Nabi

Nabi | 18 | she/her | Caribbean | lesbian | freak

I’ve always been lingering on and off this app for years, trying to be a little more active recently. I’ve had the same username on every social media platform since I was 9 and have zero plans of changing it.

Current obsessions : ASOIAF always, Disco Elysium, Severance season 2!, control (2019), Bayonetta 1 & 2,THE WHITE LOTUS, Twin Peaks, and Succession !

Other socials : Pinterest. Second Pinterest. Serialized. Letterboxd.

Black Mirror – April 10

The Last of Us – April 13

YOU – April 24

Rick and Morty – May 25

South Park – July 9

It won’t be perfect honestly I doubt it’ll even be good especially after the past couple months we’ve been blessed with (Severance, White Lotus, Yellowjackets) but I’ll be damned i will be sat and I will be entertained.

Just started Cyberpunk after watching hours and I mean hours of silent gameplays on youtube I’m absolutely obsessed and have been putting in my hours problem is have no idea what I’m doing Please send help.

Why is Greg such a loyal white lotus customer. Like clearly he knows shit always goes wrong at a white lotus and enjoys that but does he not fear death or some shit.

Don’t reblog my post until about 7 hours later after I’ve woken up and fixed all the spelling mistakes from the night before.

White Lotus spoiler!

Chelsea put out good energy and started to improve some she Disliked. Rick put out bad energy and destroyed someone he loved.

Someone who hasn’t healed yet has the potential to bring you down with them. Toxicity destroys and it kills.

Belinda didn’t even have the money in her account for a full 24 hours yet it completely changed her perspective on everything. And honestly I get it. I have no idea what kind of person I’d become if I suddenly became rich overnight. But it’s just so jarring to see how quickly it shifts someone. Suddenly morals just like aren’t relevant anymore. The little things, the trivial matters, and other people’s emotional well-being aren’t concerns anymore. Fuck other people don’t even matter anymore. YK. Life keeps moving why stay hung up on one thing.It’s a mentality a lot of wealthy people adopt. We’ve all seen Anora by now right? This shit aint new.

Again I get it. Belinda chose comfort and security. I can’t fully shame her for that. But in doing so she sacrificed her morals and integrity. She is no longer the same woman we used to know this event has changed her. It’s no coincidence that she ends up having to leave Pornchai just like how Tanya left her.

also obviously not a coincidence that Greg is the one who ends up delivering her the lifestyle she’s always wanted to her like a bald fairy godmother. So far Greg and Tanya and Belinda have been some of the most important characters throughout this series. All three have showed up outside of their original season Greg being present for every goddamn season. The only link Greg and Belinda have is their relationship with Tanya. And miss Tanya’s storylines were centered around Greg and Belinda. She haunts them both in a way that makes them wanna move on and forget. All they have in common is her and Greg’s money. I’m genuinely curious about what the writers plan to do with these characters in the future.

Belinda leaving pornchai like how Tanya left her like how Greg left Tanya

(Btw I’m using left very loosely here)

And in the end bald ass Greg won. Insanity

Also Greg being in every season so far is wild fucks his deal.

I’m so happy Laurie finally got to just speak. That’s all she ever wanted. All she needed was to speak, to breathe, to vent. Honestly it’s hard to be fake. It’s suffocating. Keeping up appearances day in and day out it’s fucking draining. Literally fills up the back of your throat with a guilt shaped lump. Convincing everyone that you live this perfect fantasy life is fucking draining. and convincing yourself? Even harder.

And with that said I’m really happy that all three of them had a moment to just chill together. All three of them sitting on the couch, talking to each other instead of whispering behind each other’s backs. They got to just girls together. And yeah it doesn’t mean everything will be perfect forever one sitting on a couch won’t completely reinvent their relationship with each other or themselves but who cares.

(Random but Kate’s little forehead kiss and Jaclyn’s arm over Kate is SO SWEET it’s so warm and intimate these ladies really love and trust each other its so sweet im gonna cry 😭)

Like Laurie said she doesn’t need a religion or a god to give her life meaning time gives it meaning. So it doesn’t matter what they do or who they become after the trip. Because what matters is now. Time is real. Time is of the essence.

and in that moment they get to just sit together on that couch and talk about innate shit. happy. all happy to just be present. Grateful to just be sitting at the table. It’s sweet and it’s relatable asf and it’s real. I really really love it.

They’ll love each other no matter what.

(Also spoiler but THEY ALL MADE IT OUT ALIVE😝😝)

OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD OH MY GOD GOD

Far too often in real life do we we see cases where men choose to commit unthinkable acts (like murdering their entire families) rather than face the consequences of their own actions. Instead of taking responsibility, they twist their logic into believing such violence is an act of mercy, when let’s be fucking for real it’s all actually rooted in control, entitlement, and a deep and I mean deep-seated fear of powerlessness.

And in this case we have here a grown ass making the devastating choice to take the lives of his entire family (except for his YOUNGEST SON mind you which is just to horrific to even get into) to “save them”from the truly devastating event of having to live below (their) means. And let’s be real their financial circumstances would have changed but they definitely wouldn’t end up homeless. or entirely without support. The decision Timmy was making wasn’t born from love or protection it was a final very desperate attempt to maintain dominance and avoid shame cloaked in a very shitty false narrative of sacrifice.

Which to be clear. His own mental state is so far gone that he definitely believes this narrative of mercy killing himself. (Haha see what I did there)

Also I don’t give a shit that he chickened out THAT WAS FUCKED UP.

“I’m a pleaser”

Yes! Yes you are clearly!

“The food…. And my room was a tiny square box”

Piper noooooo…..

Timothy, Gaitok, and Rick’s storylines all sharing the similarity of men’s relationships with violence is so beautiful.

This doesn’t even just apply to those three those where just the most obvious ones YK

The fact that Timothy would rather kill himself, his own wife, and his son than face public humiliation and a decline in wealth is so insane but also so accurate. Lord.

Y’all saw him he was ready to do it.