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joshua hong will be the death of me

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hear me out.

red flag bf cheol manipulating you into loosing your virginity to him

goodnight.

NONCON

we both know this is the basic, a whole plan forms in his hand after the third time you tell him you’re not ready yet. because the first time he can endure it, even if he really wanted to fuck you that soon into the relationship it’s actually good to keep with his fake good boyfriend persona, the second is okay-ish, it’s a you thing… but the third? it’s been months without anything! in the end of the day he’s just a man, y’know? he needs it. can’t hide his frustration as you push him away again and once he looks at you and sees you feel bad and hears the shakiness in your voice saying “but… but i could help you” the gears start to turn on his mind, quick to deny it but you insist, so it’s not bad, right? it’s not on him, you are insisting on that, he didn’t do shit. has a blast watching you take his cock in hand, even if you’re all gentle and not really knowing what to do, he comes fast just because of the sight.

starts thinking about other ways to use you then until getting the chance to fuck you, the perfect reasons to make you feel guilty, and jerking him off soon becomes him fucking your thigh, it makes you feel so dirty, his cum all over your skin, which soon leads to blowjobs and him making you swallow every drop because he insists on coming in your mouth but again, it’s you, didn’t you complain about finding it gross? it wouldn’t be a problem if you simply let him fuck you but since you don’t want that there’s only one other way to fix it! he is just a pro in making the most absurd things seem like logic and you just sit there feeling bad because well, he is right :(

when it happens, he doesn’t warn you or ask you, he simply takes and plays dumb after. it’s making out that turns into you on his lap, his hands roaming over your body and once you whimper his name, to say it’s too much, he just shushes you, telling you to trust him, he won’t do anything you don’t want. it’s only a matter of time before you’re basically riding him, one hand guiding your hips back and forth while the other keeps your sleep shorts out of the way, your pussy covered only by your underwear which doesn’t do much as you are wet and his pre cum is all over it. he obviously knows what he is doing, purposefully getting you closer to the edge, getting you distracted enough to also pull your underwear to the side and nestle his cock between your lips, satisfied smile on his face at how wet you are, how warm you feel, switch turning inside him as the head of his cock nudges at your entrance and you jump, wide eyed, so cute trying to move away from him but he is much stronger, keeping your hips in place and groaning so loud as he slides inside you. he anticipated this moment so much that he basically doesn’t need to fuck you, bounces you up and down a few times but hearing you cry and call his name, your walls adjusting to his size and squeezing him, it’s enough to make him cum deep inside. wipes your tears and plays with your clit, encouraging you to be good, to come for him because “daddy needs to feel you, come on, just give me that”.

manipulative bitch, soooo good at pretending it was an accident, he couldn’t help it, couldn’t resist you, that he is so sorry for doing that, understands you not trusting him anymore, all the things he knows will make you feel bad it, as if it’s your fault because look at him now he feels so guilty, that never would happen if you just… had sex with him.

had to add some daddy kink and now can’t stop thinking about dadbf!seungcheol oooh save me deranged man who gets off by being called dad and calling his gf daughter.

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ive been trying to find this for weeks now to reread 👀

Mature content: Sexual themes

This post may contain content not suitable for all audiences.

Terrifyingly Innocent [masterlist]

Pairing: Seungcheol x fem!reader

Synopsis: Fearful of losing her, yet unwilling to leave; this agreement between Seungcheol and his best friend’s little sister was meant to be casual and temporary, yet he finds himself growing more attached to her day by day.

Genre: Fluff, angst, fake dating, slowburn, older brother’s best friend!Seungcheol, badboy!Seungcheol, innocent!reader, older brother!Jihoon, non-idol!au, university!au, low-key Crazy Rich Asians!au(Seungcheol is RICH - implied chaebol lifestyle, Jihoon and reader’s family aren’t chaebols and are commoners but well-off)

Warnings: PG-13, specific warnings will be listed per chapter.

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fin.

bonus:

nye special: baby it’s cold outside yours ikea headcanon one kiss

still one of my faves

blurring the lines (teaser)

❝Why learn the complexities of desire all by yourself, when your dearest friend can merely teach you?

bridgerton! au | friends with benefits! au | smut, fluff | approx. 30k words (1.6k words for teaser)

s u m m a r y : you think you know everything about your best friend, dashing bachelor joshua hong. when you stumble upon his suggestive literature from his recent travels, however, reading even an extract is enough to make you question everything. unsure of your newfound feelings, you turn to your confidante, unaware of just how much knowledge—and experience—he has to offer.

c o n t e n t : best friend! joshua, best friend! soonyoung too, references of real erotic literature from the 1700s because this is not an amourcheol fic without historical accuracy, references of other members, lady whistledown will be present, soonyoung is the real mvp in this fic, shua acts like a man </3 mature warnings -> tons of sexual tension, making out, fingering, oral (f. receiving), unprotected sex (regency protection is goofy mb), mc experiences crazy overstimulation, corruption kink (!!!), more tba

a u t h o r ' s n o t e : bonjour hola bridgerton s4 sneak peak dropped which means i ofc had to drop a sneak peak of my own !! even tho i am over a week late !! send an ask if you wish to be tagged! hope you enjoy the teaser ;)

"WHERE DID YOU FIND THIS?"

Involuntarily your eyes flickered to the table, and he followed, turning his head to the study, which he noticed immediately was tidied—tampered with. "You went through my things?”

“I did not mean to!” you exclaimed, gaping at his sudden charge towards the desk, you hot at his heels. “I just thought it looked like a mess, so I tried cleaning it—”

“You are not a servant,” he cut off, darting over the new order of his account books, as well as the fiction which you had assembled. “You are not required to look after me like that.”

“I know, but—”

“And sneaking out with my possessions? Without my permission?” He smacked the book on the table, making you flinch. “I thought you better than that.”

I think this will be my new fave! Can i be on the taglist? 😩

we are so proud of you!!!! 🥺

JOSHUA AT LA CITY COUNCIL

#엘에이에_울리는_조슈아의스피치

#LAAppreciatesSEVENTEEN

#JOSHUAatLACityHall

𝗗𝗢𝗨𝗕𝗟𝗘 𝗧𝗔𝗞𝗘 - 𝘫𝘰𝘴𝘩𝘶𝘢 𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘮𝘢𝘶

: ̗̀➛ SYNOPSIS : You are reluctantly roped to play the guitar for your graduation performance with no prior knowledge. Your brother, Yoon Jeonghan, promises to find you a tutor, only for you to discover that the instructor is none other than your brother’s best friend, Joshua Hong—your secret crush. As lessons unfold, feelings intensify, but you're left wondering if Joshua shares the same sentiment. How will both of you handle the growing tension between teacher and crush?

CHAPTER 28 : graduation day

The auditorium hums with restless energy. Chatter and laughter echo off the polished floors as students in crisp graduation robes flit between their friends, making memories before the day slips away. The performances had started an hour ago—a whirlwind of piano solos, dance numbers, and heartfelt speeches. But through it all, your mind drifts elsewhere.

He isn't here.

Your heart sinks deeper with every passing minute. No familiar figure leaning against the back wall, no warm smile meeting yours. You tell yourself it shouldn't matter—this is your day, after all. But it does. More than it should.

"Hey." Jay's voice pulls you back to the present. He tilts his head, concern flickering in his eyes. "You okay?"

You force a smile. "Yeah. Just... nerves."

Jay doesn’t buy it. He never does. "It's about Joshua, isn't it?"

You open your mouth to deny it, but the words stick to your tongue. What’s the point? He already knows.

A sigh escapes you. "I thought he’d be here."

Jay doesn’t tease, doesn’t poke fun at the weight in your voice. Instead, he leans closer, his voice gentler. "Don’t think about it too much. You’ve practiced like crazy for this. It’s your moment. Don’t let anyone take that away from you."

His words settle over you like a fragile shield, something to hold onto. "Thanks, Jay."

"Anytime." He flashes a grin as he adjusts his guitar strap. "I gotta get ready. I expect you to cheer the loudest, got it?"

You manage a weak laugh, nodding as he jogs toward the stage. But the ache in your chest lingers.

Jay's performance is effortless, as always. Fingers dancing over the guitar strings, voice smooth and steady. The crowd sways along, and for a moment, you let yourself get lost in the music. But as the last note fades, reality crashes back. Your band is up next.

Backstage, your hands tremble as you tune your guitar. Your bandmates joke around, but their voices blur into distant noise. You try to shake it off—you’ve done this a dozen times. Yet today feels different. He should be here.

"Breathe," you whisper to yourself. "Just play."

The stage lights blind you for a moment as you step forward. The crowd stretches before you—friends, family, familiar faces. But not his.

Your heart pounds in your chest, swallowing down the rising panic. What if you mess up? What if—

And then you see him.

At first, you think your eyes are playing tricks on you—a cruel illusion born of how much you want him there. But no. He’s real. Joshua stands at the edge of the crowd, just behind the last row of seats.

Your breath catches painfully in your throat. He’s slightly disheveled, as if he rushed to get here, hair falling into his eyes. But they’re locked on you—soft, unwavering. And when he meets your gaze, everything else fades away.

He mouths something—slow and clear so you don’t miss a syllable.

"You got this, darling."

A tremor runs through you—not of fear, but something else. Something warmer, stronger. The weight on your chest lifts, and suddenly, you’re not afraid anymore. Because he’s here. He came.

Your fingers stop trembling as you grip your guitar. With one last breath, you nod slightly, a smile tugging at your lips. And then you play.

And it’s perfect.

The music flows effortlessly, your nerves dissolving with every note. Your bandmates move in sync beside you, and the audience responds—cheers swelling, applause ringing in your ears. But all you can focus on is him, standing right there, watching you.

It takes you back to that night at the bar, where he played his heart out, his gaze soft with tenderness and admiration as he locked eyes with you. However, this time, the roles are reversed now, and you realize just how far you've come, from silently cheering him on to standing here, under the same spotlight, sharing this moment. And in his eyes, you find that same unwavering support, only this time, it's for you.

By the time the final chord echoes through the auditorium, you feel like you’ve left your heart on that stage. Applause erupts around you, your name mixing with the roar, but none of it matters. Because Joshua is still watching, still smiling.

The ceremony blurs by after that. Diplomas exchanged, speeches given. Your friends pull you into group photos, laughter ringing in the air. Ricky throws an arm around your shoulders, grinning. "We actually did it. We survived."

"Barely," Julie jokes, nudging Yujin, who rolls her eyes.

"I’m just glad we don’t have to sit through another lecture," Karina adds, flipping her hair with mock relief.

You laugh softly, warmth blooming in your chest. "We made it," you agree, hugging them tight.

Your parents are next—your mom dabbing at her eyes while your dad tries (and fails) to play it cool. Jeonghan stands beside them, arms crossed but his smile unmistakable.

"Proud of you, little sis," he says, ruffling your hair. "Even if you did almost choke onstage."

You swat his hand away. "I did not."

"You were great," Seungcheol appears, cutting in, offering you a warm smile as Mingyu and Minghao nod beside him.

You’re about to respond when you feel it—an undeniable shift in the air. And then you see him.

Joshua stands just beyond the crowd, hands tucked into his pockets. For a heartbeat, you freeze. Then he takes a step closer.

"Can we talk?" His voice is soft but sure.

You nod, stepping aside as the noise of the celebration fades behind you. When you finally stop, it feels like there are a thousand words tangled in the silence between you.

"I-"

"I’m sorry," he cuts you off. "For not being there when I should've been. For making you wonder. I wanted to be here. I wanted to tell you—" He pauses, breath hitching. "I was scared."

His voice cracks, and it cuts through you, raw and unfiltered. "I told myself that staying away would be easier. That maybe, if I kept my distance, these feelings would go away. But they didn’t. They only got stronger, and I—I didn’t know how to handle it."

Your chest tightens. "Joshua…"

He lifts his head, and the vulnerability in his expression makes your heart ache. "I thought you’d be better off without me confusing things. But every time I tried to stay away, I kept wanting to be near you. I’d look for you in every room. Every song I played reminded me of you." He laughs quietly, but there’s no humor in it. "I thought I was doing the right thing, but all I did was hurt you. And I’m so, so sorry."

Tears sting the corners of your eyes as his words unravel the knot in your chest. You never realized how much he had been holding back—how much of himself he had hidden away.

"I like you," he confesses, voice trembling. "More than I should, maybe. But I do. And if I messed things up beyond repair, I understand. But I had to tell you—because pretending I don’t feel this way isn’t working anymore."

Your heart pounds in your ears. "You should’ve told me," you whisper, the ache in your voice echoing between you.

"I’m telling you now," he says softly, stepping closer. "And if there’s any part of you that still wants me—I’m here. I’m not going anywhere."

For a moment, all you can do is look at him—at the quiet hope in his eyes, the way he’s baring every part of himself for you. And then you take that last step forward, closing the space between you.

"I’ve been waiting for you," you say, your voice steady even though your heart feels like it might burst. "I don’t want anyone else."

The breath he releases is shaky, almost disbelieving. And when his hand brushes yours—hesitant, as if he still doesn’t quite believe this is real—you intertwine your fingers with his, grounding him. "I’m not going anywhere either," you promise.

A smile breaks across his face—soft and beautiful—and before you can say anything else, he pulls you into his arms. The noise of the celebration, the blur of the world—it all melts away. Because he’s here. And he chose you.

He always would.

A teasing glint sparks in your eyes as you pull back slightly, your voice light and playful. "So… are we dating? Are we finally official?~"

Joshua chuckles softly, his forehead resting against yours. "Yeah. We’re official. Finally."

And when he kisses you—slow and sweet—it feels like everything you’ve been waiting for has finally fallen into place.

🕊 - last two chapters tmr guys... 🥹

choi seungcheol 𖧷 kisses are always promises

🌷 (no ordinary love) ⸺ ❛❛ a love story for people who deserve peace of mind and torment themselves for being unable to give others the same. ❜❜

PREFACE. it's no shock that life is unpredictable. it's why you put so much effort into being the only stable, perfect, thing in your parent's lives. but as they grow old, good thing you have a trick up your sleeve to ward them off! it involve dancing around the truth and and the cute guy you matched with on a dating app!

INCLUDES. fake dating, fluff, angst

WARNINGS. suggestive, food, cursing, nobody is a good person, kissing, this is really poorly written tbh (i was so tired from midterms but realized i had to still do this uhhhh), pet name (just one= sweetheart), theres an insta post where the reader is femme/pale PLEASE TAKE THIS WITH A GRAIN OF SALT i couldnt find anything gender neutral

WORD COUNT. 4020

AUTHOR'S NOTE. first installment of the valentines event!! thank you to all the kind words shared when the event mlist was shared. im so sorry for the delay, i had a ton of midterms <///3

open! please feel free to dm/reply/ask

NETWORKS. @kstrucknet

🌷 ⸺ 𝗣𝗔𝗥𝗧 𝗢𝗡𝗘

What do men want?

On dates, specifically.

Was it an outfit which left nothing to the imagination? Or was it a shiny new car? A cheque to buy a PlayStation? How about a romantic dinner date with the candles flickering? Or would they prefer a simple night in with take-out and watching Love is Blind?

Luckily, you knew what men wanted. Well, more like what just one man wanted. You zoomed in on his profile picture. Choi Seungcheol, the name read. That was the beauty of dating apps, people weirdly feel more comfortable sharing their interests and what they wanted with random strangers online as opposed to physical people.

You don't know how you two matched. You both had graduated from the same business school and fawned over your bubble tea orders. You liked matcha and cheese foam with regular pearls, and he liked strawberry coconut milk tea with cherry-flavoured popping pearls. You smiled at the thought of somebody with such a serious vibe enjoying a treat like that. You both frequented the same gym, although you preferred the stairmaster and he liked cable machines.

He was also cute, but you don't wanna come off as shallow.

city lights series | joshua hong (M) [finished]

Joshua Hong could be many things. For one, he is your next door neighbour. He is a rockstar, a relentless tease, a menace. But, ironically, he is always willing to lend a hand whenever you need it, regardless of the nature of your desires.

pairings: joshua hong x female reader genre: smut [18+] aus: rock singer joshua, neighbours with benefits word count: 177k

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I was so happy to see that I was right about about how the series is gonna go.

Hihi. 🥰

I love how flowess everything went, how their communication evolved and how much they trusted each other.

Oh, and my dear Jeonghan, I am so happy he was not left out (a lil bit of angst/drama, it shall pass :)) ) He deserves so much happiness 🫶🏻

love your work, wonderful human, byeee

OH BABY 😭🩵 UHUHUH

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS. IT MEANS SO MUCH AND I'LL HOLD THIS CLOSE TO MY HEART. YOU'RE THE WONDERFUL HUMAN, THANK YOU 🩵

caught up in you | joshua hong

It all started with a little, harmless lie. After telling your mother that you would bring your boyfriend to her obnoxiously high-society birthday party, you had to improvise. With no actual options to ask, you turned to your dear friend, Joshua Hong. Caught up in this lie, you could only hope that real feelings wouldn’t start to bloom… right?

pairings: joshua hong x female reader › aus: fake dating to ?, friends with benefits, best friend joshua, obnoxiously rich reader, friends to fucking, surfer joshua › genres: fluff, angst, smut (18+)word count: 13.1k

warnings: smut with plot, alcohol consumption, dirty talk, unprotected penetrative sex, oral sex (f. receiver), making out, a bit of nipple play, hard to soft sex, spanking, cream pie, slight breeding kink. pet names: baby, sweetheart (hers) joshie, shua, josh (his)

all the petty scenes & all the pretty things | hjs

(where your best friend organizes a weekend away for all your single friends on valentine's and you have to deal with his very annoying roommate)

pairing: joshua hong x f!reader genre: (one-sided) enemies to lovers, strangers to lovers (kinda) | smut & fluff rating: explicit, minors DNI word count: 20.5k warnings: mentions of food and alcohol, drinking games, this is vaguely a long valentine's weekend (the holiday is barely mentioned), best friend jeonghan (yes, that's a warning), joshua is a menace, but reader is a bit of an unreliable narrator, so much kissing, multiple sex scenes, multiple positions, multiple orgasms, unprotected sex (they talk about it but don't do this), oral sex (f. receiving), some scratching, teasing, briefest edging?, aftercare, nipple/breast play, briefest mention of thigh riding, come eating, idk joshua is just pussy whipped and down horrendous

a/n: another one for the Lonely Hearts Collab organized by the incredibly talented @camandemstudios. please make sure you check out the other amazing fics (like i will be now that i've gotten through both). i'm not really sure what to say about this. something happens when i write joshua and it just...gets away from me. i also know i owe thank yous to people, so those will come tomorrow when i'm less brain dead (because this fic was 6.5k yesterday morning).

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OMG! Another fave!

all the petty scenes & all the pretty things | hjs

(where your best friend organizes a weekend away for all your single friends on valentine's and you have to deal with his very annoying roommate)

pairing: joshua hong x f!reader genre: (one-sided) enemies to lovers, strangers to lovers (kinda) | smut & fluff rating: explicit, minors DNI word count: 20.5k warnings: mentions of food and alcohol, drinking games, this is vaguely a long valentine's weekend (the holiday is barely mentioned), best friend jeonghan (yes, that's a warning), joshua is a menace, but reader is a bit of an unreliable narrator, so much kissing, multiple sex scenes, multiple positions, multiple orgasms, unprotected sex (they talk about it but don't do this), oral sex (f. receiving), some scratching, teasing, briefest edging?, aftercare, nipple/breast play, briefest mention of thigh riding, come eating, idk joshua is just pussy whipped and down horrendous

a/n: another one for the Lonely Hearts Collab organized by the incredibly talented @camandemstudios. please make sure you check out the other amazing fics (like i will be now that i've gotten through both). i'm not really sure what to say about this. something happens when i write joshua and it just...gets away from me. i also know i owe thank yous to people, so those will come tomorrow when i'm less brain dead (because this fic was 6.5k yesterday morning).

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