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thank god tumblr added that feature that autoshortens long posts bc if i just had that stupid fucking mishapocalypse post rhat just got blazed onto my dash show up full sized on my dash and had to scroll all tbe way down it i woild start the killings

16 year old me: getting really into orcs lately

24 year old me: my existence is a burden on the world & it would be a better place if i didn't exist

29 year old. me: getting really into dwarves lately

everyone make a dwarfsona NOW

i'm not anxious in public until a random man starts talking to me and then i'm immediately filled witj the terror of a prey animal backed into a corner

also ok i honestly find it so fucking funny every time im just going about my day shopping and a guy comes up to me and just launches into telling me something. no hello no context just starts telling me some fucking story about his life or whatever like we're buddies and we're hanging out together. like i genuinely have no idea how ur supposed to respond to that i GUESS the obvious is that u respond like its totallt norml and u Are buddies and go along with it but that's crazy to me like i feel so wildly uncomfortable being put in that situation idk how men do it. it didn't used to happen to me at all which. idk why. maybe bc im not visibly anxious in public any more or bc im older or a mix of the two...

thinking about it tbh i don't know why men whinge about the male loneliness epidemic. well i do know why it's bc they think women are obligated to deal with men's feelings. but if they looked at the reality of it men are actually incredibly friendly to each other & it's really easy to make friends with other men. men love just walking up to me and striking up a conversation like we're friends already w no prompting just bc we're in the store near eaxh other idk?? like i know the "mens loneliness epidemic" is actually a misogyny issue but i think if men are feeling lonely they should consider opening up to other men more bc so many men ive met would be super receptive to it. the bro hive mind as i said

one of the most annoying things about being perceived as a man irl is that evry man u meet wants to call you bro immediately. like im usually pretty good about not thinking about dysphoria when I'm going about my day but men have this hive mind comradeship where every other man is their bro (or mate bc were Australian). literally all the time in the first few sentences men will call u bro. when they're working at a store ur at, when they're ur coworker, when they're a random guy on the street just complimenting your shirt they have to call me bro. WHY!!!!! NO MORE