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I was in a different country for a work trip, and I was feeling mad anxiety, walking round the streets of a foreign city with such white presence. I found a soup place and before I entered I had to take deep breaths hoping the interaction wouldn’t be rude or draining. The person working there was super nice and animated, he performed enthusiasm for his work and used grand gestures to show me the soup options. I forgot to buy water when I got my soup and he gave it to me on the house. I also couldn’t finish my soup and he offered to package it for me. I went to the restroom as this happened and I came back to a bag full of bread, more soup, a brownie and container of more soup toppings. He also slipped his number on a note. I was soo surprised I had to send him a message of thanks, as I left the city/country that same evening and prolly won’t ever see him again. His message here touched me deeply tho. Because its beautiful to know our intuitions connect us all. We need more people tapping into it so we may keep recognizing ourselves for our spirit. I felt unseen that day, I was tired af 😭… This interaction was Chineke blessing me and reminding me that I deserve to receive and be gifted sometimes. I’ve just been soo caught up pouring into others, I’m trying to take time to protect my own abundance and enjoy it for myself for once
Today is the opening of my first solo show and is also the first day of spring, I jus wanna give deep thanks fr, like there’s soo much to say about the hills and valleys I been thru getting to this point, but lemme just start in thanks. Today I open my heart to the world and Inshallah, I receive all the love we been pouring out back into our vessel.
So another or maybe even the same evil spirit has entered my asks again to be rating my beauty based on my peach fuzz… To avoid making space for such negativity, I’ll generally address it by saying that you must be absolutely insane if u ever think my life could rotate around the patriarchy and the opinion of supremacists that wanna objectify my body for their gaze. Like ewwwww. How shameless and yet so cowardly for hiding behind an anonymous account, pls show us ur real face na. Say it with your chest so we may double down in even more certainty that ur opinion means nothing to me. U being attracted to me does nothing for my spirits, like it’s already a very long line bby. It’s ur soul I wanna feel and right now you just showing me how docile and how conditioned you are and I feel sad for y’all in these chains, but not me tho - Stay safe!!!
hi i've had a psychotic break or some kind of neuro decline after the severe decline in my already poor health after the past few months unmedicated and struggling to meet my basic needs. my nutrition is pretty poor rn too. can i pls get funds for cooked meals and meds asap
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