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It's been quite a while, hello everyone :)

Book of the day: The Ocean at the End of the Lane by Neil Gaiman

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— Becca Fitzpatrick

having both anxiety and depression is like that post about washing your meds down with redbull. you’d like to think that the constant fear of failure caused by your anxiety would cancel out the lack of motivation you feel thanks to your depression, but no. they are both working so very much and you cannot stop it.

It’s entering the final boss stage where the music kicks in, but they don’t spawn.

@femmefatalenet | event nine | athena in 2018 | sky

— Unknown

One time I was numb,

A little girl looked at me and said

I look like A person who’s alive, but still dead.

She told me my eyes were red,

But they looked like not a single tear have been shed.

She held my hand,

And asked me why I didn’t ask for help.

How do I tell her, dear world?

Everywhere I looked, all the pathways were swirled?

There was no way her innocent mind could comprehend,

How I had reached such a cruel dead end.

How do I tell her how I felt?

Being consumed by the demon that in my mind dwelled ?

That i couldn’t win no matter how with it I dealt.

How do I tell her, help won’t come

That’s why to despair I succumb,

I can’t be helped by the people who love me

Cause the person I love is the only one who can set me free.

-𝕧𝕚𝕒 𝕙𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕜𝕒-𝕞 𝕠𝕟 𝕥𝕦𝕞𝕓𝕝𝕣//

moodboard: charlie (the perks of being a wallflower)

Dear, you.

I don’t know how you did it, but I’m so proud of you! 

Proud of what you’ve become and what you’ve accomplished. I always knew you can make it! 

Despite all those things you went through, I never lost faith in you. You are stronger than you thought you were.  I’m glad you listened to me.

Who would have thought you’ll come out of it better, bolder and stronger? You’re the version of me I’ve always envisioned even in my worst state.  

I’m sorry that I put you through all of those mess out of my carelessness. Now we both know that putting our faith on other people doesn’t always do us good.  So, I’m glad that you did run when I asked you to. That was the bravest thing you did; to walk out and walk away despite the heaviness in your heart. I know it was difficult and it took you all the courage you could muster to accept the fact that what you fought for was in vain but that’s the way things go.   

Remember what author Eric Ludy said, “Many a young woman has spent nights crying over a broken heart–not from an ended relationship, but from the FALSE HOPE of a relationship that never began.” 

You weren’t really sorry for the abrupt ending. You were only sorry that things didn’t go your way. 

There will always be disappointments but the important thing is knowing how to deal with it, and that it’s not the end of it all.

I love that  fought your way to get to where I am now.

Success is always sweeter when you’ve tasted the bitterness of struggles. 

You’ll never be able to appreciate what you have now and what you will have unless you’ve gone through not having it.  

Gratitude unlocks the magic. I’m glad you used it one too many times. You can never have too much gratitude in your heart. If it overflows, it blesses more people around you and you never get empty ever.

When you started to doubt yourself and God’s plans for you then, I was heartbroken. It’s painful to watch you tremble. I thought you’ll never get past it. But, you never let go; you never gave up. That’s my girl.

You strongly believed and still believe that there may be drought around you, but the abundance of rain is on it’s way. A storm cloud full of God’s blessings is about to pour.

Hold on to the people who give you wings. Those who laugh with you and your quirks, and silly mistakes but never judge you. Those who believe in you like I do. They were put in your life to make things easier and lovelier so don’t scare them away.  

Remember to always put people over things.

It will take you quite a while before you will realize the difference between things that you should trash and keep. Man, it took you like forever to stop chasing what you thought was everything you ever wanted!  

I can’t blame you for having a heart that never gets tired of giving second chances. You’re a good person.

Self-love should still be your top priority. Protect yourself from the people who hurt and will hurt you. That’s the most selfless gift you can give yourself.

You will never believe what great things await you! 

With much love and faith in you,

Your Future Self❣

*petting my cat* please cure my depression cat: *prrbhbphr* me: thanks

Fun fact!!

Cats don’t only purr because they’re content! When they’re sick, or when a kitten/companion is sick, they purr to help heal faster. So if you’re feeling down and your cat friend comes up to purr on you, it’s because they sense something’s up and they want to help you feel better!

Imagine beeing an animal that literally has a build in ‘comfort my loved ones’ function and still have people think you are an asshole by nature.

dude one time I was sitting on the sidewalk outside my house late at night crying my eyes out and a stray cat just came up, sat in my lap, and started purring while kneading my legs. a cat I had never even met before was there for me when nobody else was. what did we ever do to deserve cats?

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— Unknown