nct fics

Thank you so much! 🥰 How have you been, love??

I've been out of the loop but kept coming back for solos mainly. Ten's Shadow, Mark's 200, and Jaehyun's Unconditional have been playing regularly in my house lol

On the bright side I saw that WayV got their first win this year! It's been nice seeing them finally getting a fraction of the support they deserve 😭

He's my husband now! I still can't believe I'm a married woman literally swore on my life it would never happen to me but here I am 😂

I hope life is treating you well! Feels like it's been a hard year for so many and I really really hope things are going to get better soon.

I STILL HAVEN'T RECOVERED

Thank you dear! I hope you are too ❤️

Hi! How has everyone been? 😊

Thank you so much! He really is my person and my best friend and he has such a good relationship with my nephew. They've even started going fishing together lol (we moved near the coast and everyone fishes here haha) I'm crazy about this guy and he's such a wonderful person. We got matching tattoos the night he proposed 😭

We're talking about having the wedding next year and just doing something small with our closest family. We're both nonreligious so his best friend has been floating the idea of getting ordained so he can officiate our ceremony which I think would be great hahaha

Honestly thank you for being so supportive and understanding even though I know it's disappointing about this blog. I promise I have no intentions of deleting it because even I gotta hop on every now and then and read some of my stuff *cough* Deep End *cough* No matter what I'm proud of my fics and it makes me happy that you guys still reread them!

Much love to you, dear. I hope you're doing well! ❤️

Hi bby I miss you too ❤️ I'm sorry but I won't be coming back. The only reason I still have this account is to keep up with Star Rail content. I've lost all interest in writing fics and have found other hobbies.

I am very happy though! My bf proposed and we're getting married 😭 everything is quiet and peaceful in our little life together and my nephew is thriving which is all I could ever ask for.

I hope you're doing well and I wish you all the happiness in the world 🤗

Baby, burnout will fuck you up. Don't do that to yourself. Take the time you need and recoup. Life is a constant war and you can afford to lose a battle here and there to focus on your own health and well-being. Getting yourself back into a good place mentally will be a huge win. We both know the ppl obsessed with performative activism aren't doing anything from a place of compassion. The real ones are out there making change, not sending people death threats online from the comfort and safety of their mommy's basement.

When I posted the pic of NCT Dream and Big Time Rush, I wrote in the tags how BTR was something my sister and I loved and bonded over. We watched the show even though it was obviously a kids show and we were both adults. It was just something that gave us joy. My sister passed away years ago and anything BTR-related will make me teary because I think about how much we laughed together over it.

So the first thing I get are messages over how problematic BTR is, that I should delete the post or I'm pro-genocide if I don't dislike them. Ngl that made me so upset because I got a bunch of faceless people trying to taint some precious memories of me and my sister. If they came at me trying to educate me on things I didn't know that would be different, but it's straight to judgment and hatred toward me over something I posted that was totally innocent.

Meanwhile I get criticized for posting about a kpop group instead of reblogging every call to action post. I donate my money to these causes, but I don't post about it because I don't need my ass kissed for doing what I know to be right. I am 1000% sure the anons in my inbox that try to police me have never given a dime to anything, but are policing people's blogs for not reblogging posts or talking about it more.

I feel bad that I haven't been very active on here this year so I try to come on when I have some free time to interact with you guys. I make a silly post about Doyoung and get anons tearing into me for it like I'm his social media manager. Okay so because the world is going to shit we aren't allowed to enjoy anything?? Can't make jokes about anything. Can't show support for anything. Just wrong on every fucking count.

Believe me I am so goddamn aware of how lucky I am that I can sit here and say I'm very privileged that I live comfortably in the life I have. I know what's going on in the world and I do my part to help where I can, but I also have to keep functioning. I don't want every minute of my life to be seeped in anger, I did that for a long time and it not only eats away at you, it makes you ineffective in actually changing the things making you angry in the first place.

This was just supposed to be a blog where I posted my stories. One of the few places I could go and not constantly be reminded of how fucked up the world is. I've always said that people who told me reading a fic of mine made their day a little better or helped them escape for a bit were always my favorite. That was what I came here for and I loved being able to share the tiniest moments of peace and quiet with others through stories with guaranteed happy endings.

I'm frustrated because I have 4 drafts ready to go next year. I got the story posts done and made all the headers. But I don't want to post them. I have no problem admitting I'm selfish and spiteful. Even though I can turn off anon, I can't block these miserable people and I don't want them reading my stuff. They don't get to consume my content and then tell me to off myself right after.

A massive fuck you to those of you that ruined this blog for me.

I literally can't come on here anymore without people policing what I post or don't post like what do you want from me? I used to be able to login and gab with you guys about my fics or joke around about whatever nonsense was going on in ncity. Now I'm convinced most of y'all don't even like me and lurk for the second I'm active on here to bark at me in my inbox. I can't even make a goofy post about Doyoung without anons up my ass for not dragging him? But when I was calling out a double standard a few weeks ago I got told to kms?? This used to be a fun little space where I could get away for a bit but it's not anymore.

this is a psa no one asked for but needs to be said because we have to acknowledge how fucking gorgeous Doyoung is like I was just minding my business and he appeared on my feed and I did a double take like damn boy calm down do you need to be that good looking plus HE'S RESPECTFUL AF come on now I'm not even in the market for a man but just because I'm not ordering off the menu doesn't mean I can't look

Thank you so much!! Is it obvious I'm maybe slightly a little Yuta biased? 😇

Thank you! Here's a direct link. It's part 2 of the miniseries A Rose and Her Thorns which you can find on my masterlist under Stories. 😊

Yes! It's on my to-do list for next year 👍

This is so sweet thank you!! Merry Christmas to you as well!🎄

I'm so glad you were able to find the fic and that it took you on a little ride! 😁 I have a book in the works and when I have more info I will post about it but I'm under strict orders to keep quiet for now haha

Thank you so much! I personally think everything turned out alright and they all lived happily ever after 😭

I'm the same way when infidelity gets romanticized probably because I've been cheated on before so I have no desire to read or write about it like that even when it's fiction but I have no issues with other people writing it. Writers on this site in my experience are really good about putting warnings on their fics. 👍