a carousel of what now, what the fuck, and how the hell did I end up here. But she wasn’t crying. She wasn’t unraveling.

She was thinking.

Until something shifted.

Not wind.

Not a raccoon in the trash.

It was the kind of shift that came with wrong energy—the kind that makes the back of your neck raise and your skin itch.

She stilled.

Heard the faintest crunch of grass behind the house.

Slow. Intentional.

Imani set the joint down on the armrest, exhaled slow through her nose, and reached behind the old plant stand by the door—Solo had left a Glock behind earlier. Probably thought no one would notice. But she did.

She wrapped her fingers around the cold metal and stood, smooth and quiet. Moved down the steps. Barefoot. Calm.

The shadow moved again.

Imani stepped off the porch like a ghost, coming around the side of the house.

The figure—tall, cloaked in dark clothes—crept toward the back window like he belonged there.

He didn’t even see her.

She lifted the Glock with both hands, steady, just like her cousin taught her back in Memphis.

Click. “Who sent you?” she said, voice sharp and low.

The man froze.

Then lunged.

She didn’t flinch. BANG.

Head shot. Clean.

The silence afterward was louder than the gunfire.

She stood there, staring at the lifeless body, chest rising and falling fast—but her grip never loosened. She looked down at what she did, at what was about to happen if she hadn’t moved.

Her hands shook.

But she didn’t cry.

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Imani Love Rivers, hours later…

The blood was drying beneath her nails, sticky at the wrists where she hadn’t had time to wash up yet. The Glock felt heavier now, like it knew what it had done.

She stood over the body with clenched jaw and burning lungs, the kickback still echoing through her chest. Her mind screamed What the fuck did I just do? but her body… it moved with purpose. Survival was a reflex in her bones.

Imani dragged the man’s body toward the edge of the clearing—arms aching, breath shallow, lips pressed into a flat line. Found a half-rotten ax Solo had been using earlier for kindling and got to work on some thick branches, hacking unevenly. Her hands trembled with every swing but she did not stop.

She latched his corpse to the wood like a sacrificial offering. Left his face uncovered. A warning. Come again if you want to meet your god tonight.

She set it near the property edge where the trees thinned. Stood back, chest heaving.

And then they came.

Two more. Silent steps in the underbrush, fast movements, crouched figures—clearly sent to finish the job the first one failed. She didn’t wait.

Bang. First shot. Bang bang. Second. Third.

One man dropped fast. The other tried to run—grazed. Imani followed.

She was barefoot. No vest. No protection. Just rage, fear, and the iron burn of you not finna take me out without a damn fight.

She caught him stumbling over a root. Before he could raise his own gun, she fired.

Click. Nothing.

Jammed.

He rose, bleeding but still breathing, rushing her like a wild animal.

She slammed the butt of the gun into his head with a scream, again and again, until he stopped moving.

Silence.

Her knees buckled.

She sat there, blood drying in her curls, face blank. She was a woman alone in the woods, with three bodies and no idea who the hell she was becoming.

Meanwhile, deep in the woods—Josh and the boys

The fire cracked. The night air was thick with tree sap, sweat, and testosterone. Josh sat on a log, rolling a beer can between his palms, head low.

Roman leaned back on a stump, watching the flickering flames.

“You ain’t said more than two words since we got here,” Jimmy muttered.

Josh sighed. “She told me go take time for myself. Said she was fine.”

“And you believed that?” Solo asked, brow raised.

“She looked like she meant it.”

Jacob scoffed. “You ever seen a woman mean it when she say she ‘fine’ after being dragged from her whole damn life by a killer and a crew of tattooed Polynesian motherfuckers?”

Josh dragged a hand down his face.

“She different,” he murmured. “She makes me wanna not be who I was. Makes me feel like… maybe I could be something other than this. And now she in that house, caught up in a war she didn’t ask for. Over a man who can’t even give her a fucking title.”

Solo looked at him. “You love her?”

Josh didn’t answer right away.

“She’s mine,” he said finally, voice tight. “I don’t care if I got no right to say it… she is. And if anything happen to her while I’m out here drinking beers with y’all?”

He stood, tossing the can in the fire.

“I’ll burn this whole damn world down.”

————

Jacob took a slow swig of his drink, leaned back against a thick tree trunk. “I’m just sayin’, bruh… women like that? They don’t wait forever.”

Josh didn’t look up. He was watching the flames crackle like they had answers.

Jimmy shrugged. “You don’t put no name on it, no claim, no nothin’? Somebody else will. Probably already thinkin’ about it. Some cornball wit’ good credit and a patio set.”

Solo chuckled low, eyes sharp. “Nah for real. He wear polos and got them organized garage shelves with labels on ‘em. Give her a backyard with sunflowers and peace. That clean white line life.”

Josh finally spoke, voice low. “Y’all done?”

Roman cut in, quiet but direct, “Nah, we ain’t. ‘Cause the shit real. We all killers, yeah. But love? That ain’t supposed to be war too, man. She already lived a whole war before she met you.”

Josh sucked in a breath through his nose. Jaw tense. “Y’all act like I don’t know that.”

“Then act like it,” Solo said. “She ain’t just some body you protect. She a woman with needs, wants, feelings. And you lucky as hell she still there when you come back from these lil’ disappearing acts.”

Josh tossed his beer can into the fire, watching it hiss.

“She told me to go. Said she was fine.”

“Josh,” Jimmy said pointedly, “when a sister say she ‘fine’? That’s when you don’t go.”

Josh looked up, something in his chest starting to twist.

Back at the house…

The screen door creaked shut behind Imani.

She moved slow, methodical, arms and legs heavy like bricks. Her curls were damp, not from a shower, but from washing blood off her neck with a rag and dish soap in the kitchen sink. Her bare feet padded softly against the wood floors as she walked past the guest room mirror.

She caught her reflection.

Paused.

The look in her eyes wasn’t one she recognized. Not fear. Not rage. Something quieter. More dangerous.

Resolve.

She turned her face away.

By the time the boys made it back, the porch was quiet, but the air carried something different—something charged.

Josh walked up first. Looked around. "Ima—"

She was already in the doorway. Hoodie zipped halfway, a towel thrown over her shoulder. Calm. Too calm.

"Y’all had fun?" she asked, voice even. “Nice bonding time? Laugh about me? Good shit.”

The others looked at her, confused.

Josh stepped closer. “What happened?”

She waved it off. “Nothing. Had a moment. Handled it.”

He narrowed his eyes. “What kind of moment?”

“Your kind.”

She stepped aside to let them in, then walked past them down the hall like nothing happened. The scent of bleach and gunpowder followed her.

Roman noticed it first. Blood on the porch railing. Jimmy’s face darkened. Solo headed for the edge of the trees.

And then they saw the bodies.

Strung. Displayed. Like a message.

Josh turned toward the house, stunned.

“I told you,” Roman said, low and awed. “You keep playing with that woman, and she gon’ stop waitin’ for you to be the monster. She’ll become one herself.”

————

The backyard had that old Sunday calm to it. Smoke from the grill floated lazy into the trees. Solo was sipping something strong, Jimmy was slouched in a deck chair talking trash, Roman was deep into a story — all wide hands and dramatic flair.

Josh though… he hadn’t stopped watching her.

Imani stood at the grill, flipping meat like she hadn’t just hung a damn warning sign in blood and sinew an hour ago. Hair tied up, fitted hoodie cropped above her curve, eyes focused and jaw ticking like she was chewing on thoughts instead of food.

He stepped a little closer. “You good?”

She didn’t look at him. Just said, “You eat pork?”

Josh blinked. “Uh, yeah.”

“Then worry about that and not me.”

The boys caught the tension and exchanged glances. Roman, trying to break it up, jumped back into his story — something about catching a dude trying to flirt with his girl at a gas station.

“And I told the fool, straight up—‘You don’t look like competition, my boy. You look like he carry her groceries, I *carry her home.’” He slapped his thigh laughing, Solo groaned at the line.

Imani gave a weak chuckle, one that barely touched her face.

She adjusted the grill flame, then stopped cold.

Eyes narrowed toward the tree line. Something shifted. Like a whisper through bark. Like breath where there shouldn’t be any.

She hissed, “For fuck’s sakes…”

The boys looked up, confused.

She didn’t explain.

She just reached behind the cooler right by Roman, grabbed the sawed-off shotgun they’d tucked behind it — the one Josh swore he put away earlier — and stomped past them, hoodie falling off one shoulder, heat from the grill kissing the tension off her back.

BOOM.

Shot rang out like thunder. The tree line bent. A man—no, a shadow of one—flew back into the brush, crumpled.

A few birds screamed into the air. Silence. Then chaos.

Solo jumped up. Jimmy cussed under his breath. Roman just stood there, mouth parted.

Josh blinked. Hard.

Imani turned around slow. Tucked the gun back by the cooler. Then picked up the tongs like nothing happened.

“Food’s ready in five,” she said, cool as lakewater, “if y’all done runnin’ your mouths.”

Roman stared at Josh. “You sure we the dangerous ones?”

Josh’s jaw was clenched, hands on his hips, but there was something else in his eyes — not just heat.

Panic. Wonder. And the creeping ache of realization.

She wasn’t his yet.

And he was one wrong move away from never being.

————-

Inside the cabin, the table was a rough-hewn slab, plates heavy with steak, potatoes, and silence. Forks scraped. Drinks were poured. But nobody was really eating.

Josh kept glancing at the door.

Imani hadn’t touched a plate.

She was outside.

And dragging.

Roman muttered, “You gon’ ask her?”

Josh wiped his mouth and pushed up, frustration flickering beneath his usual cool. “Yeah. I’m gon’ ask.”

Solo leaned back, nodding like he’d been waitin’ for this part. Jimmy just shook his head, chewing slow.

Josh stepped outside.

The evening had settled thick—purple sky, golden flecks cutting through trees. But right there in the yard, just off the path where the gravel met grass, Imani was dragging the body of the man she’d shot, by the ankle. Leaves stuck to the blood trailing behind her. Her tank top had speckles on it now, and her lips were tight, jaw flexing with every step.

Out front, where the others hadn’t dared go yet, was a crude shrine—wood from the trees she’d chopped, rope she found in the shed, marked with crude symbols, charcoal burns, and blood. A warning. A declaration.

Josh stared. “Imani…”

She didn’t turn.

“I asked you—what the fuck is goin’ on? Why ain’t you tellin’ me nothin’? You actin’ like this is normal—like dragging a body while we eatin’ dinner is just Tuesday.”

She stopped at the shrine. Let the body fall with a dull thud.

Then, finally, she looked back over her shoulder.

Her voice didn’t raise. That made it worse.

“You think I want to be doin’ this? You think I chose to become the bitch that builds her own damn scarecrow outta dead men?”

She faced him fully now, eyes raw but wild with focus.

“You out here keepin’ secrets and leavin’ me to bleed ‘em out. I don’t know who they are. I just know they keep coming. And I’m done waitin’ on you to protect what you won’t even name.”

Josh stepped closer, low voice crackling. “You ain't gotta protect me, Imani.”

She stepped right back up to him, eyes locked. “Then why the hell you keep leavin’ me unarmed in your war?”

The quiet after that was devastating.

Josh stared at her. Then at the shrine. Then at the blood drying in streaks down her forearms.

She turned, dragged the body the last few inches, hoisted it like she had nothing but pure fury left, and secured it—an offering of warning and vengeance.

Josh didn’t know whether to be proud… or scared.

Maybe both.

Behind him, Roman peeked out the door and whispered, “We gon’ need more meat.”

———

Roman found her first.

The others had stayed back, unsure if they were witnessing a breakdown or a breakthrough. Josh hadn’t moved from the window since he barely spoke to her, his jaw locked, eyes tracking every flicker of Imani’s silhouette by the shrine. But Roman was always the one to step in where others stalled.

He came out calm—hands tucked in his hoodie, just his usual cool swagger. Imani was crouched low, tying some kind of bone charm to the base of the wood with a calmness that made his stomach turn.

“Hey,” he started gently. “You good?”

She didn’t answer right away. Kept her focus on the knot, tugging it tight until the twine burned into her palms. Then she stood and turned, looking at him with eyes that were way too clear for someone who’d just dragged three bodies into a warning pyre.

“You wanna know if I’m good?” she asked, voice thick with that sharp Memphis twang, calm but cutting.

He nodded slowly. “Yeah. Kinda my job right now.”

Imani let out a breath that sounded like it carried generations.

“I’m surviving. ‘Til somethin’ finally gives. Somethin’ that makes all this make sense. ‘Til I don’t gotta keep waking up lookin’ for the next enemy before I brush my damn teeth.”

Roman stayed quiet.

She stepped forward, closer, shoulders squared.

“I’m from Memphis, Roman. Born in the heat, raised on porch prayers and gunshots. I seen the streets chew up boys I used to kiss on the swings. I held my mama’s hand while she bled on a salon floor 'cause some fool ain’t like how she cut his baby mama’s hair. I watched the police drag my brother out our house like he wasn’t a child just 'cause he was dark and tall.”

She looked off for a second, then back at him.

“You think this is new? You think I ain’t seen war before? These little body-draggin’, message-sending, hide-in-the-woods-for-cover games? I lived through klansmen dressin’ like cops. Through pigs kicking in doors at four A.M. lookin’ for a ghost.”

Her voice cracked then, just barely, but she didn’t back down.

“I ain’t no dumb ass broad caught in her feelings over some dick and danger. I’m doin’ what I gotta do. And if Josh can’t handle that—if any of y’all can’t—tell him to let me be. Or tell all y’all to get the fuck out my way.”

Roman blinked. He wasn’t used to women standing that solid. Not like this. Not with fire in one eye and grief in the other.

He nodded once, real slow.

“I’ll tell him,” he said.

Imani didn’t say thank you. She just turned back to her shrine, hands dirty, arms bloody, mouth set. And in that moment, Roman finally understood what Josh was fighting so hard to hold onto.

Not a woman. A force.

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Later That Night – Kitchen Table, Just the Boys

The house had finally quieted. Imani had gone to bed hours ago, the kind of sleep that only comes after peace and tears, a real release. The dishes were done, music was off, and there was just the low hum of the fridge and the occasional creak of the old floorboards.

Josh sat at the table with Jimmy, Solo, Roman, and Jacob. A half-finished drink in his hand, the others nursing beers or leaning back in their chairs.

They were loose, relaxed—but not distracted. They could feel something on him.

Roman leaned forward first, breaking the silence. “You good, Uso?”

Josh stared at his drink for a second, jaw working, tongue running over his teeth like he was debating the words. Then he sighed heavy, lifting his eyes.

“I love her.”

The table went still.

Solo didn’t even blink. Jacob sat up a little straighter. Jimmy blinked slow, then nodded once.

Josh pushed forward, voice low but full of intent. “I ain’t never said that to nobody and meant it like this. Not just love like ‘damn, I’m feelin’ her.’ I mean, I love that woman. What she is. What she’s survived. What she gives… even when she don’t get half back.”

He sat back, rubbing the space between his brows. “She’s been doin’ all this shit by herself, buildin’, planning, surviving. And I kept letting my silence speak for me. But that ain’t what she need.”

Roman folded his arms, eyes sharp. “So what you gon’ do about it?”

Josh looked at them, steady. “I want to step. All the way. I’m talkin’ no more of this girl shit, no more ‘we’ll see’ energy. I want her to know she got me. That she got a man. Her man. And that I ain’t scared of that title no more.”

A pause. Then…

“I want to ask her to be mine. Like really mine. Not just behind closed doors. I want to show her I mean that. I need y’all to help me.”

The boys shared looks. Silent agreement passed like a tide. Then Jimmy grinned.

“Let’s go big, then. Beach trip. Whole day just for her. Sun, sand, food. We let her have her peace, and you find your moment.”

Jacob nodded. “We got the van. I can get the coolers and all the gear before she even wake up.”

Roman cracked his knuckles, smirking. “She won’t even know what hit her.”

Solo just said, “We got you,” with a firm hand clapped on Josh’s shoulder.

Josh’s eyes were glassy, but he didn’t blink them away. He nodded slow, chest rising with something deeper than breath.

“Let’s give her a day she won’t forget.”

And just like that, the plan was in motion. Quiet packing, whispered plans, beach gear pulled from closets and sheds. Food lists being scribbled, games chosen, towels and swimsuits tossed into bags.

For once, it wasn’t about escaping something.

It was about chasing something worth staying for.

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On the Road – SUV Playlist & Chaos

The ride out was loud.

Jimmy DJ’d from the front seat, playing a mix of 90s R&B, summer cookout hits, and whatever trap Roman insisted they needed. Solo was half-asleep, arms folded, head bumping the window to the beat, while Jacob talked with Tasha about her job and her terrible ex like they were old friends.

Josh had Imani tucked beside him in the back row, his arm resting behind her shoulders, thumb tracing lazy circles along the curve of her neck. She caught him glancing at her more than once—not with that usual hunger or pride, but something quiet and serious. It unnerved her a little.

She chalked it up to nerves.

"He probably still processing all them damn feelings," she muttered under her breath, letting her head fall to his shoulder anyway.

They rolled into the beach town a little after noon, checked into a rented house not far from the water—nothing too fancy, but full of color, music, and salt in the air. Josh handed off keys like a man on a mission. Imani didn’t notice the glances exchanged behind her back, the low nod Solo gave him when he slipped something small and velvet out of his duffle.

Afternoon – Sun, Salt, and Laughter

She changed into a bathing suit and a wrap, skin glistening under a fresh layer of cocoa butter and SPF, and held her own against the boys who tried to throw her into the water. When Josh snuck up behind her, she threw him in instead, walking off like a queen while they all howled in laughter.

The tide came in, the drinks got passed around, and for a while, it was just fun. Real fun. Belly-deep, ache-in-your-cheeks, forgot-about-the-pain kind of fun.

But by mid-afternoon, Imani kissed Josh on the cheek, slapped his chest gently, and waved Tasha over.

“Come on. They done got salt in every crevice I got. Time for that spa day.”

“You ain’t said nothin’ but a word,” Tasha grinned.

Josh watched her go, towels in hand, that long, natural hair twisted up under her bucket hat. She turned once to look back at him, and something in that look made his chest squeeze.

Roman leaned over his shoulder. “You sure?”

“I’ve never been more.”

In Town – Spa Vibes & Sister Talk

The spa was one of those small-town secrets—black-owned, tucked above a bookstore, with velvet seats and jazz humming low. They were greeted like royalty. Mimosas. Foot rubs. Scents of lavender and eucalyptus. Hair steamers and hood dryers and deep, deep conditioner.

Tasha gave Imani a look as she slipped her feet into a bubbling soak.

“You know he gon’ ask you to marry him.”

Imani blinked, still half-asleep under a warm towel wrap.

“Huh?”

“You heard me,” Tasha said, sipping her mimosa. “That man is in love with you. Not ‘cute texts’ love. ‘Die behind her’ love. ‘Build a house from broken brick’ love.”

Imani stared at the ceiling, heart thrumming. “I don’t know if I’m ready.”

Tasha smiled, gentle. “Nobody ever is. But you ready to live? Because baby, this is living. And it looks good on you.”

Back at the Beach House – Sunset Coming

Josh paced once, then twice. Checked his pocket. Checked the box. Checked the time. Roman sipped his beer on the porch watching him like an uncle who’d already seen the movie and was just waiting for the good part.

“You sweating like the wedding in three minutes,” Roman teased.

Josh didn’t even have the strength to laugh.

He just whispered, “I just want her to know it’s forever. That she don’t have to survive alone anymore.”

Roman nodded, eyes soft. “Then say it like that.”

—————

Beach House – Early Evening Glow

The sun was sinking when they got back, casting gold over the porch and streaking the windows pink. Imani stepped through the front door with her sandals in hand, face relaxed, skin still dewy from the steam room and sugar scrub.

Tasha grinned, watching her like she knew something she wasn’t about to say.

“Wanna change first?” Tasha asked casually.

Imani looked around at the dim lights, the low hum of music from the living room. The smell of good food floated from the kitchen. “Might just throw on that sundress I bought for no reason.”

“Mhm. Thought so.”

When she came back downstairs, hair loose and dress soft against her skin, she found the boys in the kitchen joking over something—Jimmy with an apron on, Solo taste-testing like he was Gordon Ramsay, and Jacob already halfway into a bowl of something.

Josh was just drying his hands on a towel when she walked in.

He turned and saw her—and froze for a second too long.

She tilted her head. “What?”

He shook it off, a quiet smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. “Nothing… you just look rested.”

“I am rested. Y’all should try it sometime.”

“Dinner’s almost ready,” Jimmy called, “but Josh wanted to take a walk with you before we eat. Said it’s a beach thing.”

She blinked. “A beach thing?”

Josh stepped forward, offering a hand. “Come on. Ain’t nothin’ crazy.”

Imani gave him a side-eye but let him guide her out onto the porch, then down the back steps toward the shore where the sand was still warm. The sky was that deep, perfect blend of twilight and promise.

They walked in silence for a while, the breeze teasing her curls, his hand brushing hers.

“You did all this for me?” she finally asked, breaking the quiet.

His voice was low. “Yeah.”

“…Why?”

He looked out toward the water. “You ever look at something broken so long you forget it’s supposed to be whole?”

She stayed quiet.

“I was broken, Love,” he said, voice barely above the wind. “And you… you ain’t fix me. You just saw me. And loved me anyway. You gave me a reason to want more than surviving.”

Her breath hitched. She slowed her steps.

“You made me feel like I could be… a man worth something.”

They stopped near the edge of the tide. Waves soft against the shore.

“I didn’t plan on falling for you the way I did. But now I can’t see a world without you. Not one that matters.”

Imani turned toward him slowly, eyes wide.

And just as she opened her mouth to speak, he reached into his pocket… and dropped to one knee.

———

The breeze hushed. The ocean stilled. And for a heartbeat, the world held its breath.

Josh stayed on one knee, the small velvet box opened in his rough, calloused hands. But it wasn’t the ring that stole the light—it was him. That strong, complicated man, baring every sharp edge and softened scar at her feet.

He looked up at her like she hung the stars he was born beneath.

“I didn’t grow up thinkin’ I’d get a love like this,” he said, voice thick. “Didn’t know I deserved it. And I’m still learning. But I know what I want now. I want mornings where I wake up to your cussin’. Nights with your hair on my chest. I want your damn sass, your strength, your softness. I want it all.”

Imani’s chest rose, tight with something unspoken, hands trembling slightly at her sides.

Josh swallowed hard. “Imani Love Rivers… be my wife. Be my home. Let me be your old man. Please.”

And then—silence.

It stretched.

She didn’t cry, not yet. Didn’t gasp. Didn’t drop to her knees or leap into his arms. She just stood there, eyes wide and heart exposed, her breath caught somewhere between the past and this future he was offering her.

Josh’s hand dropped an inch, and his voice wavered. “You okay…?”

The silence became a weight, pressing on his chest, his ribs squeezing tighter. Panic clawed at the edges of his heart.

But then—she exhaled.

A soft, shaking breath like life breathed back into him.

Imani dropped to her knees, barefoot in the sand, hands on his cheeks. “You stupid, big-headed, beautiful man…”

She kissed him first. Slow and full of every word she couldn’t form yet. Her lips trembled against his, but her hands were steady.

“I been yours,” she whispered when they parted, forehead against his. “I was just waitin’ on you to figure it out.”

Josh closed his eyes, a heavy breath shaking out of him like he’d been underwater for years and was finally surfacing.

“Is that a yes?” he asked, voice cracked and hopeful.

She nodded, eyes finally brimming. “Yes, Fatu. Yes.”

Cheers erupted from behind the dunes—his brothers and cousin peeking, barely holding in their excitement. Tasha's shout cut through the wind, “That’s my best friend!!”

But in that moment, all he saw was her.

The woman who built a home from scraps, turned warzones into gardens, and taught a man like him how to love right.

She was his.

And now, he’d finally made himself hers.

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The world around them faded—distant cheers muffled by the lull of the tide. Just the two of them now, tucked into their own slow rhythm on the sand.

Imani hadn’t moved far. She stayed right there, pressed against Josh with her arms looped around his neck, his hands low on her waist like he was anchoring her—and maybe himself too. The velvet box lay half-buried in the sand nearby, its job done for now.

“You really waited,” she murmured, her voice soft, forehead resting against his temple. “Through all my moods. My mouth. That damn screwdriver I pointed at you.”

Josh chuckled low in his throat. “That screwdriver was the sexiest threat I ever got.”

She laughed into his shoulder, shaking her head. “You a fool.”

“But I’m your fool now,” he said, nudging her nose with his. “For life.”

That hit her different. She quieted again, letting it settle deep in her chest.

He could feel the tension melting out of her, one layer at a time—the guard she wore, the weight she carried, the ache of being everything for everyone. Tonight, she wasn’t carrying anything alone.

Her fingers idly traced patterns on the back of his neck. “I ain’t never had anybody do all this for me. Not just the ring. All of it. Protectin’ me. Seeing me. Holdin’ me like I matter.”

“You more than matter, Imani,” he said, his voice low and steady. “You are it. Ain’t no ‘next’ or ‘after you.’ You the only one that got me like this.”

She tilted her head to meet his eyes. “So you ain’t tryna run when the next storm comes?”

“I am the storm,” he said with a crooked smirk, thumb brushing under her eye. “But now you the calm in it.”

She smiled, a real one this time, soft and slow. “That was smooth.”

“I got more where that came from,” he teased, leaning in just enough.

“I bet you do, old man.”

She let him kiss her again—slower, deeper this time. Not urgent. Not wild. Just a steady promise between them in the dark, surrounded by ocean and stars.

When they finally parted, she rested her head on his chest and let the waves sing for them.

No titles left to chase. No doubts between them.

Just a woman finally able to be soft, and the man who showed her she could.

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The beach house buzzed with life as the crew decided to stock up the kitchen proper. Swimsuits tucked under tees, sunglasses on, flip flops smacking concrete—they pulled up to the biggest grocery store in town like a family sitcom with too many opinions and not enough cart space.

Imani was strolling comfortably down an aisle marked “Intimates & Essentials,” pushing a cart, fresh off grabbing snacks and wine. She’d peeled off from the chaos after catching a glimpse of Jacob definitely holding hands with her best friend Tasha back by the fruit display—pretending it was casual. Mmhm.

Roman and Jimmy were off comparing meats like they were prepping for a BBQ Olympics. Solo was bumping into random displays on purpose, just to be annoying. And Josh? Somewhere trailing behind but never too far.

Imani was crouched slightly, long fingers skimming over lace and satin, debating between a deep red and a royal blue number. Just a little something for herself. Or, okay… not just for herself.

That’s when he stepped up.

Some smooth-talking dark skin brother with a trimmed beard, chain glinting, and too much cologne for a beach town. “Damn, queen,” he started, flashing teeth like he was paid to do it. “You makin’ that cart look good—what you need lingerie for when you already a whole problem?”

She raised a brow. “I’m taken,” she said plainly, flashing her ring.

“Aw, he let you shop alone? Couldn’t be me,” he chuckled, leaning a bit too close. “I’m just sayin’, beautiful like you shouldn’t be—”

She didn’t raise her voice, but her tone dipped sharp. “You don’t wanna do this, baby. My man ain’t the type to take disrespect lightly. I’m giving you an out.”

And then—like summoned by the winds and testosterone—

Josh.

Big, broad, slow-walking down the aisle like he was walking into a title match. Slides on, black tee snug over his chest, tattooed hand casually resting at his side, expression unreadable. Cool… until you saw the storm brewing in his jaw.

He slid up beside Imani, leaned forward just enough to brush his lips over her cheek, then turned toward the dude with a calm, cold voice. “You hard of hearin’, homie?”

The man straightened, trying to save face. “It’s not that serious, bro—”

Josh tilted his head slightly. “You tryna find out how serious it gets?”

Imani casually slid the red lingerie into the cart. “Told you he wasn’t sweet.”

Josh didn’t move closer. Didn’t need to. His eyes said it all: This woman mine. I’m not the one to play with.

The dude stammered something and backed up with hands raised, making some weak joke as he peeled off down the aisle.

Josh finally looked at her, low smirk creeping in. “That what you been pickin’ out for me?”

She shrugged, lips twitching. “I was thinkin’ about it…”

He leaned in, voice a low rumble in her ear. “Put that blue one in too. We celebrating every aisle you walk down.”

She just rolled her eyes, grinning, letting him push the cart now as they walked off like nothing happened. Just another day in love and war.

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Three to Four Months Later…

The house wasn’t just a hideout anymore. Wasn’t just a patched-up shelter. It was home. Fully expanded, painted with care, rooms that had character and history and plans for the future. Jacob and Tasha now shared the green room with the sun window, the family growing in both size and soul.

The yard was clean. The porch rebuilt. A whole new peace had settled across the land, one that came from hard-won battles and choices to stay, build, and protect something real.

Josh had been pacing.

He wouldn’t admit it out loud, but the boys knew.

“She’s only been gone three weeks,” Jimmy said, chuckling from the couch, throwing popcorn at Solo, who ducked it easily.

Roman sipped his drink and muttered, “Yeah, but that boy been countin’ hours.”

Josh flipped him off halfheartedly, but his eyes never left the window.

And then—gravel crunching.

That familiar Jeep engine growling low.

The whole house shifted.

Voices lifted—“They back!” “Ayy Tasha!” “It’s them!”

Shoes were half-tied, doors thrown open, everybody filing out like they were ten years old again and heard the ice cream truck coming.

Tasha hopped out first, waving and grinning like the sun itself. She blew a kiss toward Jacob, her curly puff bouncing, “We brought back souvenirs and all.”

Then came her.

Imani stepped out slow, one hand braced against the Jeep door, the other resting on a now clearly visible, round belly. Her tank top hugged her curves and the slight new swell to her face, glowing brown skin kissed by the sun, gold hoops in, her other hand curled under her baby bump.

Josh froze.

It was like the sound dropped out of the world for a second.

Then the realization hit him like a freight train.

She was pregnant.

She was carrying his child.

She had known. Maybe not the whole time, but enough to carry it quietly. Enough to protect it. Enough to bring it back to him whole and safe.

He whispered, “Oh…shit,” blinked twice—and collapsed flat out on the porch.

“Damn!” Solo hollered, running to him.

Jimmy doubled over laughing. “Ayo, big bad Josh went night-night!”

Roman stood over him like a proud uncle. “Man just got emotionally body slammed.”

Imani didn’t rush. She waddled up with Tasha by her side, hands on her hips, unbothered. “I told you he wasn’t sweet,” she muttered with a smirk, glancing down at her man laid out like he’d just seen heaven itself and wasn’t ready.

Josh came to with her silhouette outlined by the sun behind her. “You good?” she asked, teasing but gentle.

He reached up slowly, palm pressed over her stomach like he had to feel it to believe it.

“You—you,” he muttered, voice breaking, “you had him—or her—in you this whole time?!

She nodded, emotion threatening to tip. “Tasha figured it out in week one. I was three months in before I even realized it…”

Josh sat up fully now, pulling her into his lap, forehead against hers, hand covering her belly protectively. “You bringin’ life into this world… ours… I swear to God, Imani, I ain’t never gonna stop making a world worth it.”

Wrap-up scene:

Later that night, the house buzzed with celebration—again.

Laughter, food, stories. Tasha had the playlist going. Jacob grilled. Roman had a beer in one hand and a baby bottle from someone else’s kid in the other, playing godfather already.

Josh and Imani snuck out back, away from the noise. She leaned against the railing of the deck he helped rebuild. Belly soft and warm under his hands, her natural hair loose again and tied up in a wrap, eyes heavy with peace.

“I never imagined this,” she murmured. “Not after everything. Not like this.”

“You built it,” he said simply. “You started this. We just caught up.”

She turned toward him, lips curving. “You gon’ keep up?”

Josh leaned in, kissing her slow, deep, soft.

“I ain’t never stoppin’.”

Final shot:

The house, glowing from the inside.

Laughter echoing out onto the land.

A family that shouldn’t have made it—but did.

A woman who carried fire and softness.

A man who chose to stay, build, and protect.

And in the middle of it all—

Life.

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Early Morning — Living Room

The house was dim and quiet, the kind of silence that only came when everyone was still asleep or bone-tired. A horror movie they’d half-watched the night before played on mute as Jacob leaned back on the couch, absentmindedly scrolling through his phone, Solo halfway dozing next to him.

Imani’s phone, still on the corner table, buzzed softly. A single ping.

Jacob glanced over. He wasn’t the nosy type, but the lock screen lit up and read clear as day:

"Happy Birthday, Lovebug."

From someone labeled simply: Aunt Mel.

He sat up straighter, frowning slightly. “Y’all… y’all know what today is?”

Josh, still nursing a cup of coffee in the kitchen, looked up. “What?”

Jacob picked up the phone and turned it so they could all see. “It’s Imani’s birthday.”

The silence that hit after that was thick as old honey.

Josh blinked. “She ain’t say a word…”

Solo looked at Jimmy. “She ain’t tell you?”

Jimmy shook his head, eyes a little wide. “She was actin’ normal last night… chillin’. Made that fire, damn near passed out in Josh’s lap.”

Roman let out a low whistle. “That’s cold. She really just… wasn’t gon’ say nothin’.”

Josh stared at the phone like it offended him. His jaw worked, tension crawling across his shoulders. “She ain’t wanna make it a thing.”

Jacob raised an eyebrow. “Or she didn’t expect any of us to give a damn.”

That hit. Hard.

Josh set his mug down, fast. “Aight—nah. We not lettin’ that slide.”

Solo sat up now too. “What we doin’? What we got in the house?”

Jimmy was already on his feet. “We makin’ somethin’ happen. Ain’t no way she finna wake up and feel unseen.”

Roman grinned wide. “I got a Bluetooth speaker and a playlist that’d make her shimmy.”

Jacob smirked, standing. “Bet. Somebody start on food—whoever can cook. Somebody else decorate. Josh… you go wake her when it’s time.”

Josh didn’t say anything for a moment. Just nodded, slow. He looked toward the hallway where the bedrooms were. His jaw softened.

“I got her.”

———-

Later That Morning – Family Home

The whole damn house had shifted.

Balloons were taped neatly along the archways—none of that dollar store neon mess, but soft-toned pastels and golds, the kind that felt like grown woman joy. A banner hung crookedly but proudly above the back doors: “Happy Birthday, Imani.” The letters sparkled in cursive glitter.

The dining table was covered. Not just with food—but her kind of food. Shrimp and grits. Smoked salmon. Fluffy waffles. Big-ass bowl of fruit, cut up proper. Fresh squeezed orange juice. Jimmy even managed to bake something that looked edible, bless his heart.

Near the window sat a small stack of gifts. Each one wrapped differently—carefully, intentionally.

  • A set of acrylics in her favorite colorway with a note from Jacob: “Figured you might want your claws back.”
  • A hardbound, leather journal from Roman: “For the thoughts you don’t always say out loud.”
  • A pair of rose gold hoop earrings Solo swore he hunted down on foot.
  • And then Josh's… box wasn’t even wrapped, just tied with a single ribbon. Inside: a pair of fresh Nike slides, a roller perfume oil she ran out of weeks ago, and a laminated photo—one she thought she lost—of her brother as a teenager. On the back in Josh’s messy scrawl: “Told you I see you.”

The boys stood back, proud and awkward and a little sweaty.

“She gon’ cry,” Jimmy whispered.

“She gon’ swing,” Roman corrected with a grin.

Josh rolled his neck once, cracked his knuckles. “Alright,” he said low, pulling his shirt down as he stepped toward the hallway. “Act normal. Don’t blow the shit.”

They all nodded, immediately breaking into nervous laughter like kids.

Josh – Hallway to Bedroom

He walked slow. Not like he was sneaking—but like the weight of it all was real.

He pushed the cracked door open with his knuckle.

The room was dim, but sunlight spilled through the slats. She was still curled on her side, hair like a crown on the pillow, one leg draped out from the blanket. Peaceful. Vulnerable.

Josh stood there for a second, jaw ticking.

He took a slow breath and dropped down onto the edge of the bed, gently placing a hand on her ankle, rubbing slow.

“Ma…” His voice was soft. “Time to get up.”

She groaned, flipped the pillow over her face. “Five more minutes. It’s Sunday. Y’all be aight.”

He chuckled. “Come on. We bout to eat. You know they can’t wait long before they start burnin’ shit.”

She sighed, voice muffled under the pillow. “Y’all act like I’m y’all damn mama.”

Josh leaned down closer, voice brushing just behind her ear. “Don’t gotta be. But I like you up in the mix.”

She finally peeked out, one eye squinting. “Why you sound suspiciously sweet?”

He raised a brow. “Damn, can’t a man be soft with his…?” He caught himself, smiled slow. “...with his people?”

She blinked at him, sleep still in her face. “You alright?”

Josh just stood, offered her a hand. “Come on, Love. We got you a plate.”

Cut to — Living Room

As soon as she stepped around the corner, bare feet sliding slightly on the wood floors, her brain short-circuited. It was everything. Everything.

The smell of cinnamon and smoked meat. The faint hum of Jill Scott playing low from the speaker. The gold banner.

She froze.

Nobody said a word. They just watched her take it in.

Imani’s eyes swept across the table, the decorations, the gifts—landed last on the boys, all pretending they weren’t watching her like hawks. Her lips parted. Her voice caught.

“What… what is all this?”

Roman was the first to break, grinning wide. “Happy birthday, girl.”

Then Solo. “You really thought we ain’t know?”

Jimmy was already holding a plate. “We made your favorite, shawty. Ain’t no stressin’ today.”

And Josh… he didn’t say anything.

He just stood behind her, hands in his pockets, watching as her eyes got glassy and her lip trembled before she sucked it in and gave them all the flattest, fakest eye roll she could manage.

“Y’all got me lookin’ soft,” she muttered.

Roman barked a laugh. “Good. Bout damn time.”

Josh leaned down by her ear again, low and only for her: “Told you I see you.”

—————

Dining Room – Later That Morning

Imani sat cross-legged at the table, a plate in front of her stacked with everything she didn’t even realize she was craving. She bit into a piece of chicken sausage, eyes wide as she pointed her fork at Jimmy.

“You made this?”

Jimmy threw a towel over his shoulder, smug. “Don’t do too much—yes, ma’am.”

She gave a slow nod, chewing. “I didn’t even know y’all could function in a kitchen. Y’all really out here cheffing and whatnot.”

Roman sipped his juice with a smirk. “We got layers, baby girl.”

Solo tossed a grape at him. “Man shut up, you cut strawberries and dipped.”

Imani laughed, full belly, bright, eyes dancing as she leaned back in her chair, arms stretching. For a moment, there was peace on her face. Real peace.

Josh watched her from across the table, eyes warm. He hadn’t even touched his food. Just took her in like the sight was more nourishing than anything else.

Living Room – Gift Time

Imani plopped onto the couch, still licking icing off her finger from the cinnamon rolls. “Alright, let’s see what this is. Y’all ain’t put no prank in here, right? Cuz I promise—”

“We grown now,” Roman said with a wink. “Kinda.”

She smirked and started with the smallest gift. The acrylic set. She paused. Her mouth fell open just slightly.

“Jacob…”

He shrugged. “You been talkin’ about it, I just paid attention.”

Then came Solo’s. The hoops. “Boy…” she whispered, holding them up to her ears. “Y’all gon’ have me out here dangerous.”

Roman’s journal made her go quiet. She traced the leather with her thumb. “You didn’t…”

“I did,” Roman nodded. “You always got stuff on your chest. Now you got somewhere to put it.”

And finally, Josh’s box.

She opened it and smiled at the slides, even gave a teasing “About damn time.” The perfume made her pause—he remembered. But then she pulled out the photo. Her breath hitched. The world slowed.

It was her brother. Young, bright-eyed, with his arm thrown casually around her skinny teenaged shoulders. The edges of the photo were curled and frayed from age.

On the back: Told you I see you.

Imani clutched the photo to her chest as her shoulders trembled. Her lip quivered, fat tears rolling down her cheeks without permission.

Her voice came out small, honest, a tremble riding her words: “I never… I never had a birthday party before.”

The room froze.

She swallowed, still staring at the photo. “Never had anybody do somethin’ like this for me. Not even when I was a kid.”

No one moved. The air hung heavy and soft.

She pulled the photo close, whispered into the quiet, just barely audible: “I’m okay now. You don’t have to worry about me no more.”

And they heard it.

Roman stood suddenly, sniffing like the air was dusty. “Aight, we uh—we gon’ go outside, give you a lil moment.”

“Yeah yeah,” Jimmy said, voice gruff. “Get some air. Sunlight or whatever.”

Solo smacked his shoulder. “You sound stupid.”

The door closed behind them.

Front Porch – A Few Minutes Later

They stood on the porch, leaning against railings, arms crossed or hands in pockets, each of them quiet in their own way.

Roman was the first to speak. “That girl got more strength in her pinky than I got in my whole damn chest.”

Jimmy nodded. “She ain't even flinch when she pulled that trigger. But a birthday party?”

Solo shook his head, brows low. “Shit hit different.”

Josh sat on the steps, hands clasped in front of him, staring out at the yard they had run around in as kids again because she brought that to them. His jaw flexed. He hadn’t said a word.

Roman looked at him. “You good?”

Josh nodded once. Still didn’t speak.

Jacob leaned against the rail. “I ain’t gon’ lie, cuz. That wasn’t just a birthday party. That was somethin’ else.”

Roman added, softer this time, “You saw what it did to her. What it meant.”

Josh exhaled deeply. “Yeah.”

They let the silence sit again.

And then, Roman said it—casual but intentional, knowing he was replanting the same seed,a little smirk in the corner of his voice:

“I mean… if it were me? After all that? I couldn’t be runnin’ around being no little boyfriend. I’d be her old man. The only man.

Josh didn’t respond.

Not right away.

But his head tilted ever so slightly like he’d just made a decision he wasn’t ready to say out loud yet.

———

Storm

The house was silent, save for the hum of the old AC unit and the occasional chirp of summer birds outside. Imani sat on the floor, legs pulled in tight, the photo of her brother still clutched in her hands. Her eyes were red, cheeks stained with tears she hadn't tried to stop. The kind of tears that had waited years to fall. Her chest rose and fell in deep, uneven breaths, like she was finally letting herself feel the weight she carried without apology.

She wiped her face, breathed out hard, and gave herself a minute more. Just a minute. Then she stood, slow but sure, and fixed her face.

Front Porch – Midday Sunlight

The boys were still posted up. Jimmy had his feet kicked up on the railing, Solo chewing sunflower seeds, Roman pacing with a toothpick in his mouth, and Josh—still seated on the steps, arms braced on his knees, eyes distant.

Then the screen door creaked open behind them.

They all turned.

Imani stepped out, eyes still glassy, but her whole posture was different. Lighter. She walked straight to them and without hesitation—hugged Jacob first.

“You the reason they even knew,” she murmured. “Thank you.”

Then she moved down the line, hugging each of them. Roman blinked like he didn’t know what to do with his hands at first, but he hugged her back tighter than expected. Jimmy gave her that firm, brotherly squeeze. Solo gave her two hugs like he forgot how much she meant.

And Josh—Josh stood without a word, arms already out. She walked into his chest and rested there a moment. No words passed between them, just something understood.

When she pulled back, she looked at them all, hands on her hips as her eyes swept the porch.

“I’ll never forget this. None of it. Y’all didn’t just make a birthday... You gave me somethin’ I thought I missed my chance at.”

The fellas were quiet again, heads a little lower, hearts a little fuller.

Imani cleared her throat—more to steady her voice than anything else—wiping the corner of her eye with the back of her hand before she broke the moment with her usual blunt sweetness:

“So… who cookin’ dinner? I ain't tryna cry on an empty stomach.”

Laughter cracked the air like a warm summer breeze.

Jimmy stood up, hand raised. “I got the grill.”

Roman cracked his neck. “I’ll season. But I ain’t chopping no onions.”

“I’ll prep,” Solo offered, already heading inside.

Josh waited a beat, watching her, a small smile pulling at the corner of his lips.

She glanced back at him. “You helping?”

“Only if I get to stay close,” he said low, just for her.

Imani smirked, her lip twitching. “Fine. But you do the dishes.”

Josh followed her inside without hesitation.

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Later That Night – Back Porch, Under the String Lights

Dinner had long passed. The house was calm now, humming with leftovers being wrapped and sleepy shuffles up the stairs. Laughter had faded into low murmurs, some music still faint from someone’s speaker left on inside. The boys had slowly peeled off one by one, full bellies and full hearts putting them out early.

Imani was on the back porch, barefoot, legs curled beneath her on a cushioned chair, a soft throw blanket over her lap. The stars were out, lazy and scattered across the dark sky. She held a warm mug of tea, not drinking it much—just holding it, letting the warmth settle into her fingers. Her hair was still out, flowing in soft waves, crown free, just as she’d let it be all day.

The screen door opened behind her, quietly.

Josh stepped out, wearing just some sweats and a hoodie, barefoot like her. He didn’t say anything at first—just eased down into the chair beside her, close enough that their knees brushed.

Imani glanced his way, then looked back out at the sky.

“You not tired?” she asked, voice soft, almost a whisper.

Josh shook his head slowly. “Nah... I ain’t tryna sleep just yet. Mind won’t let me.”

She hummed like she understood, because she did.

Silence passed again, but this time it was comfortable. The kind that says everything even when nothing is said.

He looked over at her again. “You good?”

Imani’s shoulders rose and fell in a deep breath. “Yeah. Today… was somethin’ else. Ain’t never had a birthday like that. Hell, ain’t never had a day like that.”

Josh nodded, gaze lingering on her face. “You deserve days like that every year. Every month, even.”

She scoffed a little. “Don’t start getting sweet on me, Fatu.”

He smiled. “Too late.”

She sipped her tea, finally. “You been quiet since the cake. What’s on your mind?”

Josh rubbed the back of his neck, glanced down at his hands.

“You just… you did a lot for us. All this time, since Detroit. Since the woods. You didn’t have to. But you did. And not just for me. For all of us.”

Her eyes softened, but she didn’t interrupt.

“And I been thinking… I don’t want this to just be survival for you no more. Or for me. I want this to be peace. Something better. And I know I don’t always say the right thing or move the way I should, but—” he looked at her fully now, “—I see you, Imani.”

A beat passed, and her throat bobbed as she swallowed, surprised by how full her chest suddenly felt.

He leaned forward, elbows on his knees. “I don’t just want to be around you. I want to build with you. Really build. Not just hide and protect and survive. You gave me space to be a man… and I want to give you space to be soft. Safe.”

Imani’s lip quivered just slightly before she looked away. “You gon’ make me cry again, boy.”

Josh reached over, hand covering hers where it gripped the mug.

“Then cry. Ain’t no shame in it.”

And she did. Just a few tears this time, falling soft and slow. She didn’t hide them. Didn’t mask it with sarcasm. She just let him hold her hand while they watched the stars.

When her head leaned against his shoulder, he didn’t say anything.

He just held her there.

Still. Quiet. Present.

Home.

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Southern Charm: A Story of A New Beginning

Chapter 1: OC x Jey (The First Meeting)

TW: Alcoholism, Traumatic Brain Injury

Sara

Sara had been one of those girls back in school. Trying to be popular. It never worked for her. Instead she was one of those they called outcast. Never fit in anywhere. She had a lot of friends though, but she was never a cheerleader or anything of that sort. However she was more of a book club girl. Always getting into the latest Harry Potter-esque book or something cool about dragons. Sons of Anarchy was a thing to her also. She loved the biker culture. 

She made the move to Virginia to start a new life and help her Dad who was suffering a traumatic brain injury (TBI). Sara happened to be in Richmond that night when one of her friends Trisha called her up and said WWE was in town and asked if she wanted to go, she had ringside tickets. Sara who had been a lifelong wrestling fan happily agreed. Trisha picked her up as they got their food to go from the local seafood place. Trisha saw the expression on Sara’s face “Girl, you doing okay? You seemed stress of late. I heard about your Dad. “ The look on Sara’s face was apprehensive. “Yeah, thank you. He fell, said he was drinking…according to the toxicology reports. Figures, I tried helping him get off that shit. “ She scoffed and sighed. Her father was dear to her and yet also she felt a burden.

They finally got to the arena and Sara brought one of Jey’s newest shirts the pink one with the words “Yeet” on it. Pink was one of her favorite colors and she always did say a man looked good wearing pink. “Girl, they coming out! “ They ran to where the stars were coming off the bus as she was getting a good look. She saw some of her favorites like Rollins, Reigns, Punk and a few notable others. She got a few autographs. Then to her surprise, she saw her favorite of all time Jey Uso ride up with his brothers Jimmy and Solo, Jimmy’s wife Trinity happening to accompany them as well. She was a huge fan of Trinity’s as well. Sara had on her Yeet shirt and a pair of Trinity’s glow bracelets as everyone cheered.

Showtime

Sara and her friend got settled in their seats when a personnel came up to them. “Ladies, you two were given backstage passes for after the show. “ She looked to her friend and then back at the gentlemen “Really? Thank you sir. “ Trisha said politely and smiled to Sara. The show started and they enjoyed a few matches, going for their favorites. Sara and Trisha then lept to their feet when they heard Jey’s music hit as the crowd energized and everyone started yeeting. She saw Jey come out tonight, It was WrestleMania season and he had a big match at Mania41 for the World Heavyweight Championship. Sara knew how hard he had been working for this very moment. Then she rolled her eyes and booed along with the crowd as Gunther came out taunting him and then the attack on Jimmy. She and her friend were horrified seeing all the blood and everything but most of all her heart wrenched seeing Jey’s pain for his twin.  She heard Jey clearly say “I’m gonna get your ass! “ to Gunther as the crowd was booing Gunther. The medical staff came out and helped Jimmy to the back as Jey followed.

Aftershow: Backstage

Sara and Trisha had made their way backstage. Still reeling from all the chaos that happened prior. She hoped Jimmy would be okay as that was her other favorite Uso brother. She had met quite a few talents backstage getting autographs and pictures. She stopped when she saw the sign that said “Medical”. She saw them working on Jimmy but stepped back to give them respect and privacy. She saw Jey sitting outside as he was frantic and worried, making a call to his parents giving them an update on what happened.

Jey

It was there I saw her and everything changed for me. She came over offering me a towel and some water she just happened to grab. She didnt work for the company, I saw the pass around her. A fan, yes. But in that moment she became more than a fan to me, she became a friend. “Thanks miss, but forgive me can I ask you your name? “ I said with a soft smile after wiping my face and getting a drink. Then it was that beautiful Southern accent that swept me off my feet “My name is Sara. “ I heard her say. She had that AJ Lee look about her but something more beautiful. Long brown hair and a smile that made my heart stop. “Th-Thank you Sara for your kindness. That means a lot to me. “ I smiled to her as I saw her smile again. I heard her speak up “You okay after everything out there? How’s Jimmy? “ Her kindness and concern for my brother meant a lot to me as well. “Ah you know Big Jim he’s pretty damn tough. He’ll bounce back soon enough. But he wants me to have my moment this WrestleMania. He said it’s all about you, Uce. “ I joked with her as we laughed. “Say, normally I dont do this with a fan, but, I’d like to get to know you better. Say you guys got a Waffle House around here? “ He asked and he chuckled when she piped up with that beautiful Southern accent again “Sure do, darlin”. Sara said with a smile as I offered her my arm as we walked off. 

Sara

After getting the “Go get him, girl” and blessing from Trisha, Sara got her purse and her bag with her purchases in them as she got in the car with Joshua, Jonathan and Trinity as they went to the nearby Waffle House. She said to Josh “Around here, Richmond has the best grits bowl if you’re into that too. But the blueberry waffles are a big hit. “ She giggled when he piped up with his signature “Yeet”. She was talking to Trinity about their common backgrounds as Southern girls growing up. Her originally from Georgia and Trinity being a Florida girl. Sara chuckled as she answered a Trinity question “Yeah girl it was too hot down there. But we moved here to be close to my brother when my Dad’s accident happened. “ Sara had explained to the group about what happened to her Dad and she could see the sympathy in their eyes, kind sympathy that was. She heard Jonathan say “We’ll say a prayer for your Dad if that is okay? “ She smiled at that and she could feel herself almost cry as she leaned over and gave him a hug. It was then they got to Waffle House as she ordered blueberry waffles with scrambled eggs and toast. Josh, Jon and Trinity ordered what they wanted to eat as they waited for their food. She poured herself some coffee and looked out the window as she grinned showing them what a bluebird was. It had flown and sat on the window watching her. Mama She thought to herself as she could feel her mother’s presence watching her from heaven above. Inside her head she heard her mom’s voice “He seems like a sweet guy, princess. Ride the wind see where it takes you. “ 

Jey

When she showed us the bluebird I smiled at that. It also reminded me of my Uncle Eddie who was known to the world as Umaga. He was the reason and I Jon started doing what we’re doing now, besides my pops and family of course. Hearing about her mom I frowned and my heart grew even bigger for her. It felt like I couldn’t wait to bring her to meet my family. But before the fam, if things went well and the way they were going, I wanted her to meet my boys first.  “I love animals. “ I said with a grin “We had all kinds growing up, didnt we Uce? “ He and Jon chuckled as Jon said “Yeah with all the outside animals you brought home, Uce? I thought Dad was going to flip his can. “ The four of them laughed as Josh shook his head “But for real though I’m an animal guy. “ He said with a grin. Accidentally but purposefully I felt my hand slip into Sara’s as I felt her gaze meet mine, we shared a smile.  I didnt know what I felt at that moment but I knew I could feel something. Elvis had come on the jukebox as Jon and I started singing. 

Sara

Then the Elvis song came on. That one that was her grandma’s favorite. Grandma who had been her Father’s mother. The grandma she loved and adored growing up. She listened to the song and Elvis’s strong tenor “For I cant help falling in love with you…. “ As she was awoken from her dream about dancing in her Grandma’s kitchen while baking, she felt a strong but soft hand extend to her own “Would you like to dance with me? “ Joshua asked as she felt herself blush bright red and smile “I would be most honored. But forgive me if my dancing skills are a little dry, I haven’t danced in lord knows how long. “ They laughed as Trin said “Okay lovebirds, y’all have fun. “ Jon shook his head “What you mean, Trin? We gonna dance too! “ Then Jon and Trinity joined in on the fun. Sara laughed at them “They do make a cute couple, I always thought they did. “ She admitted to Josh as she could feel him smile, that warm smile that always caught her heart. “What day are you leaving? I could give you my phone number, email, so we can keep in touch. “ She said knowing eventually they would have to part ways or…would they? She saw him shake his head as if telling her not to worry.

Jey

He knew eventually they would have to hit the road again, he had another interview to do for WrestleMania week. “What if, what if I flew you out to see me? You could bring your Dad too. I’d like to meet him, he sounds like a cool guy. “ He saw her smile as he heard her speak “You wouldn’t mind? I would have to arrange his doctors and physical therapies there. “ Joshua heard her and shook his head “You need not worry about that, Uce. I’ll take care of all that, make sure he has the best care possible. “ He said as he smiled. He thought to himself “Damn Uce, you just met the girl and you’re already falling for her? Don’t let her go. “ After he paid for their dinner he made sure she got back home and walked her to the door. He could see her Father inside on the couch, watching the news. “Mind if I come in? “ He asked as she let him in. She introduced the men to one another as her Father was grateful someone was looking out for his babygirl. Joshua walked through the house as he slipped off his shoes out of respect. “Beautiful home you have here, sir. Sara’s told me a lot about you. You are a smart man it sounds like. You have an amazing daughter, you know that? “ He saw her father swell up with pride “Thank you, Joshua. That means a lot to me, she’s an amazing girl. “ 

Joshua smiled at that as he then texted his brother that he would be along soon. He was still at the house. Man, he didnt want to leave her. “Hey we are going to be in WrestleMania in Las Vegas on Saturday. I got you and your daughter tickets and VIP passes. And dont worry, hotel and expenses are on me. You have my word. I got your private jet passes as well. “ He said and went over and shook her father’s hand and smiled. It was about that time he had to go meet his brother and Trinity. He walked to the door but he turned back “It was nice meeting you, sir. I cant wait to see you again. Hopefully this time you’ll see me win a championship. “ Both men laughed as he heard her Father say “Thank you again Joshua. I look forward to seeing you as well. Kick his ass! “ They shared another laugh as Josh left the house and walked out to the car.

Sara

It was nice to see her father laughing with Joshua. It was good to hear her father laugh and to see him smiling again. He hadn’t smiled much since her grandmother died. The one who had the love of the bluebirds. She saw another bluebird zoom by which she thought was her grandpa and another bluebird. “Grandma”  She said to herself as she grinned pointing them out to Joshua. She then realized she was probably holding him up and apologized “I’m s-sorry, I know you have to go…” Part of her on the inside was begging him not to leave her, part of her wanted to go with him. “Thank you for this evening. I had a great time. “ She said with a smile as she hugged him tight. She felt his strong arms around her figure, almost lifting her up. She helped him with his jacket “Almost dont need a jacket here this time of year, it’s getting so hot outside. “ They both laughed as she could feel their faces inches away from one another.

Jey

They shared a laugh and their faces inches away from one another, he was close to her. He didnt know what to do, almost clueless. He slipped her a card with his number on it. “I’ll text you the info and I’ll arrange everything okay? Have someone pick you guys up. I cant wait to see you. “ He said with a smile as his finger lifted her chin and up to meet his gaze as he took a breath “Damn it Joshua, what if she slaps the fuck out of you or something? You idiot. “ He thought to himself but decided to chance it anyways as he leaned down and kissed her softly on the lips. “Something to remember me by, to think of me till then. “ He chuckled “Okay babygirl, I’ll see you real soon. Promise. You gonna see me become a champ. “ They both laughed as he got in the car and blew her another kiss as the car pulled off.  

Watching her as the car started rolling as he turned back till she was no longer in view. He was missing her already. “Damn it, Joshua. What are you doing? “ He thought to himself. He went back to the hotel and met with his brother and Trinity. They were teasing him about his little date. “Nah Uce. She’s a good girl. I met her father, he’s a sweet guy. Been through a lot. Alcoholism isn’t easy.”  Jon nodded at that knowing his own previous struggle with addiction “He seems like a tough guy though. “ Jon had said as he had seen her Dad also. He felt the playful slap on his shoulder from his brother “You falling for her aren’t you, Uce? Saw the look in your eye, you couldnt bear to leave her. “ Joshua looked at his twin after Jon had spoken up “Yeah I’m falling for her. I know she has a lot going on with her Dad and I’m willing to help her. Gave them tickets to fly out to Vegas, got them passes and everything. Told them I’d take care of the hotel. “ Josh said looking to his brother “Something about her, Uce. It’s like she listens to what I say and understands me. “ 

Sara

That night as she lay in bed watching tv, one of her favorite movies Blue Beetle. She was such a superhero nerd it wasn’t even funny. She heard her phone buzz thinking it was Trisha with “So how was it? “ But no it was Joshua with “Hey babygirl. Been thinking about you tonight, ever since I left there, I cant stop thinking about you. I can’t sleep because you’re on my mind. “ Her heart raced. She had never kissed a boy before, never been with anyone sexually, never had a true relationship. But this man wanted her and wanted her bad. She first texted Trisha with “Omg girl, he texted me that he misses me. “ After getting a cute reply from Trisha with her saying “Awww you two are cute. “  Sara laughed and shook her head

She felt her phone ring as she answered it. In that gruff voice that she knew distinctly and that way he spoke. “Hey babygirl. You’ve been on my mind ever since we left. I’m so glad I met you. I haven’t stopped smiling since. Jon and Trin are teasing me about it. “ She felt herself giggle “Well thats a good thing, right? I want to make you smile. Lately I know you’ve been so stressed and burnt out. But remember, take care of yourself. “ She said sweetly in a honey tone. “I’m so happy I met you, Joshua. And wherever this goes, whatever happens, I hope we are the best of friends. “ She finished as she heard him speak up. Joshua then said “Babygirl, I think we’re past the friendship stage now. “ His words hit her. What did he mean by that? “I’m getting mine and dad’s stuff packed tonight and we fly out tomorrow. “ She said with a blush “I cant wait to see you. “ Before hanging up she heard him say “I cant wait to see you too. Hell, even let you meet my family. “ Meet his family? She felt her stomach turn into butterflies as she felt herself lose her breath. “I cant wait then. “ She said sweetly “I’ve always been a big fan of your family. And it all started with The Rock. “ She said as they both laughed. Joshua said “The Rock says… “ They both laughed again. Joshua said “Alright babygirl. I’mma let you get some sleep. See you tomorrow then? “ She responded with “See you tomorrow, Uce. “

After hanging up with him she was sure to get their luggage and everything ready. Getting her Dad’s clothes and breakfast stuff out for in the morning. She instantly fell asleep as she felt herself lose herself in her dreams. That voice, that sexy man. The way he walked, the way carried himself with pride, with that swagger. She grinned as she bit her lip. “Those damn grills…” She whispered to herself as she finally fell asleep.

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Josh wasn’t just showing out now—he was showing up. And every move he made started carrying weight, not just for survival but for her. Every time Imani looked over, he was knee-deep in some shit that said I got this.

By the end of the day, the man had fixed the solar rig, rewired half the damn cabin for real lighting, and was halfway into digging a trench system for drainage before the next rain came. No complaints. No half-steppin’. Just callused hands and locked-in focus.

When one of the cousins dropped a steel pipe too close to her, Josh didn’t even raise his voice—he just turned, calmly walked over, and corrected him with a firm hand on the shoulder and a simple, “Watch where she at. Ain’t nobody touchin’ her on my watch.”

It was primal. It was protective. But it was also peaceful. Like he wasn’t posturing—he was proving.

Even when he took breaks, it was with intention. He’d grab her water bottle and refill it without her asking. Drape a towel over her shoulders like he’d been watching how the sun kissed her skin all day. Didn’t need words. Just knew.

And when the grill came out later, he threw down like a man with history behind it—seasoned like he listened when she said she was from Memphis. Pulled out a slab of ribs, slow-cooked with wood chips he’d prepped, and made sure her plate was full before anyone else got theirs.

She didn’t compliment him. Not directly.

But when she walked past him to grab a second helping and bumped him with her hip, just a little, and said, “Mm. You done earned this one,” the corner of his mouth twitched just enough to let her know he caught it.

That pride? Quiet but loud. Not arrogance—confidence. The kind rooted in purpose. In finally having something—someone—worth standing ten toes down for.

And the others? Jimmy, Solo, Roman, Jacob—they were seeing it too.

“Damn,” Roman muttered under his breath one night, watching Josh drive a stake into the ground for the porch’s new framework. “This man finally done picked somethin’ he ain’t runnin’ from.”

And he didn’t. Josh wasn’t running. He was planting roots.

Right in the ground he was reshaping—with the woman who made him want to.

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Scene: A Soft Shift – Imani Slips into Her Femininity Setting: The clearing they’ve carved out in the woods has a quiet tension tonight, but not the kind that carries fear. It’s the kind that hums underneath the ribs when a storm passes and all that’s left is the hush of survival. The porch light flickers soft. The house—the one Imani started and they finished together—sits sturdy now, halfway painted but whole.

Josh steps out the side door, wiping grease off his hands, muscles loose from a day of doing. Fixing, lifting, chopping, leading. He doesn’t announce himself. Just moves, steady, eyes already locked on her.

Imani’s sitting on the wide railing of the porch she helped build—legs crossed, bare, lotion-slick and glowing under the low light. Her hoodie’s hanging off one shoulder, nails fresh, edges laid. She’s rolling something tight between her fingers, the scent of cocoa butter and soft weed floating in the air.

Her head turns just slightly, sensing him.

“You good?” he asks, voice low like a rumble, like gravel warmed by the sun.

“I’m sittin’ ain’t I?” she replies, not biting like she used to, just tired-sweet. Her tone wasn’t sharp, it was just hers.

Josh steps closer, hands on his hips now. “House solid. Alarm set. Everybody fed. You ain’t gotta watch your six tonight.”

Imani exhales like she hadn’t realized she’d been holding her breath.

He steps up behind her, not too close, just enough for his presence to warm the small of her back. She doesn’t flinch. Doesn’t check his hands.

“You still mad at me?” he asks, voice lower.

“Mmhm,” she hums, slow like honey, lighting her blunt. “But I ain’t tryna carry it tonight.”

A silence settles, but it’s not heavy.

Josh watches her quietly. Then, without warning, reaches around and gently takes the blunt from her fingers, drawing slow before handing it back.

“You did all this,” he murmurs, looking out at what they built. “Started it with your hands. All I did was show up and follow instructions.”

Imani glances back at him, slow. “Don’t be cute. You did show up.”

Josh leans in then, real close, hand resting lightly on her thigh, not possessive—just grounding. “You ain’t gotta do everything no more. Not alone. I got this. I got you.”

That’s when she softens, for real. The shift ain’t in her words—it’s in her body.

She leans back just slightly, spine touching his chest, letting the tension melt into him like he was made to carry it.

Her voice is a whisper now, blunt between her fingers, smoke curling into the moonlight.

“I don’t know how to stop bein’ the strong one,” she admits, quietly.

Josh doesn’t hesitate. “Then let me be strong for you 'til you remember how to rest.”

She closes her eyes, just for a second. One beat. Two.

And then she leans fully into him, her head against his chest, listening to the rhythm under his skin. His arms wrap around her like it’s the most natural thing in the world.

“I ain’t lettin’ nothin take you again,” he says. “Not the past, not these men in the woods. Nothing. You’re mine.”

Imani doesn’t say anything back. Not yet. But the way her hand slides over his, fingers threading slow?

That’s the closest thing to I believe you she’s ever given anyone.

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Scene: “Let Me Handle It” — Josh Shows Her What He Meant

Setting: Early morning. The sun hasn’t fully broken through the trees yet, but the forest is blue-gray and silent in that sacred pre-dawn hour. The air is cool, smelling like pine, dirt, and burnt wood. Imani’s been up—already. She always is. Trying to fix something. Trying to outwork the weight on her chest. But this morning… it’s different.

She hears the boots first—thudding slow behind her on the dirt. She’s crouched by the side of the new structure they’ve been building, her fingers black with engine grease, face set in that unbothered mask she wears like armor.

Josh steps up, quiet but certain, his presence cutting through the air like he belongs in it.

“You ain’t gotta fix the damn generator. Solo already said he’d do it.”

Imani doesn’t look up. “It’s makin’ noise. Means it ain’t right.”

Josh doesn’t respond right away. Just watches her for a beat, then crouches beside her and gently takes the wrench out her hand.

“Baby,” he says, soft but firm, “go sit down.”

That makes her blink, just once. Her spine stiffens.

“You think I can’t do it?”

He shakes his head. “I know you can. But you ain’t gotta. Not right now.”

She looks at him, really looks. He’s already got the panel open, shoulders rolling easy, big hands confident and calm as he starts to work. She stares at him for a long time, stubbornness curling up her tongue.

But then… she steps back.

Goes and sits on the stump just a few yards away. Crosses her arms. Watches him. Her hands twitch like she’s still holding something.

Josh doesn’t look back. Just talks while he works.

“You been carryin’ it all. Like you ain’t been fightin’ all your life. I see you, Imani. I see you.”

Silence. Then:

“I been wantin’ to fix shit too, but I didn’t know how to show it without messin' it up. I didn’t come from women like you. Where I’m from, they just… survive. You? You build. You nurture. You hold shit together with spit, thread and damn cocoa butter.”

Imani exhales slow, a blink turning into a gaze. Her lips part but no words come.

Josh finishes the fix, stands up, and wipes his hands.

Then he walks toward her, lifts her chin with one finger, and says:

“I ain’t lettin’ this world keep askin’ you to be hard. Not when I’m here. You don’t owe that to nobody no more. Least of all me.”

She swallows hard.

He takes her hand. Leads her inside.

And for once… she lets him.

No fight. No pride.

Just breath.

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The AC hums soft like a lullaby, the cotton sheets tangled around limbs that finally got to rest. Imani stirs first, but only barely—her leg stretched out over his, her hand resting on his stomach. She blinks against the sunlight and realizes: no anxiety grips her chest. No mental checklist’s waiting behind her eyes.

Josh is still knocked out. One arm flung over his face, the other curled protectively near her hip. His breathing is deep, even. The kind of sleep you don’t get unless your body knows it’s safe.

Imani turns onto her side, facing him. Watches him like he’s a quiet movie. His chest rising. That little scar by his jaw. The softness in his lips that doesn’t match the hard edges of his life. For the first time, she doesn’t feel like she has to hold the world up before breakfast.

She props herself up on an elbow, her curls messy and skin warm. Her voice is barely above a whisper.

“…you snore.”

Josh cracks an eye open. “Damn. That’s how you wakin’ me up?”

She smirks. “I could’ve started slappin’ pans.”

He chuckles, the sound low and husky. “I’d rather the snore shade.”

They stay there for a beat. Quiet. Still.

Then Josh reaches for her hand and holds it tight, grounding them both. “Ain’t nothin’ outside that door right now, Imani. Just us. Just this.”

She nods slowly, absorbing it, eyes soft.

“…can’t remember the last time I didn’t wake up thinkin’ ‘bout who needed me to be strong.”

Josh pulls her in, presses a kiss to her shoulder, speaks into her skin. “You strong, yeah. But you soft too. And you safe. With me.”

Imani swallows something thick in her throat. She leans into him, the hand on his chest rising with each breath.

A minute later, her voice is quiet again. “Let’s stay in here a lil while longer. Just you and me.”

“No place else I’d rather be.”

And so they stay.

Under the cool air.

In the soft bed.

No chaos. No guards up.

Just breathin’. Together.

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Josh stretches, still barefoot and shirtless, walking out of the bedroom with that heavy-lidded morning confidence, his locs pulled into a loose tie, rubbing the sleep from his eyes. He starts toward the kitchen, scratching at his chest.

Imani’s already up.

Hair wrapped in a scarf, face fresh and calm, wearing one of his old tees and a pair of fitted shorts. She’s barefoot too, standing in front of the stove like she was born there, wrist flicking expertly as she works a skillet. The smell of garlic and smoked sausage, eggs and pancakes, cheese grits and fried potatoes fills the whole space like a hug.

He tries to sidestep toward the coffee but she points a spatula at him without even turning. “Nuh uh. Out the kitchen. Go try that new shower I know you ain’t touched yet.”

Josh grins slow. “You kickin’ me out?”

“I’m askin’ you to enjoy what you helped me build,” she says over her shoulder. “Let me handle somethin’ for once. Go unwind.”

Something in her tone is different—soft but sure. She’s not saying it, not directly, but this is her thank you. Not just for the shower or the safety, but for everything. For letting her breathe. For standing by her through the chaos. For choosing her without saying the words.

Josh doesn’t argue. He leans down on his way past, presses a kiss to the curve of her neck, low and reverent. “Yes ma’am.”

Cut to: twenty minutes later

He walks back into the room, fresh out the shower, in a clean tee and joggers, beard glistening, the air smelling like that good cocoa butter and body wash combo. But what stops him in his tracks ain’t his own damn reflection—it’s the spread laid out on the long wood table.

Plates stacked with hot food. Coffee in a fresh pot. Real glasses with orange juice. Some of the boys start wandering in, drawn by the scent.

Jimmy whistles. “Damn… this a whole Sunday morning.”

Solo already grabbing a plate. “She did all this?”

Josh don’t even speak right away. Just stares at her—how she moves, casual, like this ain’t a big deal.

But it is.

To him, this is sacred. Ain’t no army in the world that ever made him feel more held than watching her serve up peace in the form of pancakes and home.

She doesn’t say much. Doesn’t brag. Just passes a hot plate to Roman and keeps it moving.

Josh steps behind her, gently resting a hand on her lower back, low enough to be intimate, high enough to be respectful. She doesn’t flinch this time. Just glances back, chin tilted.

“You gon’ eat or stare?”

He smirks. “Both.”

She lets a breath of laughter slip past her lips. It’s quiet, but it’s real.

And for now, in this moment, their war is on pause.

And she’s choosing softness. And he’s letting her lead.

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Josh is leaning against the counter, arms folded, watching Imani from the corner of his eye as she stacks the last of the dishes. He hadn’t moved to help, not yet—not because he didn’t want to, but because something about watching her take up space in this way was… grounding.

“You did all this with no warning,” he finally says, voice low, like he don’t wanna break the mood. “Even Jimmy was quiet for a minute.”

Imani side-eyes him with a small smirk, drying her hands. “That’s how you know it hit right. If a man shut up to eat, you fed him somethin’ holy.”

He chuckles, moving closer, shoulder bumping hers. “So what was that?” His eyes search her. “A thank you?”

She tilts her head a little, not giving him everything. “It was breakfast.”

Josh licks his lips, nodding slow. “Mmhm. A breakfast that tasted like a truce.”

Imani doesn’t deny it.

Instead, she sets the towel down, hands him the last mug to dry, and leans against the sink with her arms crossed. “You sleep good?”

“For the first time in… a long-ass time,” he admits. “Felt like I was back home, but like, the version I wanted it to be. Safe. Easy.”

She nods once, soaking in the weight of that.

“You built that,” he says, looking down at her.

Imani’s lips twitch, but there’s a flicker of something behind her eyes. “I build a lot of things that don’t last, Josh. I’m just tryin’ to enjoy what’s here right now.”

He opens his mouth to say something, but she lifts a hand gently and steps away, grabbing a fresh towel from the hall closet.

“I’ma hop in the shower,” she says over her shoulder, voice a little lighter. “Let the real me come out for a bit.”

Josh watches her go, gaze lingering, chest tightening. “Take your time.”

Cut to: The bathroom — twenty minutes later

Steam curls through the air as Imani stands in front of the mirror, towel wrapped around her. For the first time in a long while, she’s bare. All the way. Not just skin—soul. Her fingers move carefully through her hair, unraveling the locs she’d carried since long before Detroit, before him.

They fall away slowly, and beneath them: thick, soft coils and waves, her real texture, unfiltered and wild and hers. She moisturizes, curls her fingers through the strands, tender with herself in a way she hadn’t been in months.

This wasn’t a new woman. It was the true one.

She breathes deep, watching her own reflection—no armor, no tension, just Imani Love Rivers… free.

Cut to: Outside the bathroom — Josh on the couch

He hears the shower turn off, the soft movements of her feet on the tile. He’s laid out, still sipping coffee, head back, eyes half-closed. But when the bathroom door creaks open, he turns.

And pauses.

Imani steps out, not in her usual tied-up bandana or wrapped locs. Instead, her hair is full, natural, a soft halo around her head. She’s got on fresh sweats and a white tank, gold hoops back in, lip gloss shining soft.

Josh just stares, something in his throat closing up a little.

Imani arches a brow. “What?”

He smiles, slow and warm. “You look like somebody God was showin’ out with.”

She snorts, walking past him, playfully hitting his leg. “Boy, shut up.”

But he watches her settle across from him, curls bouncing, her energy easier than it’s been in days.

“Don’t ever hide that again,” he says after a beat, voice sincere.

Imani looks at him, gaze unreadable. “Wasn’t hidin’… just didn’t know if I had space to be.”

He leans forward. “You do now.”

And for a moment, the world stays soft.

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Scene: “Soft Bloom” — Backyard Vibes, the Boys + Imani + Josh

Setting: Late afternoon. The new house is humming with small activity. A soft breeze rolls through the trees, and for the first time in a long time, there's no tension choking the air. Just life. Just little pieces of peace.

Cut to: The boys in the kitchen, glancing through the back windows.

Jimmy’s the first to notice, chewing on the last bite of a biscuit from breakfast leftovers. He elbows Solo.

“Aye,” he mutters, nodding out the window. “She lookin’ real… I dunno, floaty.”

Solo leans over, squinting. “She glowing or something?”

“Hair out. Earpods in. Plantin’ shit like we ain’t got no enemies left.”

Roman walks in just in time to catch the tail end. “That’s what peace look like, fellas. Don’t act like y’all don’t recognize it.”

Jimmy scoffs. “It’s just—last week she was draggin’ bodies and buildin’ frames, now she out there barefoot playin’ Erykah Badu.”

“She ain’t playin’,” Roman says, serious. “She is Erykah Badu right now.”

They all chuckle, but Roman doesn’t drop the observation. “Nah but for real—she done softened up. You feel that shift? That’s a woman whose storm's still there, but she ain’t drownin’ in it no more. She settlin’. Somebody gave her space to exhale.”

They all turn their heads in unison—through the window, toward Josh.

He’s already walking across the grass, making his way toward her.

Jimmy shakes his head with a smirk. “He ‘bout to go pretend he know somethin’ ‘bout plants.”

Cut to: Backyard — Imani with earphones in, fingers deep in soil

Her curls bounce around her shoulders, slightly damp from the earlier shower. She’s humming low under her breath, eyes soft as she gently presses basil into a fresh pot. A line of planters trails behind her—lavender, mint, peppers. Nothing fancy, just life she’s decided to grow with her own hands.

Josh steps up quietly, careful not to spook her.

She senses him anyway.

“Don’t step on my rosemary,” she calls without turning around, slipping one bud into a fresh patch of dirt.

Josh smirks, settling beside her. “Damn. Can’t even sneak up on you when you vibin’.”

Imani finally looks up, one earphone still in. “You heavy-footed. The ground told me before I saw you.”

He crouches beside her. “What you listenin’ to?”

She pops the earbud out and offers it. “Some Bilal. You wouldn’t get it.”

Josh puts it in anyway, humming softly as the jazzy soul floats through.

They sit there in silence for a moment. Her hands move on instinct—dig, pat, water. And Josh just watches. Every soft movement, every little breath, the way her mouth parts slightly when she’s in deep focus.

“Why now?” he finally asks, voice quiet. “The plants, the hair out… you.”

Imani pauses, glances over at him, then shrugs. “Because I finally can.”

That’s all she says. But it’s everything.

Josh leans back on his hands, letting the sun catch his skin. “You want help?”

She eyes him sideways. “You gonna follow directions, or you just wanna sit close?”

“Can’t I do both?”

She smiles. Barely. But it’s enough.

“Fine. Start with the sage. Pot’s right there.”

Josh scoots in, mimicking her moves—clumsier, but trying.

And somewhere between the soil under their nails and the sunlight painting her skin, something roots deeper between them. Something that didn’t come from chaos, or survival, or sex.

Something real.

————-

The front yard was alive with movement, laughter thick in the late afternoon air. Sweat glistened on foreheads and shirts were long since discarded or clinging damp to backs. The men—Josh, Jimmy, Solo, Roman, and Jacob—moved like they used to, sharp and wild, but with more weight now. Not just physically, but soul-deep. Still, there was joy in it, something almost childlike as they tossed the football, smacked shoulders, and hollered out old jokes from a time when life hadn’t been so heavy.

Imani watched from the porch for a while, sipping on sweet tea, barefoot, her curls wild and free around her face. She looked like summer. Not just in the way she dressed—shorts hugging hips, one of Josh’s old tanks knotted at the waist—but in her energy. Lush. Alive. Rested.

And then she stood, casually walking toward them like it was nothing.

“Y’all need some competition,” she called out, tossing her cup back onto the porch and stretching like she was clocking in.

They hooted at her. Jimmy clapped like it was the best thing that had happened all week. Roman laughed so hard he bent over.

Josh just smiled. Low and deep. That smile that never quite made it to his lips but sat heavy in his eyes when she did something only she could.

“Don’t let the lashes fool y’all,” she warned, squatting to tighten her shoelaces, “I ain’t one of them cute-for-nothing girls.”

She picked the opposite team from Josh without hesitation, mouthing a taunting “I don’t do favorites” as she lined up beside Roman and Jimmy.

The game kicked off, and Imani was in it. Fast on her feet, low to the ground, slick with her comebacks. She juked Roman so smooth he hollered in disbelief and flopped onto the grass. She snatched a flag off Josh with a little celebratory spin, smacking his arm as she darted away.

Josh couldn’t even be mad—watching her in the sun, laughing with her whole body, trash talking Solo while dodging him with a hop-step he’d swear she stole from one of them.

For a moment, the world softened.

No past. No blood. No running.

Just them.

Just now.

And the woman who was never just anything showing that she belonged in every space they did—and still stood all her own.

———-

The sun dipped lower, casting everything in a gold glaze. The boys were catching their breath, sipping cold drinks and dragging their hands down their faces as they geared up for another round of flag football. Josh was mid-trash talk, calling Roman out for always trying to quarterback when he couldn’t throw straight, when—

Splat.

A water balloon exploded right on Jacob’s back, drenching him in a clean splash that made him shout.

“What the—”

Splat.

Another hit Jimmy square in the chest. Then another flew just past Josh’s head and burst on the grass behind him.

“What the hell is that?!” Solo barked, dodging left.

Josh’s eyes shot upward toward the creak of the balcony.

There she was—Imani—crouched like a sniper, lips pursed around a grin, hand already cocked back with another balloon.

“Y’all ain’t the only ones that can plot,” she yelled gleefully, “Welcome to my version of defense, boys!”

She released one final balloon that hit Roman right on his shoulder with a wet thwack before he could move.

And then—she ran.

Feet hitting the grass, wild laughter tearing from her chest as the guys roared behind her, hollering threats and laughter.

Josh was already sprinting. “Oh, you think this is a game?”

She squealed, dodging past the big tree, ducking under Solo’s arm, arms flailing like she was ten years younger and had no fear in her bones. Her curls bounced, tank top damp from the splashback, but she didn’t care. She was flying.

Jimmy nearly caught her, but she slipped through his hands, yelling, “Y’all slow! That’s that old man muscle!”

Roman tried to flank her but ended up on the ground again, howling.

Josh was faster, though.

He came at her from the side, scooping her up mid-run like she weighed nothing, spinning her once in the air as she kicked and screamed in mock betrayal.

“Let me go, boy!”

“You ambushed us with balloons, you think I’m lettin’ you go that easy?”

Her laugh was wild in his ear, hands braced against his chest, trying not to smile too big. “Y’all was gettin’ cocky.”

“And now you’re gonna pay.”

He dropped her gently into the grass, tickling her ribs until she howled, then laid beside her while the others circled, still laughing, still soaked, the whole group basking in the chaos she’d created.

This was the joy they didn’t know they needed.

And her? She was the storm and the sun after it. The fire and the cooling water.

Their wild, soft, chaos-bringing center.

———-

The fire crackled soft in the night, licking the sky with orange tongues while the scent of charred hot dogs and toasted buns still hung in the air. Roman was telling some half-true story about Solo getting curved in high school, and Jimmy was already leaning too far back in his chair, sleep dragging his eyes down, a half-eaten marshmallow stick still in his hand.

Josh had Imani tucked between his legs, her back resting against his chest, her knees pulled close. His arms hung loosely around her waist, thumbs brushing soft circles into her hips without even thinking. She was warm, a little smoky, eyelids low with the kind of tired that only came after laughter and peace.

The fire popped, Solo let out a belly laugh at Roman’s expense, and somewhere behind them, a cricket orchestra carried on.

Imani's voice was low when she finally spoke. “I never knew I’d have a family again…”

It wasn’t dramatic. No violins. Just a truth dropped into the middle of the circle like a stone in water.

Everyone quieted for a beat—not out of pity, but respect.

Josh looked down at her, heart thudding in his chest at the simplicity of it. The weight. The honesty. The reminder that for all her strength and storm, this was a woman who had walked through fire alone.

She slowly stood, stretching her arms over her head, joints popping softly.

“Today was fun,” she added with a tired smile, like she almost couldn’t believe it herself.

And without waiting for a reply, she turned and walked toward the house, the back of her hoodie catching a flicker of the firelight. No drama. No tears. Just a peace she hadn’t known in a long time, guiding her feet toward rest.

The fellas stayed quiet a little longer.

Josh didn’t chase her.

He just watched her go, chest full, grateful that she said it at all.

And around him, the fire cracked on, soft snores coming from a few chairs, and the night settling in like a long exhale.

————

The fire had died down to soft embers, glowing orange like the heartbeat of the night.

Jimmy was out cold, snoring with his head tilted back so far he looked broken. Solo was halfway there, mumbling something about “putting some damn respect” on his name before drifting off completely.

Only Roman was still up with Josh, the two of them nursing the last of the cold beers, seated in comfortable silence for a minute.

Josh sat forward slightly, elbows on his knees, the firelight reflecting in his eyes—but his mind wasn’t there.

“She meant that,” Roman said finally, voice low. “About the family thing.”

Josh didn’t answer at first. Just nodded once, jaw tight.

Roman glanced at him. “You ever tell her what she is to you?”

Josh exhaled. “Not the way I should.”

“She’s not a regular woman, bro,” Roman said, tossing a twig into the embers. “You know that. She ain’t waitin’ around to be saved—she is the save. So if you gon’ have her, you gotta be ready to hold her too.”

Josh nodded again, this time slower. He was quiet, processing.

“She’s upstairs right now, out cold,” he said after a moment. “Like actually sleep. I ain't seen her like that since this whole thing started. No gun tucked, no shoes on standby. Just… restin’.”

“Because she trusts you,” Roman said. “At least a little.”

Josh looked up toward the house like he could see through the walls. He knew exactly where she was. She’d curled up diagonally across the bed, one leg dangling off, mouth probably parted in deep sleep. Her face would be soft again, not scrunched up from carrying the weight of survival.

“She built us somethin’, Ro,” Josh murmured. “Not just a house, either. She built peace. Outta nothing.”

Roman nodded. “Then don’t fumble it.”

Josh leaned back in his chair, the weight of the day, of her, of everything—settling across his shoulders.

“She’s not gon’ say it,” Roman added, glancing up at the dark sky, “but she’s waitin’ on you to tell her where this is going. And I don’t mean in code or that ‘you mine’ shit. She’s a grown woman. Wants to be claimed right.”

Josh let the words hit and sink. He didn’t say anything back. Didn’t need to.

The house stood quiet behind them. Upstairs, Imani lay curled up in soft cotton sheets, the first full night of rest she'd had in what felt like years.

Outside, the wind shifted. Somewhere, a new day was waiting.

————-

Roman leaned forward, elbows on his knees, gaze fixed on the dying fire. The silence stretched between them, easy but heavy—like they were both thinking too much to say anything light.

Then, with a low grunt, Roman took a sip of his beer and side-eyed Josh. “I mean, if it were my girl, after all that? After the bodies, the blood, the building? Shit…” He shook his head. “I couldn’t be out here runnin’ around bein’ no little boyfriend.”

Josh glanced at him, eyebrows raised slightly.

“I’d be her old man, the only man. Ten toes. No confusion,” Roman continued. “No space for her to wonder. She got her own storm, and she still found time to make a damn home. That ain’t the kinda woman you let hang in limbo.”

Josh looked back toward the house again, jaw clenched. Her shadow wasn’t anywhere near, but he could feel her presence like gravity.

Roman smirked and leaned back. “But hey… you grown. Just don’t act shocked when somebody else steps in who ain’tscared to wear that title proud.”

Josh didn’t respond—he just stood, slow and thoughtful. Tossed the last sip of beer into the fire, the sizzle loud in the quiet.

He didn’t go in right away.

But he was thinkin’ about it now.

All of it.

———

The sun was already up when Imani stirred. No alarm, no urgency. Just the cool brush of a breeze through cracked windows and the scent of pine and something distant, sweet—maybe dew lifting off warm earth. She didn’t rush, not today. She moved through her morning like a woman who’d decided joy could be chosen. Took her time showering, moisturizing, pulling on a laid-back fit with her hoops in and a touch of gloss. Hair big, soft, and natural—crowned, unapologetic.

By the time she stepped outside, the boys were already scattered across the porch and yard, yawning, joking, play-wrestling near the trucks. Solo had a leftover biscuit in one hand and was trying to explain why he should’ve gone pro in high school. Jimmy was pretending not to listen but rolled his eyes with all the older sibling exhaustion in the world.

Imani stepped onto the porch and cleared her throat. They all paused. She held up a few envelopes and her phone.

“Y’all deserve a fun day,” she said simply. “I got tickets for the movies in town, arcade passes too.”

“Movies?” Jimmy blinked. “You takin’ us on a field trip, Miss Imani?”

“Damn right,” she said with a smirk. “I saw how y’all lit up playin’ in the yard yesterday. Figured it’d be good to keep the streak goin’. Been too much stress, too much blood. Y’all still young—well, some of y’all,” she side-eyed Roman.

Roman held a hand to his chest dramatically. “Wow.”

“Arcade, huh?” Solo perked up. “Bet.”

Laughter circled around her like sunlight.

But Josh? He was quiet. Watching.

Her words filtered through his head, but his thoughts were already layered. Roman’s voice from the night before came back, echoing like a truth that wouldn’t let up.

“I’d be her old man, the only man.”

That was no casual thing. That was declaration. That was choice.

And watching her now—how she moved with intention, gave without demanding, offered softness like a gift even when she carried weight alone—Josh felt the pull. She was building a world even when she didn’t have to. Choosing to livewhile they were still trying to survive.

He didn’t say anything right then.

But the decision?

It was already sitting on his tongue.

————-

The Outing

The town was a little over an hour away, tucked past winding roads and stretches of trees that caught the morning light just right. Imani drove one car, Josh behind her in another with his brothers and cousin packed in like overgrown kids. They cracked jokes, fought over the aux cord, and called out challenges before the movie even started.

By the time they pulled into the lot, the boys had turned into boys again. Jimmy was pointing at a big movie poster with unnecessary drama—“This gonna be me if y’all don’t hush.” Solo kept calling shotgun even though they were already out the car. Roman strutted ahead like he owned the theater, talking about snacks like it was a military op.

Imani paid for it all, ignoring their attempts to argue. “Shut up and let a woman treat y’all for once,” she waved off.

Inside, they took up nearly a whole row. Imani sat near the end, between Josh and Roman. Halfway through the movie, she glanced down the row—Roman’s head tilted back, cackling too loud. Solo leaned forward, eyes wide like he was seeing cinema for the first time. Jimmy snuck a handful of candy from Josh, who didn’t even flinch, too invested in the scene.

And Josh?

He wasn’t stiff. He was leaned back, one arm draped behind Imani’s seat, not touching—but there. Relaxed in a way she hadn’t seen yet. Not since that night. Not since all of this.

It made her smile. It made her heart soften.

After the movie, they hit the arcade. And that’s when the chaos really began.

These giant men were everywhere—shooting hoops, racing digital cars, trying to knock down clowns with rubber balls. Roman cheated at skee-ball. Jimmy took DDR a little too seriously. Solo cleared a claw machine on the first try and damn near strutted around with a stuffed unicorn like it was a trophy.

Josh found himself in a mini shootout game beside Imani. She loaded her fake weapon and smirked at him. “Try to keep up, killer.”

He grinned, boyish. “Bet you five tickets I clear the level before you.”

“You gon’ need more than five tickets to catch up to me, Fatu.”

They played through like rivals, laughing, bumping shoulders, trash talking. It was...normal. Not peace forever, but peace for now. And it was good.

Later, they all regrouped with bags of candy and ticket stubs. They cashed in for prizes none of them needed—plastic toys, keychains, noise-makers. Imani got a crown shoved onto her head by Roman who declared her “the real MVP.”

They took a photo in the booth. Squeezed in, loud, layered, messy. One of those pictures that catches joy mid-motion.

And when they got back to the house, full and flushed from laughter, Imani caught herself watching them. These big, tired men who had become brothers by fire, finally laughing like the world wasn’t chasing them. She didn’t say anything. Just stood by the porch, watching them walk toward the door—Solo mimicking a game move, Jimmy still smacking on candy, Josh dragging behind a little, eyes catching hers.

He didn’t speak, just gave her a look. One that said he saw everything.

And she smiled.

Because today, they got to live.

————

Later That Night

The house was quieter than it had been in days. Solo was snoring from the living room couch, Jimmy had passed out half on and half off the guest bed, and Roman was probably still sifting through leftover candy muttering about why green apple was the worst flavor.

Imani sat on the back porch, a blanket across her legs, a half-empty mason jar in her hand. She had music playing low through a little speaker by the door—something soulful and old, the kind of song that clung to your ribs.

Josh stepped out, hoodie on, hand rubbing the back of his neck like he was shaking off the last of the laughter from earlier. He didn’t speak right away. Just sat beside her, close, but not pressing.

For a minute, they just sat like that. Her eyes on the stars. His on her.

Then—

“You know… I watched ’em today,” he said quietly. “My brothers. Roman. All of us. It’s been a long time since we laughed like that.”

Imani glanced at him sideways but didn’t interrupt.

He let out a breath. “You gave us somethin’ today, Imani. Gave me somethin’. I ain’t even know I needed it like that. But you brought it back without askin’ for shit in return.”

She scoffed, lips twitching around her glass. “I bought y’all some damn tickets and pizza, Josh.”

He turned to her more fully, voice firm but not forceful. “Nah. You gave us a day where we weren’t just runnin’ or hidin’ or killin’. You gave us space to breathe. That ain’t small to me.”

Imani blinked. Took a slow sip, like she was letting his words settle.

Then, she leaned her head slightly against his shoulder—not fully, just enough for the warmth. “I’m not used to men sayin’ thank you unless they tryin’ to follow it with a favor.”

Josh chuckled low in his chest. “I ain’t askin’ you for nothin’.”

She nodded. “Good.”

Another quiet moment passed.

Then her voice, soft and a little tired, “You welcome, Fatu.”

Josh tilted his head, kissed the top of her loc-free crown—slow, not trying to stir anything. Just...respect.

And they sat there, two souls that had been torn open by the world, holding a bit of peace between them on that porch, like they weren’t surviving anymore.

Just...existing. Together.

————-

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