to be loved is to be known
synopsis — jungwon knows you. he knows you so well that he can tell when you’ve fallen out of love with him.
warnings — falling out of love, reader is a bad gf, one curse word, angst no fluff, emotionally cheating
pairing — jungwon x gn!reader
wordcount — 354
a/n — don’t be fooled by the title this is all angst, but it’s also an apology for delaying 10tihay LOL. this is based off rory, dean and jess erm spoilers if u haven’t watched gilmoore girls
jungwon was watching you fall in love with another man.
he watched you laugh and banter with niki, biting his lip so hard it would bleed.
it had been like this for awhile; you ditched him to hang out with the other guy, who wasn’t good for you at all.
he couldn’t help but blame niki—if he hadn’t started flirting and hanging around you, then this wouldn’t have happened.
jungwon knows you fell out of love with him awhile ago.
he still loved you. he believed that to be loved was to be known. and he knew you. so well that he could tell with just a look in your eyes when you’ve cried out of happiness or sadness. he knew.
one thing he knew he was was that he was observant. he noticed things that no one else noticed.
this led him to notice how you would cancel dates with him to hang out with niki instead. or how distant you’ve been to him but how animated you seem with him.
you were his first love. but jungwon isn’t dumb—he knew that you two weren’t going to last forever. but he didn’t think the end would be so soon.
he knew that you were stubborn, too. so even if he tried to make you stay away from him, you wouldn’t listen.
i mean, who would? niki was everything jungwon wasn’t. he was cool, he was fun, he didn’t care about any rules, he knew how to charm someone and he was the typical bad boy someone would swoon over.
it seemed like you picked to fall in love with the exact opposite of him.
so when you were both dancing together at prom and he saw you looking at him. he couldn’t help but feel so frustrated.
it was an asshole move, for sure, but he let his emotions take over.
jungwon was an observant man.
so observant that he knew you weren’t hurt by him dumping you—even if it was right in the middle of the slow dance. in fact, he swore he saw your eyes flicker to riki’s while he did so.
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