N in my au needs a hug fr

him and Uzi are besties in this au cause yeah!! :3

Fun fact in my md au where N sacrifices himself back in the manor, when he comes back as a DD he has no armband further showing his lack of identity and how much of him that’s been erased

Just a silly thing I thought I should point out (btw if anyone wants ask about my aus feel free to! /nf)

Save me GoldenBows save me /silly

LETS GOOOOO

TY!!!! im so gonna read it TEHE

more stuff for the silly mini md au I made :3

N in this au, suffers from real bad guilt and low self-esteem, he believed that he won’t ever be forgiven. Sometimes he can’t help but miss his old life, he can’t help but envy J and V, they got to stay the same, live life

Tessa and Uzi are the only people N has as J and V don’t fully trust him, he did what he thought was right and he greatly regrets that decision, but he kept those around him safe, that’s the only thing he’s kind of proud of

He thinking about Tessa btw and totallyyy not drawing her too /vsilly

I love figlily my sillies ever

art for a new mini md au

This au was made for fun and does not interfere with my main one

Also here’s some info about the au

go my rarepair /silly

White Lily has two hands that means she can be with both PV and Fig cookie at the same time

It still confuses me how people can ship Jessa but not Nessa, both are healthy and Tessa has no canon sexuality plus all her drones are her friends, plus i personally do not see Tessa as a mother figure it wouldn't work

Tessa is a character who grew up in an unhealthy house hold, we don't even know if she went to school or not, she grew up lonely, she has no human friends. in episode 5 she states how she doesn't even know how to talk to humans as she's only been exposed to the drones, plus don't forget she was also greatly isolated, her parents would literally chain her up and it probably happened often

there is a chance Tessa could also have trust issues but not around her drones, the people she saved. her friends, the only ones she's got for comfort. this is just my personal headcanon but N was probably Tessa's first friend, her best friend (yes I know you can have more than one best friend but it depends on attachment and how you view that person) like look at her excitement when she saw N again, loads of people get that excited to see their close friend again after having time apart

also this is not me saying she doesn't care for J, its very clear Tessa loves all her drones but I genuinely don't think she sees them as family (yes i know friends can be seen as family) maybe she does but all she wanted was people who loved and cared for her the way her parents never did

i don't mind headcanons at all, they're all cool! but this fandom acts like they’re canon so much, i personally don't like the Mother and Son headcanon for N and Tessa, do you guys not react that way when you see your best friend after ages </3

i love how in this moment N thought this was the real Tessa and way he just let himself ragdoll as she picked him up probably means she did that often to the point hes very used to it. Also a headcanon of mine is that N likes having his face held due to Tessa, and he asks Uzi to hold it sometimes cause it brings him comfort and reminds him of Tessa in a way

anyways silly yapping session over LOL

Just saw someone say N probably got the spinning someone around thing from Tessa It makes sense too 💔 /pos

The fact Tessa’s love language was probably physical touch and N probably learnt that from her in some way cause it’s so clear the N and Uzi’s love language is physical touch

Save me GoldenBows save me

i love it when people notice little details in my art, it makes me so happy

like omg someone who actually looks at my art and can pick up on the details and implications i sneak in

so peak so awesome sauce

I had to draw this for funsies lowkey, seems like something she’d do /vsilly (I do not have designs for Tessa’s parents yet lol)

shes staring into my soul /vsilly

:3

y'know what, with the stuff i've already posted about my md au, you guys can totally ask questions about it

i think that'd be awesome, you can ask about anything, like character dynamics, the characters themselves, how certain characters would interact with each other and etc /nf

I like to believe N has a decent taste in fashion not like mega good but to the point where he can help someone look formal

I also headcanon that he helps Tessa do her hair when she’s just woken up or busy sorting something out

I also headcanon him as Tessa first best friend (all the drones were fixed to be Tessa’s friends, poor girl grew up lonely and had a lack of social interaction with people her age) N defo helped Tessa learn how to dance (like look at him in episode 3 surely my guy knows how to dance but obviously like slow dancing)

Some stuff about my Murder Drones au that i still need a name for

i am also working on prologue comics to introduce this au and its through the perspective of Tessa (just saying i did not forget about V i am still planning out her role in the au and her dynamic with other characters, she is actually very important in the au)