you’re mental and i’m useless

i just don’t get if im in the wrong or if she’s just acting like an egoistic bitch

i don’t think i’m ever gonna make something of myself. i’m scared i’m stuck with these thoughts inside me forever, i just have so much to say but can never find the words.

i feel like i’m not allowed to be happy. whenever i feel slightly content with my life i immediately get anxious, like i did something wrong.

i just want someone to worship me to death and who never for a second even thinks about leaving me

been $h clean for about a month now i think and the urge to just do it because whatever is like extraordinary

miss you babes

i think that i would die

just 3 months ago i sat here writing letters to you, now you’re gone forever. i miss writing about you. i miss you.