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zamming
based on his stream that was 3 weeks ago
IS THERE LIKE A DISCORD SERVER FOR LSSMP OBSESSED PEOPLE??????????? I'M LITERALLY LOSING MY MIND
zam! little crazy guy
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prettiest princess
literally just joined the fandom a couple of days ago and i'm obsessed w him. i also have no fucking clue on what to do with his design because he's just a little guy but he's so sun core.
I NEEEEEEEED MORE LSSMP MUTUALS PLEAAAASE HMU
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WOAW. FINALLY... !!.. INTO DUST TOGETHER SWAGDOONS FULL REF SHEETS..!! this took unbelievably long for some unknown reason..,
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hello. I am INSANE over this chapter I literally SCREAMED. I SCREAMED WHEN THIS CAME OUT. also the long ass ask I was writing somehow got deleted so I have to rewrite it haha I love my life.
branzy's messy family is so important to me idk why. Like wdym he literally got exorcized. branzys aunt. how I love you,,, (this also gives sm information to me atleast about his past. like yes his aunt was a criminal but branzy was interested in it. he wanted to learn how to find loopholes in the law and he does it almost daily now. this also makes me think branzy knows sm obscure laws like "oh yeah no thats legal only if u have two broken bones")
LET THEM USE BRANZY AS BAIT PLEEEEASSSEEEEE. it's such a good idea and I've had it in my mind since chp 11. let him have his enrichment (crimes). I want them to use as bait I want branzy to talk circles make leo minute parrot distrust eachother make them have doubt in eachother which leads to them messing up and eventually their demise. I also want branzy to get injured during this "conflict" weather tgat be a scratch or him being kidnapped, something to show that yes, while it did work it also had it's consequences smth rek and clown have been so worried about
ALSO ALSO I would actually die happily if rek encourages branzy to talk around them, reks known branzy for DECADES he knows about branzys crimes,his past, the fact that his mind breaks down in confined spaces and that branzy can be trusted in this scenario. like yes he would probably go "I trust that you can do this since you've done it before but if this goes wrong I will kms & then clown. please be careful"
clown getting a bigger look into branzys mind.. jjshsjsj
the whole : "it's what you want from me. you want me to be perfect and polished" + "branzy you're shaking." + "can we call rek?" FUCKKKKK MY HEART. that entire sequence just. Wow
clown drugging him?? But the "rek can't know. he'd make a thing out of it. It doesn't need to be a thing" WHAT. THE FUCK???? call back to chapter 12 or 13 when rek said smth like "you'll turn to substance abuse before the week is over" ... I AM DEAD. IN MY COFFIN
the immediate relief that branzy feels like. What goes through ur head man☹️.
overall sorry for the long ass comment.. I have so much more I wanna yap about but it'll be too long (in chp 12 when branzy says smth like "[...] or take on a fake idenity--it's worked well before--" + "yes branzy I remember" WHAT WAS THAT.) this chp makes me weak and I love it waiting for the next one like a dog waiting for it's owner
me when my business partner(? WHO I STILL HAVENT KISSED YET OR MADE ANY FORM OF EMOTIONAL COMMUNICATION WITH BCZ IM TOO EMOTIONALLY CONSTIPATED FOR IT) tells me about his family and insults my family crepe recipe so I drug him. yes in that order. again sorry the long ask😭😭
LOOK i am BEGGING you guys to write asks or comments on google keept or sticky notes or literally anything that isn't a website that can just up and delete it!!!!😭😭 this is the THIRD time a reader has lost a comment and its horrible😭😭
anyway cough cough. branzy's messy family is a result of me thinking "ok so why is he like this" and im wanting to write a document that just. really breaks down his character. but yeah i like giving the characters backstories because !! that's who they are
yeahaaaaaaaaa so i think clown kinda steering branzy away from seeking reks support is maybe the most foul thing to me. hurts my soul because branzy is already horrible at seeking support arhghghghghg not okay. theyll figure this shit out anyway [pretend that there's a whole paragraph here that got beeped for spoiler reasons hehe but one part of your wishes for future chapters is spot on :P]
WHY DO YOU GUYS ALWAYS APOLOGISE FOR LONG COMMENTS AND ASKS DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND THAT IT IS THE BEST THING IN THE WORLD😭😭😭 I LOVE YOU ALL FOR THE SUPPORT AND INTEREST IT LITERALLY MAKES ME SO HAPPY! NEVER APOLOGISE (that's a threat) THANK YOU FOR THE ASK I WAS GIGGLGING KICKIN MY FEET
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promised an ashtech post so i tried to make sense of my thoughts
I think what originally got me hooked on them is when Ash admitted that he would always choose evil if the choice was given to him, but Minute proved that he could be a good person too. that makes him want to be a good person for once. and Minute is the only person he can think of to help him with that
Ash isn't really a good person and he has no issue with this, but Minute has him wanting to be good despite that. the peace that Minute speaks of makes him want to achieve the same thing. even though he never quite meant to join the foundation and be 'good', now it is something he pursues
then there's the the ousting. Minute is voted out of the presidency without Ash present, the PMC betrays him and he has a moment where he entirely breaks by killing Zam. he's never been so close to giving up on the peaceful ending
however, the next day, Ash is back and Minute goes through everything that happened, bringing him up to date. Ash says that, despite everything, they'll figure it out. they'll get their peaceful ending. it's them versus everyone, he says.
Ash is the one that allows Minute to have hope again. Ash's confidence and his own hope overshadows all of the despair. and Ash is confident because if anyone were to bring peace, it'd be Minute in his eyes. because Minute even made him want to be good.
and while, in a way, Minute managed to make Ash better by making him pursue peace for once. Ash makes Minute worse. Ash says that Minute being a killing machine is in favour of their team and not the players, even though that would literally be proving Zam right.
Ash is very blinded by the thought of a peaceful ending to the point that he doesn't consider the fact that a peaceful ending built on top of a hill of corpses isn't peaceful at all. he actively pushes for Minute to kill those that are in their way. because that's how Lifesteal is and that's how they've always done things. you kill to get things done, why would this be different?
except it is different this time. because a peaceful ending is the opposite of what it has always been, it completely goes against what Lifesteal is. so even when he voices his worries about it, Minute trusts Ash, because Ash gives him the hope he needs. without him, the world feels grey
and during all of this it is Minute who Ash allows himself to be, I suppose, vulnerable to. Ash tells Minute "I love you," and "I'm scared," and that he feels safer with Minute around. he says that while it would be embarrassing to ask anyone else for things, he knows he can rely on Minute
then, once Minute is gone, he's dead, Ash feels a sense of despair at that. Minute was his hope as well, in a sense. he pushes through anyway, he's still going to achieve it for him. and then once all of them are banned, they meet up in a sort of 'afterlife' where Ash claims they've won. Minute tells him that they didn't and that's fine.
Ash still keeps clinging to it though. even now he says they were happy and they won, because that's what he wanted them to achieve. but at least they were together, and maybe that was enough.