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Manifesting is so weird like I just could not stop thinking about this one guy in my class and then a few minutes later he just started talking to me and he and his friends had a project they needed my help with?? And we talked all period when we haven't talked in months?? I didn't even mean to manifest anything 😭
After Cupid's disbandment in 2023, Ailee pursued her idol career, as a soloist this time. After 4 successful EPs, she went on her first solo world tour titled the Alter Ego Tour.
In each act of the concert, she shows one alter ego, with a unique personality and style. Through her different "alter egos", she showcases the diversity of the concepts she did, during her CUPID era, and now her solo career.
There's also a part of the concert dedicated to covering CUPID songs, sometimes with one of her members on stage with her as a special guest.
love shot
this first act signs the start of the concert, with the song I'll like you. its theme is the same as her first solo album and the alter ego of this era is an in-love and sweet girl
whimsical forest
the next act is for whimsical forest, an ethereal and dreamy album. it was the second and last ep of 2024 and is alice in wonderland themed. ailee, real name alice, completely embraces the character of the same name. she starts this act with the song pimple.
last day of summer
after a short break, the first notes of that's so true are heard. coming on the summer themed stage, she starts the third part of her concert. yena, with whom she made the songs hate rodrigo and smiley, sometimes joins her on stage to perform those two songs.
midnight story
a weird video is casted on the big screens, with a horror-like concept. it's the sign that the concert is going to end soon, with only the midnight story era and the cupid songs covers left. the first song of this era is little monster, and she represents various horror movies characters in each song.
CUPID
at the end of every concert, a few songs of CUPID, ailee's former group, are covered. most of the time it's iconic songs of the group, like alley rose or cupid. if the fans are lucky enough, another member of CUPID might come on stage to sing along with ailee. manon was there for the bern show in swiss, blossom for the japan leg of the tour, …
Omg you ate with this I'd be your biggest fan in that reality I'd HAVE to get tickets
I've been wanting to script about funding shelters for stray animals in my dr, and I finally sat my ass down, connected cell brains (and channeled in the process).
So apparentely I'm working on a future foundation for animal care, funding & visiting a whole list of sanctuaries, and now I basically have a bond with a wise old orangutan in Indonesia (Huni), and a goat in Australia I named Messi. Also, the Irwin family adopted me.
It was supposed to be a kpop dr, I don't know what I did, lmao
I love this I've been wanting to do something similar in my dr since I love animals but I don't know how to fit it in
Stop Procrastinating Shifting Nah, you're not "waiting for the right time", you're just avoiding your own power and I love you, but get the fuck up and do something. We are all out here saying we want to shift. We believe in it (more or less for some people). We yearn and dream about or DR, about that hot looking, successful and potentially emotionally stable version of ourselves. But lets take a look at what we are actually doing a lot of times. Scrolling through shifting posts.... again. Because we haven't done that the last few days, huh? Re-reading the same LoA post hoping it hits a bit different this time (it doesn't). Shuffling unnecessary shit around in our scripts, because changing where the "About Me" section is will unlock the cheat code to the multiverse somehow. Telling ourselves "I'll do it tonight if the vibes feel right". And then we fall asleep before we get the second affirmation out because we pushed back sleeping and trying for 4 hours at this point. Busted, huh? When we are constantly doing that, we are neither manifesting nor shifting, we are just mentally pacing in circles like a neurotic racoon. This isn't preparing... it's procrastinating. I say this with all the love I can come up with after only 4 hours of sleep: There is no perfect attempt. You just need to fucking start doing something. The chances you will shift by only tweaking your script over and over and over again, waiting for something to happen, are rather low. The chances you will wake up one day and say "Yes! I have been enlightened and now I am ready!" in regards to shifting are also low. Because you are already ready! You have been from the moment you got the definition of shifting thrown your way. I think most of us are just scared to fuck it up and "fail". Of course it's sometimes scary to want something so bad it makes us cry and all we can do is manifest and hope for the best. But delaying that shit won't make that scary feeling go away. It just gives doubts more time to invade your thoughts. Can we all agree to drop the thought of needing a 27 step pre shifting routine, stop pretending that we need to be "in the right headspace" while trying to shift and to stop expecting motivation to just suddenly appear like a convenient divine ass-kicking as if it is needed? Yeah? Great. We'll just start anyway. Picking some random fucking method, doesn't matter which one. Saying our affirmations even if we feel like a delusional nutjob. Just.. trying. Doing something, anything really. Even if we suck at focusing or visualizing. Just do it anyway. Showing up and doing something even if it is not perfect is pulling your brain away from being scared of fucking it up. Build that momentum. We shift through starting and doing, not through running away from shifting ^-^
You deserve to feel safe in someone’s presence, not like you’re walking on eggshells trying not to be “too much.”
Forgetting that my dr family is actually just a regular healthy family? Like they love me and there's no toxicity or manipulation involved, just genuine comfort? A home?
I don't know if I can be a person who can be loved by family. It feels so... wrong. Like I want to have a happy family, but I feel like I just can't let go of what I've gone through. I need to script in the trauma just slightly cause it kinda made me who I am, right?
Why can't I just let myself be happy? Would I even be happy if I don't properly heal? I just... I can't bring myself to be in a perfect family