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i know it still hurts that youβll never get an apology from them. so iβll be the one to apologize to you. iβm sorry they didnβt value your kindness. iβm sorry you feel embarrassed and ashamed. iβm sorry people lie. iβm sorry someone preyed on your vulnerabilities. iβm sorry they tainted the concept of love for you. iβm sorry they didnβt respect your boundaries. iβm sorry you kept quiet just to keep the peace. iβm sorry you feel used. iβm sorry for all of it.
"Tell me a story"
βThere was once a pale man with dark hair who was very lonely.β
βWhy was it lonely?β
βAll things must meet this man, so they shunned him.β
βDid he chase them all?β
βHe took an axe and split himself in two.β
βSo he would always have a friend?β
βSo he would always have a friend.β
aftg fans explaining the importance of numbers in the series
the importance of numbers is cool, but please wait a minute and listen to a fun fact that's not about them
for it, we take the first letters from Andrew's and Neil's names:
NAJM β Neil+Andrew Josten-Minyard
NAJAM β Neil Abram Josten + Andrew Minyard (sorry bro)
keep in mind and let's remember Jean's thought about Andreil:
Β«Andrew and Neil moved like they were caught in each otherβs gravityΒ»
it sounds like the definition of a binary star: Β«...is aΒ systemΒ of twoΒ starsΒ that areΒ gravitationallyΒ bound to and inΒ orbitΒ around each otherΒ»
AND FINALLY
there is a word Β«ΩΨ¬Ω Β» in arabic β najm or najam β
that means A STAR
im sorry i just saw your good morning angel post from october last year for the first time and i had to say it is absolutely mindblowing to me that you drew that??? with your own hands?????? its gorgeous and i had to just pause for a minute and stare at it, to like, really commit it to memory. im about to go down a rabbit hole through the rest of your blog probably but i just needed to tell you. i hope you have a lovely day!!
oh sweetheartπ
i've read all your messages (btw it's ok !! not to worry :') ) and i want you to know that it means the world to me
and i need a minute 'cause oh my god i wanna cry
thanks for everything