@wuahae / wuahae.tumblr.com

(xx.) flaws and all.

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you pick up on the first ring when soonyoung calls, much to his relief, as he continues to wander through the apartment. he pulls the bathroom door closed, and looks around again. "... did you go somewhere?"

"no?" your voice is a little muffled, a little hoarse from what he suspects was a nap, but grows clearer after a second. "i'm home."

"no, you're not." soonyoung takes a few steps, turning in a circle once more. you're clearly not in the kitchen, not draped across the couch, and it's too quiet on your end of the call for you to be out on the balcony. "i've checked everywhere for you."

he pauses, eyeing the small closet in the entryway. its crowded with boxes and other things, but... he can't resist making his way over, slowly pulling the door open enough to peek inside. just as he expected, it's still cluttered. the two of you really should go through it all one day...

"i'm in bed? i told you," you pause long enough to yawn, "i was taking a nap after work..."

he furrows his brows, already making his way back to the bedroom. "i told you, i already looked in there--" he opens the bedroom, looking around the dark room before flicking the light on. again, he doesn't see you. "is this a prank? i'm hungry and i thought we were going out--"

you sit up from underneath your mountain of blankets, and soonyoung laughs. the sound echoes on your phone for a moment as he ends the call, already making his way over with a loving "hi, baby," to pepper kisses on your face. you still look like you just woke up, squinting at him as you drop your phone back onto the bed and lean into him.

next time, you'll take a video. just so you can tease him a little over it... and maybe relisten to that laugh a couple times when you're having your hardest days.

#this is making me feel physically ill.#ooouuuu……. rocks back and forth #recs

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title: royally screwed [m]

pairing: joshua x f!reader

wc: 30.8k in total; part 1: 15.4k, part 2: 15.4k summary: between remembering last night’s party and pleasing your unrelenting family, you think being a princess is hard enough. then you’re thrust into an arranged marriage to royal darling joshua hong—straight-laced, infuriatingly obedient, and everything you’re not. pretending to be the perfect couple? impossible. notes: romcom + smut (part 2), modern royalty!au in which yn is the princess of cotria/joshua the prince of acros (both fictional), enemies to lovers, arranged marriage, quarterlife crisis/coming of age, very very slow burn. lots of swearing, lots of alcohol, lots of feelings. [read part 1 here!] (please)

You decide June looks good on Acros. Unlike in Cotria, now sure to be perspiring with tourists, the downtown here is comfortable, inviting, even. At home, you’d be shoulder-to-shoulder with three other people right now.

This is one of the things you like about this country: it seems to be intentionally idyllic. It’s becoming more clear to you that Joshua’s parents weren’t actually in need of anything from you other than a status boost. You suppose they’re learning the hard way what exactly that comes with.

Jeonghan’s car, or rather, the car Jeonghan happens to be in (he couldn’t drive his way out of a paper bag, try as he might), pulls up to the curb. He’s fresh off a stint of good press, meaning months of speeches, ribbon cutting, and run-ins with parliament and journalists and business moguls all vying for a bite of a future king. You’d add yourself to that list, but you know you’re at the back of the line—you practically live there now, but you’re not sure if things could have happened any other way.

haaaiiii im back :3 Ready to get stuffed!

#anyway my blog is kind of dead but i will always come back for a lily treat #anyone who sees this Read this fic or else i'll burrow myself in your walls and start scratching when the clock strikes 12 #ok anyway i love you forever! but you already know that :]#recs

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title: royally screwed [m]

pairing: joshua x f!reader

wc: 30.8k in total; part 1: 15.4k, part 2: 15.4k summary: between remembering last night’s party and pleasing your unrelenting family, you think being a princess is hard enough. then you’re thrust into an arranged marriage to royal darling joshua hong—straight-laced, infuriatingly obedient, and everything you’re not. pretending to be the perfect couple? impossible. notes: romcom + smut (part 2), modern royalty!au in which yn is the princess of cotria/joshua the prince of acros (both fictional), enemies to lovers, arranged marriage, quarterlife crisis/coming of age, very very slow burn. lots of swearing, lots of alcohol, lots of feelings. very special thanks to @meiozis for all their help with worldbuilding and @wuahae for bearing with me through the endless drafts, scene changes, second guessing, horrible word choices, etc. you are the only reason this got done, and i love you to the moon and back <3 [read part 2 here!]

Here, in the dark, there is just you.

The strobe lights press into your skin with all the brilliance of the sun, there's half a Modelo running down your leg, and you think you kissed the stranger behind you last week, but if you close your eyes, it's just you. No rules, no five second curtseys, no talk about the throne or whoever's ass happens to be keeping it warm at the moment.

Here, you're nobody, and it's perfect.

hiii hehe :3 first off i'm SOO sorry it took me this long to get around to it omg i really wanted to go into this with a #Fresh mindset and also school Just started and already is pummeling me into the ground but . it's ~~saturday~~ Monday. and i am Here now and i just cracked open a cold one (ginger ale) and i am Ready to get into it!!!!

#recs #other more miniscule commentary for certain scences were put in the doc when i read them the first time HAHAH so you've seen them already

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dealer’s choice :3

husbandhoshi answered:

you have two problems: one, you told your roommate eric you had capital P plans on new year's eve (plans to stay inside, watch netflix, and eat ice cream, but that was none of his business). two, you are now watching said roommate, through the peephole of your front door, violently jiggle the doorknob to your apartment.

he's left his keys on the kitchen counter, probably in a rush to one of the five hundred nye parties he's been invited to. such are the woes that hot and popular people deal with. so you open the door, begrudgingly, as being exposed for being a loser was not on tonight's bingo card, and let the poor guy inside.

--you ok? aren't you supposed to be, i dunno, drunk or something?

--wasn't really feeling like going out tonight.

you don't ask questions. instead, you pop open a bottle of soju and watch the fireworks go off at midnight. (and talk. you talk and talk and talk until the sun comes up.)

#YYYOOOOUUUUU……….#ohh my god. you…#need him bad…. NEED HIM BAAADDDDDD #do we think i cld pull off roommates to lovers after i move out for reals BE HONESSTTTTTT #recs

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sailorrhansol

Storm Breaker | (l.jh)

❀ Pairing: Jaeger Pilot!Lee Jihoon x Jaeger Pilot! f.reader

❀ Summary: It’s a known fact Lee Jihoon is one of the best pilots the jaeger Program has. The only problem? He can’t keep a co-pilot to save his life. He thinks you’ll just be another Ranger in the rotation, but you are an unpleasant surprise.

❀ Word Count: 23,373

❀ Genre: Pacific Rim AU, Forced Proximity, Annoyed to Lovers

❀ Type: Smut, Angst

❀ Rating: 18+ Minors are strictly prohibited from engaging in and reading this content. It contains explicit content and any minors discovered reading or engaging with this work will be blocked immediately.

❀ Warnings: Jihoon is a bit of an asshole, action/fighting scenes, brief descriptions of blood, mentions of offscreen deaths, brief mentions of sick parents, brief mention of having no family, sexual tension, explicit language, A Lot of Pacific Rim Techincal Terms But They’re Explained, terrible humor, a hint of angst, brief depictions of Jihoon being insecure about his childhood, sexually explicit content including nipple play, biting, a total of one (1) spank, oral (f. receiving), the slightest hint of voyeurism mentioned, unprotected sex (don’t do this), multiple orgasms, a lot of spit and cum, cum eating, vaginal fingering, a lot of biting, Jihoon is emotionally constipated and then lets it all out lmfaoooo

❀ A/N: HERE SHE IS. This story takes place in the Pacific Rim universe but you definitely do not have to watch the movie to enjoy it - I’m pretty sure I explain everything in terms of how it works but if something is confusing, please tell me and I will adjust! I hope you enjoy this Jihoon who has been the apple of my eye for like almost three months now. STAY TUNED FOR MY SECOND FIC IN THIS UNIVERSE SHARING CHAN AND WYLIE'S STORY :)

❀ A/N 2: SPECIAL THANKS TO @daechwitatamic for not only collaborating with me on our little corner of the internet, but beta reading this giant piece and constantly motivating me while writing it. I could not be anywhere without you I love u

❀ Also in this Universe: Cherry Bomb by @daechwitatamic

❀ Disclaimer: Disclaimer: All members of Seventeen are faces and name claims for stories. Any scenarios or representations of the people and places mentioned in works are not representative of real-life scenarios. Moreover, none of my works accurately reflect, represent or take a stance on the nuances of Korean culture, cities, people etc. Seventeen members are not Seventeen culturally, intellectually, physically, or representationally in my stories, and should be considered name and face stand-ins for made up characters.

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#OP?!?!!?!#how did you write a fic exactly catered to my fixations.#reblogging to save for a later read I WILL BE BACK FOR YOU I SWEAR.#recs

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warmau

love languages x the boyz

felt like writing about love again. i believe in it. other love languages: day6

sangyeon

acts of service
at first, it’s wordless. just the happenstance that he remembers that you do your laundry every thursday evening and shows up at your doorstep with extra fabric softener. just the coincidence that he brought over that comfort food you mentioned craving a day or two ago.
but then, it becomes a welcomed understanding. he is going out of his way to pick you up from your late shift, even though he’s got practice in the next two hours. he is carrying that extra heavy delivery the postman left three doors down.
“i’m doing this because i chose to. i’m doing this because i am accommodating and compromising and sacrificing and even hindering myself knowingly for you. without annoyance, without the idea that you owe me anything in return.”
sangyeon is extremely bond orientated - once he’s with you, he’s with you. in many ways, you come before he does.
you try to assure him that you can clean that up later or grab those groceries after work, but why should you? he’ll do it.
“you live in the opposite direction of where i’m going.”
“so?”
“won’t it be annoying to drive back and forth twice?”
“no, because while i’m driving you there - we’ll be together. how could that ever be annoying?”
sangyeon moves you closer to him, puts his hands on yours and then wraps them around his torso so that you can press as close as possible to his chest
you never tell him when you need a hug like this, he just knows to do it

jacob

quality time
simplicity is his favorite thing in the world, and there isn’t anything more simple then showing up
it can be a soft and comfortable silence, you sit against the pillows on his bed and read, the bookmark he brought you back from tour waiting for you to pick a spot to pause. jacob sits at his desk, tuning his guitar and scrolling through samples of songs the company sent over. halfway through the list he notices you humming that one tune in particular and a smile curls at his lips.
it can be a get together with everyone, almost rehearsed in the energy of the room. you and jacob where you both belong, enveloped in your bubble. he pats his knee and you lean against it as you watch the chaos of his members unfold around you. his hand is around your waist, you press a small kiss into his hair every now and then between laughs.
jacob just wants you around
he wants your presence, the shift of the air in the room when you move around, the smell of your body wash on his clothes, the comfort in knowing he can reach out into a direction and touch your warm skin
although he’s a homebody who likes his alone time
he’s come to love you so much that being alone together is the only option he even considers anymore

younghoon

words of affirmation
it doesn’t matter that his job comes with the perk of being showered in constant comments and screams and declarations, both digital and inperson, of love.
younghoon needs to hear you say it everyday.
it can be any form of “i love you”, it can be “i’m proud of you.” or “i care about you.” or “i see how hard you’re working, i see how much you try.”
it has to come from you and you have to be clear about it.
either in a whisper against the shell of his ear right after you two wake up or a bright exclamation when you return home and he rushes to gather you in his arms
younghoon can sometimes fall into the hole of equating his worth to the praise that he hears from others, and you gently try to coax him out of this, but you still understand that it’s who he is - so you’ll remind him as much as he needs that you love him for him
for the version of him on stage, off stage, in public, in private.
but also, that his worth is his own. you know the work he puts in.
your voice calms him down, it centers him, and sometimes he can get a little too head over heels with his emotions so having you talk him through it helps a lot
younghoon falls asleep on the phone with you almost every night that you two aren’t together, “say it again please….” his voice dips an octave as he floats between consciousness and sleep, “we’ll see each other soon, you know i like you, but you know i love you too.”

hyunjae

physical touch
surprise, surprise - but no really, it is physical touch
there is a longing inside of hyunjae that feels a little like grasping, he’s always reaching out to be held. that grasping finally finds a purpose when he meets you.
kissing you is natural, having you run your hands down his back is natural, pressing his face into the crook of your neck is natural.
and when he isn’t close to you, he feels like a part of him is unnatural. kind of like a phantom limb.
there’s a reassurance in his heart that everything will be ok, but it’s only true when you’re holding each other - and hyunjae isn’t the type to shy away from that. no hyunjae tells you this, tells you that the skin to skin contact is that important to him.
you are that important to him.
yes it can be a little clingy, but there’s something so endearing of having to use both your hands to do the dishes and hyunjae offers his help but you wave him off and yet he insists on sticking onto you, happy to watch the repetitions of your hands
there’s something endearing about his body even seeking you out in its sleep, wrapping you up - regardless of how sticky and sweaty you two get - hyunjae kicks the blankets off and pulls you close, eyes still shut

juyeon

acts of service
to be more precise, it’s more like acts of gratitude….acts of an answer. juyeon always wants to repay your choice of loving him with an action, something tangible that isn’t just a physical gift
he’s like a cat in the sense that he could bring you twigs and scraps but instead he chooses to do something more, well, helpful
nothing makes him happier than spending a night out with you, blissful happiness, then making sure to wake up earlier so he can make you your favorite kind of breakfast - or get an early start on your cleaning - or even just fix that loose screw on your bathroom’s mirror
because when you notice the little act, you thank him with a small surprised but beautiful happiness that makes him feel like you can understand just how much he adores you
showing the well of his love can be hard, doing these little things makes it easier
sometimes when you don’t even really notice the little things he’s done (brought your slippers in closer from where you kicked them off in the other room, wiped the table down before you set dinner)
he still feels that swell in his heart
“i’ll do it because i love you.”
“won’t it be hard to do?”
“not if it’s for you.”

changmin

physical touch
changmin’s own pride has everything to do with his body. his dancing makes up a part of his life that he would be lost without, so having you get to experience this body he has put so much work into really couldn’t be more of an authentic way of showing his love
and sure, intimacy and touching and caressing, but more than that it’s the attention and care
you massage his shoulders absentmindedly, trace lines on the lean muscle of his forearm, press yourself comfortably in-between his legs as the warmth wraps you two up closer
changmin takes great pleasure in knowing that you trust how strong he is, how lithe he can be in his movements, how that’s a trait of his that gets you going
even little squeezes of his palm in yours are enough to get you a little bit excited - it electrifies changmin’s heart even more
“do you want to hold my hand?”
“we’re in line at the grocery store.”
“still, it feels nice to hold it right?”

chanhee

receiving gifts
yes, in part the expensive and flashy and finer things in life are just chanhee’s preference but it’s not the act of spending money that’s the love language
it’s the proof that you know him so well. that you pay attention.
because chanhee is hard to actually shop for, he has always assumed he knows himself best and something can cost a lot but not be in his taste at all (this has been a common occurrence over his past relationships)
but you just get it. you get him. you get his tastes and his preferences and sometimes it’s almost like you can read what he needs before he really even knows it himself
so even if it’s something small and cheap or big and fancy - chanhee cherishes each and every one - because when you give it to him it reminds him:
this person really understands me, they listen, they love me.
and chanhee spoils you in return
he will never admit it, but part of him is playing catch up to just how amazing you are at giving him gifts
he hopes he can read you like you can read him, because apparently he’s been an open book ever since you two got together

kevin

quality time + physical touch
his language is here’s this experience i want to do, but we have to do it together or else it isn’t worth it
most of the times - this experience is outdoorsy, sporty, and most of all - fun
kevin’s love of live music events means he’s willing to splurge big on your favorite artists and then hold you close the entire time you’re both there - singing at each other and kissing and grabbing your hands like you’re kids again and this is your first concert ever
it’s also sometimes just a fancy rock climbing gym where kevin gets to hoist you up on his shoulders
or a all day pass at some new resort or theme park where kevin is happy to indulge in all the thrilling rides and yummy treats and matching souvenirs with the agreed upon “never let go of my hand or you might get lost” and water breaks that end with kisses
it’s the constant need to make memories, but kevin loves you so he wants those memories to always have you front and center
naturally extroverted, his love is big and proud and jumping into something new with the person you trust the most just seems to be the best way to prove that

haknyeon

quality time
similar to jacob, he enjoys his time alone and is a bit more of a homebody but the one thing about haknyeon is that he is very precise in the people he allows close to him
and by close, i mean exactly that, who gets his time is very important and he doesn’t just give it out without meaning
so the fact that he can justify spending all 24 hours, all seven days a week with you is a testament to just how much he loves you
haknyeon is quick to shut down situations he doesn’t want to be in. he doesn’t compromise just to make others in the room feel like he isn’t being rude.
he has lots of hobbies and he has passions that he’d rather devote himself to
but you - you are the exception. you are allowed everywhere, all the time, all at once.
and haknyeon wants to share what he does with you. he picks you over his solitude without question. it nearly shocks the rest of tbz just how much haknyeon goes out of his way to include you in his time.
“every minute is precious to me, my life is so busy i feel like i barely get to live it sometimes - but if doing nothing meant i could do it with you forever, i would.”

sunwoo

words of affirmation
idol or not, sunwoo has a bad habit of finding the negatives - so sometimes all he really craves is someone who can tell him the truth without fail. that truth is a fact he sometimes forgets: sunwoo, you are always worth it and you are always loved.
eric calls him gloomy when he gets like this, but one phone call from you or even a text can change sunwoo’s whole day around
his heart grows three sizes when you pat his cheek and tell him he’s the cutest boy you’ve ever seen
in a funny way, sunwoo gets embarrassed when you’re too straightforward about it
he gets all hot at the neck and tries to stutter out a “d-don’t say that.” when you get really impassioned, proclaiming that he’s the one you want to be with forever and there isn’t anyone else on this planet that could the one for you but him
but it makes his head spin with that feeling - that feeling of love, a love that is almost on par with godly infatuation because how is it real that you, you - YOU!!! feel that way about him!!! the way he feels about you!!!
sunwoo is still pretty young, but he can’t help it - declaration like that make him believe that that love he watched on tv or read about in comics, it’s real.
it’s you.

eric

acts of service + physical touch
so for eric, the above two are the same thing
smothering you with love, with his hands in your hair and his lips on yours and the entire world melting away into nothingness - that’s touching, yes, but that’s also a service
making you feel appreciated and loved makes eric feel appreciated and loved
the best way to do that is to be physical, everything must be tangible to eric for him to really feel it at full force
of course, he can be a little overwhelming sometimes, but it comes with being with him
the answer to any of your lifes problems (in eric’s opinion) is having him show up at your front door with whatever you need, but more importantly with himself and his pretty face and strong hands and dedicated on track state of mind
you sometimes assume this honeymoon need will fade as you are together longer, but it never does
eric’s energy is poured into actions and transferred from his palms onto your skin
eric describes it to people like this:
“my love for them is crazy, if they turned into the sun i would burn myself everyday just to try and catch them.”

#rips my shirt off #GRAAAAHHHH #recs

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𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐑𝐒 — part one (i – vii)

nonidol!ji changmin x f!reader

your sister's dead, but apparently that's not the most shocking news. maybe she wasn't killed on accident, maybe ji changmin isn't really human, and maybe the monsters were never under the bed but all around you...

▷ genre, warnings. strangers 2 reluctant allies/friends 2 lovers, slow burn, demon/supernatural creatures au, angst, action, murder mystery-ish au, forced proximity trope, suspense, gore, depictions of violence and blood, themes of death and grief, use/description of weaponry, swearing, a slightly unreliable narrator bc she has no idea what's happening, reader's sister is dead, mentions of stalking, humor bc coping mechanisms, reader has hair long enough to braid sorry, blood drinking, the barest of proofreading and editing done...

▷ part word count. 22.3k words / 47.4k - read part two here

▷ associated songs. teeth (5sos), wet nightmare (bibi)

a/n: i tried to make it scary I SWEAR but changmin brings the clown out of me 🤥 anyways i ripped a chunk of my heart out and im serving it to you bloodied on a gold platter, i hope u love her :') read the warnings ofc and lmk your thoughts <3 also i completely gave up on wrestling w blr so im dropping it in two parts, but both of them at once 🤣 pray for me.

#1—NEXT OF KIN.

THEY TOLD YOU YOUR SISTER'S DEATH WAS AN ACCIDENT, they being the authorities who had shown up at the front door of your apartment with their caps in hand, solemn faces pressed into lines that you could not read between. The world had fallen out from beneath your feet like someone had just yanked the carpet out, and you hadn't yet stopped falling.

hello... i'm here as promised :3 anyway i told you i've been meaning to read this fic for Ages and i am Finally here at my keyboard ready to yap ☝️☝️ i put on the bibi lowlife princess: noir album to play in the background and i am READY! ok without further ado lets get into it hehe

#recs #beam ♡

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CAN'T HELP MYSELF; CHAPTER III: WHO WAITS FOR LOVE?

―PAIRING: wonwoo x fem!reader, mingyu x fem!reader ―GENRE: love triangle au, fluff, mild angst, romantic comedy, suggestive, smut ―CHAPTER WORD COUNT: 11.2k ―CHAPTER WARNINGS: angst, mild language, alcohol consumption, masturbation (explicit female, implied/mentions of male), 18+ only ―STATUS: ongoing

―AUTHOR’S NOTE: i cant link them here, but please find the series masterlist and other chapters on my blog. i would love to know your thoughts on the story so far, this is really only fun with interaction and it helps keep me motivation to finish !

iii: who waits for love?

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“You didn’t mention one of my roommates was basically a fucking model,” you complain, sinking into the absurdly massive grey sectional next to Jeonghan as he sits scrolling on his phone, attention removed from the drama providing background noise on the shared TV.

“Who? Mingyu?” He tosses his head back with a bark of a laugh at the suggestion, “he’s a model idiot.”

#PART THREE?!-?!?!?#MADS I HAVENT EVEN READ PART 2 HOLD ON #RBING THIS FOR AFTER I FINISH MY DAMN PAPER 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#recs #UHHHH EDIT I JUST CAUGHT A GLIMPSE OF THE END WHEN I WENT TO GO REBLOG IT #i gasped so loud u would have mistaken me for a victorian women with bare ankles and shoulders.

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flesh and bone | 3

GIF by svtcheers

jeonghan x reader 3.7k words zombie au major character death, swearing, gore

part one . part two . part three

A familiar voice calls your name almost the moment you step into the loud, filled-to-the-brim house. As soon as you step inside, you’re hit with a rush of smells that almost makes you take a step back; the scent of a delicious egg and bacon breakfast tickling your nostrils, the harsh edge of whisky seeming almost like a distorted, disconnected afterthought. You think you pick up the scent of a perfume, as well; lavender and vanilla fighting for dominance as the fragrance hits your face.

When you turn your head to follow the voice, you’re not surprised to see your best friend, Kwon Soonyoung, standing a few feet away further into the hallway. Somehow he looks blurry; uneven at the edges and features bleeding out on his face. He looks shorter, younger somehow, his hair cut in a familiar, dark brown bowl cut. He looks at you for a moment, head tilted up to meet your face and his lips curled in a secret sort of smile. You glance around.

The hallway is empty. Your head feels hazy.

#MY FAV ENTRY OF THE SERIES!!!!!!#aj u know i am the biggest fan of this fic but like #you have no idea how much this fic changed me as a reader As a writer…as a person #like i rmb reading it for the first time in 2020 at like 2am even tho i wasnt the biggest fan of [redacted] bc like.#i just Had to read more of ur fic i had to read everything u wrote!!!!#the death scene genuinely still stays with me to this day #like u have such a way with words its sooooo. oh my god #you have to tell me when ur book gets published pleaaaaseee 😭😭😭😭#theres such a weight to it . i AM yn i have the gun in my heads the scent of blood and gunpowder in my nose……#uuwaaaghhhhh everyone needs to read this fic and ur writing for realsies………..#recs

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hi mads!! thank you for tagging me in the req post hehe could i request hoshi + moody + 13 with either high fantasy or sci-fi! your pick :3

:))))) im sorry

dove colored sky | knight!soonyoung x reader | angst, high fantasy au | 700~ words

not proofread

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The armour feels strange against his body. An unfamiliar cage around his torso–restricting movement. A facade of protection wrought in iron and steel. He shifts, adjusts, bends, and stretches—trying any way possible to make it fit right. To make it feel right.

It never does. And he’s run out of time.

#Well. everyone and their mom knows i am an angst Fiend #knight soonyoung makes my tummy hurt like Baby….put that sword down….come into my cottage ill feed u soup instead #the fact that u went this hard on a REQ GAME DRABBLE is crazy omg the first few sentences before the readmore are so. IT NEVER DOES AND #HE’S RUNNING OUT OF TIME?! crazy.#a mans life is not his own….SOONYOUNG BABY LET ME FEED U SOUP PLEAAAASEEE😭😭😭😭😭#duty-bound soldiers get me every time ohhh my god. DUTY VS LOVE. DUTY VS SELF.#the way its a FAMILY TRAIT TOO….oh my god #the paragraph abt the dove looking from above….. THE CALLBACK TO IT AT THE END?!?!#whatever. Whatever.#oouugghhhh THERES SO MUCH LOVE BETWEEN THEM #the sentence abt how u hold ur own sword. wrought of courage in the face of loneliness is a CRAZY fucking line….#😭 soonyoung…….#its giving. eren at the end of aot #idc im feeding bird!soonyoung all the seeds and berries he wants IDC…..he came home!!!!!!#recs

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from what i once was | nakamoto yuta

pairing: ex-gang member!yuta x reader genre: angst warnings: death mention word count: 1.7k song: from what i once was - neverending white lights

from my disconnected series goodbye friends of the heavenly bodies

The bright lights of the city shine in through Yuta’s small window—disturbing the dark and dancing patterns across his torso as he lays awake in bed. Sleep has eluded him for weeks now and it’s beginning to show on his face. The small snatches of rest marred by his insistent nightmares haven’t been enough to erase the dark circles at home under his eyelids.

With a guttural sigh he throws his arm over his eyes in an attempt to block the invasive neon light. He inhales deeply, counting slowly to ten and holding the breath as long as possible before releasing it. A technique he learned in his only session with his hack therapist, and one he only uses when most desperate for respite from his hounding thoughts. He repeats the pattern breathing for a minute before giving up entirely and pushing himself out of bed with a groan.

If he can’t block out the light, he might as well join it in the streets.

#i KNEW ITTTTTTTT #BROTHER. I KNEW IT....... i was shaking my head the whole time waiting for the other shoe to drop ....#ok where do i begin.... As always your scene setting is immaculate like its sooo cinematic i saw everything so clearly in my Mind's Eye .#the ambiance is so good are you kidding meeeee like. its so dark and grungy and there's so much FORESHADOWING its crazy. my brain is so #tickled rn .#also its so hard to believe this is only 1.7k omg i feel like you fit in so much into that word count? and you did it so naturally too #it did not feel info dumpy at ALL which is so crazy...the flashback sections make my tummy hurt he was so in love...#the way he wants to die but Doesn't because it would be breaking his promise to you .#the burden the living carry... you're the one with the gravestone and he's the one still alive but not Really ....#YOURE THE ONE DEAD BUT HE'S THE ONE WHOS JUST A GHOST . He's the one tied to the land of the living..... Because of you........ Thats crazy #'he never goes back on his word' DATTEBAYO!!!!!!!#uurrghhhh the regrets of the living..... things that should have been. yuta is so sad wet cat in this i need him so bad #i love men who mourn..........#now you got me wanting the prequel too HAHAH #recs

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Bluff and Nonsense

genres: romance, angst, some fluff, university au, not a fake dating au pairing: gender neutral reader x hoshi words: 17.0k (01:08) warnings: cursing, alcohol notes: orig, 2020, “so the title is fluffy and this was a title fic, but then it ran away on me. I really like this one so… yeah. Enjoy!” update, 2023: this is the gender neutral version of Bluff and Nonsense. you can find the she/her version here, and the he/him version here

“Soonyoung? Yeah I know him, you should too. He’s on the uni’s dance crew, and ever since he joined them, their popularity’s skyrocketed. I’ve met him a few times, great guy — got a tendency to run his mouth but hey, no one’s perfect. He’s smart anyways, probably knows how to deal with the consequences, right?”

or

Soonyoung never thought one bluff could lead to so much nonsense.

#im not that active on here recently but i just needed to reblog this fic….#also hi ursa !! glad to be moots w u hehe :3 #anyway i first read this on ao3 like 2 years ago i think but i think my life was changed forever /SRS…….. it came to me right when my #soonyoungisms were at full force and it is one of the few fics that changed my life forever /GEN!!!!#its sooooo…..such a real story……..#which is so funny bc i usually hate miscommunication tropes cause theyre done POORLY but u did this so well…#i will always come back to this fic i think…one of the pinnacle svt fics in my mind #one of THE pinnacle hoshi fics too . </3 owie!#man. i love ur soonyoung. i love ur yn. I LOVE UR JIHOON!!!!#recs

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TO GROW LOVE (AND EAT IT TO THE CORE)

pairing: mingyu x gn!reader wc: 8.1k summary: your whole life, you've only wanted one thing. then you meet mingyu. suddenly you want too much, and you wish the summer never ended. notes: farmer!au, established relationship, angst/hurt/a little comfort

this is a birthday fic for my one and only cat @wuahae ! yes this is about half a year late but what can i say. all good things come with time. thank you for being so kind, funny, and thoughtful (and patient)! not a day goes by where i’m not thankful for our friendship :)

and a million thanks to hana @wqnwoos and jackie @97-liners for helping me with edits. literally you guys are insane writers and i will never stop looking up to you.

i. strawberries (the summer we were young)

When a strawberry is ripe, the seeds push out from the heart of the fruit, as if it's bursting from the inside out.

This is one of the few and only things you've learned by living in Seogwipo, where strawberry season comes like a supernova. The May sun, full and heavy, peels into summer, and the roadside farms open their doors, trying to catch stray vacationers from Jeju City on the other side of the island.

currently eating an orange and just woke up from a toe-curling nap ready to review the Best Fic Ever... im strapped in and ready to go!!!!

#sorry i feel like i should have written So much more considering how long i got you to wait for this MSFJLSKDFLDFKS #a lot of this review is just me making weird noises and repeating your words back at you but IT MADE ME RAW..........#lily ♡#recs

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someday

wc 582 ‧ genre mild angst, it’s like a smidge i swear ‧ pairing hyunjae x reader ‧ cece’s note this is most definitely therapy. hyunjae’s debut into my masterlist ft. an idea that hasn’t left my brain since cat ( @wuahae ) mentioned it briefly. enjoy lol

“run away with me.”

you can’t even spare him the surprised look you want, his grip on your arms tightening the more night breaks into something softer. it’s a gradual process, darkness splitting itself open for the light to pour in, but you can’t relate.

your heart bleeds each night you cut open it to let him in. he knows it, you know it, but despite the pain, your light comes in the form of subtle glances. a fleeting kiss. a touch starved of its own truth.

you know i can’t, you want to say. i have duties, you want to say. your family is at stake, you want to say, but instead— “and leave poor chanhee to suffer the wrath of the crown? i wouldn’t wish an hour in my father’s presence even on my worst enemy.”

#remembering this fic exists and consequently Kay Em Essing #recs

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even death (could not keep us apart)

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minghao x reader 10k words supernatural au swearing and mentions of death

Fire. Salt. Pain. A loud bang that seems to shatter your eardrums and reverberate through your whole body. Then nothing. For the longest time there’s absolutely nothing; just a mind-bending, insanity-inducing blank darkness. But then -

the distinct smell of sulfur, the taste of dirt and sand between your teeth and on your tongue. Voices, low and foreign and nothing but background noise for the ringing in your ears. A face, blurred lines making up eyes and a nose and a mouth you’re so sure you knew once but cannot even place anymore.

An emotion, the first one you’re able to feel, to understand, familiar and eerily recognizable; fear.

A voice, louder than the rest, tones and syllables slurred and shaky, almost unintelligible:

“You’re alive. Holy fucking shit, you’re alive.”

#THIS ONE TOOOOOO😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#AJ………..#you know i love this one too…..#singlehandedly bringing me back to this blog and caratdom for real #recs

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flesh and bone | 1

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jeonghan x reader 6k words zombie au major character death, swearing, gore

A familiar voice calls your name almost the moment you step into the loud, filled-to-the-brim house, and when you raise your gaze to squint in the direction of the voice, you’re not at all surprised to find Soonyoung waving you over. You haven’t seen him, or anyone else, for that matter, since you left town in the pursuit of some kind of unknown adventure, but you swear he looks exactly the same. A new shade of brilliant red tinting his hair, perhaps, but the familiar way his grin stretches too wide, his hand waves too enthusiastically makes you smile despite yourself.

You’re about to trek over, to squeeze between dancing couples and whispering friends, when another familiar sight makes you pause. There, right beside Soonyoung, and with his eyes leveled right at you, stands Yoon Jeonghan.

#AJ #AJ😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#DUDE IM SO GLAD UR BAACCCKKKK omfg.#i need to dig my teeth into thsi fic again after not reading it for so long Holy shit but i will always thank you for giving me this doc #to read while it was gone from tumblr like Genuinely. I can never thank you enough 😭#I WILL REBLOG THIS AGAIN WITH ALL MY THOUGHTS SOON I PROMIIISEEEEE literally Yell at me if i dont omfg #recs

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[17:58] | tbz kim sunwoo

» PAIRING: tbz kim sunwoo x gn!reader (proofread a couple of times but pls tell me if i missed something!) » TROPE/AU: friends to ??, friends to strangers, friends to 'just classmates', miscommunication (?) trope, i'm sorry i have no idea how to explain this tbh..., high school au!, non-idol au! » GENRE: angsty hurt but fluffy comfort, 'friendship' breakup (with the intention of coming back together when time is right!), they both say "i love you" to each other and it's meant to be platonic but it can be interpreted romantically, if you do interpret it romantically then mutual pining that is somewhat figured out in the end???, sunwoo is also very comforting, loving, patient and understanding to reader's own worries and trusts reader in their personal journey as they figures out their own hardships in life » WORD COUNT: 3576 » ESTIMATED READING TIME: 13 mins » WARNINGS (lmk if i missed anything!): hardships with past relationships with others, anxiety and fear regarding making bonds with other people, running away as a mechanism to escape reality

navi/masterlist!! 🤍 part of 'especially to you...'

#IZZYYYYYY 😭😭🥺🥺🥺#i love you so much #we will always love you!!! u are so special to dbn.....#and i am always here to talk about whatever whenever with you :')#izzy ♡#recs

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