HELLO RAMADHAN!!!
It has been awhile since my last post..Actually i was thinking to delete this blog but i guess i wont do it. this blog has captured very memorable moments when I was in Australia. So, yeap i will try update this blog whenever i free.
Well today is the 8th day of Ramadhan. Alhamdullillah I am still breathing and healthy to do ibadah and fast. Ramadhan is the month of repentence and the month which the 1st ayat of Quran was revealed to our prophet Nabi Muhamad S.A.W. I hope this year I would be able to finish the whole Quran by the end of Ramadhan and pray tahajud everynight especially on the last 10 days of ramadhan inshaAllah.
Lets appreciate that Allah has given us a chance to perform ibadah once again on Ramadhan. and lets do our best inshaAllah..
:)
Thursday, July 18, 2013
Monday, April 2, 2012
judging
some people really like to judge other people without even knowing the truth..
well, that's life..
but, whatever it is, i am gonna stay strong!!!
aja2 fighting^^
well, that's life..
but, whatever it is, i am gonna stay strong!!!
aja2 fighting^^
Sunday, March 11, 2012
almost a year now~~
bulan ni dah bulan mac..bulan depan dah april. so, da nak masuk setahun aku keje..cepat betol masa berlalu..rasa baru semalam aku keje..huhu..
bos sngtla ade high expectation kt aku..dan tahun ni dia expect aku buat something yang aku rasa sangatla berat..dia mcm tetibe bagitau aku dalam meeting depan semuaorang without giving me any earlier notice. and she said it's going to determined my KPI this year. of course i was so shocked because it's something i have never done it before..since my work is packed with the work assignment already, i dont know when i can find the time to do this extra task..
i'm lack of knowledge and experience..you might be thinking that i already have the necessary skills and knowledge since i have worked for almost a year already. but the truth is i don't know a lot of stuff and sometimes i feel really dumb and stupid. i am super slow in learning new stuff..
and the new task is actually a group assignment..i as the team leader have to lead my staff to do it..the truth is i am very bad in leading my staff to do something..now almost a year but don't know why i felt that it is quite hard to lead people who are older than me..my staff have their own working attitude and i found it is really hard to control them. i bet they felt complacent working in government sector.i always wonder why i have been assigned to this team at the first place..
my boss actually knows bout their attitude..and i almost cried that day when my boss told me she know what i'm going through and how she believe i can manage them and handle the assignment that she asked me to do in the meeting..thing is me myself don't think i can do it at first and i'm really afraid i will let my boss down..but, i'll take this assignment as my challenge..insyaAllah,i'll try my best to do it..i believe Allah wont burden me with something i cant handle..
as for now, i want to focus on finishing my current work assignments first before starting the new assigned task..let's hope everything runs smoothly in the future....amin..
bos sngtla ade high expectation kt aku..dan tahun ni dia expect aku buat something yang aku rasa sangatla berat..dia mcm tetibe bagitau aku dalam meeting depan semuaorang without giving me any earlier notice. and she said it's going to determined my KPI this year. of course i was so shocked because it's something i have never done it before..since my work is packed with the work assignment already, i dont know when i can find the time to do this extra task..
i'm lack of knowledge and experience..you might be thinking that i already have the necessary skills and knowledge since i have worked for almost a year already. but the truth is i don't know a lot of stuff and sometimes i feel really dumb and stupid. i am super slow in learning new stuff..
and the new task is actually a group assignment..i as the team leader have to lead my staff to do it..the truth is i am very bad in leading my staff to do something..now almost a year but don't know why i felt that it is quite hard to lead people who are older than me..my staff have their own working attitude and i found it is really hard to control them. i bet they felt complacent working in government sector.i always wonder why i have been assigned to this team at the first place..
my boss actually knows bout their attitude..and i almost cried that day when my boss told me she know what i'm going through and how she believe i can manage them and handle the assignment that she asked me to do in the meeting..thing is me myself don't think i can do it at first and i'm really afraid i will let my boss down..but, i'll take this assignment as my challenge..insyaAllah,i'll try my best to do it..i believe Allah wont burden me with something i cant handle..
as for now, i want to focus on finishing my current work assignments first before starting the new assigned task..let's hope everything runs smoothly in the future....amin..
Saturday, December 17, 2011
Cameron highlands~~
i had this conference last Monday till Wednesday at cameron highlands..i kinda feeling annoyed at first because the person in-charged gave last minute notice on the dress code/what to wear during the conference. thanks God watis sent me the current email regarding the dress code and i straight away forwarded the email to my colleague. if not i'm sure my colleague and I will feel very very embarrass because of not wearing according to the dress code.
owh and thanks to egy for accompanying watis and me shopping last saturday. if not because of egy, i wont get a 60 ringgit black coat...ur eyes are sure damn sharp lah..:P...haha
my collegue and I went there on Monday around 8.30 in the morning by car and arrived at cameron highland around 12.30. but unfortunately, we cannot yet registered for our room. so, we headed to rose valley first. then around 2p.m we went to our hotel again and the person incharged said the room was not yet available. stress gilaa kot..then we decided to have our lunch first and mind you it was really hard to find a halal restaurant there...plus, it was raining heavily that day.thank god finally we found this Kelantanese restaurant up there. the food was so so but then afterthat kitorang cam cirit birit kot after eating those food. what a day la..
the speech, the taklimat and all those presentation were okay la kot..and did i tell u my cawangan had to perform a sketsa during the conference dinner..we won 2nd best performance during the dinner..yay....haha..and i'm proud being a part of it..
owh and the best part of the conference is actually about the company. well u see, i am not that close with my collegue before because of i have two offices so i rarely see them. but i must say this conference made us closer..the time spent, the laughter, the stupid jokes..i really enjoyed it..haha..
tomorrow i am going to PD for weekend retreat..so that's it for now. bye bye
owh and thanks to egy for accompanying watis and me shopping last saturday. if not because of egy, i wont get a 60 ringgit black coat...ur eyes are sure damn sharp lah..:P...haha
my collegue and I went there on Monday around 8.30 in the morning by car and arrived at cameron highland around 12.30. but unfortunately, we cannot yet registered for our room. so, we headed to rose valley first. then around 2p.m we went to our hotel again and the person incharged said the room was not yet available. stress gilaa kot..then we decided to have our lunch first and mind you it was really hard to find a halal restaurant there...plus, it was raining heavily that day.thank god finally we found this Kelantanese restaurant up there. the food was so so but then afterthat kitorang cam cirit birit kot after eating those food. what a day la..
the speech, the taklimat and all those presentation were okay la kot..and did i tell u my cawangan had to perform a sketsa during the conference dinner..we won 2nd best performance during the dinner..yay....haha..and i'm proud being a part of it..
owh and the best part of the conference is actually about the company. well u see, i am not that close with my collegue before because of i have two offices so i rarely see them. but i must say this conference made us closer..the time spent, the laughter, the stupid jokes..i really enjoyed it..haha..
tomorrow i am going to PD for weekend retreat..so that's it for now. bye bye
Sunday, October 16, 2011
here we go~~
hi my dear blog,it has been a while.actually i want to share a lot of stories but i'll keep it short since i have to finish my freaking-unnecessary-public speaking speech by tomorrow.
to those who dont know, i am currently attending an induction course at Negeri Sembilan. and the public speaking is one of the compulsory assessments for the course. guess what my topic is? it is "aromatherapy and medical". when i got the topic, i cant stop cursing. wth, i really dont know bout aromatheraphy stuff =.=". grhh...plus, i found the topic is pretty hard compared to my other coursemates' topics. well, but when i think about it again, i know Allah knows best. so, what i want to do now is do my best and finish the course ASAP.hahaha..
and regarding my jabatan exam, i pass all three alhamdulillah. i was quite surprised when my name was announced during the Audit Conference Dinner which was held at the Academy. the thing is actually I dont want to go to to the Dinner at first and I already told the officer incharge of the dinner. and suddenly on the day, my boss kind of force me to go. and of course I was mad because she just said Tan Sri want to meet me and and she didnt not know why. and as a result, i have to ask my brother to pick me up at the Academy. things got worse when my brother had arrived and my boss and the exam officer wont let me go back until the dinner finished and when I ask why they said just wait and see. I am really angry at that time but when my name was announced, I was shocked and I saw my boss was smiling at me..i knew it my boss know about it beforehand..she and the the exam officer sure knows how to lie..and i should have know it too if I remember that the exam officer is the exam officer.lol..hahaha.Anyway, I thanks Allah for this achievement. now i dont have to worry about it anymore.hehe
and this year raya was so much fun. i took 2 weeks off just for raya. raya in Malaysia surely different from Raya in Aussie.for the first time after 7 years, a complete set of my family members gathered together this raya.and did I ever tell that I have a new niece which was born about a month before raya? her name is Nur Sufiah Aqila. she looks exactly like my brother in law but i reckon she has a nose like my youngest brother.hahaha..During raya I also had chance to meet my high school friends which some i haven't meet for 8 years. when we all met, it was awesome and hillarious at the same time..hahaha...i guess we didnt change at all :P..and I also met my Intec friends. small reunion but meant a lot. they were lovely :)
i guess I have to stop now. wish me luck for my public speaking..i promise i will update more soon :). till then!!
to those who dont know, i am currently attending an induction course at Negeri Sembilan. and the public speaking is one of the compulsory assessments for the course. guess what my topic is? it is "aromatherapy and medical". when i got the topic, i cant stop cursing. wth, i really dont know bout aromatheraphy stuff =.=". grhh...plus, i found the topic is pretty hard compared to my other coursemates' topics. well, but when i think about it again, i know Allah knows best. so, what i want to do now is do my best and finish the course ASAP.hahaha..
and regarding my jabatan exam, i pass all three alhamdulillah. i was quite surprised when my name was announced during the Audit Conference Dinner which was held at the Academy. the thing is actually I dont want to go to to the Dinner at first and I already told the officer incharge of the dinner. and suddenly on the day, my boss kind of force me to go. and of course I was mad because she just said Tan Sri want to meet me and and she didnt not know why. and as a result, i have to ask my brother to pick me up at the Academy. things got worse when my brother had arrived and my boss and the exam officer wont let me go back until the dinner finished and when I ask why they said just wait and see. I am really angry at that time but when my name was announced, I was shocked and I saw my boss was smiling at me..i knew it my boss know about it beforehand..she and the the exam officer sure knows how to lie..and i should have know it too if I remember that the exam officer is the exam officer.lol..hahaha.Anyway, I thanks Allah for this achievement. now i dont have to worry about it anymore.hehe
and this year raya was so much fun. i took 2 weeks off just for raya. raya in Malaysia surely different from Raya in Aussie.for the first time after 7 years, a complete set of my family members gathered together this raya.and did I ever tell that I have a new niece which was born about a month before raya? her name is Nur Sufiah Aqila. she looks exactly like my brother in law but i reckon she has a nose like my youngest brother.hahaha..During raya I also had chance to meet my high school friends which some i haven't meet for 8 years. when we all met, it was awesome and hillarious at the same time..hahaha...i guess we didnt change at all :P..and I also met my Intec friends. small reunion but meant a lot. they were lovely :)
i guess I have to stop now. wish me luck for my public speaking..i promise i will update more soon :). till then!!
Thursday, July 14, 2011
exam jabatan
just finished my papers for my jabatan today. what can i say. law and auditing papers were pretty hard but glad that accounting paper was super ok. i really hope i can pass all three papers. i dont want to repeat any paper coz it's kinda sucks if i have to read everything like all over again in a limited amount of time. mind you i even took cuti rehat ok last monday just to study for the exam (since i am not able to study in the ofis due to job workloads).so, i hope i can pass.amin..
and yes, tomorrow i cuti also. not sure whether tomorrow's cuti has been approved my boss or not. but whatever, i just need a time off from ofis. coz i am sure next week gonna be quite busy since i didn't come to ofis for a week this week. heheh
p/s: to dina, i pray for u so that u can get the job.
and to egy, new work new environment babe. so, all the best tomorrow.
xoxo :)
and yes, tomorrow i cuti also. not sure whether tomorrow's cuti has been approved my boss or not. but whatever, i just need a time off from ofis. coz i am sure next week gonna be quite busy since i didn't come to ofis for a week this week. heheh
p/s: to dina, i pray for u so that u can get the job.
and to egy, new work new environment babe. so, all the best tomorrow.
xoxo :)
Saturday, May 21, 2011
org tua~~
penah x rasa macam org tua? tula apa yang aku rasa sekarang..rasa mcm xbermaya..senang penat..pastu sket2 rs emo..maybe sbb bnyak sngt keje kt ofis yg kena siapkan cepat kot + da lama x exercise..i need to do some exercises...dapat gaji nnti aku aim nk beli running shoes since semua running shoes aku da buang masa aku nk blik dri aussie aritu..rs nyesal lak xbwk balik 1 pon haritu..terpaksa beli semula..da la kt sini mhl..adehhh..atleast dgn adanya running shoes boleh la aku joging ms weekend..sehat la sket kan..hehe
Owh ya sempena 16 Mei yg telah lepas, aku nk wish Selamat Hari Guru kepada semua guru especially guru tadika kemas aku, guru kt SKTM I, cikgu kt SMKANI, lecterur kt INTEC and also dkt ANU..tanpa didikan guru2, cikgu2 dan lecterur2 yang aku sebut diatas, aku xkan menjadi seperti hari ini. terima kasih di atas jasa anda..=)..
P/s: rindula kt budak2 Sunday School..ape kabar la diorg skrg~~
Owh ya sempena 16 Mei yg telah lepas, aku nk wish Selamat Hari Guru kepada semua guru especially guru tadika kemas aku, guru kt SKTM I, cikgu kt SMKANI, lecterur kt INTEC and also dkt ANU..tanpa didikan guru2, cikgu2 dan lecterur2 yang aku sebut diatas, aku xkan menjadi seperti hari ini. terima kasih di atas jasa anda..=)..
P/s: rindula kt budak2 Sunday School..ape kabar la diorg skrg~~
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