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previously immoralfag

@vampiredayflower / vampiredayflower.tumblr.com

Kazoo, adult, goth, reader, writer. mdni. they/he/bi/ace/white/audhd. kazoo making noises is my post tag anything under that can be reblogged unless said otherwise. dni: terfs, truscum/transmeds. professional h*rry p*tter hater.

I want to use tumblr more so this is my search for mutuals I guess. I'm kazoo I'm 23, they/he.

looking for mutuals into the following :)

● gothic music/subculture

● arcane (particularly ppl into caitvi)

● reading (fantasy, romance, gothic horror, horror, queer) I'm currently reading the tlt, and like aftg, thg, trc

● vampires (iwtv, wwdits)

● free Palestine, anti zionist

● writing (fanfic, original fiction)

● i love plague doctors, it's like my gender or something

just as further weeding out of people, I don't want to see incest or noncon stuff and any trans medicalist shit, Harry potter all that no thank you.

and only want to be mutuals with adults, please :)

I haven’t been on tumblr for quite as long as a lot of people but over several years I’ve noticed this interesting gradual sorta,, shift in the general culture? that it went from this mostly depressed, nihilistic outlook where people would regularly joke about hating themselves and being hopeless and depressed, to a wave of vehemence of “STOP hating everything actually the world is Good and you deserve love!!!” type posts, to now, where those aggressive ‘PSAs’ have faded away and instead I regularly see people romanticizing simple things like stars and hot tea and rainy mornings, and waxing poetic about their friends, and just trying to put love out there. and I don’t know exactly what that means (someone who knows more than me could probably say something smart about generational expression and trauma or popular perception of mental health and whatnot), but I do know that it makes my heart very full to see people learn to love the world and themselves by extension, and a whole userbase adopting healthier coping mechanisms, and therefore teaching the younger users to do so as well. I might just be following different people, but I really do think we’ve grown. everyone has grown. five years ago it wasn’t unusual for the next post on my dash to be a scathing commentary on why nothing matters or an anon ripping into someone they barely knew or someone complaining about how pathetic their interests are. now I have mutuals who get excited and spam reblog art of cows and friends I see tagging each other in pictures of frogs and strangers writing paragraphs about how much I matter. it makes me happy. idk. just an observation I wanted to make. I think people are good and everyone’s just trying their best at the end of the day

I take it all back everyone on this site is toxic

[Image IDs: Image #1: Tumblr reply from juggalo-vampire reading: Op should romanticise putting paragraph breaks

Image #2: Tumblr tag reading: #op knows all this because she was a hamilton blog in 2017 /End ID]

not to be an asshole but i think a lot of disability discourse on this website cannot comprehend the idea of being physically disabled in a way which is like. not at all negotiable or flexible. like i think it's great that we're pushing people to understand that disability is nuanced and that there are disabilities which are not visible forms of physical disability but also like. sometimes you straight up cannot climb stairs. no not even on a good day not even when you "have enough spoons" it is just not physically possible. or you cannot get on and off a bus without struggling or without help. or it is physically not possible for you to bathe yourself. and it's not about "and you force yourself to push through it because of the internalized ableism" because you literally cannot physically fucking do it. like i am not trying to be mean but i feel like it frequently strikes me that people talking about disability seemingly do not understand the concept of I Literally Cannot Do This No Matter How Much I Want To Or Try Like It Is Physically Not Possible

Blue jeans.. brown belt. Not giving af. Coffee. Sun soaked sidewalk. Good song. Screenshot of good song. Shared to story. Start song over

I love movies where the plot takes place in less than a day. It’s like. What if these people were experiencing the worst 8 hours of the entire lives and you got to see the highlight reel?

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