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Lost In The Depths Of The Untold

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Yami ᡣ𐭩ྀིྀི | Psychology & Mental Health Enthusiast 𖡎 | Passionate Writer ✎ᝰ. | Quiet Visionary ᯓᡣ𐭩 |
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Allah sees everything, even when the world turns a blind eye.

Every injustice, every cruelty, every act of harm done in the dark—none of it is hidden from Him.

“And never think that Allah is unaware of what the wrongdoers do. He only delays them until a Day when eyes will stare in horror.” (Qur’an 14:42)

Those who hurt me want me to break. They want me to fail. They want to take away my voice. But when their cruelty weighs on me, I remember these words. I remind myself that patience is hard, but Allah’s justice is near.

And to those who hurt others with no remorse, who take enjoyment in their harm, who deceive without shame or hesitation— your reckoning is near.

“And say: ‘The truth has come, and falsehood has vanished. Indeed, falsehood is bound to perish.’” (Qur’an 17:81)

Evil will never go unpunished. No matter how long it takes, no matter how much they think they have escaped—justice will come.

“They plan, and Allah plans. And Allah is the best of planners.” (Qur’an 8:30)

The downfall of those who oppress and deceive is not a matter of if—it is only a matter of when.

And that is what brings me comfort.

Of all the time I’ve spent online, I’ve always wondered—how do people even keep up with an entirely fake persona online? Like, the energy it must take to maintain a whole different personality, lie about who you are, and constantly shift narratives just to control how people perceive you… it sounds exhausting.

At some point, wouldn’t it get tiring to keep track of all the contradictions? To remember which version of yourself you presented to which person? It’s wild to me that some people would rather put all that effort into deception instead of just… being real.

And it’s not just about maintaining a fake persona—they also get others to help uphold it. Whether it’s through silent backing, deflecting accountability, or defending things they know aren’t right, the performance becomes a group effort. That part is even more fascinating, and honestly, a little unsettling.

I guess some people find comfort in the performance, but I’d personally find it draining. Just an interesting thought.

The mental gymnastics some people do online is actually wild.

Running a normal profile—just posting, interacting, and existing—is already exhausting enough. Now imagine crafting an entire fake persona, keeping up with lies, and making sure you never slip up. And sometimes even correlating with others for this farce too? That’s not just commitment—that’s a full-time job.

Honestly, where do you get the time and energy for that much extra effort?

How do people even keep track of what version of themselves they’re supposed to be at any given time? Do they have a spreadsheet? A script? Because at this point, it’s honestly baffling.

I am genuinely curious how this all works.

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﴿وَأَنذِرۡهُمۡ یَوۡمَ ٱلۡحَسۡرَةِ إِذۡ قُضِیَ ٱلۡأَمۡرُ وَهُمۡ فِی غَفۡلَةࣲ وَهُمۡ لَا یُؤۡمِنُونَ﴾ [مريم ٣٩]

And warn them, [O Muhammad], of the Day of Regret, when the matter will be concluded; and [yet], they are in [a state of] heedlessness, and they do not believe.
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When you want something, turn to Allah. When you don't want something, turn to Allah. The point is everything you want and don't want can only be given and taken by Allah. Your hardships, your blessings, your pain and your happiness, can only be granted and removed by the will of Allah. So when you need the confusion to disappear, and when you need to understand the what's and the why's, turn to Allah. Turn to Allah and He will soothe your heart and comfort your soul, in ways that no one else can even try. ✨

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I tried to have restraint, but then I remembered you came into my inbox and harassed me multiple times. So now, I don’t care.

I don’t need your likes. You had plenty of chances to engage honestly, and instead, you chose bad faith arguments, goalpost shifting, and enabling harassment. Keep it.

Stay exposed.

You claim this wasn’t deep, but this is what I got in my inbox after engaging with you. Don’t act clueless now.

That's not me???

Edit: I'm not trying to be rude but it seems kind of dishonest to link the post you reblogged as if the root of the messages isn't the post you made after the fact that was completely unrelated to me. The harassment isn't cool but it also started after you made a post not after you reblogged mine so I don't see why you would imidiatly assume I'm the one doing it.

Do you want to know what’s actually dishonest?

Pretending to be neutral while shifting your stance – You went from “I’m not hating on Jellal” to undermining his entire role in the story. You backpedaled when challenged but continued pushing the same anti-Jellal and anti-Jerza rhetoric, insisting Erza should be the sole authority on his redemption while diminishing his character arc —all while benefiting from the Jerza fandom’s support, despite disrespecting the very foundation that gives you a standing.

Gaslighting and bad-faith engagement – You repeatedly misrepresented my points, twisted my words, and then acted like I was the unreasonable one.

Enabling harassment while playing innocent – You conveniently got defensive only after I exposed the anons, acting clueless despite clear evidence.

Parroting other people’s disagreements with me under another identity – Taking criticisms from others, slightly altering them, and then regurgitating them under an anonymous guise to create the illusion of widespread disapproval. That’s not discourse—it’s calculated deception.

Weaponizing fandom bias – You knew the Jerza fandom tends to favor Erza’s perspective, so you framed your argument in a way that painted me as unreasonable to rally silent support.

Projecting your behavior onto me – Claiming I was dishonest when you were the one moving the goalpost, avoiding direct confrontation, and possibly sending (or at the very least, encouraging) hate anons.

Trying to distance yourself from the harassment – Instead of condemning the anons, you made this about how I was wrong to assume it was you—without acknowledging that you directly benefited from it.

Liking my posts immediately after being exposed – A weak attempt at damage control, hoping to look “civil” while ignoring the fact that you actively contributed to the situation escalating.

Scrubbing your profile to hide bias – You loudly advertised yourself as “Erza’s #1 fan” and a “professional yapper,” yet after this argument you claim wasn’t that ‘deep’, you quietly erased that to appear more impartial. If you were confident in your stance, why did you feel the need to hide it?’

Claiming the harassment only started after my post – How would you know that for sure? If you weren’t involved, you wouldn’t be able to make such a definitive claim. The only way you’d know the exact timeline is if you were responsible for it or knew who was.

You can pretend to be clueless now, but the pattern is clear, and no one’s buying it.

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I tried to have restraint, but then I remembered you came into my inbox and harassed me multiple times. So now, I don’t care.

I don’t need your likes. You had plenty of chances to engage honestly, and instead, you chose bad faith arguments, goalpost shifting, and enabling harassment. Keep it.

Stay exposed.

You claim this wasn’t deep, but this is what I got in my inbox after engaging with you here.

Funny how you had so much to say before, but now you’re just acting clueless.

You can pretend all you want, but the receipts speak for themselves.

I tried to have restraint, but then I remembered you came into my inbox and harassed me multiple times. So now, I don’t care.

I don’t need your likes. You had plenty of chances to engage honestly, and instead, you chose bad faith arguments, goalpost shifting, and enabling harassment. Keep it.

Stay exposed.

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Oh no! You didn't say Jellal has NO characterization... you just said he BARELY has it. Wow! What a big difference! Sincere apologies for my transgressions!

Anyway, you started throwing around insults FIRST when called out on the absurdity of your account and have no right to whine when people match your energy.

You sure as hell didn't separate fandom from your personal life when your baby sister bullied you into blocking a mutual lmao, but only after you already poisoned her with your negativity. Now we are both left without a friend. Congrats fucking parasite

If you’re so brave, say all this without hiding behind anon—since you clearly think you know so much about me. Then we’ll see who’s really matching whose energy. But we both know you won’t, because even you aren’t dumb enough to put your name on this pathetic meltdown.

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Actually you know what, don’t worry, I went ahead and did the first step for you. Anon’s off. Now, if you’ve really got something to say, do it with your name attached. But we both know you won’t.

Anonymous asked:

Oh no! You didn't say Jellal has NO characterization... you just said he BARELY has it. Wow! What a big difference! Sincere apologies for my transgressions!

Anyway, you started throwing around insults FIRST when called out on the absurdity of your account and have no right to whine when people match your energy.

You sure as hell didn't separate fandom from your personal life when your baby sister bullied you into blocking a mutual lmao, but only after you already poisoned her with your negativity. Now we are both left without a friend. Congrats fucking parasite

If you’re so brave, say all this without hiding behind anon—since you clearly think you know so much about me. Then we’ll see who’s really matching whose energy. But we both know you won’t, because even you aren’t dumb enough to put your name on this pathetic meltdown.

Anonymous asked:

Your entire account is dedicated to a character you do nothing but whine about. You play a tough act online but get bullied by your baby sister IRL. Your entire existence is an L! You have no right to call other people clowns you loser

Ah yes, the classic ‘no argument left, so let’s throw a tantrum’ strategy.

Funny how you suddenly know details about my personal life that I’ve never shared online. Unlike some people, I can actually separate my real life from the internet. But I guess when you can’t fabricate an argument against me, fabricating my life is the next best thing, huh?

Anonymous asked:

How on earth can you claim to LOVE a character you think HAS NO CHARACTERIZATION? This is absurd! It's one thing to criticize certain plotlines or wish for more, but you have a problem with Jellal's very origin story and key elements of his character arc. WHY DO YOU LIKE HIM THEN? Go be a fan of Gajeel or Laxus if you want a standard redemption story about an evil man becoming good after getting his ass kicked, instead of turning Jellal into something he is not. Why do this? What's the point? Simply just leave!

Loving a character doesn’t mean blindly accepting their flaws or pretending their arc is perfect. If anything, true fans want better for the characters they care about. If your only counter to my argument is ‘just leave,’ then you never had a real argument to begin with.

And let’s get one thing straight—don’t twist my words. I never said Jellal has no characterization. What I actually said was:

‘You claim I don’t like Jellal’s characterization for who he is in the story. I’ll ask you then—how do you define him? Because the way he’s written, he barely has one. The narrative never truly defines his character beyond what serves others—especially Erza. He isn’t allowed to have a clear, independent arc because his role constantly shifts depending on what the plot demands. Is he a tragic villain? Atonement seeker? A martyr? A leader? A lost soul? The story itself doesn’t know, and that’s exactly the problem.’

If that’s not enough to understand, here I’ll post you the link of the ask of where you are ‘quoting’ me from and you can cross reference yourself :

There’s a difference between saying a character has no personality and saying the writing fails to give them clear direction post-redemption. If you have to misrepresent my argument just to argue against it, that says everything about how weak your position actually is.

Anonymous asked:

Unfortunately a large portion of the Jellal (and Jerza) fandom on this site are really defensive over the characters. Best to ignore those people. They have good intentions and just love the character, but they go about it the wrong way. Straight to attacks rather than seeing perspectives, taking criticism as hate. Same thing happened last week with someone talking about how there isn't as much writing on Erza's side of the Jerza relationship.

Yeah, I’ve noticed. Loving a character shouldn’t mean refusing to acknowledge flaws in their writing. If anything, real fans should want better for them.

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