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sfw blog ! i’ll try my best to write all the requests sent to me but i can’t promise anything, unfortunately. i’m still in school :(

i write solely to improve my writing and provide a little entertainment during this pandemic. please read my works with this in mind :)

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most would expect heeseung’s heart fluttering actions to be bold serenades or spontaneous dancing in the kitchen, which did make your heart flutter, but he did that enough with the rest of the world that it wasn’t particularly the most heart fluttering thing to you. rather, it was the soft ‘hm’s that he often reassured you with. not quite a hum but something close to it. you heard them in the middle of the night when you couldn’t sleep and you’d tentatively whisper “heeseung?”. it wouldn’t take long for heeseung to let out a quiet “hm?” to let you know that he was listening, that he was there, although you knew damn well that he was as conscious as a mummy. you heard them on rainy days when you cuddled, or on road trips when you groggily wake up from a nap on his shoulder, or in the middle of your shared kisses when he could tell you had something to say. it was his quiet way of saying “i love you” and a million other things like “what’s wrong?” or “what do you need?” or “what can i do for you, baby?” and that in its own way was a serenade to you.

jay always subconsciously touches you. it doesn’t really matter what you’re doing. when you’re watching a movie, it’s almost guaranteed that his hands are busy playing with your hair. on long drives, his hand is quite literally glued to your thigh. even when he’s on a work call, you’ll find his pinky hooked with yours or feel the pad of his thumb brushing your cheekbone every now and then as if to say “you’re right beside me but since my attention is elsewhere, though not by my intent, i already miss you”. if his arm isn’t around you, or if your hands aren’t intertwined, or if he isn’t tracing your nails and the life lines on your palms, or if his lips aren’t on some surface of your skin, then his shoulder is definitely brushing yours. it’s almost as if he loses an invisible limb when he’s not connected to you somehow. you’ve simply become an extension of himself. and everyone around you notices, except park jongseong himself.

it’s always the little things jake does that gets you. it’s as if he has a sixth sense for when you need to be taken care of; as if he were your own personal y/n love bot. on sunny days by the road, you could be busy rambling about the weather before jake would stop you and you’d find him head bent on his knees in front of you. “your shoe laces were untied, love. now what was that about the sun when you woke up?” he would say, hand on your lower back, ushering you to keep walking forward, completely oblivious to the flutter in your chest. but that really wasn’t just it. all his mugs were transferred to a lower cabinet in his kitchen because he knew that you struggled to reach the top shelf, his bathroom drawers were filled with all the necessities you needed for your time of the month, he always covered the corner of tables whenever you passed by one just to make sure you never bumped your hip against it painfully. he knew how to love you in a way you didn’t even know you needed to be loved, and to say it made your heart flutter was an understatement - a juvenile comparison to how it really made you feel.

everything about sunghoon is positively heart fluttering but nothing quite beats his supportive little commentaries. whether you’re cooking in the kitchen, or wobbling on the ice rink, or studying for an exam, you always know that if you looked up, you’d see sunghoon’s supportive smile before he cheered you on. really, it didn’t matter if you handed him a plate of burnt eggs. he’d still kiss your cheek, thank you for making him food, eat it without complaint, and even when you pout because you know it tastes like ass, he’d chuckle and tell you “even if it’s burnt, i love it because you made it for me.” in a group of people, he’s always the one yelling a “y/n! you’re doing so well! keep going!” and it makes you feel like you can conquer anything in the world, as long as sunghoon is by your side. it’s a small thing, a small habit, one he might not even notice he does because he just naturally loves you like that, but it makes your heart smile all the same.

there is nothing else in the world that makes your heart flutter more than sunoo’s soft, just shy of utterly silent, ‘i love you’s. sunoo’s love is loud; he makes it clear everyday through his actions and smothering affection. but the quietness of this particular affectionate expression reverberates through your entire being. just when you’re on the brink of sleep, you’ll hear him whisper gently, “i love you”, blissfully sending you into dreamland. or sometimes when you’re doing something simply ordinary, you’ll hear it again: “i love you”. when you look up, you’ll see him look at you with an expression as soft and sincere as his words. the best part is that it always takes you by surprise. it can occur during the most mundane of days and the stormiest of experiences. nevertheless, it makes your heart flutter every time.

jungwon is a levelheaded guy, everyone knows this, but when it comes to you, he’s not so. jealousy and possessiveness comes easy to jungwon when you’re in the picture, and it might be wrong to feel this way, but you can’t help but feel your heart flutter whenever you see the familiar furrow between his brows that you now recognize as possessiveness slowly taking its hold on him. he doesn’t like letting it control him, though. you’ll often find him pulling his lower lip between his teeth as he unconvincingly denies it, or roll his tongue against his cheek as he looks away, or smile sarcastically at the scene before him. however, try as he might, it always ends up with him burrowing his head in your chest, arms around your waist, a defeated smile on his lips as he whines at getting caught. but he should know by then that feeling jealous is useless, because your heart flutters for him and him only.

there are many things that ni-ki does that makes you heart flutter but one that he probably doesn’t know about, because the little shit always takes pride in seeing you flustered and makes it a habit to do it often, is how he somehow always manages to give you 100% of his attention. during the conversations you have standing up, you have to make an effort not to waver when he bends his head to be at eye level with you. and it takes an even bigger effort not to stutter when you’re in conversation with someone else and you feel the weight of his gaze even when your focus isn’t on him, as if he finds every word you say valuable regardless of who it’s for. he never fails to include you in his little bubble of consciousness. although sometimes he’s busy working or playing games, he never makes you feel that your presence isn’t felt by him, because it is, it always is.

only the fics about to be released will be listed here!

• in which your best friend finds out you like him

• in which jungwon asks you to dance with him under the pouring rain

• in which you spend your first snow with the love of your life, the ice prince himself

• in which you kiss your best friend in a game of spin the bottle

• in which your best friend doesn’t realize he’s in love with you until you announce your marriage with a man that is most definitely not him — much to his dismay