Avatar

Umbra3terna

@umbra3terna / umbra3terna.tumblr.com

Insta / Twitter : Umbra3terna
Please don’t repost without permission

Posting this one here even if I don’t like it. But heh… let me be delusional as for my MC happy with Dragon Sylus 💕

Ps : I did used a base for it, but don’t have the artist name unfortunately to credit so if someone know pls feel free to tell me so I can credit properly. I know it’s a free to use base as I remember seeing the artist on twitter months ago

your art is so magical! i hope you feel better <33 as someone with adhd too i totally get how debilitating it can be especially on top of other things. (especially when we are our own worst critics) just wanted to send more support. 💕💕 wishing you the best!

Avatar

Thank you 💕💕 it’s really not easy to live with it and since I take meds for adhd all my imagination is gone (so as my inspiration from daydreaming because my head is just empty). So I really struggle having ideas good enough for me to draw + having pain most day and demanding job… not really easy to draw. I often have one idea that seem so good and then 5 mn after I feel like it’s not worth the effort and end up doing nothing. Especially since I am so hard on myself and compare myself to amazing artists + seeing the engagement I once had is not here anymore discouraged me a bit for a while so I feel like it’s better if I take a step back. I don’t want to give up drawing but I will definitely not post much especially as my special interests also changed (I want a break from JJK). So for now I prefer to draw for myself without pressure 💕

Hi! I saw your post and I just wanted to send you love and wish you well! Art aside, you just seem like a really chill and amazing person so I'm so thankful to have been in this fandom long enough to see your art and watch you grow as an artist. Please take care of yourself and if/when you come back so many of us will be here. Until then, so many of us are hoping you get better soon and are able to heal mentally and physically

xo, Lexi ❤️

Avatar

Thank you so so much for your kind words 💕💕 I can’t describe how happy and proud it makes me feel to see so many people genuinely like my drawings, especially as I am very hard on myself and tend to hate everything I do. I am chill but recently I have been spiralling a lot due to my health in general (I have chronic illnesses) but also my mental health (being Autistic + Adhd is not easy to manage) , lot of things on my minds and it’s getting difficult to see the positive… I hope to find my way back in life, and hope to draw again soon because for one I am really proud of what I do :)

People who follow me on IG (where I am the most active) probably already know but unfortunately I am going into a hiatus as for my art.

My life atm, between being busy at work but also truggling with chronic illnesses that leave me exhausted and in pain everyday and of course resulting to struggling mentally… it’s becoming too difficult for me to draw.

As for my art, I am at that point where I always feel like I will never be good enough, losing myself in different artstyles and ideas, and ending up not drawing at all because it feel useless…

I really don’t have the time or even the will to draw much anymore and it feel like chores…I am also trying to find new interests (adhd me needing new hobbies every weeks) and as much as I will always love JJK, I want to explore others things. I am also “old” (more than 30) and I do want to enjoy my life by doing others stuffs than just drawing non stop after work (I have a very busy life aka I have lot of animals to take care of haha)

So yeah, I am taking a break from drawing. I hope to not give up this hobby completely (I am used to take 1-2 years breaks between drawings) and still share from time to time (when my adhd meds let me have some imagination 💀).

But anyway, thanks to everyone who liked, commented, supported me by just some kind words or even buying my prints ! really, I never thought people would actually enjoy my art so much 💕

Thank you for helping me getting better at drawing, giving me the motivation to continue to share and giving me that feeling that I was finally good at something 🤣. Thanks you 💕

Hiiii! Do you accept commissions? :)

Avatar

Hiii ! Unfortunately no and probably never will.

I often have artblock + feel insecure about my art and I am quite overwhelmed everytime I draw so commission for me would means more pressure and stress… but it’s always nice to see people wanted commission from me 💕

You are using an unsupported browser and things might not work as intended. Please make sure you're using the latest version of Chrome, Firefox, Safari, or Edge.