i think i’ve been roped in by another dark skin haitian man 😔

hopes & dreams!!

yesterday was very productive in the sense that i made it to all of my classes and got small assignments done in between.

not really much to say, and i like that bc that means i was too busy to think about anything else.

i also need to remember that even though it’s hard, i need to keep my business to myself bc no one is looking out for me.

day 2

12K steps

1 bottle water

logging next morning

posted

interacted w a stranger

started coloring

all in all, the second half of day was very productive, I definitely have to start staying up until 12 bc I get better sleep when I’m exhausted. also broke asf rn so no more spending money for me this week.

recognized i’m very jealous of people who live in the dmv or close enough bc they get to go home and see their families and i don’t. roomie went all week/end without saying anything to me, just to dump on me when she got back. it just made me realize no body cares about me as much as me so why do I always consider/ put other people first. i’m over that shit.

i feel like it’s time to restart my life and leave a lot of people behind, which sucks but it is what it is.

day 1

6K steps

1 bottle of water

currently logging

took pics

progress on page

goals for the week

physical:

10K steps EVERYDAY

morning run Tue-Sat

bedtime yoga/pilates every night

drink at least a large bottle of water a day

eat 4 salads

mental:

read personal book everyday

log plans for the day/recap of the day

take pictures for video diary

personal:

interact with one stranger everyday

color at least one page

be intentional about spending Saturday alone

watch a new movie

last week was truly a fuckin time, very much over it, but i’m so ready for this week