✧ warmed by light ✧

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✧ I'm Christoph (he/it/they), 19 years old, female but genderless, bisexual. I have BPD.

Also I’m russian, so даже если все посты на английском, не стесняйтесь взаимодействовать на русском.

✧ I'm not a witch, just a theistic luciferian satanist. Lucifer is my only dear Lord patron.

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✧ My main art blog @kossstolom

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✧ I didn't want to overwhelm it with religious posts what I want create sometimes, so here we are.

✧ Oh and also this blog is not for offerings since I have a closed one for that, but more about sharing experiences or you know content? memes, drawings, problems. because someone fucked up their friends with this topic lol

✧ English is not my native language and to be honest I don't know it well, so I use a translator. I'm sorry if there are any overly complex or inaccurate formulations here

My cat always comes running to me and paws at me when I start meditating in front of Lucifer’s altar. Does anyone know if gods can communicate in some way through animals or is my cat just being clingy???

I wouldn't give it a serious thought if it didn't happen so often…

I am looking with friendly envy at the guys who have vivid dreams with their deities and interact with them there!!

I have often asked Lucifer to come to me, too, with a simple polite request and a prayer, but he never does. Or rather, it was once, a long time ago, quickly and unexpectedly. It feels so good and so warm with him.

After a bunch of tries, I ask him once in front of the altar while in a trance: "why don't you appear in my dreams?"

To which I get a very clear sure simple answer in my head: "I don't want to"

Fine :(

Since then I don't ask anymore, but somewhere in the back of my mind I still hope that one day he will honor me with his divine presence. But I try not to revisit the topic and remind myself to respect his comfort.

I wish I could see Lucifer smiling or laughing. See him happy.

Perhaps this wish comes from something a little more than a "deity - devotee" relationship. Or not. But still.

Sudden revelation, I genuinely admire and am amused in a good way by devotees of Apollo. These guys really are as radiant as their god and they always have such kind and cheerful energy.

I treat them like my distant relatives for some reason. Like hiiii!!!!! hiiii there!!!! the sun god devotee??? omg I'm the morning star devotee!!!! we're matching omg omg!!!! yaaaay!!!! :333 sorry.

He's just dressed up as a belly dancer, but he looks like some kind of oriental god lol. Their clothes are just so beautiful and elegant, with lots of decorations. Gonna try to finish this art

upd.: done! https://www.tumblr.com/warmedbylight/779743430194741248/may-your-light-be-eternal

I like to walk naked in front of Lucifer’s altar.

Hear me out-

This is not a flirting like "look at my body", it's just "look, I'm not ashamed of my body". I am so happy that I don't feel embarrassment or shame, but rather love when I unintentionally get naked in front of him while I'm changing clothes.

I used to dislike my skin, my weight, my breasts, but over time, through self-work, it's slowly relieved. Lucifer, maybe not directly, has had a lot of influence on my acceptance of my femininity or just some imperfections and I like to remember that and say thank you to him, showing him that I love myself, am comfortable with the human body(sometimes), because I think he's proud of me for that.