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⌗yuna! ⌗dea! ⌗juliana! ׅ✧ 04'

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so…! i’ve made a decision. after everything i’ve been going through irl, i’m going to quit tumblr. i know this may seem sudden; and that you think “oh! but you seem fine yuna!” but i’m actually not fine. i’ve been going through a lot silently (for years now, since like the age of 10-12..) and i don’t think tumblr will help me with my mental health. yes; it’s my safe space, somewhere i would go to when no one was there for me. but now, i think i need to face the real challenges, i can’t have tumblr being my safe space anymore. please know that i still love my 181 followers. each and every single one of you are so special to me.

to my mutuals, you all have done so much for me, and i’m grateful for that. i’m grateful for whatever tumblr has given and granted me. i’m sorry that i’m leaving - though i don’t think anybody would really be affected by my leaving - i still apologize. i hope that maybe one day, just one day, i can come back. come back to this, come back to the love i’ve been getting.

to: @gyubakeries

tiya, you were my first mutual here, and i remember how you greeted me with open arms and such kindness, and i’ll remember that forever my fav gyuldaengie🤍 and i guess i’ll not be seeing that woozi fic, sigh. it’ll be in my heart though, and you’ll be in my heart too.

to: @96z

naya!! im not sure if you’ll see this but when i went to the waterpark - nothing leaked, your advice worked <3 i love you for that, i love you always🩵

to: @kwonienana

my make out sesh partner!! my nana!! i’m sad i wont see the 3rd part to unsent!woozi, but i’ll imagine that reader n him have a good ending. i love you so so so so much, please remember that my delusional-texted-hoshi-on-insta-girl💋

to: @jooyeonsvape

amb, my favourite jooyeon stan, i was so glad to have met another villain on tumblr. and i was glad it was someone so sweet and so kind. i love your fics, every one of them, and i love you. ❤️

to: @studioeisa

kae, my favourite 8star!! i have always loved every single one of your works, and i’m glad that i met a carat-villain, even glader (thats not a word but) that it was you. you were so kind to me, so sweet, so loving. i think now, whenever i see gunil, i’ll think of you. 💚

to: @antoncore

cee!! i loved discussing and talking to you about … riize’s … sizes…💜 (hey that rhymes!) when i first met you, i had no idea that you were secretly this freaky, and to think that you r so cute😭 (personality n looks!) i love you my favourite anton stan💕

to: @chenlezip

anna! my cutie, the woozi fic you wrote for me - i loved it so much. i think i’ve read it daily this week, i’ll never forget it, and i will never ever forget you my darling🤍 (and the jaem series bc WTF I LOVED IT SMM)

to: @seokminfilm

LYR!!! i guess i’m never getting that down bad seok fic huh?? hehe - it’s fine. i just loved talking to you about it, and i thank you once again, for making me one of the main characters in your fic, and a thank you for making mingyu down bad in that fic🤭 i love u my lyric🩶

to: @wonkierideul

this… this one was really hard to write. nini, out of all of my moots - i have to say you’re my favourite. i’m sorry to all the others, but you have a special place in my heart. you’ll always have a special place in my heart. i’m sorry we never got to vc properly, i’m sorry for all the things i’ve done that have pissed you off. i’m sorry, for leaving you. i’ll see you when i see junhui. and, when i see soonhoon, i’ll smile, but feel a pain in my heart, knowing that was once us, not anymore though.

to: @starstrawb

my silly squirrel, i thank you for all of the kind words you’ve said to me, i thank you for all of the good morning and good night messages, all of the ‘checking up on you’ messages. i thank you for everything, the love, the adoration, everything that you’ve given me. i’m sorry i couldn’t give you the same kind of love, but just know i tried my absolute best. 🐿️

to: @kissbyoon

another one that was hard to write. liza, the jeonghan who loves to annoy the woozi, i loved getting annoyed by you, i always did. i loved every single moment with you, even your most delusional ones. i hope you know that i love you. i hope you know that sadly - i’ll not be coming back. maybe i will. maybe i wont. most likely i wont. i’m sorry to say i wont be coming back like how jeonghan is. and please lili, dont wait for me like you’re waiting for jeonghan and wonwoo. it pains me to know that.

to: @gyuwrites

for some reason, we started off as mutuals who just followed each-other, then a stupid anon came in and ruined my chances of actually getting to know you. that’s one of my biggest regrets. maybe in another life we could meet again, and start off good that time. thank you for your support ashley. 💙

to: @noircheols

seilah, thank you for yapping to me, thank you for trusting me with your rants. and just overall, thank you for trusting me. i’ll remember our little yap sessions, where we talked shit, where we vented, where we just… yapped together. it felt right. but me leaving you? it doesn’t. i hope you get a job soon, just know i’ll always be praying for you. 🖤

to: @vernons-wifey12

renee, thank you for the daily horanghaes, i think you were my first ever dolly stan, apart from @/rosiemain and @/seokminfilm. i really enjoyed the time when we were enjoying eachother’s virtual presence, i love you my vernon💗

to: @rosiemain

my roro, i’ll miss you so much. if i could give you a hug, i really would. but for now - does a virtual hug work? 🫂. you’re my favourite woozidan, my absolute favourite. i once said i would never want to find another woozidan ( to @/hanniescookie ) but i’m glad i have. i’m sorry our time of friendship together was so short. i’m rooting you get your boy, and i hope ‘🦢’ gets run over by a truck. i love you forevermore my girl.

to: @hanniescookie

and yet, another hard one. augustine. oh, i didn’t know leaving you would be this hard. i don’t know. i don’t know what i would do without you. your words were the main reason i kept going. no actually, YOU were the main reason i kept going. no matter how fat i felt, how insecure i was, your words broke through them. and you broke down the wall i had built just to get closer to me, i’m sorry to say that now, the wall has been renewed, and there’s no way to destroy it now. i’ll love you my jeonghan to my wonwoo. and i’ll remember you, always and forever.

to: @seokmn

and yet another moot who i have barely gotten to know. thank you for reblogging my jiung smau <3 i hope you can find a boyfie that’s just like loser boy jiung hehe 🐍

to: @honeyhae-svt

미안해, 아내야. 이렇게 일찍 떠나서 미안해. 우리가 서로에게 보낸 음성 메모가 즐거웠어요 ㅎㅎ . 그리울거야. 진짜. 사랑해요. 정말 많이. 나를 잊지마 내 예쁜 소녀야 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ 사랑해☹️💓

to: @dokyumms

my texas girlie, pls pls pls think of me when someone mentions young sheldon🤓🤓 but really, legit thank you for becoming moots with me, it was such an honour!! i’ll never forget you. never. this - i swear. i love u lovie💖

to: @kyeomviiee

oh my sweet sweet kae. thank you for all the moodboards you have made me. i hope your break is going well, i hope u think of me hehe😛 but really, take good rest love, i’ll be by your side, just think i’m there with you. 💞

to: @polarisjisung

another moot who i wanted to get to know but sadly did not. thank you for following me, i have no idea why you!! hua!! would follow some one like me but hey i aint complaining <3 take good care of anna for me💜

to: @iamdkayyyyy

thank you for your playlist, and for the wonwoo fic, i really really loved both of it🤍 you are soo soo soo soo kind, and i really love you for that. thank you for everything soumaya🌹

let me take a breather.

and now - to the rest of the people who have supported me, thank you. for everything. literally everything. i love EVERY. SINGLE. ONE. OF. YOU. no matter what you’ve done to me. thank you for all the joy you’ve brought to me on tumblr.com !! my journey on here will be marked in my heart as my favourite journey.

thank you, and this is @jjjjeonww signing off. good night, good evening, good afternoon, and good morning to all of you.

(i’ve gotten questions about whether some people can still publish some works they have made for me and my answer is yes, you can still publish it.)

hi my love!! sorry if i dont sound enthusiastic, i woke up and im having such a terrible morning .

and yes i have seen the playlist !! i love it <33 i love the song choices u picked🤍

lee woozi - "me or vernon?"

~~in which, you're a fan of vernon even though you're woozi's girlfriend. ~~fluff.

word count: 893. a/n: THIS MAY SEEM LIKE SMUT BC OF THE HEADER BUT IT ISNT I SWEAR!!! and this is sooo painfully obvious that this is for @rosiemain . (you got da ruby roz :3) (vernon is mentioned in this fic, but isn't actually in it.)

...

You had been dating Woozi for a while now, and while you loved him deeply, you couldn't deny that you had always been particularly drawn to Vernon, your boyfriend's fellow bandmate. Vernon's charm, wit, and undeniable good looks had always caught your attention, even though you would never act on it. You valued your relationship with Woozi too much to ever betray his trust.

One evening, as you and Woozi cuddled on the couch watching TV, you hesitantly brought up the topic that had been on your mind. "Woozi, I have a favor to ask," you began, tracing patterns on his chest with your finger. "It's about Vernon..."

Woozi tensed slightly, a flicker of jealousy flashing in his eyes. "What about him?" he asked, trying to keep his tone light. He knew how much you admired Vernon, but he hoped your feelings stopped at that.

You looked up at Woozi, your expression earnest. "I was wondering if... if you could give me Vernon's signature? I know it's silly, but I've always wanted one, and I thought it would be nice to have it."

Woozi was silent for a moment, weighing your request. He knew he should feel threatened, but seeing the hopeful look in your eyes, he couldn't bring himself to say no. He sighed, pulling you closer. "Okay, I guess I can ask him for you. But only because I love you and want to make you happy," he said, a hint of possessiveness in his voice.

You beamed at him, throwing your arms around his neck in a tight hug. "Thank you, Woozi! You're the best boyfriend ever," you gushed, planting a kiss on his cheek.

Woozi smiled back, but internally, he made a silent vow. He would do everything in his power to be the best boyfriend you could ever ask for. If Vernon's signature was what you wanted, he would get it for you. But he also needed to step up his game, to show you why you should only have eyes for him.

Over the next few weeks, Woozi threw himself into writing songs for you. He poured his heart and soul into each lyric, determined to create a collection that would make you forget about any other man, including Vernon. He wrote about your love, your laughter, everything about you. ...

He had spent countless late nights hunched over his guitar, his fingers flying across the strings as he lost himself in the music. He wrote about stolen glances, secret smiles, and the way your hand fit perfectly in his own. Each song was a testament to his love for you, a dedication to the incredible woman who had captured his heart.

Sometimes, Woozi would wake up with a lyric already forming in his mind, a perfect way to express the way he felt about you. Other times, he would be in the middle of his daily routine - even brushing his teeth became a moment of inspiration, with him suddenly pausing to jot down a clever turn of phrase. No matter where he was or what he was doing, Woozi was always thinking about you, always finding new ways to pour his love into his music.

He knew that his jealousy over Vernon still lingered, but he was determined not to let it consume him. Instead, he channeled those feelings into his art, writing songs that explored the depths of his love and his desire to keep you by his side forever. Each track was another reminder of his commitment to you, his promise to be the man you deserved.

As the weeks went by, Woozi's collection of songs for you grew. He had ballads that spoke of his undying devotion, upbeat pop tracks that captured the joy you brought into his life, and even a few edgier songs that hinted at the passion smoldering beneath the surface of your relationship. Each one was a piece of his heart, a fragment of his soul laid bare on the page.

One evening, as you lay together in bed, Woozi pulled out a small, leather-bound journal filled with his song lyrics. "I have something for you," he said softly, pressing the book into your hands. "I wrote all of these for you, my love. Each song is a piece of my heart, my promise to always be here for you."

You looked up at him, your eyes wide with surprise and a growing sense of awe. You flipped through the pages, reading the lyrics that spoke of your love story, your laughter, and your dreams for the future. With each page, you could feel Woozi's love radiating off the words, a tangible force that made your heart swell with emotion.

"Woozi, this is... this is incredible," you whispered. His expression was smug as hell. And for a moment you question it before going back to reading his lyrics. 'Ding!' your brain suddenly knew why he had written all of these songs.

He would write you songs, it was normal, but would he show them to you with such smugness imprinted on his face? Nope. "Babe... Are you showing me this because of Vernon?" "No... What makes you think that?" "...Jihoon tell me the truth." He takes the book and runs away immediately, hiding his shyness which was so painfully obvious. "LEE JIHOON GET BACK HERE!!!" And you run after him.

wen junhui - "silent boarding gate"

~~inspired by silent boarding gate by jun. ~~angst, fluffy at the end (?)

word count - 1,189. a/n: this. is. dedicated. to. my. soony. @wonkierideul. u said to only post this when you're crashing out and i legit witnessed that so ... <33 enjoy nini .

...

Junhui stood frozen at the boarding gate, his heart a whirlwind of emotions he could no longer contain. The dark clouds that had been his constant companion for so long finally began to dissipate, revealing a sky divided - half orange from the setting sun, half grey with the approach of twilight. It was a poignant reflection of his own divided self, yearning to fly towards a future that no longer included the one person he had always envisioned sharing it with.

After years of trudging through a desolate landscape of heartache and regret, Junhui had finally emerged on the other side, his spirit battered but not broken. The love he had carried for you, the words left unspoken, had been his cross to bear. And now, as he stood at the precipice of a new beginning, he couldn't help but wonder if he would ever truly heal from the pain of the separation.

A chill crept into the air, and Junhui instinctively tightened his collar, as if trying to ward off the cold that seemed to seep into his very bones. He knew there was a path laid out before him, a road to a life without you. But his heart, stubborn and faithful to the memory of your love, refused to take that first crucial step. It was as if an invisible force held him back, tethering him to the ghost of your shared past.

Junhui's gaze drifted to the clouds, watching as they remained unmoving in the grey expanse above. In that moment of half-conscious surrender, he realized that the one waiting to board at the gate was not him at all, but a specter of the man he used to be. The man who had loved you with a fierceness that now bordered on obsession, unable to let go of the dream they had once shared.

Tears stung the corners of his eyes as the weight of their separation pressed down upon him like a physical force. He knew, with a sinking certainty, that even after he boarded and took to the skies, your timelines would remain in parallel - two diverging paths that would never again intersect. The pain of that realization was a cruel reminder of the love he had lost and the future that would never be his and yours to share.

You watched from a distance, your heart aching as she witnessed Junhui's internal struggle playing out at the boarding gate. You could see the tension in his shoulders, the way he seemed to be wrestling with some unseen force. A part of you longed to rush to him, to take his hand and promise that everything would be alright. But you had remained rooted to the spot, knowing that you needed to give him the space and time he needed to heal.

As you observed him, you couldn't help but reflect on their own journey over the past few years. The path had been filled with heartache and pain, as they both navigated the complexities of your lives and the weight of their past. For a long time, you had been lost in a haze of grief and regret, unable to move forward knowing that Junhui was suffering just as much as you were.

But lately, something had shifted within you. A glimmer of light had pierced through the darkness that had consumed you for so long, and you had begun to heal. It hadn't been an easy process, and there were still moments when the pain felt as raw and fresh as it had the day they had parted ways. But you knew that you needed to focus on herself, to become the best version of herself before she could ever hope to move forward with someone else.

And now, as you watched Junhui at the gate, you realized that the same must be true for him. He needed to find his own path, to heal and grow and discover what he truly wanted out of life. Only then could he be ready for a new love, a new beginning.

you knew that she couldn't force Junhui to let go of you. Just as you couldn't force herself to forget the incredible love you had shared. But you also knew that sometimes, letting go was the greatest act of love one could offer. It was a testament to the strength and resilience of your bond, even in the face of adversity.

... With a deep breath, you turned away from the gate, your heart heavy but also filled with a tentative sense of hope. You knew that you would always cherish the memories of your time together, the love you had shared with Junhui. But it was time for both of you to move forward, to embrace the next chapters of your lives. As you turned to leave, Junhui suddenly felt a rush of clarity wash over him. The weight that had been pressing down upon his chest for so long lifted, and he knew with sudden certainty what he needed to do.

He couldn't let you go.

Not like this.

Not without telling you everything that had been left unsaid.

Junhui took off running, his heart pounding in his ears as he raced through the airport. He didn't care about the stares or the surprised murmurs of the other passengers. All that mattered was reaching you, before you would disappear from his life forever.

He found you at the elevator, your back turned to him as you waited for the door to open. "Y/n," he called out, his voice hoarse with emotion. "Wait. Please, wait."

You froze, your hand hovering over the button. Slowly, you turned to face him, your eyes wide with shock and a tentative glimmer of hope.

Junhui skidded to a halt in front of you, his chest heaving as he tried to catch his breath. He dropped his luggage bags, and reached out, gently taking your hand in his own. It felt warm and soft, just as he remembered.

"Y/n," he said again, his gaze locked with yours. "I can't let you go. Not without telling you how much I love you. How much I've always loved you, even through all the pain and the heartache."

He took a deep breath, his heart racing as he poured his soul out to you. "I know we've both been lost, both struggling to find our way. But I realized that my way, my future, will always lead me back to you. You're the one constant in my life, the one person I know I can't live without."

Junhui squeezed your hand, his eyes shining with unshed tears. "Please, give me another chance. Give us another chance. I promise I'll spend every day showing you how much you mean to me, how much I love you. I'll be the man you deserve, now and for always."

He held his breath, his heart hanging in the balance as he waited for your response. The moment stretched out between you, filled with a lifetime of love and the promise of a new beginning.

And suddenly, the boarding gate was silent.

AND HERE’S UR DAILY HANSOL PRETTYYY

hi there !!

of course you can be my moot <33 (anyone can be my moot hehe)

(u can uncross ur fingers now🧋👻)

i laughed at the name 'chem anon' LMAOO @vernons-wifey12 TRUST U N RENEE GONNA GET MARRIED!!!

[ why am i in the middle of this love story. ]

AYYYY PULL UP HO!!! @vernons-wifey12 r u guys besties westies irl🥺🥺🥺 or is this a meet cute. omg tumblr anon and tumblr renee meeting in tumblr but then realizing they might be in the same school and they date WOAH‼️‼️‼️

this is anon and renee fr

okay you're so lucky you can rest for the WHOLE MONTH. but congrats on ur finals!!!

AYYYYYYYYYY how'd u do that bro HOW'D YOU ESCAPE

HOE WHO IS THIS WHY ARE THEY NO HINTS

my moots r teaming up and sending stuff in anon guys reveal urself pls …

( @kyeomviiee ???)

im popular like that😛 (pls no im not a pick me . .) my day has been so tiring this wholee week is full of assignments.. KILL ME NOW. but it's suddenly so good since u're here . . rate my rizz pls haha AND BECAUSE OF HOWOO ALBUM. (the album is MY album dude i love them sm wtf)

(내가 이걸 보고 비명을 질렀던 방식 ㅋㅋ) YES! can i just like get my wedding pinterest boards ready to fill . . . oh wait wtf WE'RE ALREADY MARRIED????

HELP THIS WAS FROM FEB 16 I DIDNT EVEN NOTICE THIS IM SORRY . i acc have no idea who this is but like imma name out random ahh moots.. @starstrawb @kissbyoon @wonkierideul @kwonienana @hanniescookie

I LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK MY SILLY SQUIRREL !!! MWAHH <33 (im also scared cause what if oomfie loomfies - im not gonna name them LMAO - see this and start up a fight !?!??!? do i tag them . . . HEHE

YAYAYYY AND HERE'S UR DAILY VERNONN!!