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Yaz stirs in her sleep, and the Doctor half-turns back to the console, works on pasting a smile on her face, like she hasn't been watching, like her hearts aren't aching in her chest. Like she's not thinking please leave me and feeling please stay.
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The Doctor watches Yaz sleep and is caught between hoping she's the one who leaves, and wishing she would stay.
Written for Femslash February, day 8: Leave me.
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- Part 9 of Femslash February 2025
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“Can you hold me?” she says, barely louder than a breath. “Just– for a little while?”
Anissa doesn't say anything, just drops back down next to her and pulls her in close, arms around her shoulders, cheek pressed to the top of her head. She holds on tight, wordless, and the programme plays around them, and Grace's skin ripples, but Anissa still holds on.
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Grace still struggles with her trauma, but Anissa is there.
Written for Femslash February 2025, day 7: Hold me.
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- Part 8 of Femslash February 2025
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Yang Xiao Long is five years old when she decides, it must be hard to love me.
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Blake is fifteen when she first really learns it, and by seventeen she knows, without a doubt: it's hard to love.
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Yang, and Blake, and how their relationships with love change, with each other.
Written for Femslash February, day 6: Love me.
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- Part 6 of Femslash February 2025
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you make a fool of death (with your beauty) by gayestcatra
Fandoms: Adventure Time: Fionna and Cake (Cartoon 2023), Adventure Time (Cartoon 2010)
05 Feb 2025
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Bonnie's chest heaves with sobbing breaths, her hands curl into fists at her sides, nails digging into the ground, but she doesn't cry. She doesn't wail or scream. She looks up at The Star with the eye she has left, and her gaze isn't even afraid.
“Go ahead, then,” she says, her voice rough and cracked and yet still fierce with rebellion. “Kill me.”
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The Star takes Bonnie's eye, and Bonnie dares her to take her life, too.
Written for Femslash February 2025, day 5: Kill me.
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- Part 5 of Femslash February 2025
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“Hate me,” Carmilla whispers, her fingers still in Laura's hair. “It'll make it easier. Make it so it doesn't hurt.” She half-laughs, ragged, runs her hand down the side of Laura's face whilst Laura sits there, frozen. “Maybe if you do, you can do it enough for both of us.”
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One night, after their break-up, Carmilla tells Laura to hate her.
Written for Femslash February, day 4: Hate me.
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- Part 4 of Femslash February 2025
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Femslash February 2025 by gayestcatra
Fandom: Adventure Time (Cartoon 2010), Adventure Time: Fionna and Cake (Cartoon 2023), Avatar: Legend of Korra, Avatar: The Last Airbender (Cartoon 2005), Black Lightning (TV), Carmilla (Web Series), Doctor Who (2005), RWBY, The Dragon Prince (Cartoon)
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To Amaya, each fight is a dialogue.
For Janaya Week on tumblr, prompt: “intimacy”. A study in the shifting terms of Janai and Amaya’s relationship.
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04 Feb 2025
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children show scars like medals (lovers use them as a secrets to reveal) by lexa_lives_in_us
Fandoms: The Dragon Prince (Cartoon)
19 Jan 2020
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Janaya Week - Day 1: Scars
Amaya takes her time to admire her, still disbelieving that this woman is really hers to keep and love.
Janai’s features are smooth and peaceful.
Amaya’s gaze wanders, in awe, studying every single detail and finally, finally realizing what’s amiss.
Janai’s skin is smooth as silk.Series
- Part 1 of Janaya Week 2020
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31 Jan 2025
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Grief is not a fight, she tells her. You cannot strategise and calculate. You cannot wall it out or defeat it. You can only ride it out, with friends.
Amaya holds Janai down in Lux Aurea. And then she holds her up. Post 3x09.
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30 Jan 2025
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Signs that choose Amaya, and a sign Amaya chooses.
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30 Jan 2025
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Amaya won’t tell Janai her name sign, and Janai has never been anything if not curious.
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29 Jan 2025