all of the girls you’ve loved before

Sitting outside of your best friend’s party that he throws every year was not something you thought you would be doing. You were convinced that this time was going to be different, and maybe just because you were seeing Min Ho in a different light, he would see you too. Here you still were, all dolled up but with no guts to walk into the party. You sighed, thinking about how pathetic you might be looking at the moment to anyone walking by. It was annoying in your opinion, just a month ago you couldn’t stand the thought of being with your best friend but now you’re starting to second guess and think more about the times you’ve spent together.

take a chance with me

Hearing the faint laughter as you walked closer to the front door of the Fisher’s summer house gave you a feeling of ease. Knowing that the next couple of months would take your mind off of the things in your normal day to day life. Cousins felt like that special place where the only thing that mattered was whatever happened in that moment. Being in Cousins felt like going to the movies and losing track of time. But most importantly, Cousins had Conrad Fisher.

backburner

Conrad Fisher was not the type of guy who was consistent with his actions. At least with you he was never consistent.

Being the neighbor of the Fisher family and occasionally Conklins at the summer house was always an interesting time, and there was never a dull moment. But it wasn’t until the summer that allowed you to realize Conrad’s inconsistency, it was the seasons before that. From spring to fall is when you were able to somewhat keep in touch the brunette. After being his summer neighbor for 5 years, it was the summer you turned 16 when you both decided summer was not enough time to be around each other.