thinking about the politics of romanization again states this to the crowd of no one cares but it's really so insane i could sit and think about it forever and ever.

yaoshi you yitian turan kaishi yong yiyu lai post de hua what then.

imparerò

i feel like i ought to have been exposed to more italian by this point in my life than i have but i really havent . like i know its not quite as closely related to esp as portuguese but its also not like its thatt different and yet my increased pt exposure makes it seem infinitely less intimidating. i cannot explain it .

two wolves within me the one that narratively desperately wants to see priest and verge interact and has been waiting for this forever and knows that their interactions in this arc are finally bringing together allllll of these narrative parallels between priest & imuri and verge & dante that have been building since chapter 1 and the other one which is blaring out warning signals that we are veering far too close for comfort to verge outright being like love is more important than anything which will have me crying and throwing up not in a good way. i'll excuse a detour but can we go back to killing god

im not advocating for more homophobia but i do have to say priests total nonreaction to dante gay reveal was so funny like i don't think that would happen but ok. ❤️

reading the new mtefil b4 leaving the house to go to my inferno class. entering unprecedented levels of yaoi comprehension

the way that i have lost almost all momentum for amv creation and yet i yearn for it .

the craziest thing about watching oz is it completely changes the way you read anything about american tv history which always loves to say that premium cable tv started with the sopranos innovating and inventing new ways to do xyz changing everything about how tv was made forever and etc etc etc and youre just stuck there scratching your head

u know i laughed the first time i heard pop girl chic but now its stuck in my head anyways. ok lexie

the idea of living with people whose company you enjoy is like a vague abstract concept to me that seems like something that statistically should exist and i have heard tales of it but is so incompatible with my experience with cohabitation that i cannot imagine it.

you know i think ace discourse was a horrendous chapter of online behavior (bravely using past tense.) but i have to say it is really fascinating to me that i still live somewhat with the fallout of it in my day to day life here in 2025 where i have for years now been living with someone who genuinely believes in the talking point that it is a sign of ace erasure and oppression that being gay was in the dsm and asexuality was not and mostly i do not think about this because mostly i do not talk to the people that i live with at all but sometimes i remember and i simply nod to myself and/or laugh. and then go back to not thinking about it

i know in my heart that it genuinely could very well make me a happier person to find a way to just move to taiwan and never come back and yet. i know i will not do this. the cowardice etc.